Chapter 170: Even the dignity of being alive has been lost

Jiang Zuo's eyes blinked softly and did not speak. After being silent for a long time, she finally asked: "...... about him?"

As soon as the words arrived, she changed the subject: "Then your house...... Did you embarrass you because of him? ”

"Nope." Su Ling played with her hair and said leisurely: "Xiao Zuo, no matter what, we have to keep our original intentions, don't separate, and be with each other."

I want to see more scenery with you, to see the many beauties of the world. True to ...... Many years later, we'll still be with each other as we always have.

At the same time, I hope that no matter what we have experienced, you will remember the good times we had together. Good memories.

And those that shouldn't exist, let them go with the wind, never again. ”

"Hmm."

His lips gently slid a gentle imprint between his forehead, interfering with the flood of sensations into a state of extreme complexity.

Considering that Yu Laosan was still in the hospital, the two took the dinner prepared by Su Ling and went to the hospital.

After dinner, the night outside the window was unstoppable.

Jiang Zuo and Su Ling sat on the edge of the bed with Yu Laosan, her eyes fell on the stunned gazes of the two, and she couldn't help but take out the books she brought over and began to poison the ears of the two.

"At the age when I can remember, I was in an orphanage. It's too good, Jiang Se can't remember it clearly.

The words that often come to mind at that time are still unforgettable.

"This is another orphan who doesn't want his father to love his mother."

"Why did a later orphan snatch food from us?"

"If she looks like this, her mother must be a ...... ~ sub. ”

"Why did she sleep with us in a 5 room? We used to sleep well, but when she came, we couldn't sleep well, so we kicked her out. ”

"Why did she divide our clothes? Get her out. Get out of here, and what's here is ours. ”

"Eat? Do you still have the face to eat? Asked you to clean the yard in the back, but you slept lazily. Hmph, no eating! ”

"The jade pendant in her neck is so beautiful, let's all grab it together and play with it, okay?"

"Xiao Se, you don't lack these shoes either, do you want to give them to me?"

"Such a person deserves to kneel in the rain and freeze to death. If it's better in winter, I'll freeze her to death. How nice it would be if there was thunder, a lightning bolt would kill her, and no one would rob us of food and clothing in the future. ”

"Hit her hard, beat her to death. Auntie, they all went out, and no one knew that we did it. ”

"Xiao Se, shall we take you out to see the outside world?"

……

She lost count of how many of those words were lingering in her ears. Later, she did follow them to see the outside world, but she never came back.

When he woke up, he was covered in scars, under an unknown high platform, and his head was covered in blood. As soon as I touched my hand, I took it and saw that it was already red.

She originally thought that she would go back again, but halfway through, she was led to dinner by a "kind" uncle. After eating and drinking, she thought that this was the end of it, and she could go back to Aunt Li and them. Who would have thought that uncle's face had changed drastically, and he dragged her through for many days.

Begging, beatings, eating cold meals......

Scarred.

Later, Xu was in a recession, and he took her on a lot of mountain roads.

She also understood that he was not a good person, so she took the opportunity to escape, and ended up meeting Jiang Li and his wife. When she saw them, it was like seeing hope, and she was desperate, grabbed Jiang's mother, and called miserably: "Mom...... Mom, I've finally found you. ”

The "good uncle" saw that the situation was not good and fled.

The person left, but Jiang Li didn't want to have an extra daughter out of thin air, urging Jiang's mother to leave quickly. How could she let go of such an opportunity?

grabbed Jiang's mother and cried again and again, saying that she was sad, but after all, Jiang's mother softened her heart, even if she was scolded on her back, she still kept her resignedly.

"And then?" Zhang Heng lowered his head and asked, hugging Jiang Se.

"Later!" Jiang Se's eyes were filled with tears. Zhang Heng suddenly rubbed carefully on her face, drawing away tears.

Jiang Se did not pause, and said slowly, "Later, I heard in the room, he said that he was going to leave me behind and find his own son. What's more, I'm a girl. If you talk about a boy, you can consider taking him in, and he will succeed the Jiang family in the future or something. ”

"Heh~" Jiang Se really felt that he didn't have much strength, and weakly shifted his focus to Zhang Heng.

So I knelt down and begged him not to throw me away. Because I don't want to live that life again, that life where I don't know when I'm going to be bullied.

I kowtowed, kowtowed so hard that my forehead was bleeding, and cried and said, I want to be a boy, I can be a man.

No matter what they ask me to do, no matter what I have to go through to be a boy, I'm not afraid, I'm willing. As long as he lets me stay, my life is his. ”

That desperate struggle, even after so many years, she still remembers it very clearly. At that moment, she trampled her self-esteem under her feet, just to be able to find a place to live.

Face, arrogant self-esteem, well-behaved and sensible appearance, are all pressed in the heart by the short-term belief that they want to survive, and they are hidden very deeply, for fear that others will see them.

"Perhaps, it was my sincerity that moved him, and he finally took me in. It's just that let me, forever, listen to him, do things, and learn.

How fortunate he was...... He didn't abuse me, I'm afraid that he will sincerely let me become a tool and provide for them in the future. ”

Speaking of which, Jiang Se really felt that in fact, what he suffered today was nothing. This life is still there, what else is there?

Anything is possible when people live. When a man dies, all things are gone, and they are gone.

"It's all my debt!" She smiled wryly, suddenly realizing that the current world did not matter. It's as if life has come to a dead end, and the world has changed color.

Every second and every minute of life is so hard.

"Even so, I always knew that they never gave up on finding their biological son. Until, really wait for the day when the wish comes true. ”

"So, Qin Shen is their own son?" Zhang Heng asked.

Jiang Se nodded, "Hmm." ”

"Then why do you think that Qin Shen is their own son?" Zhang Heng was puzzled, feeling sorry for Jiang Se and hating those people's unscrupulous means.

"Mom said that her own son had a red mole on his wrist. There are countless people in this world who have such coincidences, but she said that the connection between mother and son is unique and irreplaceable.

She was sure it was him. ”

"Huh! That's it? Even if they give you the grace of nurturing, they can't do this to you.

Freedom is a right enjoyed by every citizen, and Arthur cannot even lose the dignity of life because of the so-called benevolence and morality. ”