Chapter 150: Extremely sad
When Xia Yuening heard Xiao Qingye's words, the emotions in her eyes became very complicated.
In Xiao Qingye's eyes, could it be that he has done so much silently, and in his eyes, it is just a trend of interests?
If it was, then she would be really sad.
Xia Yuening drove the car and was silent for a while before slowly speaking, "There is no trouble, the only trouble is that Situ Hexuan has already helped me get it." ”
Xiao Qingye was even more puzzled when he heard this, "Then why are you still depressed?" Shouldn't you be happy? ”
Could it be that when I was eating hot pot with Situ Hexuan just now, I was threatened with this?
But with Xia Yuening's cleverness, can Situ Hexuan really threaten her?
In Xiao Qing's ambition, this is almost impossible.
Xia Yuening didn't know how to answer Xiao Qingye's question, and at this moment Xiao Qingye was waiting for her answer.
She didn't speak, and Xiao Qingye didn't open her mouth either, so the atmosphere was a little awkward for a while.
After the car walked a distance, Xia Yuening turned on Bluetooth and played a piece of music casually.
The gloomy mood relaxed a little, and she suddenly said: "The city is too noisy, why don't you go around in a quieter place?" ”
Even though it was dark at night, there was still a lot of traffic on the road, which made her feel irritable for no reason.
Xiao Qingye nodded, "That's right, I also want to be quiet for a while." ”
Xia Yuening drove all the way north for about forty minutes, and finally arrived at the nearby suburbs.
For forty minutes, the two of them listened quietly to the music in the car, and neither of them spoke.
Xia Yue was thinking about whether to ask those words, if she asked, the two of them might not even be able to maintain their current relationship!
She is just impulsive at the moment, and she knows in her heart that this kind of unconscious emotional impulse will generally prompt people to do something harmful to others or herself.
It's just that I understand it, and the impulse still hasn't disappeared.
Just like that, she still wants to say it.
"That's it!"
Xia Yuening parked the car in an open space, where two trains occasionally passed by, and it was very quiet.
Xiao Qingye had already finished smoking, and at this moment, he would sit in the car and look at the night sky outside and say, "The moon is so round today!" ”
Xia Yuening didn't have the intention of watching, she only glanced at it and then withdrew her gaze and said perfunctorily: "Well, it's quite round." ”
Xiao Qingye was unaware of her gloom tonight: "If you have anything to say, just say it directly!" It's going to be sad to hold it in my heart, and even if you're not sad, I'll feel distressed when I look at it now. ”
When Xia Yuening heard this, the voice in her heart blurted out involuntarily: "Is it really distressing or is it just coaxing me?" ”
Xiao Qingye was slightly stunned, and then felt Xia Yuening's gaze looking at him.
He turned his head to look at Xia Yuening, only to see that she was looking at him with a serious face.
Xiao Qingye chuckled in his heart, and then said to Xia Yuening: "Of course it's really distressing. ”
Xia Yuening didn't know why, a mist appeared in her eyes: "It's a friend?" Or something else? ”
Xiao Qingye knew what she was asking, but he couldn't give an answer to this question.
Because of this answer, Xiao Qingye knew that he would only make her sad.
"Does it make a difference? It's all distressing! ”
Xia Yuening shook her head: "It's different. ”
Xiao Qingye sighed, looked at her helplessly and asked, "What's wrong with you today?" How do you feel so wrong today? ”
At this moment, Xiao Qingye was so close to him, but Xia Yuening felt that he was as far away as a galaxy from him.
Xia Yuening suddenly didn't want to be restrained, she just wanted an answer, "During dinner today, Situ Hexuan asked me a question. He asked me if I had anyone I liked and what kind of person I would like. Kiyono, what kind of person do you think I'll like? ”
Xiao Qingye thought seriously about this question for a while, and only then looked at her when he had an answer in his heart: "It used to be a person like me, but now, I'm not sure." ”
Xia Yuening asked, "Why are you not sure?" "Is it because the Xiao family was defeated?
Xiao Qingye shook his head as if he had seen through her thoughts, and said to her slowly: "It's not because the Xiao family is no longer the same as before, but because I cleaned up what I did myself, I hurt you." This kind of hurt is enough to make you dislike me! With your personality, you probably won't like my type in the future. ”
has known Xia Yuening for so long, Xiao Qingye already has an understanding of her.
Although he felt a little sorry, if the Xiao family was still the same as before, he would probably choose Xia Yuening.
It's a pity that there is no if in this world, he and Xia Yuening are destined to pass by.
The mist in Xia Yuening's eyes made her eyes brighter, she had a pair of peach blossom eyes, and the appearance of crying at the moment made her even more beautiful.
"Kiyono, do you still care if I like you?"
Will she change, and will it really have an impact on Xiao Qingye?
Xia Yuening's voice trembled slightly, and in an instant, Xiao Qingye couldn't bear to come out.
Xiao Qingye sighed: "If I say I care, you don't believe it!" You don't care anymore, if you can get better. ”
In the end, he is still the sane Xiao Qingye.
There are some things that don't necessarily have to be answered definitively, and just because she asks doesn't mean she can accept the truth.
He wasn't deceiving her, in a way, he was protecting her.
Xia Yuening listened to Xiao Qingye's answer, and felt indescribable disappointment in her heart.
Until now, he is not willing to give her even a word of sincerity.
Could it be that she is not even a friend in Xiao Qingye?
Even if it's just a friend, you should give her an answer, right?
Xia Yuening forced back her tears, and the moment Xiao Qingye didn't answer her directly, she already understood what the truth would look like.
"It turns out that I am nothing more than this in your heart."
Her voice was so soft that Xiao Qingye even thought it was just an illusion when he heard it.
"Yue Ning, I hope you are happy."
Xiao Qingye's voice sounded so sincere, just looking at his eyes, Xia Yuening felt that it was really moving!
If you change someone else, you must have been moved.
But she couldn't.
She couldn't believe Xiao Qingye anymore.
Just like Xiao Qingye said, even if he said it, she didn't believe it.
Xia Yuening slowly sat up straight, and stopped looking at Xiao Qingye.
"It's just hope, once you want to make a little effort for my happiness, you will avoid me like a plague god."
Although she didn't cry, she still had a thick nasal voice.
Xiao Qingye understands her, but why doesn't she know Xiao Qingye?
At this moment, she was extremely sad.