Chapter 163: Heartbeat Can't Breathe
"I can't imagine that one day, I can get rid of such a predicament, see the light of freedom again, and live my truest self. I want to cry, I want to laugh, I want to rely on, it's all so real. ”
She looked at the person who reflected her in her gaze and reached out to stroke his hair. The hair fits softly in her palm, like a round shape, and it is rarely different from humans, it is warm and reassuring.
Wei Jin put his arm around her shoulders and slowly dragged the person towards him. The distress flowing from the eyes is very gentle, mixed with a lot of distress, regret, and discomfort.
It's not hard to imagine what kind of life she used to live. This world is sometimes so strange that people who look in love at first glance are born with the same kind of people.
Some people are born outliers.
It's not that the foundation is different, it's not that the gender is different, but it's a strange incompatibility with the world.
This kind of incompatibility often brings abandonment, separation, and not acceptance by mortal people.
The ideas that we have are also very different from the world. But it's not that they don't want to fit in, it's just that there are some things that will only bring endless troubles and injuries if they are forced to fit in.
So I had to choose, disguise, or survive the way others liked.
is as good as her Jiang Se, just like him Wei Jin.
There are also many people who live in this devastated world.
"In fact, there are some things that are not as difficult as imagined, and it is not unacceptable, and you need to carry your head to suck blood at the tip of the knife anytime and anywhere. But it is this immutable and even somewhat vague reality that makes people breathless. ”
She looked up at Wei Jin's chin, Wei Weijin felt her gaze, and also looked down into her eyes, listening to her carefully.
"I also never thought that on such a day, I would meet such a person who made me feel warm and down-to-earth.
I just thought, the days passed slowly, slowly, like this, slowly. Until one day, we are coming to the end of our lives.
One day, I looked out my window and suddenly felt a little sad. I regret that I didn't meet you sooner. ”
"It's not too late to meet later, just treat our future day as a year, as if it is ten years, it is like, we know the life and the world."
Wei Jin said in a low voice.
Jiang Se smiled softly, tears almost struggling in his eyes.
That's right. I was looking out the window, slowly closing my eyes, thinking, one day in the future, we lived in a small courtyard. There is a retro wooden chair in the doorway, and a tall pear tree grows in the yard. ”
"When the weather is good, the sun is shining from the west, and at dusk I sit on that wooden chair, with our roundness, squinting and lazily lying next to me, looking at you together.
You sit on a stool in the courtyard, right in my eyes, on the supporting canvas, painting for me and Yuanyuan. ”
"Your expression is very serious, and the whole person is not good-looking. As for me, even when I'm old, I smile with folds on my face, and I still want to see the person in front of me.
If you want to put that scene in your eyes forever, if you don't dare to forget, if you don't want to forget, just like that, let time flow slowly. ”
Such an idea is not a dream, but it is a little more difficult than a dream. Because you, Wei Jin, are more unpredictable than any difficulties and obstacles in this world.
It's not that you're hiding too deeply.
Rather, I like to let myself suffer from gains and losses, lose my mind, feel afraid, and sometimes even to the point of withdrawing. I am afraid that this approach will end up in a person's heart. ”
"No, it won't. Believe me, Ether, even if I die one day, the only remaining soul of mine will want to come to you and be with you. Wei Jin hugged the person in his arms tightly and whispered softly in her ear.
The breath on his body enveloped him all the time, and the warm and outright heat gave her an infinite sense of security.
"That's great, I'm planning to live and die with you! If you're gone, I won't live alone. That way, I don't need your soul to accompany me, anyway, we are all ghosts and can see each other.
Even if you forget what the other person looks like, you will fall in love with you again based on your inner intuition. So, you don't want to get rid of me! ”
"Fool!"
Wei Jin tapped her forehead lightly. Jiang Se pretended to be very hurt and exhaled a few more words, making a fuss from time to time for a while.
Jiang Se thought that she herself was not blessed to enjoy the feeling of being loved by someone, until Wei Jin appeared and made things difficult for her, and suddenly expressed her intentions, which caught her off guard.
Obviously, agreeing to be together is not a sudden decision. From the first time he saw him, Jiang Se inexplicably felt that his life had been turned upside down.
The guy always approached in a lame way, trying to get her attention. In the end, he succeeded.
Once you put your mind out and want to take someone or something seriously, people's thoughts and behaviors change dramatically.
Honest as Jiang Se, as true as Wei Jin.
During that time, it was full of joy. It's like being immersed in heaven, but that feeling, Jiang Se really understands that it is not virtual, it is a real reality.
It's not too hard to experience that kind of existence. It's just that every time I think about it, my heart is like a tinkering and it's hard to calm down.
The morning sun shines brightly. As soon as Jiang Se walked out of the door, he saw Wei Jin's figure on the quiet street where no one lived.
The world is full of fragrant flowers in April, and the peach blossoms in the mountain temple are in full bloom.
This is not the April mentioned in the poem, but it is the April of all the flowers.
A hundred flowers bloom and everything recovers.
The road is full of open flowers and trees, colorful, beautiful. Strings fluttered and fluttered between the branches, and the strong wind blew in the ears, setting off pieces of petals and dancing.
The spring sun is not hot and dry, but gently sprinkled on the face, gentle and delicate, and should be with the sound of the wind that seems to be unheard, very pleasant.
Suddenly, a clear wind slid through my ears, pulling the weather petals to fly and fall. When Jiang Se turned his head to look over, he happened to see a petal that landed on Wei Jin's hair.
The hair is flying, the fragrance is pleasant, Jiang Se seems to be able to feel it, and the fragrance of flowers rushes into his nose with the fragrance of the hair, and he is charming.
He suddenly stopped, stretched out his fingertips, slowly moved to his hair, plucked out pink petals, twisted them in the palm of his hand, and looked at them carefully.
I have to say that the cherry blossom avenue, which stretches for several miles, is indeed extraordinary.
Jiang Se's heart, at this moment, was beating fast, as if it had never been like this. It seems that since I met Wei Jin, I have been like this all the time.
The sky was beautiful, the strong wind was gradually rising, Wei Jin stopped his steps, and stared at the person beside him affectionately, no surprise, Jiang Se was indeed the most moving one of all the people he had seen.
Her appearance is first-class good, her talent is the best choice, her eyebrows are one in a million, and her people are hard to find in the world.
Wei Jin realized at this time that it turned out that there was really a feeling in this world that he couldn't breathe.