Chapter 193: Confession
"Who knew you missed me so much that you couldn't hide it at all, did you?" Mu Yating said with red eyes.
Erin said: "Yes, that's it, and I can't hide it at all, it's better to talk about it earlier."
Mu Yating said distressedly: "Then should I call you Erin now?" Or do you call Sisi? ”
"Privately, you can call me Sisi, it will be more affectionate," Erin said with a smile.
"Okay, then I'll call you Sisi in private," Mu Yating said.
In fact, when she admitted that she was Yu Sisi, Mu Yating's mood at this moment was happy.
Although there were tears in her eyes, she was happy from the bottom of her heart that her best friend had returned.
"Tingting, you haven't blamed me all these years, have you?" Erin asked.
"Of course I blame you, you told me five years ago that you wouldn't leave me, I didn't expect you to be so untrustworthy? I've been sad for so long," Mu Yating said unhappily.
Erin sighed and said, "Yes, I was to blame five years ago, it was I who didn't keep my word and made you sad for so long."
"Tingting, you know what? I came back on the day of my funeral, and I saw you crying at my photo, my parents were so sad, and I wanted to come out and say, in fact, I'm still here, but I don't know how to face my parents, face you."
Mu Yating said: "So you left quietly?" So hot that we all think you've left this world? ”
"I didn't think about it that much at first, I just knew that I had to live well, and when I was able, I would come back and take revenge, so that I could really face you," Erin said.
Mu Yating said: "Do you know how sad your parents were when you just left? Although they now treat me as their own daughter, I can see that they just don't want to show their sadness in front of me, and they are still their own in the end."
Erin smiled helplessly:
"I know my parents are sad, and I know I'm sorry for them, but I can't help it, in that situation, if I showed up, maybe I would have been really wiped out by the rumors."
Mu Yating smiled:
"The past doesn't matter anymore, the important thing is that you're still alive, today may be my happiest day, my boyfriend is back, my best friend is still in this world, I have one more person who cares about me"
Erin took Mu Yating's hand and said:
"Tingting, thank you all these years, thank you, help me take care of my parents, I really don't know, if I don't have you as a good friend, how can my parents accept that situation five years ago?"
Mu Yating patted her hand:
"Don't say thank you if you treat me as a true friend, your parents are also my parents, and you should take care of them"
Erin knows that everything she says is false, and people often say that the hardest thing to repay is human favors, and this is really the case.
She knew that only by protecting her more in the future could she make up for the guilt she felt when she left.
When she was abroad, she also sent someone to inquire about her parents, and Mu Yating took good care of her parents.
She is lucky to have such a good friend, if she is asked what is the most fortunate thing in her life?
She will definitely say without hesitation: "The most fortunate thing in my life is that I have such a good friend"
"Tingting, is your boyfriend back?" Erin asked.
"I don't want to say this if you don't say this, as soon as you say this, I'll be angry? Tell me if you two agreed on it? He leaves you first and then leaves? Mu Yating said.
"Hasn't he come back yet? No, I've got inside information," Erin asked incredulously.
"He's already back, but he's the same as you, he didn't recognize me when he came back, and he thought I was a stranger," Mu Yating said, and she was angry when she mentioned this.
Erin smiled and said:
"No, it won't! I've heard that he's the most feared man in the world right now, and you'll be able to walk sideways in this city from now on."
Mu Yating was stunned for a moment: "I'm not a crab, why do I want to walk sideways?" Isn't it nice to walk vertically? ”
Erin smiled and said, "If you want to be a crab, you can."
Mu Yating shook her head: "Forget it, the crab is ugly, I feel a little disgusted when I look at it, by the way, just now you said who told you that Yuchen is very powerful?" ”
Erin blurted out without even thinking about it: "Emperor Mingjue"
After finishing speaking, I realized that I seemed to have said something that I shouldn't have said:
"The ..............."
Mu Yating looked at her with a smile:
"Sisi, who is this man?"
Erin's face turned red as soon as she brushed it:
"We're not talking about this question now, it's about how powerful your man is?"
Mu Yating looked at her, she must have something to hide from herself, obviously not believing her:
"I don't want to discuss how powerful my man is right now, but I want to discuss, say that man out of your mouth?"
Erin tried to change the subject: "Tingting, isn't this good?" It seems a bit inappropriate for us to talk about people behind our backs."
Mu Yating immediately vetoed her: "What's wrong with this, anyway, he doesn't know that we are talking about him behind our backs, you better explain honestly, otherwise............... You know," Mu Yating said threateningly.
Erin smiled and said, "I'm really afraid of you" In the face of such Mu Yating, she could only compromise by herself.
Mu Yating pretended to pluck out her ears and said: "Say, Miss Ben is ready, Miss Ben wants to listen to the man who came out of your mouth."
Erin said: "Speaking of him, we have to start from five years ago"
Mu Yating said half-jokingly:
"I don't have a problem with it since 10 years ago"
"Where is that exaggerated? I didn't know him then," Erin said, glancing at her.
Mu Yating said urgically: "Don't talk nonsense, I can't wait to hear your explanation"
Erin said: "What happened five years ago, don't I feel like I don't have the face to face you? Later, I had suicidal thoughts, so I chose to commit suicide."
"What I didn't expect was that I committed suicide and was actually saved, maybe God is merciful, I think I still have a chance to be saved"
"The man who saved you is the man you are talking about now?" Mu Yating asked.
"Yes, it's him, he saved me, and I'm still blaming him for saving me," Erin said with a smile.
"And how did he answer you?" Mu Yating asked curiously.
"He said that the people he saved would never give up, and he actually said to me that he hates suicide the most? I had a big fight with him about it," says Erin.
"What happened?"
Later, he calmly asked me, why did you choose to commit suicide? Is there anything in this world that can't be solved? ”
"Then I told him what happened to me, and he actually said to me, is it worth it for me to joke with my life?"
"I said you're not me, and if you were from my point of view, you wouldn't think so"
"He said that no matter what angle he stands, there is nothing that cannot be solved, so why should he have such thoughts of suicide?"
"However, I did not answer him, but thought about what he said, and after thinking for a long time, I told him that people have no money and no power in this world, and it feels that nothing is going well."
"I said that people who have no power and no money in the world do not deserve to exist in this world"
"He said to me, if you think so, then I think you came to this world for nothing, there are many people like you in the world, if they are like you, then they don't live?"
"Then you listened to him, so you left with him and went abroad?" Mu Yating couldn't help but ask.
Erin remembered the time when she was abroad, and he took care of herself: "Yes, he helped me a lot abroad, so I will get to where I am today, step by step, and his help is indispensable."
Mu Yating said with a smile: "Sisi, how do I feel that the point is not that he has helped you a lot, but that he is interesting to you?" ”
Erin said: "Tingting, don't talk nonsense, how can you take a fancy to me when you are a high-ranking person?" And you know, that incident five years ago has been in my heart for a long time."
"If you can't get by, you will step on it one day, it's very bad for you to think like this" Mu Yating knew that that incident hit her very hard, but she didn't want her to be immersed in that thing all the time. She also hopes that she can find and pursue her own happiness.
"Tingting, since that incident, I've been afraid that others will hurt me, and I'm afraid that I'll hurt him," Erin said, and her heart hurt inexplicably when she said this.
"I think you've pushed yourself too hard, there's nothing you can't get by, you can't get by, just be happy," Mu Yating said.
"Tingting, after this incident, I don't want anything else, I just want you to be happy"
"Of course I know that I am happy, and now that I am happy, I hope that when I am happy, you can also be happy"
"Tingting, it's good to hide some things in your heart, you don't have to say it, I will be happy when I see you happy," Erin said.
"Alas, you can do it yourself, instead, I want you to be happy, I don't want you to be too tired" Mu Yating said with a sigh.
"Tingting, I am not reconciled to the incident that happened five years ago, why are they doing so well, but we have to be injured?" Erin said.
"I hate them too, but I can't help it, I don't know how to get revenge on them? Maybe I'm such a person, thinking about it! Mu Yating said.
Sometimes she doesn't know if she blames herself for being too soft-hearted, maybe that's why she was bullied by others.
But everyone has a bottom line, and not everyone can touch it, and there will always be an explosion when the bottom line is encountered.