Chapter Thirty-Eight: The Past Is Like Smoke

The woman smiled, with pain and rejoicing, "Malignant tumor!" She felt hurt because the tumor was incurable, but she was glad that her child was still there.

Gu Jingjing was surprised, he looked so healthy, he didn't look sick at all, and he was no different from ordinary children.

Gu Jingjing looked at the young mother apologetically, "I'm sorry." She didn't mean to bring up this sad topic.

The woman smiled and shook her head, "Although Feifei is caused by congenital immune deficiency, and they all say that this disease is difficult to treat, but now that medicine is developing so fast, I believe that Feifei will definitely be cured." ”

This mother is very strong and optimistic, unlike her, unlike her who is sad and sad all day long, in fact, her own affairs are nothing compared to them, she cares too much.

"Well, I believe it too, come on." Gu Jingjing smiled and cheered.

"What's wrong with you!" The woman asked with concern.

Gu Jingjing told this woman everything that happened before, this was the first time she was willing to talk about the past, which made Lu Jiayi on the side very happy.

The woman looked at her with pity, "We can't be angry with ourselves because of other people's stupidity, every child is a mother's heart, you must have a mother who loves you very much, so she has cultivated you so well." ”

Gu Jingjing was embarrassed to touch the top of her head, because she hadn't thought it through before, but fortunately, someone could enlighten her and let her understand that what is more important is her family, which is the future.

The two of them talked happily with each other, and there was no generation gap at all because of the age gap, as if they were friends who had not seen each other for many years, Lu Jiayi did not disturb them, and left quietly.

The woman didn't say anything about the pain of healing, but just said interesting stories about her and his son, which caused Gu Jingjing to laugh and feel good.

Gu Jingjing likes this way of talking very much, likes her talkativeness, likes her sunshine, likes her optimism and self-cultivation, and this woman does not dislike her for saying less.

The two chatted for a long time, until the little boy named Feifei was about to go to rest, and when he left, the woman leaned into Gu Jingjing's ear and said with a smile:

"Do you know that young doctor just now? He looks like you very much, he has you in his eyes, and he looks exactly the same as my husband looks at me. ”

After finishing speaking, he patted Gu Jingjing's shoulder, "Come on!" Then he took the little boy back to the ward.

When Lu Jiayi came back, she saw Gu Jingjing alone, and hurriedly ran over, leaving her alone, this is a terrible thing, her depression has not yet recovered. What if something happens......

"Xiaojing."

Gu Jingjing lowered her head and shouted, "Little Sixth Brother." ”

At this moment, Lu Jiayi suddenly made a bold decision, he had to tell her what he thought, and slowly sat next to Gu Jingjing and told his thoughts:

"When you first came to my house when you were a child, I thought this little sister was so quiet! Unlike other noisy and crying little sisters, you were only eight years old that year, and the little one aroused my strong desire to protect.

And I just graduated from elementary school at the age of 12, and when I was in junior high school, everyone around me began to fall in love quietly, and some girls wrote love letters to me, but I never had that idea, I always felt that they were annoying.

I remember one time when I came home and saw you being bullied, I was angry, it was the first time I had a fight, or I beat a bunch of little kids, and they went home to sue their mom and then to my mom.

I was also stubborn and didn't tell my mother the reason, so I was beaten up when I was in junior high school, so embarrassed that I wasn't allowed to eat.

It was you who quietly brought hot buns to me, but you still didn't talk to me, and then I secretly swore that I had to let you call me brother.

The first time I heard you call me Brother Xiaoliu, I didn't sleep well all night when I was excited, although at that time you Lu and Liu were still not clear. ”

Thinking of the previous days, Gu Jingjing also felt very interesting and happy.

"I was 14 years old when I was in the second year of junior high school, and you were only ten years old and in the fourth grade of primary school.

You probably wouldn't have thought that the object of my first dream was you. ”

Lu Jiayi was a little embarrassed, but he felt that there were some things he had to tell her, but some things could be hidden in his head, such as the process of dreaming.

"I was terrified, I felt that this feeling was not right, how could I like my sister who I had taken care of for so many years, and I began to gradually distance myself from you.

I learned to accept the love letters handed to me by girls from other classes, it was my first love, and it was not so hard to forget, and now I can't even remember my face in the memory.

Later, when you looked for me, I began to avoid you, but every night you still appeared in my dreams, and I felt very embarrassed, and then I heard my father say that my mother was pregnant and that my little brother would come.

At that age, I couldn't accept this, so I pushed open the door and ran out, and you appeared at this time and shouted softly and glutinously Little Sixth Brother, I was angry, so I retreated from you.

I really didn't expect my strength to be that strong, I'm sorry... I'm really sorry... You just rolled down the stairs... I am the one who caused your aphasia.

The problem is that I'm still so cowardly, I don't care if you run away, I'm sorry... Xiao Jing is really sorry. ”

Gu Jingjing looked at Lu Jiayi with a face full of remorse, stood up and raised her hand to touch Lu Jiayi's head, comforting: "It's okay... It's really okay, I never blamed you, I know you were unintentional. ”

Lu Jiayi continued to tell the rest of the story, "I was afraid that my aunt would rush to our house and beat me that day at home every day, but I never did, and then I heard my mother say that you fell by default."

I broke up with that girl when I went back to school, in fact, we didn't do anything, we didn't even hold hands, we just talked occasionally, and I knew I hurt a girl.

But I can't help it, my brain is all about you, and then my father was promoted and we moved, in fact, I always knew that I owed you.

When I went to high school, I realized that I could actually be with you, so I studied hard every day and never thought about anything else.

When I went to college, I studied medicine, and I thought that I caused you to get sick, so I had to cure it, and then everything after I met you. ”

Lu Jiayi looked up at Gu Jingjing and gently hugged her in her arms: "Xiaojing, I know I'm late, I know you have someone in your heart, but can you give me a chance, a chance to make up for you."

This life is so long and so short, I dare not say that I am excellent, but I will give you a stable and happy life. ”

Gu Jingjing's heart was moved, she admitted that she was moved when she heard the words stable and happy, she had seen Lu Jiayi in various forms, but it was the first time she had seen such a humble and fragile one.