675 Unrealistic Thoughts

"Let me tell you, Brother Mo, even if he doesn't have me in his heart now, it doesn't mean that he won't have it in the future!

Since the relationship between the two of you is fake, why don't I have a chance? How could you be so kind when you say you want to play fair? If you were to compete fairly with me, you wouldn't behave like that to me from the moment I entered the palace.

You should have made it clear to me as soon as possible, but you have been targeting me for so much time today, and you are not letting me do anything, are you joking when you tell me to play fair? ”

Jiang Chuge is one head and two big, how can this young little girl be so stubborn, she has talked about this, why can't she figure it out, she has to hold on to what she just did.

Just now it was because he didn't know what the situation was, and Cheng Xin'er was so noisy as soon as she entered the palace, Jiang Chuge naturally felt uncomfortable, he himself would scold the prince when he was noisy in the palace, and then a little girl came, even if Qin Ying was not in the mansion, Jiang Chuge didn't want to be too noisy.

I can't say for sure this kind of thing, maybe it's really because Jiang Chuge doesn't like any girl who has anything to do with Qin Ying.

However, Jiang Chuge thought about it for a while, it seemed that he really shouldn't lose his temper, because he and Qin Ou Mo were uncertain about the future, if there was a better girl next to Qin Ying, wouldn't everyone be happy?

Thinking of this, Jiang Chuge pondered again, if he really has a girl he likes, then what should he do? Even if he wants to fall in love with him, he has another woman he likes, so this is not a particularly big blow to himself.

Jiang Chuge immediately shook his head after thinking of this thought, keeping himself awake.

Even if the two of them don't have any changes, they can't come together forever and grow old together, after all, they don't belong to this era, and they have to return to their own era after all.

"That's all I have to say, believe it or not, believe it or not is your own business, if you don't believe it, then I can't do it, and I don't have to explain everything to you so clearly, I believe that as long as you are willing to understand, you will understand.

If you don't want to understand what you need me to explain so much, then I don't want to explain it.

"Although I am not as sure of Qin Ying's feelings as you, not as confident as you, and not as brave as you, I dare to only express my heart in front of him.

But I promise not to do anything to hurt him, he has also saved me a few times, I am still grateful to him, I used to have some misunderstandings about her, but now I find that I am too one-sided, I always look at him with colored glasses, and I don't deal with him on weekdays.

But...... I know he's fine. ”

"But you know that what I said today doesn't mean anything else, I just want to tell you that I actually care about him in my heart, although not as long as you.

But I'm sure he doesn't have a low status in my heart, and don't worry that I'll fool you and play tricks on you. You just need to know that I have a hard time, and I made such a big decision to compete with you fairly, and I mustered up a lot of courage to say this to you, if you still don't believe it, then you really failed me.

And you have to know that I don't have to be like this, and I'm the sixth princess now, I don't have to discuss everything with you, and everything is fair competition.

I am very close to him, I live in the same place every day, and I don't have to see him every once in a while, and I don't have to be like you, and I deliberately went to the Six Kings' Mansion to meet him.

If I don't tell you to play fairly, I'm completely close to the water, and I've changed my mind now, I want you to win his heart, and if he finally falls in love with you, I'm willing to quit the princess position and it must be yours, because I can't stay here forever, this place doesn't belong to me after all. ”

Cheng Xin'er picked up the basin and continued to rub her face as if she didn't care, but she couldn't help but continue to ask.

"Why do you say you don't belong here? Why did you shirk him to me in every possible way after you got Brother Mo, and even though you were the sixth princess.

You say it's fair play, but I can tell from your words that although you love Brother Mo and want to give him up to me, the most important thing is that you want him to fall in love with me! ”

"I don't particularly understand what you're trying to do? Why on earth are you doing this? What is the rationale for this? While I was surprised by your behavior, I had no idea that you would compete with me on a level playing field.

But I still can't help but ask in my heart, after all, the doubts and doubts hidden in my heart will become a huge problem after a long time, so it is better to ask it now. ”

Again, this is a difficult question and answer to tell.

Whenever he was asked about something that involved his own crossing, Jiang Chuge was always speechless.

She couldn't explain why, because no one here would believe her, and even if Jo'er did, it was Jo'er who kept persuading her.

Could it be that for everyone who asks himself, Jiang Chuge has to explain it to him so seriously? Wouldn't that be too tiring, and the less people know about it, the better.

Cheng Xin'er doesn't know whether she is friend or foe, at least judging from her performance today, her impression of herself is not particularly good, Jiang Chuge still plans to keep this matter a secret for the sake of insurance, and it is better for one less person to know.

"I'll tell you so much, you just need to understand, and I can't talk to you about the rest of the things, after all, this is my own business, I guess you also love Qin Ying deeply, otherwise you don't have to enter the door to declare sovereignty, saying that you and Qin Ying have known each other since childhood, I know you are saying this to me."

Cheng Xin'er smiled and kneaded the dough in the basin.

"Since you don't want to say it, then I won't ask, but you said that I love Brother Mo deeply, and this matter is true.

I have indeed had a crush on Brother Mo since I was a child, and I think I have always been the best person to marry Brother Mo, he is the best person in the entire capital.

Although the status of the Prime Minister's Mansion in the government is also very powerful, but what is it, this dynasty has constant daily wars, what is the use of literati, it must need a military general like my grandfather, although my grandfather is old, but there is still my father, my father will definitely inherit my grandfather's title.

At that time, who else can help Brother Mo, the government and the opposition are turbulent, except for us getting married, who else can help Brother Mo, even if your father is the prime minister, so what? ”

"But what I didn't expect was that one day a few months ago, I was suddenly told that the emperor was going to marry Brother Mo, and the candidate had been determined.

I ran to my grandfather with joy, I thought it must be me, otherwise no one would be worthy of Brother Mo, I grew up with my brother since I was a child, although we don't see each other often, but we are also childhood sweethearts.

If this person is not mine, then who else? I didn't take you second lady and eldest lady of Jiangfu in my eyes at all. ”

Speaking of which, Cheng Xin'er was a little depressed.

The hand that lit the fire was slowly lowered.

"You see how I make this fire can't be made, originally my fire skills are very skilled, this is to learn some good dishes, improve my cooking skills and learn, I specially learned with the chef in my house, how to cook and cook.

Originally, a very skilled person, he felt that there was hope for everything, and everything was already very stable, and even this life became less confident, how could he not be born?

My relationship with Brother Mo is like this fire, I originally thought that I was skilled enough, and I could give birth to this fire in my lifetime, but what about the situation, the situation is that Brother Mo married someone else, and my fire was also born and extinguished. ”

"I don't know if you can understand my examples, and I don't know if you can understand my feelings, but I envy you and envy you.

My feelings for Brother Mo are like this pile, I originally thought that everything was in my plan, I could have had Brother Mo, but I didn't expect that the appearance of a person like you caught me off guard.

But the day I learned that you were the Sixth Princess, my heart was broken. What can I do?

It is the emperor's will, I have been loyal to my family for generations and cannot resist the will and disrespect, even if my grandfather is very unhappy for me, but my grandfather still chose to listen to the emperor's words and gave you to Brother Mo. ”

"If I had a choice, I would rather not meet him, I will be an ordinary ordinary person, meet a boy I like, he also loves me, and I love him.

The two of us are good together when we get married, and we no longer think about things that are unrealistic and need people to fantasize.

But in this life, I really fell in love with him. Even if he's a different husband now.

I also have hope, after all, a man can have three wives and four concubines, my eldest lady who is a dignified house, and my grandfather has made so many military exploits for the imperial court.

I never thought that I would marry into someone else's mansion as a concubine, but for the sake of Brother Mo, I am willing. ”

"The imperial concubine also has such a meaning, although the imperial concubine feels that she has wronged me, but you have just married into the palace for less than a year.

Your father is the prime minister, and my grandfather and I are both important ministers in the court, and the imperial concubine does not want to offend both sides.

So I promised to fight for it myself, so I came today to come to see Brother Mo today under the pretext of being busy with official business these days, to see if he was getting thinner and thinner because of his official duties, but I didn't expect to meet you.

I know that I will definitely meet you when I come to the palace, but I still can't help but feel jealous of you from the bottom of my heart. ”

Cheng Xin'er said that tears fell a little because he was sad about the place, if a person didn't hurt his heart, how could he easily let the tears flow out in front of others, he quickly wiped away the tears.

Because she was afraid that Jiang Chuge would see her clearly, she cursed.

"This fire can't be lit no matter how it is, but so much smoke comes out of my eyes, I just cried, don't you get me wrong, am I like the kind of person who drops tears at will? My family has been a military general for generations, and I will not be so fragile as to cry because of these little things. ”

Jiang Chuge was also unwilling to demolish her.

Cheng Xin'er would never have thought in her life that Jiang Chuge had seen him crying alone just outside the kitchen.

"Good! Today's conversation between the two of us, I hope you don't let the prince know, after all, the prince doesn't understand my hardships, and he doesn't know your affection, the prince only knows that you have him in your heart.

But he didn't want to sit out and respond, I guess you also understand the prince's choice in your heart, I can't be sure that he must choose me, but his choice must not be you. ”

"If you are still obsessed, then I can only do it, and I am willing to accompany you if you are willing to compete fairly with me."

Cheng Xin'er didn't answer Jiang Chuge's words, she just carefully kneaded the dough in her hand and made it into one beautiful shape after another, one beautiful shape after another, all of which were Cheng Xin'er's love for Qin Ying.