At three o'clock in the morning, when Zhou Ruikang returned home, he was already drunk and couldn't even find the key eye, and there was a frenzy of beating, Jiaqi opened the door sleepily, and Ruikang fell on her almost at the same time.

half-helped and half-resisted to get him to the bed, and hurriedly helped him take off his shoes, socks, clothes and pants.

"Why do you drink so much? Drink it with whom? I finished playing cards with a few wives and then you disappeared. She said as she pulled his arm out of the sleeve of her jacket.

He didn't know what he was talking about, sometimes his body trembled, sometimes his arms waved.

After helping him change his clothes and pants, Jiaqi was already sweating profusely, walked to the bathroom by herself, took a towel to wipe her face, looked at Dingbang in the cradle, and returned to bed.

Sitting next to him, looking at the handsome face with crimson cheeks, she was happy in her heart, he was her wishful husband, she knew that many women wanted him, the female secretary in the army, the little nurse in the hospital, and the little star who came to the labor army last time, and even more, several amorous aunts and wives always secretly sent Qiu Bo to him, she saw it in her eyes, but she was not worried but felt quite proud, she knew that he only belonged to her, and no one could take it away.

She unbuttoned his pajamas, looked at his strong and smooth chest, put her face on it, and listened to the strong heart in his chest pounding, she felt happy and satisfied, there was only one name that she was deeply afraid of, Mei Ruojun, this ghostly name, had never left their marriage, she had lost count of how many times, he called her name in a nightmare, but she was in distant Beiping, no matter how much he shouted, they couldn't be together, he still belonged to her, She thought about it, kissed him on the chest, and gently drew circles on his navel with her fingers, and the tips of her fingers followed the line of his waistcoat, all the way down, and was about to touch his most intimate parts, when Ruikang suddenly turned around, facing the wall and continued to fall asleep.

He was not so drunk that he was unconscious, the pain in his chest was far greater than the anesthesia that alcohol could bring, he thought of Mei Ruojun and Ding Xiaohui's warm harmony in the cabin, he went crazy with jealousy, Ding Xiaohui is too strong, beautiful appearance, mature mind, affectionate eyes, and his strongest point is that he is single, he can pursue Mei Ruojun openly, and he can see that Ding Xiaohui and Mei Ruojun have too much in common, gentleness, tolerance, forbearance, infatuation, they will have a lot of common language together, As soon as he thought of this, he couldn't suppress the jealousy in his heart.

Also, they were in the same room, which made him even more crazy, why was he so stupid, why didn't he arrange Ruojun to another place earlier, and then hire someone to look at her, circle her, or even lock her up.

He pressed his swollen temples with his fingers, he couldn't think about that damn Mei Ruojun anymore, if he thought about it any longer, he would go crazy, but within a second, he began to think again, and his brain uncontrollably began to paint all kinds of unbearable pictures between Ding Xiaohui and Mei Ruojun.

Why can't he put his thoughts on Mei Ruojun on his wife? To hell with Mei Ruojun and Ding Xiaohui, since she can be unfaithful to herself, why should she abstain from sex for her? And Jiaqi is his wife, and their union is above board and deserved.

He turned around, hugged Jiaqi tightly, turned her face over, and kissed her lightly on the lips, the more intense the kiss became, Jiaqi was a little confused, but she was happy to respond to his enthusiasm, but the sorrow between his eyebrows and the pain in his eyes confused her.

However, with his stormy kisses and impacts, she no longer delved into it, she responded to him positively, lingering with him, enjoying the physical and physical pleasure. Since he got married, he has rarely taken the initiative to pamper her like this, so tonight actually flattered her.

It may be the effect of alcohol, or it may be a psychological effect, Cheng Jiaqi in the moonlight slowly became Mei Ruojun's appearance, he frantically possessed her, rudely kissed every inch of her skin, as soon as he thought of Ding Xiaohui holding her, he was jealous and possessed her harder, yes, he just wanted to take revenge on her, let her know that he was her husband, her God, she couldn't treat him like this, because...... Because...... Because he loves her......

He groaned in pain, freed himself, hugged her softly, and said in a hoarse voice in her ear, "I love you......"

Flowers bloomed on her heart, this was the first time he said these three words so affectionately and sincerely, she hugged him tightly, kissed his earburns, grinned and said, "I love you too, Ruikang." ”

Cheng Jiaqi's voice was like a basin of ice water poured down on his head, which made him wake up seven or eight minutes in an instant, sat up from her suddenly, and looked at the woman under him in surprise, yes, under the moonlight, lying on the bed, looking at him with deep affection, it was not the plum blossom in his heart, but his wife, Cheng Jiaqi.

He stared at her with round eyes, gasped, flipped off her almost in a hurry, put on his pants, turned against the wall, closed his eyes, and stopped talking, he was exhausted, he needed to rest.

His expression was hot and then cold, and his constantly changing expression made her puzzled, but she was also tired, she put her face on his back, wrapped her arms around his waist, and with the sweetness of the passion just now, she also fell into a deep sleep.

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Under the kerosene lamp in the cabin, Mei Ruojun carefully rubbed Ding Xiaohui with medicinal wine.

"I'm sorry, Xiaohui. Mess up your birthday. She said sadly.

"Hehe, nothing. But he's really heavy enough. He laughed, his jaw hurting terribly: "Looks like I'm going to have bruises tomorrow." ”

"This medicine is very good for blood congestion." Mei Ruojun was holding a small bottle in her hand, which was given to her by Ruikang Tuo Cuiliu a long, long time ago. It was the morning of the day she returned to the door, because he was injured by the sick Ryan the night before, he ran back to school early to take the exam, and hurried back, just to accompany Ryan back to his parents' house for him...... They sat in the carriage, restraining their affection for each other, but the carriage turned upside down and threw her into his arms, and from then on their love burned like wildfire in the moor, burning to the sky.

Her hand stopped in mid-air, her gaze passing through his face, focused on the unknown distance, her mind long since returned to the distant past.

"What's wrong? Did you remember something? He asked.

She came back to her senses, smiled in a trance, and nodded: "This medicinal wine was given to me by Ruikang, many years ago. ”

He sighed and shook his head, "It's me who is not good for him to misunderstand you." ”

She dipped her fingers in some medicinal wine, gently rubbed it on his jaw, closed the bottle again, frowned and shook her head, and said, "It's none of your business." Even without you, Ruikang and I wouldn't be able to be together in the open. There are still Jiaqi in our house, and Master Zhou, and there are too many questions. ”

She wiped her hands, stood up, opened the conversation with a rare hand, and continued: "Jiaqi loves Ruikang deeply, she loves her earlier than me, she is a very beautiful and very good woman, I can't rob her husband, I thought about serving a husband with her, but she is different from me, she and Ruikang are both college students, they insist on monogamy, she will not accept another woman to share her husband with her." So if I'm going to be with Ruikang, we're going to have to sneak around. Heh......"

A helpless smile rose at the corner of her mouth: "How long can this kind of shady life last?" Ruikang will be very hard, Jiaqi is a very smart woman, she will soon find out, and then what? Hehe, the tragedy between me and Ryan will happen again, and this time the injured person will be Jiaqi, and I don't want to do that. She paced to the window, looked at the hazy moonlight in the sky obscured by dark clouds, and said lightly.

"Since you think so clearly, what are you going to do?" He asked her.

She looked down and touched her belly, turned to look at him, smiled and said, "I want to give birth to this child well and bring him up." ”

"I mean between you and Ruikang."

She sighed: "I don't know, I love him deeply, if I could love him a little less, maybe there won't be so much suffering, and it's much easier between you and me, isn't it?" ”

This is the first time Mei Ruojun has personally admitted her love for Ruikang, Ding Xiaohui looked at her deeply, he always thought she was weak, and even a little confused, but he didn't expect that she had already seen everything through.

"You are a chance given to me by God to leave hell and return to earth, I know it in my heart."

"Then why don't you cherish it?" He also planned to take advantage of tonight to talk to her about it.

"Because that's not fair to you. I can't use you as a stand-in for him. She looked out the window and said quietly.

He stood up, walked to the window as well, hooked her chin, made her look at himself, and whispered in an extremely gentle voice, "What if I would be his stand-in?" ”

Her eyes shrank, his beautiful and amorous eyes flashed with charming light under the moonlight, gentle as water, brilliant as stars, her heart shook, Ding Xiaohui, is he really going to replace Zhou Ruikang? The maturity and stability of his body made it difficult for her to resist.

"Don't tempt me, I'm not a strong-willed woman." She turned her head away, avoiding his warm, murderous gaze.

She was just about to turn and walk away, he grabbed her waist with one hand, fixed her head with the other, and before she could react, his hot lips were already pressed against hers, his kiss was gentle and charming, and the tip of his tongue gently provoked hers.

She was dazzled by his kiss, and asked herself frantically in her mind, can he really be Ruikang's stand-in? She felt her heart beating fast, as if she liked his kiss or wanted to make up for him.

He finished kissing her, looking at her wet lips kissed by himself, beautiful as rose petals, and pecked again, he shook his head, hugged her tightly, and said distressedly: "Why do you deliberately tie yourself to those stories that have passed?" Since you know that I am a compensation from heaven, why don't you hold on to me? Why reject me? ”

He held her face, frowned, and said seriously and seriously: "Ruojun, you don't have feelings for me, you like me, your eyes have betrayed you a long time ago, I tell you the truth, if you are not three points sure, I will not kiss you." But you stubbornly want to guard the past between you and Zhou Ruikang, why can't you let it go? If you are a gentleman, people always have to move forward. ”

His words shocked her, and she staggered back two steps and sat down on Ding Xiaohui's bed. What is he talking about, he says he likes him? How can it be? But why didn't he push him away just now, why did he enjoy his kiss like that, was he really unfaithful to Ruikang? Is it true that I have empathized with other lovers?

This idea made her feel that she had fallen into the abyss, no, she was Ericon's, there was a deep past between them, those lingering pasts, those unforgettable, no one could replace them, how could she let another man replace him? Can't, can't, how can you be so half-hearted? She can't accept herself like this, she can't accept herself who is emotionally unfaithful, she can't accept empathy and don't love herself. She shook her head desperately, desperately ......

"No, Xiaohui, please don't say that. You will confuse me, you will make me doubt myself. ”

"Really? I know that we can't compare to your past with Zhou Ruikang, but Ruojun, you are growing up, you have experienced too much pain, and you yearn for a peaceful and stable life in your heart, don't you? And this kind of life Zhou Ruikang he can't give you, he has a wife and children, he is destined to be a man who makes women sad. You know very well in your heart that only I can give you the life you want. As for the baby in your belly, you know I'll gladly accept it, and you don't need to worry about that at all. ”

She can't deny it, can't argue, can't object, because what he said is the truth, although she still can't accept her empathy and don't fall in love, and still doesn't believe that she will fall in love with Ding Xiaohui, but what Ding Xiaohui said, she admits it, her heart is very tired, she has grown up, and Ruikang's passionate and dramatic love makes her feel very helpless and difficult, she likes the time she spends with Ding Xiaohui, shopping for vegetables together, cooking together, living together, simple, calm and quiet, maybe there is no * overlapping plot, but the heart can be frank and stable.

He squatted beside her, looked at her with a frown, felt sad in his heart, gently held her face, and said, "I don't force you, you are free, you can choose the man and life you want." Whatever you choose, I'll take it. What I said tonight just wants to remind you that there is not only Zhou Ruikang in the world, but also Ding Xiaohui by your side. ”

After saying that, he kissed her lightly on the hair, stood up, covered the food on the table and put it in the small cupboard, and said: "There is still chicken soup in the pot, I will put the noodles on the shelf, eat the noodles yourself when you are hungry, don't starve the baby." I went to the temple to spend the night. He had the usual gentle smile on his face.

She stared at him: "What nonsense are you talking about, it's already midnight, the black lights are blinding, the barren mountains and mountains, what if there is a mistake, this is the house you repaired, this is your bed, you really want to go, and I am leaving, why are you leaving?" ”

He stared at her for a moment and said with a smile: "You're not afraid that I'll be beastly at night?" ”

"You won't, if you wanted to send it, you would have sent it a long time ago, do you have to wait until today?" She laughed.

He looked at her with a smile: "Hehe, then you're not afraid that Zhou Ruikang will turn back later?" He was already jealous of us eating together, and if he saw me staying overnight, it would be strange if he didn't dismantle me. He smiled helplessly.

She frowned, the words that Ruikang said just now echoed in her ears again, she was really sad, shook her head and said: "He won't come back, I know him, and in his heart I have always been a woman, so your departure or stay will not change his opinion of me." She smiled bitterly.

Ding Xiaohui just sighed, looked at her deeply and said, "You shouldn't say that the child is not his, men taboo this." ”

Ruojun shook his head and smiled bitterly: "It doesn't matter if it's his or not, he doesn't have only this one child, maybe he will have many, many children in the future, and it's not a big deal to miss this one." ”

She sighed, shook her head irritably, didn't want to discuss Zhou Ruikang, and turned around to make Ding Xiaohui's bed.

Ding Xiaohui moved back to the cabin from the temple, but in order to facilitate teaching, he only came back twice a week, and lived in a large family surnamed Nahu on weekdays.

Loneliness has become Mei Ruojun's good partner again, Ding Xiaohui is very thoughtful, thinking of all the details of life, as time goes by, Zhou Ruikang seems to be getting farther and farther away from her, but Ding Xiaohui is getting closer to her heart. The connection between her and Ruikang seems to be nothing more than this little life in her belly.