The sunset is all over the sky, a courtyard and a bench, a pear blossom tree, two people and a cat, which has long constituted the beauty of the world.

"Xiao Se, after I found out that I met you, I felt that this day was not as real as before."

"Baby, don't look at me like this, I have nothing. Since I have you, the greatest treasure in my life is you. With you, I have the whole world. ”

"If you make a choice between love and family affection, you can't hide it, in my heart, you still weigh more. But what, why make a choice? ”

"If I can't accomplish anything in the future, you are not allowed to abandon me!"

"I'm nothing. When you meet Jiang Se, it's nothing. ”

"What do you like? That's how it feels now. When I see you, my heart beats faster and is about to go out of control. What counts as love? It's about being together for the rest of your life. ”

"Jiang Se, tell me, how am I? Did you like it to the point where you couldn't control yourself? ”

"The person I like, she is not allowed to like others. Her person, her heart, can only belong to me for the rest of her life. ”

"The promises made in the past are counted for a lifetime. If I break my promise, Jiang Se, then you will completely think that I am dead! ”

He's dead?

Maybe it could really be that he's gone. The one who can bring her joy to the heart. It's gone.

From the moment he disappeared, everything changed. It's different, and the ending is different.

Also, maybe he has always been a god from above. Wanting to exist and disappear is also just a matter of thought. When I was interested in her, I could make my heart fluctuate and be uncontrollable. When you leave, it can be so plain that it seems to be nothing.

The breeze blows on the cheeks, although one can remember the wonderful feeling. But when it leaves, it never returns. The later one is never the original one.

Zhang Heng walked out and paused when he saw the person sitting on the bench.

There was a moment of stiffness in his body.

Even after all this time, that person trampled her heart under her feet one after another and trampled mercilessly, she still can't forget others, right?

Jiang Se looked down at his toes, and his gaze began to drift. I don't know why I like the feeling of having my brain empty more and more.

"What? What are you thinking? Miss me? ”

A voice sounded beside her, Jiang Se was in a trance for a moment, and she was also a little frightened, but in half a second, she reacted, glanced sideways at Zhang Heng, and said with a smile:

"yes, I miss you. It's not seen for a moment, like every three autumns. I can't wait to fly in front of you immediately, hug you, and tell you how much I miss you.

I want you to think about going crazy, about to break down, and I want to ask you why I miss you so much. I want to ask you, why there is so much charm that Lao Tzu can't forget. I want to beat you up and fuck your uncle. ”

Zhang Heng was suddenly a little stunned, not knowing whether the "you" she was talking about was the person in front of her, someone who was still nowhere to be seen.

His intuition told him that it was not himself. Rational analysis, she said this, just looking for an opportunity to tell her thoughts. But the emotions in my heart are at work, and if all this is said to him, it should be very different.

It would be nice if the person she liked was herself from beginning to end.

However, this kind of thinking is false and unrealistic. After so many years of companionship, if you really liked it, it would have been a long time ago, where can you still tolerate so many inconsequential people to come in.

"That's a lot of fun!" He sat down and tilted his head to stare at Jiang Se's side face, "I'm in front of you now, whatever you want, it's up to you." Whatever you want, you can do it.

Beat me and scold me, I will gladly accept it. Beauty, fight, I accept your reward.

Manly man, talk counts, even if you beat me to the point of being half-paralyzed or dead, I won't be sad. On the contrary, I would be happy. ”

"Fart! Ghost believes you! Jiang Se also looked at him sideways, his eyes pregnant with water.

"As for you, you don't need to believe me, as long as I believe in you." Zhang Heng dragged the person over, but it was the gentle wind who pressed her head on her shoulder, shook her clothes to wrap the person, hugged her tightly in her arms, and whispered:

"It's too cold at night, so cover me a little. If I die of cold, you won't see me as handsome, good, and good. In the future, a good person who will go home from construction will be colded to death like this, how miserable do you say? ”

"yes, it's miserable!" Jiang Se put on the human cushion beside him, closed his eyes and enjoyed this small moment of peace.

"It's terrible to lose a future medical talent like this, it's a pity!"

"That's right. That's right, I'm Zhang Heng, I was born with a different talent. It's your honor to meet me. Let's talk about it in the future, knowing me as a person will definitely add a brilliant stroke to your life. ”

"Hmm. There is nothing wrong with what you say. Jiang Se half-closed his eyes and was quiet. Zhang Heng could feel her mood changes, and she was silent for a long time. Beautiful book bar

There are a lot of thoughts wandering in my heart. After thinking for a long time, Zhang Heng still asked, "Jiang Se, you're sad, aren't you?" I know you're sad.

Lin Zhi didn't go long, we just saw him off for a ride, you must be uncomfortable, and everyone is the same. He has always been a transparent person, and he has his own refinement in everything.

This time I did this big thing without a sound, and ended my life in such a hurry, I must have thought a lot.

I guess I felt that I didn't have much to accomplish later. That's the girl he likes and is most proud of, and when she says she is defiled, she is defiled, and she leaves without warning without saying goodbye. ”

Looking down at Jiang Se, Zhang Heng said in a low voice, "The liking for a person can be so shallow that in the blink of an eye, he is already someone else in his arms."

can also be affectionate to the point that one person can bear the world, let alone a mere life. To put it another way...... Others, if they like someone like this, their beloved will definitely be unbearable if they are bullied and jump to their death.

Later, it is human nature to die, but it cannot escape the control of the law. Bai Meng, what a good girl, she will have a bright future in the future. It's a pity that because I met someone who didn't look good, I put everything on my own from then on.

This was originally a man-made disaster, and it is logically controllable. However, sometimes the truth is not as simple as it seems. We can't stop the bad guys that pop up all the time in this world, but we can decide whether we can be a good person or not. ”

After a pause, Zhang Heng continued: "It's useless to say more, after all, something has happened. Now, all we can do is live our lives.

Brother Lin is a person who understands. It seems that this is so, and he left without saying a word. The reality is, there are some things that we do even if we don't say them. For example, his family...... I don't want us to be powerless and unable to do anything for them in the future.

Although he has an older sister, this feeling is different. We've got to hold up. And Bai Meng's parents...... We can't replace them, but we have to be strong enough to last a little day for our people to cool off and give them peace of mind. ”

Jiang Se knew that what he said was the last word. It's just that the mood at this time is a little too complicated. Occasionally, I feel that although I am young and pretend to be deep, my mood is always shallow, and my feelings will not be as profound and difficult to understand as I am now.

Maybe it's better to be young.

"Zhang Heng, it will. It's going to be fine, that day, it's not far away. That piece of heaven. It's really not far off. ”

As Zhang Heng said, life has to go on. The two went to Lin's father and Lin's mother to comfort them, and then went to visit Bai Meng's parents.

When I went to look at Lin Dui again after a short time, my black hair turned white in a few breaths. Mother Lin's gentle eyebrows and eyes still contained a warm divine light, but something was missing.

The long talk throughout the night told the past of Lin Zhi for so many years. Lin Du read it from time to time, and his eyes were full of concern and expectation for the child.

"Born in life, our family knew that he was a big fat boy, not to mention making a lot of noise."

"If you want to say that Lin Zhi is a kid, he was very naughty when he was a child, and the whole person is a bastard, compared to his sister, it is a heaven and a earth. My sister is calm, and this kid has to turn the world upside down before she is willing. ”

"His dream, when he was a child, said that he wanted to engage in scientific research and make a small contribution to the country. But later, my intelligence couldn't keep up, so I said that I wanted to start a business and promote social and economic development in the future, and I was really a fickle kid. ”

"Originally, after the college entrance examination, I wanted him to study abroad, but who knew that he didn't want to. Say that our country is the best. Haha, too, I can't force him, and I let him go. ”

"He's always been controlled by me very tightly, and if he doesn't obey, he will be beaten. Who knew it would be a crime...... Alas, I didn't manage him well.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have left without saying a word. Still didn't make him understand that human life is only once......"

The teacher who was rumored to be not very good in high school, led the two boys to drink and talk heartily, and only said that the world is changing, and it is no longer tonight, but it is not a day.

As for Bai Meng's parents, their faces are also very vicissitudes. Jiang Se and Zhang Heng only said a few words before withdrawing.

It's also a helpless move to go, but it's just a new injury and a tormenting heart.

Finally got through this Spring Festival.

Spring is very strong. With their bags on their backs, Jiang Se and Zhang Heng embarked on the journey of school together.

In the blink of an eye, there seemed to be no one around.

The first is the death of Xiaoliu...... Then Wei Jin's disappearance, Lan Ember also left...... Next is Bai Meng, and then Lin Zhi's death.

There's no one around.

The people who stayed behind in those years are now only Qin Shen, Jiang Se and Zhang Heng.

Jiang Se thought that this time was a little shabby, how could anyone not get along with himself? Except for herself, presumably.

Life has to go on, people are still looking for hope to live from pain, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on.

As she said at the beginning, "What can I do?" Heng, what can I do? He gave up, but I didn't. If I give up, there is no future. My efforts are only for our future.

I really don't care what I'm going to be like in the future. But what I'm afraid of is that I can't satisfy them, and I'm afraid that what I'm going to give up is our happiness.

What I fear is that later, even if there is an opportunity in front of us, I will not be able to catch him anymore. What I am more afraid of is that this chaotic world will completely swallow me up. That feeling is tantamount to murder for money. ”