"Do you still have my daughter? Don't you want me anymore? ”

"How do I live like this? Don't I eat and don't spend money? ”

"You guys picked me up, so do this to me? Are you happy when I'm dead? ”

"You only have your sister in your heart, and without me, you have to leave everything to your sister, right?"

"Why don't you have time? Do you have time to buy clothes for your sister and send me money? I don't have money to eat, you know? If you don't pay today, you won't have my daughter. ”

In the dormitory, Yiyi was crying and talking on the phone.

Reiko sat on his bed, watching the farce in front of him, without squeaking.

An An and Xiaoxiao returned to the dormitory after getting hot water, and they were really shocked to see Yiyi so excited, and they didn't know what the situation was at all. Reiko winked at them and motioned for them to go outside and talk.

"What's going on?" Xiaoxiao asked.

"It seems that her parents didn't give her money, and she is going to die or live like this." Reiko took a deep breath.

"I know" Xiaoxiao said: "Yesterday I asked her mother to send her money, as if she would call her, this morning when I accompanied her to check, I found that there was no money in the card, why did it explode at this time?" ”

"It's okay to pay later, right? Is she in a hurry? An Shore asked puzzled.

"I also listened to the people on our side. She has a strange temper, and she will die if she gets it. It was the first time I'd seen her like this, and I thought they were talking nonsense. ”

"So scary? She was just crying and banging her head on the table. Lingzi frowned involuntarily, "If you don't come again, I'll be scared to death by her." ”

"If it's fake, just make a show, how can it be so good to die?" Xiaoxiao said mysteriously: "You don't know, she brought it." ”

"Really?" An'an's eyes widened in surprise.

"She was adopted from a young age, and the family couldn't have children at first, but it didn't take long after adopting her to have a daughter, and the girl was more than a year younger than her. But she's very bad, always bullying her, and her sister is very good to her, a very well-behaved girl. ”

An An and Lingzi unconsciously leaned closer to listen, and Xiaoxiao's voice was also lowered a lot, "I guess it's a twist in my heart, I always feel that I am not my own, and they are all hypocritical when they are good to her." ”

"Is it because they treat her badly that she's like this?" An'an thought that there is always a reason for what people do, not for no reason, at least behind every twisted soul there must be an unknown dark history, after spending this long dark night, some people are dyed with rich ink, and some people can still be as clean as ever.

"Everyone over there knows that the family is very honest and won't treat her badly, if you ask her yourself, she can't tell what they treat her badly, so it's hypocritical to think that they are good. Psychologically abnormal for her. ”

An'an always thought that his childhood was lonely, without the company of his parents. It turns out that there are people who are worse than her, abandoned by their parents, even if there are new adoptive parents to give care, the damage caused is already irreparable, she thinks like this, she doesn't know whether to feel happy for herself or sad for Yiyi. At least she realized that she had a problem, that all these feelings of sadness and despair were her own cause, and that if a person couldn't get out of the shadows, he would have been suffering from it.

She is also always inexplicably sad, crying alone in the dead of night, and sometimes she feels that in this world, at least in her world, she is the only one, and there is always empty pain behind her.

When she saw the line in Tenecus's "Sad Love Song": "Only my life will one day really die for me!" She had such a deep resonance, and at the same time, the deeper feeling was helplessness and despair.

She felt that Yiyi was probably the same, and if she was sick, then An'an herself already had signs of being close to illness.

She didn't sympathize with Yiyi because of this, on the contrary, she felt disgusted, even scared, not by the way she looked, but by the fear that she would become like her.

"An'an, what are you thinking?" Xiaoxiao interrupted An An's thoughts.

"Oh, no, didn't think about anything." An An blinked and shook his head meaningfully.

"Are you going back on May Day?" Xiaoxiao asked.

"I want to go back, what are you going to do?" Reiko asked.

"I shouldn't go back, I'm going to come to Rock City again." An'an replied. Anyway, even if she wanted to go back, there was nowhere to go, and she really didn't want to live in that big house as empty as a warehouse, and it was still warm in the dormitory.

"Then let's not go back, let's play together, now that the weather is so good, we can go out for a walk!"

"Is Su Jingyi here too?" Xiaoxiao asked curiously.

"What? Are you interested in him? Lingzi smiled with bent eyebrows.

"You think I'm stupid, who can't see that Su Jingyi likes An'an."

"Don't talk nonsense, he and I are just friends, and he is the best buddy in life."

"Really? Friends take care of you so much? Always come to see you, bring you food, shh ”

"It's all re-confessed, and he's just entrusted by others."

"I think he's staying in Rock City to work for you."

"How is it possible, the development prospects of the head office are good, of course you have to stay in the head office, what does it have to do with me, don't think nonsense, this joke can't be messed around."

"Tease you, entrusted by others, entrusted by others! Okay, right? ”

"What if Yiyi wants to come with us then?"

"Just go, and don't get in the way."

Suddenly, An'an's phone rang.

"Hello?"

"Hello? An'an. ”

"Rose? How are you? ”

"I've changed my number, I'll use this in the future."

"No wonder I said how could I not have saved your number."

"May Day, I'll come to play with you, okay?"

"Okay, you're free?"

"Of course, Su Jingyi is in Rock City, and I have to be free if I am not available. You're so uninteresting that you won't tell me. ”

An'an was speechless for a moment, she didn't know how to explain. Although I didn't mean to hide it, I don't know how to tell Rose, I'm afraid that Rose will misunderstand, but I'm still sorry.

"If I had known that you and Su Jingyi could see you often, I would have gone to you and said okay to help me? You've forgotten all about it for a long time, haven't you? ”

"How is that possible?" An Shore said humbly.

"Okay, forgive you, how awesome I will be in the future, my happiness depends on you."

"yes, okay."

"Are you okay with Rebirth?"

"It's good."

"That's good. Let's play together on May Day. ”

"Well, he'll come here on May Day, and our roommates in the dormitory, let's make an appointment to climb the mountain together."

"Then I'll go and get ready first!"

"Prepare what?"

"If you want to see my Prince Charming, you must be well prepared."

"Go, go, go."

Rose hung up the phone and began to get busy, rummaging through boxes and cabinets, spreading clothes all over the bed, trying one set and another, but she was not particularly satisfied. Suddenly, the doorbell rang, and a middle-aged woman came in.

"My eldest lady, you're going to demolish the house."

"Sister Fang, you came just in time, hurry up and help me take a look, which one is good-looking? Which one? Rose's eyes lit up, and she saw a savior.

"The evening activities are not particularly important, just pick a random set and not be too formal."

"Eh, no, Sister Fang, you help me choose the one I wear the best, the one that can best highlight my unique temperament, I want to meet people."

"Who are you seeing? So grand? Sister Fang smiled, with a "young is good" expression on her face.

"Prince Charming! You know? White, horse, king, son! Rose paused word by word, accentuating her tone.

This amused Sister Fang, and she laughed. "At your age, what Prince Charming would you believe, how can there be so many Prince Charming in this world, and even if there is, it may not necessarily be yours."

"Am I not pretty enough?" Rose said innocently, "Am I not worthy?" ”

"How could that be? You are beautiful enough, and no one is as beautiful as you. ”

"That's it. Hurry up and help me take a look, Sister Fang, I really don't know what to wear. ”

"Come on, Sister Fang will help you take a look." Sister Fang flipped through her clothes and said, "Boys of your age don't like any temperament, but tenderness is the most important." ”

"Tender? I'm so tender, huh? Do you think I'm a teenager? ”

"Like, but you can look like a teenager, but you don't have a brain, so that your prince charming can also run."

"What do you mean?" Rose pouted.

"No, this one, this one looks good."

"Denim jumpsuits?" Rose took the clothes from Sister Fang's hand, "Isn't it?" So ordinary? ”

"You think it's a customer meeting? Why do you want to be so grand? It's quite Sister Fang, just be simple, a white T-shirt, add this jumpsuit, put on light makeup when the time comes, and tie up your big waves high, no boy doesn't like such a refreshing dress. ”

"Really?"

"Really. Only men like women to wear those slim and blingbling clothes, and boys like pure. ”

"Then I'll listen to Sister Fang."

"If you want to go to events on a regular basis, it's not a good idea to walk with your friends if you wear it."

"It's still Sister Fang who thinks thoughtfully."

"Sort it out, we'll leave later."

"Okay."

"I have something to do, I'll see you downstairs later."

Rose took the dress and changed it non-stop. Standing in front of the mirror for a long time, thinking of what Sister Fang said about tying a high ponytail, she brushed up her hair with her hand, holding her hair with one hand, as if she was wearing a ponytail, looking at herself in the mirror, she suddenly felt that she was too good-looking, and she couldn't help laughing when she thought that she would be able to meet Su Jingyi soon.