I really don't deserve it

Fang Hui walked home and saw Lin Sen in the courtyard of the community, and he actually came out (dàng) to swing in the middle of the night.

"Hey!" A voice came from afar, Lin Sen raised his head, and an apple flew in, he immediately caught it, and then he saw the person clearly, "Why did you get out of the hospital!" ”

Fortunately, the first sentence was not "You are looking for a fight", Fang Hui walked up and sat on another swing, "I thought you were going to beat me!" He joked.

"I'm not crazy," Lin Sen also smiled, shaking the apple in his hand, and asked, "Can you be discharged from the hospital now?" ”

"Can't die," Fang Hui said as he adjusted his sitting position on the swing. Lin Sen could see that his movements were slow and bulky, and it seemed that the injury was not complete, so he lowered his head, "It hurts, right?" ”

Fang Hui was stunned for a moment, then turned his head to look at him, and smiled again, "Are you guilty?" Fang Hui just didn't expect Lin Sen to forgive himself so quickly.

Lin Sen was silent, raised his head and bit a big hole in the apple, and ate it crisply.

"You don't have to feel guilty," Fang Hui lowered his head and rubbed the snow on the ground with the soles of his shoes, "because I deserve it." ”

The other party could admit his mistake so quickly, and Lin Sen didn't expect it. He didn't know what to say.

"When Lin Chu came to see me today, I knew that I deserved to be beaten."

"She went to see you?" Lin Sen asked more, but he just didn't believe it.

"It's just a pity for your game," Fang Hui raised his head and said apologetically, "I shouldn't be heavy on my friends." I'm sorry. ”

Although it was late at night, under the thick moonlight, Lin Sen could still see that Fang Hui's face was purple and blue, and he was the one who should apologize. "That game didn't take shape at all, you don't have to apologize, I shot too hard." After saying that, there was a silence, and the two looked at each other, and the atmosphere was even more uncomfortable than before.

Fang Hui sneered, "What's going on with the two of us?" He teased himself.

Lin Sen quickly turned his head to nibble on the apple, until his mouth was full of apples, and then he said vaguely: "It's the same as a girl, mother-in-law's ......."

"Tell me about you, come out so late (dàng) swing." The knot in his heart was untied, and Fang Hui instantly became much more relaxed, rising with the wind (dàng).

Lin Sen swallowed heavily on a mouthful of apple, "Tell me first, why did Lin Chu go to see you?" ”

"I told you, what would you do?"

Turning his head, Lin Sen thought for a moment and said solemnly: "I will warn her not to let her get close to you again." ”

"Did you ever think about me when you did this?" Fang Hui's question made Lin Sen instantly speechless. "Maybe I want her to come close to me?"

"Fang Hui!"

"Don't persuade me." Fang Hui smiled, "After so many years, you should let go and let me learn to fall in love (ài)." ”

Hearing this, Lin Sen pretended to laugh, "Cut! It seems that because of me, you can't find a girlfriend. ”

Fang Hui was not annoyed, looked up at the moon, and sighed, "I really want to fall in love (ài)!" ”

"You ask Yue Lao to help you find one!" Lin Sen teased him.

Fang Hui really clasped his hands together, looking like he was praying, "Old Yue, look at me!" ”

"Yue Lao is busy! Yue Lao said, you go back and watch the film! ”

"Lin Sen!" Fang Hui grabbed the remnant snow on the ground like the other party threw it, but Lin Sen smiled and looked around.

"You came down to the swing so late, it shouldn't be lonely, right?" Fang Hui fought back.

Lin Sen sat back on the swing, and when he heard this question, the smile on his face became faint, "I ask you—"

"You answer me first!" Fang Hui couldn't tolerate his question being pushed off repeatedly. But Lin Sen was more stubborn than him, "I'll ask first!" If you don't answer, I won't say. ”

"Scoundrel." Fang Hui rolled his eyes and turned his head and said in a low voice. Lin Sen knew that this was a precursor to compromise, and the corners of his mouth curled just right, "No matter how much I persuade you, you won't do it, so what will you have to do with Lin Chu." ”

Is this a temptation? Fang Hui thought about it seriously, "Break up." ”

"What?"

"I have nothing to do with her after we break up."

Lin Sen understood, "So you won't give up until you catch her." ”

"Pretty much. Unless another person appears. ”

"Forget it then!" One Lin Chu is enough for Lin Sen to toss, let alone two. But as soon as he thought that Fang Hui wanted to be with Lin Chu, Lin Sen felt numb, and he wanted to persuade again, "However, you also know now, she provoked the relationship between me and you, and if she did this, you still want to be with her?" ”

This question made Fang Hui frown, and when he turned around, he asked, "Am I very (jiàn)?" ”

The unexpected answer, Lin Sen hurriedly denied, "I didn't say that." ”

"That's how she is."

"That's not what I meant." Although he agreed.

"But what does that have to do with liking her?" Lin Sen turned around, and Fang Hui continued, "Speaking of which, she just has a bad character, but I'm choosing a girlfriend, not a good student." ”

Lin Sen was successfully amused, which seemed to make some sense.

"Turnip greens have their own (ài), I may prefer (ài) bitter gourd!"

"When you go to a hospital, you can talk so chic!"

Fang Hui shrugged, "It's a bit too much." ”

"Well," Lin Sen was persuaded, "anyway, I wish you success." His fist was handed out. Fang Hui smiled, clenched his fists, and came up to collide with him, but he was weak. "You don't look confident!" Lin Sen laughed at him.

Indeed, Fang Hui nodded, "I'm a little afraid of her now." ”

"And why?"

"I came from the store, and she went to find Da Fei."

"What?" Lin Sen was thinking, where did Da Fei provoke her again, "Why! ”

Fang Hui still wanted to know, "Forget it, can we stop talking about her?" I'm about to be pulled to the bottom, and you don't say a word. Big brother, if you really don't want to say it, I'll go back to sleep. Lin Sen was still hesitating, and Fang Hui immediately got up (shēn), "I'm really sleepy." ”

"Sit down." Lin Sen Road. Fang Hui wrapped his clothes tightly (shēn), "Let's go home and talk, it's cold outside." ”

"Sit down!" Lin Sen looked up, resolutely.

Fang Hui had no choice but to sit on the swing again, "Before you say it, I predict that it must be related to Fang Chuchu." Lin Sen turned his face away, Fang Hui smiled, "Just look at your watch (qíng) and know that I guessed right." ”

"How do you know?"

"I also know that you spent the night with Fang Chuchu last night."

"Nothing." Lin Sen was the first to veto.

"Da Fei told me." Fang Hui has confidence.

"That's not a 'good night together' either." Lin Sen pouted.

"You know best what it is, anyway." After speaking, Fang Hui smiled, he was quite confident.

"Hehe," Lin Sen sneered back, turning his head, he stared into the darkness ahead, "Is there any way to cut the relationship between the two of them to the fullest?" ”

"So you just asked me how to deal with my relationship with Lin Chu," Fang Hui paused, "If you want me to say, you shouldn't like her." She didn't know what Mr. Lu was, and at the same time, she came to break off the connection with you. Don't you hate this kind of woman the most? Just because she was her first love. ”

"What if she (shēn) can't help herself?"

"Where there is nothing (shēn) that is not self-helping, it is all - commit (jiàn)!"

Lin Sen immediately turned his head and stared at Fang Hui. Fang Hui was glared at (shēn), "Na, you said Lin Chu, I didn't stop anything." ”

"She can't." Lin Sen slowly spit out three words.

This is partiality, Fang Hui feels unfair, "Why! ”

actually had to argue with him about this matter, Lin Sen replied to him irritably, "You have a problem." ”

Fang Hui was so angry that he immediately stood up, and the swing also made a creaking sound because of the drive, "Lin Sen, you begged me to stay and talk to you." ”

"Then you go!" Lin Sen turned his face like a book.

"You!" Fang Hui was angry, but he still sat back, and the swing made a creaking sound, which was Fang Hui's angry voice. "I'm going to sit down and listen to what you have to say about her. Why don't you listen, I have the right to listen. ”

Lin Sen laughed at him, "It doesn't hurt anymore (shēn)?" Are the movements still neat, and the injuries are all healed? ”

"Don't talk about what you have, just say, what's wrong with you and Fang Chuchu?" This time, Fang Hui has a clear goal and will not be easily led away.

"I'm nothing with her, but I'm going to work."

"Where do you go to work?"

Lin Sen didn't want to say those two words, so he replied to him, "The Mr. Lu you said." ”

"Lu Yan? He's not ...... with Fang Chuchu."

"Nothing." Lin Sen answered quickly.

Fang Hui laughed at his reaction, "If you say it's nothing, it's nothing!" The time you went to the police station, the same person came to see her off, and ah......"

"Shut up!" Lin Sen shouted.

Fang Hui was angry again, "Why can you (bī) accept Lin Chu's badness, but you can't accept the fact that Fang Chuchu and Lu Yan are together?" ”

Lin Sen lowered his head and smiled, the laughter was arrogant and helpless, but when he raised his head, he said, "Then you also know that the person Lin Chu likes is me." ”

"Lin Sen, you bastard!" The swing was raised by the old man (dàng), and Fang Hui had already risen (shēn), standing beside Lin Sen (shēn) and pointing at him and scolding, and he was only silent.

When the swing came down again, Fang Hui inserted his waist and flattened (qíng), "Can we not fight for the sake of being angry with women?" It's really tiring. ”

"Fang Hui," his voice came, and when he heard it, he said in a serious tone, "Fang Chuchu said that she likes me. Fang Hui didn't know what to say, whether to congratulate or pour cold water. Lin Sen had already raised his head, "But we can't be together." ”

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The moonlight was bleak, and Fang Chuchu's eyes were the moonlight of Huang (dàng), "I admit it, I used to like you." I also have to admit that I like you now, too. Whether or not the effect of the medicine prompted me to say this, but I can't change it, I like you. Lu Yan is a good person, but it's not him that I like. ”

"Fang Chuchu, what exactly do you want to tell me?"

"Lin Sen, I like you, so I'll want to pester you. I've tried hard to refrain from doing that, but I can't do it. Forgive me for my selfishness, I don't want to kick you away, but, never, never be with me. ”

"Why?"

"Because, no."

In the bathroom, there was a floor-to-ceiling mirror, Fang Chuchu stripped naked and stood in front, which was the most beautiful body of his age, but now he couldn't bear to look at it directly due to dieting and scars all over the inner walls of his arms and thighs.

Fang Chuchu didn't know where these pills could support herself, her hair began to fall out, her menstruation was also disordered, and her complexion became even paler, but on the contrary, the dark circles under her eyes were aggravated by one (rì) overlapping one (rì).

Such a self is really unworthy.

Falling into the cold water, Fang Chuchu hugged himself tightly.