236, the diary of youth

Tian Mimi looked at the bleak back of her favorite man, Xu Xingchen, and her heart throbbed.

In the next few evenings, this scene was repeated at six o'clock in the afternoon, and the only thing that changed was the violin music played by Xu Xingchen, sometimes very cheerful, like reminiscing about the happy childhood, sometimes very sad, like mourning the lost love......

Tian Mimi's heart was of course moved, and she was a little unbearable.

She was originally a girl with low tears, and she loved Xu Xingchen very much, so she burst into tears every time, and her heart swelled infinitely.

But what Rong Jiawei did to her made her feel extremely inferior, she felt that she was not worthy of Xu Xingchen, and she had no face to see him again!

Because Xu Xingchen never said that he played for Tian Mimi, he didn't say a word to her from beginning to end, and he was surrounded by Xu Xingchen's fans, so Tian Mimi didn't dare to say something like "you don't do this" to him in front of so many people.

It was six o'clock on Friday evening, and it was raining.

In the haze of smoke and rain, Xu Xingchen, whose wounds had not yet healed completely, insisted on not letting Xu Yipromise hold an umbrella for him and began to play "The Sorrow of Love".

The tone of this piece is as its name suggests, sadness!

The rain poured down on his wounds, and it ached!

Actually, Xu Yipromise brought an umbrella, but Xu Xingchen didn't let Xu Yipromise give him an umbrella in order to use bitter meat.

Xu Yi promised that in order to accompany his brother, he would not use an umbrella himself.

There was a thunderstorm, purple lightning was like a match, polishing the sky, the torrential rain was like a note, the light around it dimmed, and the water curtain shrouded Xu Xingchen and Xu Yixin like a waterfall.

This time, Tian Mimi finally couldn't help it.

She still couldn't move her feet, so she asked Tian's mother to take an umbrella downstairs.

Tian's mother ran out with an umbrella, stopped Xu Xingchen, stuffed an umbrella into his hand, and said with a smile: "Mimi told you to open the umbrella quickly, otherwise the wound will be inflamed, and you will have a cold and fever." ”

Xu Xingchen stubbornly refused to open the umbrella, and asked Youyou, "Has Mimi seen me?" ”

Tian's mother is a typical knife-mouthed tofu heart, she has seen Xu Xingchen so good to Tian Mimi in the past few days, and she is also very moved, so she smiled very kindly: "We have already felt your heart for Mimi." You go back and take a shower first, and I'll push Mimi to come to you. ”

Xu Xingchen nodded vigorously, and his eyes were full of crystal tears.

When Xu Xingchen was taking a bath, Tian's mother really pushed the tearful Tian Mimi over.

Xu Yi promised: "Sister Mimi, my brother ...... him"

Tian Mimi wiped her tears, sighed, and said to Xu Xingchen through the wooden door of the bathroom: "Brother Xingchen, in this life, I have been able to get your love, and I am already very satisfied." Don't hurt your own body for me anymore. has always been in love, but the fate is shallow, perhaps, we are in love and shallow, right? You really don't want to do anything for me anymore, you're already on the verge of breaking the rules by doing so now. ”

Xu Xingchen put on a bathrobe, pushed a wheelchair out, and said: "Mimi, if you ignore me again, I will officially announce our relationship on Weibo, and if you breach the contract, you will breach the contract, isn't it just to pay sky-high liquidated damages?" Big deal, I'll give back the money I have earned in the entertainment industry in the past few years! Then I will quit the entertainment industry with you, retire to the mountains and forests, and enjoy the idyllic pleasure on the island in the middle of the lake in my home, regardless of the rights and wrongs outside. ”

Tian Mimi said: "You really think so? Are you really willing to give up everything for me? ”

Xu Xingchen nodded seriously.

Tian Mimi said with tears in her eyes: "Then you give me some time to think about it." I still can't get past myself. Don't do anything during this time, take care of your injuries, and don't come to me yet, okay? ”

Xu Xingchen said: "Then you have to video chat with me every day, and you can't block me." ”

"Good! I'll go first, you have a good rest. Tian Mimi finally relented.

Xu Xingchen smiled like a spring breeze.

After Tian Mimi left, he and Xu Yinuo looked at each other and smiled, high-fived and cheered.

Besides, after Mu Fengmian and Gu Jingxing sent Jian Yudan's grandmother to the Long Family Villa that day, they moved to "return to the Song Dynasty Resort" to live temporarily.

After settling down, Gu Jingxing saw that Mu Fengmian had something on his mind, and asked, "Mianmian, what's wrong with you, when you come back from the hospital, your heart is a little serious!" ”

Mu Fengmian shook his head and said, "It's nothing, I just think of my youth memories with Tian Mimi!" ”

Gu Jingxing smiled: "Youth memories? Can you tell me about that? ”

Mu Fengmian smiled: "Okay! When I was four years old, my mom gave me a beautiful diary, and I've been in the habit of keeping a diary ever since. I'll show you. ”

Of course, Gu Jingxing was very interested, and immediately nodded. He wanted to know if Mu Fengmian had a crush or someone he had a crush on during his adolescence, and wanted to know if he was Mu Fengmian's first love. Dancing God eBook

Mu Fengmian took out a diary with a pink cover with a small lock from the innermost part of the bookcase, opened the small lock with the small key in the bunch of keys he carried, and then handed the diary to Gu Jingxing.

This diary is not very thick, about 300 pages, but each page is densely written, and the handwriting is from immature and neat to mature and beautiful.

After Gu Jingxing finished reading this youth diary, he had a deeper understanding of Mu Fengmian.

It turned out that Mu Fengmian was relatively happy before she was five years old, and when she was a child, she recorded the interesting things of her childhood with immature strokes and simple words, such as my mother taught me to sing today, and my father taught me to count from one to one hundred today.

When she was a child, she was very lively and active, and often secretly climbed the mango tree at home to pick mangoes when her family was not paying attention.

The divorce of her parents was the first major setback in her short life, and the scene of the night her father remarried became a shadow of her childhood, a major turning point in the first half of her life.

Every time she was abused, she would write words of encouragement in her diary to build up her psyche.

She also created her own "Happiness Offset Pain Method".

For example, she was abused by her mother today, which is an unhappy thing, but she will do something to make herself happy to offset this unhappy thing.

For example, when my mother deliberately cut her hair messily today, she learned to dance a beautiful dance with the little girl dancing on the TV, and then used this happy thing in her heart to offset the unhappy thing before.

This method is actually a bit of a Q spirit, but it works!

She relied on this spiritual victory method to sustain herself!

Her grades in primary school have always been very good, so she was proud that she was later admitted to a key junior high school.

She wrote down the incident in her diary with great pomp, and said that it would offset ten unhappy things.

However, in less than two months, Mu Fengmian was forcibly expelled from the school for beating a little bully in the class who always bullied her.

She still remembers why she was fired for this little thing.

Forehead...... Just because the person she beat was the son of a local magnate!

The Mu family used to be a big family in Guangdong, but after Mu Fengmian's grandfather died, the Mu family was already in the middle of the road.

Although Mu Xuanji can still support herself and her daughter by relying on the rent of a few rooms, she still can't afford to provoke that powerful magnate, and no matter how much money she throws into it, it's useless.

What's more, Mu Xuanji didn't plan to care about her daughter's matter at all!

In order to continue her studies, Mu Fengmian had no choice but to apologize to the little bully and his parents again and again, which reluctantly saved the matter, but she had to be expelled from school and leave that key junior high school.

And after that incident, Mu Fengmian was probably able to understand that if he wanted to beat people unscrupulously, he must have enough background and power.

Those who can't afford to provoke, no matter how much they endure humiliation, they must not provoke for the sake of their own future.

In Mu Fengmian's life history, being expelled from school was just an unfortunate beginning.

After she transferred to the new junior high school, because of her good grades and beautiful appearance, Lu Chacha, the "overlord flower" in the class, looked down on her very much, and snubbed her with many female classmates such as Jiang Pingping.

In addition, Mu Fengmian was already taciturn and didn't like to talk at that time, and she didn't take it to heart at all when she was left out, and she did her own thing as if those classmates who snubbed her didn't exist, so that Lu Chacha and her minions became more and more intense, and began to bully her with all kinds of means.

However, for these bullies, Mu Fengmian actually didn't pay too much attention to them.

She was beaten by her mother at home, and her nerves were as tough as steel bars, and they were big, so she didn't feel that her peers were angry about putting caterpillars in her stationery box, tearing up their homework books, deliberately making trouble while she was on duty, etc., it felt like being bitten by a mosquito.

She even thought they were bored when she saw them gloating and laughing.

However, one day, when Lu Chacha and Jiang Pingping once locked Mu Fengmian in the bathroom and were about to insult her wantonly, Mu Fengmian was finally unwilling to be humiliated and rose up to resist.

She has always taught herself martial arts, her physical fitness is good, and she is often beaten, and she has accumulated a lot of experience in how not to be beaten, so Lu Chacha and the others couldn't trap her, and she escaped.

On the second day, Mu Fengmian told the homeroom teacher about such a thing.

In order to avoid more trouble on her own, she naturally chose to tell the homeroom teacher and leave it to those adults to deal with this kind of thing.

She is the proud protΓ©gΓ© of the homeroom teacher and the class cadre, so the homeroom teacher attaches great importance to this matter and immediately finds Lu Chacha to come over to talk.

Since then, there really hasn't been anyone to bully Mu Fengmian anymore.

After that, Mu Fengmian continued to study hard and became her female scholar.