Chapter 41: Loneliness

Wu Yutong actually knew very well in his heart that he was not qualified to mind who Chen Mo was with.

Between her and Chen Mo, no, they don't even have a 'between'. All the time, it's just one-sided feelings. It was herself who hid Chen Mo in her heart, she was alone, and she sank willfully in his eyes.

And why she was familiar with those eyes for no reason, wantonly made it ingrained in her heart, she couldn't say.

In the ignorant year, a girl has a strange feeling for a boy for no reason!

What is the reason?!

Is it - love!?

Especially myself, I always affect my emotions and thinking because of Chen Mo.

His inscrutable character, always turning a blind eye to everything, as if no one could walk into his heart, always a silent person, lonely and heart-wrenching, and difficult to approach.

is obviously a famous family, but it always gives people the illusion of unspeakable suffering. This illusion made him no matter how much he ignored his unbearability, she had no way to be angry with him and no longer pay attention to him.

Wu Yutong stared at the direction where Chen Mo had long since disappeared, she knew very well that she appeared in the direction where there was him, but how could she sober herself up from Chen Mo's world?!

The pedestrians behind her were all in a hurry, but she let the red light turn green and dye red...

Duan Shuhan heard that He Yehua had answered a phone call and went out, and like the previous times, he had turned his back on her, she knew that she didn't want others to hear what he said in that way.

So, she wasn't sure if he had gone on a blind date with the woman he had been on a blind date again. She knows very well that she shouldn't care about his affairs, not to mention that he is on a blind date with someone else, even if he marries another woman, she has no power to mind. However, my heart is blocked and uncomfortable.

She has lived for almost 40 years, and although she has had a husband, she doesn't seem to have really experienced what it feels like to be 'throbbing', and she hasn't yet realized what it would be like to put one in her mind.

When Lin Lin's father was alive, he really loved her, and he was very obedient to her, as long as it was her or her mother's business, he did his best to do it, and everyone envied her for marrying such a perfect husband, who was rich and handsome, and loved her so much.

Yes, isn't the happiest thing in a woman's life to marry a good husband, eat and wear without worry, and pamper herself!

She should be happy, and she also feels that she must feel that she is happy, otherwise, she will be too sorry for her husband's infatuation and too sensible.

Therefore, she reminds herself all the time to feel happy and content. Over time, under the deliberate 'reminder' for a long time, she really felt that she was so happy.

Therefore, when her husband died, she also really felt that her world had collapsed, what should her mother's company do? What about the son? What about the Wu Group? What should I do with my father-in-law...

She worries a lot, but she doesn't think about it, what should she do if she herself and the lover she wants to be with for the rest of her life are gone?

Duan Shuhan realized that she had been sad for so long, but it was never her wife's mourning for her deceased husband. She was sad, but her sadness never seemed to be the relationship between her and her husband.

She knew that her emotions were wrong, but just thinking about them, she really didn't have the pain of losing her beloved. Including all these years, she has been guarding the Wu family, but she just feels that her son has no father, and she is leaving. Lin Lin is so pitiful, her father-in-law has always been very good to her, after her husband died, her father-in-law still funded her mother's family instead of her husband, if she left, how sad her father-in-law should be. Moreover, her mother's family has been constantly giving her a wash. Brain', constantly reminding her how good the Wu family is to them, there is no second person in this world who loves her like Lin Lin's father, she can't be ungrateful, she wants to be filial to her father-in-law and her son for Lin Lin's father...

Therefore, she can't leave the Wu family, she can't be sorry for the Wu family, she has always warned herself like this, and she also thinks that she will always be like this.

But she doesn't know when she started, whether she was happy, sad, or worried, she was always used to looking behind her, looking at the man who had been standing behind her, as if all the problems were no longer problems, even if the end of the world was just around the corner, as long as he was standing behind her, she was not afraid at all.

Slowly, the kind of throbbing that Lin Lin's father didn't experience, the kind of feelings that would always be affected and tied by a person, were all experienced from that man one by one.

She knew that she was wrong like this, he was Lin Lin's father's best friend before his death, she was so sorry for Lin Lin's father, she and He Yehua would not have any results, he and Lin Lin's father were a hurdle that none of them could overcome.

Perhaps, everything is his unilateral feelings, He Yehua has never done anything beyond men and women, and even the kind of eyes between men and women have never been revealed to her. He was always respectful and polite in front of her.

sighed silently in his heart, his heart was all on He Yehua's thoughts, and he didn't notice the son who came back and stood behind him.

After separating from Wu Yutong, Wu Yulin returned to the company, but he couldn't lift his spirits, and in his mind, it was always what Wu Yutong said.

In his memory, his father cared for his mother, although his father passed away, but his grandfather was like his own daughter, and his mother has always lived in a worry-free and respected environment, living a noble life that many women yearn for all their lives.

But he never thought about whether his mother was happy, and he never knew what kind of life his mother wanted.

He never seemed to try to understand and care about his mother, he just blindly went his own way, and never tried to care about anyone!

Father is gone because he is gone, but he didn't take care of his mother for his father, and let his father's best buddy have the right feelings for his mother!

But between Uncle He and his mother, is it really an emotion that shouldn't be there?!

When Wu Yutong said that, he was a little unsure, if his mother and Uncle He really liked each other, it didn't seem to be anything rebellious!

can think of his father, he feels that the relationship between Uncle He and his mother makes him very angry and uncomfortable...

Oh!!

It's annoying! I don't even have the heart to sit here and go to work.

He said a symbolic hello to the team leader, got up and walked out of the office, "I'm not feeling well, I'll go back first!" ”

Although he came for an internship, Mr. Zhang personally sent him over, and his identity was public, how dare the team leader say more about the reason why he would 'go out for a while' and 'be uncomfortable' for a while, nodded and sent him out, and did not forget to be sympathetic, "Go back and rest and rest!" ”

Wu Yulin came home, and as soon as he walked into the yard, he saw his mother sitting under the banana tree, is it because of what Wu Yutong said, looking at his mother's back at this moment, it seems... It's really so lonely!

Slowly walked behind his mother, bent down from behind to wrap his arms around her neck, and muttered, "Mom, you... Happiness? ”

"What?" Duan Shuhui, who had been in He Yehua's thoughts, didn't pay attention to the son who suddenly hugged him from behind, and was really startled, but listening to his son's tone, he didn't seem to be very happy, but now his mood is not very good, worried that his son will see it, he didn't look back, but reached out and stroked the face nested in his neck, and asked with concern, "What's wrong?" Are you unhappy doing in the company? ”

"No," Wu Yulin still put his face around his mother's neck, "it's... I suddenly missed my mother, and when my father was there, how happy and happy our family was! ”

"What? Feeling unhappy right now? ”

"No, it's scared... Mom is not happy! ”

"Silly child, as long as you are good, it will be your mother's happiness for a lifetime."

"......, Mom..."

He wanted to ask his mother, apart from his father, if he still liked Uncle He, but he couldn't seem to ask, not only was he afraid of the relationship between his mother and Uncle He, but he didn't want his mother to have a relationship with Uncle He, and he didn't know how to face these two results.

Duan Shuhan really felt that his son's mood was a little wrong now, so he took his son's hand, pulled him from behind to him, and looked at him worriedly, "What's wrong, you are talking a lot." ”

"It's okay," didn't want my mother to see her emotions, and smiled forcefully, "I'm a little tired, I'll go back to the house and rest." ”

Wu Yulin quickly returned to the bedroom, and fell on the bed a little irritably, so annoying, Mom and Uncle He, Wu Yu and Chen Mo, and his thoughts that he couldn't explain to Wu Yutong...

I wanted to be alone, but when I was really alone, I found it more annoying, reached out and took out my mobile phone from my pocket, called his classmates and buddies, and went to have a good time and have a drink together, which is better than being troubled alone.

Duan Shubin looked at Wu Yulin, who had just gone upstairs and walked out, "Didn't you say that you were tired, why did you go out again when you just came back?" ”

"Uh-a few classmates said they wanted to get together." Wu Yulin didn't stop, and said as he walked out.

"Then don't drink so much, do you hear me?"

"yes, got it."

Wu Yulin walked out of the gate, quickly got in the car and left, Duan Shuhan looked at his son, who was already slightly taller than his father before his death, he really sighed over the years, in a blink of an eye, the children have grown up and become adults, and it seems that they also have feelings that they don't want to be known, but think about his age, too, it is the season of love!

Lin Lin is at an age where she can fall in love, so what about her? Aren't you already old?!

Duan Shuhan stretched out her hand and touched her face, does she have to spend her life alone and alone?!