Even so, he had no intention of giving up on his idea.

"Xiao Zuo, we've known each other for a few years, right?"

Hearing this, Jiang Zuo raised his head, rolled his casual eyes, hooked his chin and responded:

"Yes! I came out of my teens and am now twenty-three. I met you that day, it was my sixteenth birthday, and I was working as a waitress in a restaurant. It was you who stepped forward and took me away.

Haha, what an awkward excuse, and say it's your girlfriend. ”

Thinking of that day, a smile kept oozing from Hayashitori's face. The cup turned in his hand, and his eyes were stained with tenderness.

"It was also a momentary emergency. It's a pity that I also caused you to lose your job and cause you a lot of trouble. ”

"Never." Jiang Zuo shook his head, "There are many things, when I haven't experienced them, I really don't understand." I've changed jobs a lot and I've suffered a lot. The previous loss, I thought it was pain.

Later, after reading a lot, I suddenly understood. Who knows, on the road ahead, will meet a better one? It's my thing, and it always will be. If it's not mine, then don't force it.

That way, you won't be unhappy. ”

Lin Take's heart moved, "Xiao Zuo, but my heart will never change."

You should have noticed, I ...... I like you. I've loved you since I first met you.

Time changes, and so do many things, but I love you, and it never changes.

I wanted to give you a special ceremony, and I wanted to tell you my heart on a formal occasion. I'm afraid, there are many dreams at night, so it's better to tell you about it. ”

After a pause, he stared tentatively at Jiang Zuo's face and said slowly:

"It doesn't matter if you know my feelings, if you don't know. I just like you, and this kind of relationship will not be fake. I just want to make it clear to you.

Of course it's good that you like me, if not, then I'll wait. Anyway, you don't have someone you like, and it doesn't matter if you wait for a long time.

You should also know that I am a person, and I am not a frivolous person.

Xiao Zuo, don't reject me. My self-esteem is really strong. What if you say it and I can't open it?

Haha, I'm waiting for you! It doesn't matter how long it takes. As long as it's you, I won't mind if I wait for a lifetime. ”

Hehe! It doesn't matter how long it takes?

Jiang Zuo thought in his heart.

Who knows how long? Emotional matters are already very complicated, and he says he doesn't mind, so he doesn't mind?

Pulling the hat of the sweatshirt, Jiang Zuo replied with a smile:

"Brother Lin, to be honest, I don't like to tell lies, and I don't like to fool people. So far, I have never had a liking for you, between a man and a woman.

Simply because, as brothers, as friends.

When I was younger, I used to like a boy in those old school days.

He said, Xiao Zuo, we have to climb that mountain together, go outside to see, chase dreams together, take the university entrance examination together, and have a good life and so on. ”

For the first time, Lin Qu saw a bit of ridicule and disdain on Jiang Zuo's face, and his tone also contained the vicissitudes of sophistication.

"However, when I went back in the first year after I dropped out of school, I saw him and held hands with others in front of me.

How painful it was! But, not only that, but he also told me that I was nothing. I'm nothing but reading.

If I can't go to school, I will definitely be useless in the future, and I don't deserve him. He could have had a better future, didn't he? ”

Jiang Zuo's face showed loss, struggle, and depression, and there was a little bead in his eyes.

"Later, he did have a good life. After graduating from college, I got a job, got married, had children, reunited with my family, and enjoyed the happiness of my family and the happiness of peace.

And I, if I really do nothing, be a small bottom person, and sometimes even worry about firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea.

Sometimes, I worry that today's snow and ice will delay my business, and when the rain is pouring down, I also think that I won't make much money by opening the door.

I also wonder what is the meaning of living in this world for a poor person like me, a mediocre person like me.

Or, in the end, what is my pursuit, my ideal, my ambition? Jiang Zuo, why does it exist in this world? ”

Speaking of this, Jiang Zuo lowered his head and laughed twice, and continued:

"Until now, what he taught me was self-knowledge. All along, I know very well that I am still far from him.

So, I don't delusion about things that don't belong to me. Love and friendship are the same thing.

If you think about it too much, it's the injury. I'm just a tomboy and nothing.

I didn't go to college, I didn't have much culture, and my family background was not eye-catching. Ringo, you deserve better. ”

"Is it such a high-end way of refusing?"

Lin took a drink of the water in the cup, pinching the paper cup and playing with it.

"Xiao Zuo, everyone is an old acquaintance, so there are not so many twists and turns. You have to trust me, time will tell. I really like you.

Okay, it's not too early, don't bother, Xiao Jin can't be busy alone, I'll go back, you're busy! Take a break and don't get tired. ”

With that, he got up, threw the paper cup into the trash, turned and walked out the door. Yu Laosan was just about to enter the door and almost collided head-on. Lin Qu patted him on the shoulder and said a few words.

"Hurry up and eat! Otherwise, it won't taste good. Let's go, do a good job! If you have money, buddies go to eat delicious food and live a good life! ”

"Okay! Ringo go slowly! ”

Yu Laosan saw that people were far away and entered the house. Before the man could sit down on the couch, he said:

"Hey, boss, what kind of boy are you talking about, how is it the same as the real thing? I've been playing with you for so long, but I haven't seen any boys. Look at you, this deception is too high.

Also immediately made up a story. If I didn't know you, I'd have to trust you. ”

"Don't believe it now?" Jiang Zuo opened the bag and pushed the powder over.

Yu Laosan picked up the chopsticks and ate a few bites of noodles suddenly, and said vaguely:

"Don't believe it! What do you do? Are you sleepwalking to find your boyfriend?

Haha, you guy, full of nonsense, the ghost believes you! Instead of taking your word for it, it's better to save some money for a little wine in the evening. ”

Jiang Zuo didn't care, stood up, and straightened his messy pants.

"Then do something real, and don't always try to match me with others. I'm not interested in finding a boyfriend at all right now. Third, the two of us just have fun.

Everything else is fake. ”

Yu Laosan agreed with him very much, and nodded again and again, "That's it." I won't do it anymore, live a good life and earn money! Making money is the last word. ”

"Yes, baby!" Jiang Zuo gave him a Kiss gesture. The guests outside the door came to pick up the car, and Jiang Zuo said when he went out:

"Hurry up and eat, I'll go and collect the money! It's okay, eat slowly, boss, I'm covering you, and I'm not busy now! ”

Yu Laosan looked at his back from the window, smiled silly, and muttered words: "Okay! I love you, Boss! ”

Jiang Zuo turned his head and smiled. That smile was embellished in the light and shadow, and it also warmed Yu Laosan's heart.

is such a person who is not like a girl at all, always by his side, giving him a warm embrace, fighting for him, planning for his future, and leading him to progress together.

The years suddenly faded to childhood, and that friendly person can still illuminate his originally gloomy time.

Two people, a small bun, and that shabby swing crawled all over the gecko's fence. The light of dusk, misty and golden, sprinkled on his body.

It's like a detour of light in the apocalypse, saving the last despair, turning around, a thousand sails have passed, and it is still an indelible hope in memory.

So, for so many years, how much he relied on this person, only he knows.