Hu Lingling said: "It's just a lot. Hmph, I fell in love with a sentence ridiculously, "The farthest distance in the world is not life and death, but when I stand in front of you and you don't know that I love you" - what my mother loves to say. ”

At that time, she was a teacher, not only our homeroom teacher, but also their teacher Zhang. The image of the effeminate woman in my head was a little out of reach. It seems that the blue sky and white clouds above her head, the green mountains and clear waters behind her, and even her professional outfit remind me that she is a teacher. On the podium, she is really unattainable, and she in the sea of questions is even more unfathomable. In the face of her harsh criticism again and again, regardless of the mother-daughter relationship, and in the face of her who pushed open the door of my room in the middle of the night because of the blood-red misalignment, I was timid and alienated from her, the mother who used to be close to me.

I didn't dare to hold her hand, I didn't dare to walk with her, but I followed her from a distance, and I was afraid that the oncoming "Teacher Zhang" would collapse my vulnerable world like a flood. I've long been lost in my own world, teacher? Mom? I'm even more tired of my classmates being close or far away from the test questions, and I'm also tired of the lonely holiday of an incomplete family. But what can I do, I can only hold my father's hand and give him a bitter smile, and then abandon my mother, who longs to look ahead, and step back.

"Don't be busy crying for the setting of the sun, be careful to miss the stars in the sky" Whether it is a mother or a teacher, she always says this, whenever this time, she will never see the heart of her daughter who turned away with a blank face in tears. Yes, she should have rejoiced in the dazzle of the stars, but it was true that she ignored the sun's sadness, didn't she? On the high podium, the gentle and kind Teacher Zhang is undeniably my cruel mother, and the loving smile and warm coat no longer belong to me. And I can only silently retreat from the back.

However, what did she get? The fierce competition for positions has ruthlessly abandoned you, and her future has become unknown! Seeing that she was still holding a stiff professional smile and giving away a brilliant star to others in the territory that once belonged to her, I smiled, and the smile became happier and happier, because there was no longer Teacher Zhang, and there was only my little mother; There will be no more lonely holidays like that, and there will be just happy reliance on cold winter nights.

Although, she still frowns because of the red cross, and she still glares angrily because of her mistakes, but she will never find that the happiness in the depths of my eyebrows has gradually approached her.

As a mother, will she also feel happy? Otherwise, how could she be smiling when she was asleep. I gently lay on her pillow, caressing her forehead, her nose, her lips...... "Mom, I love you forever." I whispered to her.

At the moment when I got up and was about to leave, a hot drop smashed into my palm, it was a tear from the corner of her eye, I cried, and the hot tears were held tightly in my palm until they flooded my world. She must have felt it, felt that our hearts were leaning together, leaning tightly.

Holding my father's hand with my left hand and my mother's hand with my right hand, I was really happy to be pacing in the sunny holiday! Reaching the zero distance between hearts and minds is not something that can be delusional in silence.

Morality is colorless and tasteless, neither visible nor touchable, and can only be comprehended with good intentions. Before, the exploration of morality and humanity had been superficial until I read Mark. Aurelius's "Meditations" was followed by more in-depth and systematic reflections. "Meditations" is a good book that can lay the ladder of the soul for those who seek the deeper realm of life, it is not only Nietzsche's philosophical reflections, but also different from Romain Rolland's notes, this is an immortal book written with the soul.

The words and sentences of "Meditations" are not gorgeous, but the words are touching and thought-provoking. One of the words that struck me the most was: "Love all that has happened to you, all that God has woven for you with the thread of fate, because what could be more suitable for you?" "Yes, don't complain about what happened to you, and don't suffer needlessly. Why cry when you can choose to laugh? You should thank God for having more opportunities to exercise than others, and as long as you believe that you are not weak and can endure suffering, then you will be reborn from the experience of suffering, like real gold burned by fire, radiant and radiant!

Of course, in the "Meditations", such good sentences abound, and there are so many that if I want to go into detail one by one, I am afraid that it will consume the rest of my life.

Desire is human nature. From the moment we are born, we are surrounded by all kinds of desires. For the sake of desire, we work hard, but in the end we don't seem to get anything but tiredness. Let go of the excessive desires in your heart, we need only the proper and correct pursuit, only then can we live an easy and wonderful life.

When I closed the book and my thoughts were filled with thoughts, it was true that I had entered the vast Mongolian steppe, riding the fierce Mongolian most famous Uzhumuxin horse and the Mongolian steppe wolf, the god of the Mongols, to meet the worst challenges of the natural world. Chinese, especially the largest Han people in China, have always had great prejudice against wolves, and even have a natural hatred and fear of wolves. How many stories and idioms that have been circulated for thousands of years are unfavorable to wolves, and this just hinders our true understanding of wolves, and the truth is often slowly transformed into fallacies in prejudice, and we are very fortunate to have imagined that there will be people among the Han people in China who have devoted their lives to studying wolves and turned them into words to write such a wonderful book as "Wolf Totem", which is so valuable in the Han cultural environment full of ignorance and prejudice against wolves! The author's fine style of abandoning prejudice, seeking truth from facts, and exploring the subtleties and seeking truth is worth learning from everyone, and the teachers on the front line of education are shouldering the heavy responsibility of educating the future successors of the motherland, and they should learn and have such a style.

The above is just a little bit of inspiration brought to me by "Wolf Totem", and more importantly, the author proceeds from reality and unveils the true face of the rise and fall of various countries and dynasties in human history - what kind of national character and the proportion of national character they have. Mr. Lu Xun already knew and raised this question back then, but he had not yet studied the real reason, and the author of the book, Mr. Jiang Rong, finally succeeded after a lifetime of exploration. This problem can be said to have a great effect on the Chinese society, which is currently in the midst of social change and globalization, and it is also the place where we should strive to increase investment in education in the future.

China is the earliest country in history to carry out agricultural production, and it is also the best place for the development of Confucian culture, but it is because Confucian culture advocates that the people are agriculture-oriented, rest with the people, lightly pay for the poor, value agriculture over business, and advocate benevolent government, in order to domesticate and soften the character of national fighting competition and resistance, in exchange for the stability of the country and society, and as we all know, agricultural production is the most lacking in competitiveness, as the saying goes, shopping malls are like battlefields, and the real battlefield is more to fight for life, and its competitiveness is needless to say.

Therefore, Confucianism was very much used by the Chinese emperors to control the country and the people with the system of rules and regulations, and to seek peaceful development. However, this kind of Han country based on Confucian culture and agriculture has repeatedly been defeated by nomads full of wolf competition under the condition of huge advantages in science and technology, economy and population.

And the Mongol Yuan Dynasty and the Manchu Qing Dynasty, which ruled China as a whole, all of which were caused by a weak national character, that is, a sheep-like agrarian character, which was the root of all evils, and which would lead to a series of most unforgivable evils: not wanting to forge ahead, sitting in the well and watching the sky, treason and defection to the enemy, and even the whole nation becoming slaves!

Many of the world's agrarian peoples who have created splendid cultures have been ruthlessly eliminated by the cruel world because of their weak character. The world has developed to a high degree of civilization, but with a rapid population surge, environmental pollution, and an increasing shortage of living space and resources, the issue of national character has become more prominent, so we must pay more attention to the issue of national character.