When Lin Sen finished cleaning up, he looked back at the other party, and he didn't notice her dead gaze, only noticed the remaining bean curd at the corner of her mouth, which was simply subconscious, and he stretched out his thumb to wipe it off for the other party. Fang Chuchu suddenly became shy at this critical moment and hid back, so Lin Sen's thumb stopped in mid-air in embarrassment. Then, he smiled even more happily, "It's not that I haven't touched you, why are you so vigilant?" This sentence was so ashamed that he wanted to throw out a bowl of bean curd. Luckily, the phone rang and stopped her thoughts.

Lin Sen glanced at the caller ID and handed her the phone. Fang Chuchu was thinking that the other party could be so kind, and took a look, it turned out that there was no remark just a number, and she especially liked her behavior of not making remarks at this time. Answering the phone, she first asked, "Who is it?" ”

"Chu Chu, it's me." It was a trilling voice when crying, and Fang Chuchu didn't hear who it was, "You know me?" ”

"Chu Chu," the other party didn't make an introduction, as if it didn't matter if it was insignificant for her to know who it was at this time, the other party just asked, "Can you come to the hospital?" "Isn't she in the hospital? But listening to this place, Fang Chuchu subconsciously felt that something bad had happened. "What's wrong?" She hurriedly asked.

"Xiao Jun committed suicide."

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Things have to start from last night, Xiao Jun and Li Xuan walked out of the hotel, because both of them came in someone else's car, so there is no one to send who back, Xiao Jun let go of his hand, "I'm leaving." But Li Xuan immediately chased after him and grabbed him again, "Take me with you." ”

Xiao Jun didn't expect the result to be like this, "You want to go with me?" He asked rhetorically, because he wasn't prepared for it. Isn't it possible? Li Xuan raised his head and asked him. It's not that it can't be done, but in the end, he can't actually be the master, "whatever you want." He didn't drive her away, nor did he agree to let her stay, his attitude was vague, and he couldn't make up for it. However, he didn't withdraw his arm, so Li Xuan went down the other party's arm and held the man's palm.

His palms weren't warm, at least not compared to hers. Li Xuan put one hand on the man's palm and one hand on the back of the man's hand, trying to keep him warm. "You'll wear more clothes in the future." Because the palms weren't warm enough, she thought of it. The man kept moving forward, she thought he wouldn't reply to her, but she didn't expect him to say, "Because I'm cold-blooded." ”

Li Xuan didn't understand the first time, and looked at the other party in surprise. Xiao Jun held her hand and raised it, "Because I am cold-blooded, my hands will be cold." Li Xuan didn't know whether this was to explain the facts or be ashamed of herself, she didn't dare to answer, but the other party had naturally held her hand, making her feel that it was good to be silent like this.

On the way, Xiao Jun wanted to stop a taxi, but Li Xuan refused to let him. "We'll just walk back, not far." Xiao Jun looked at her, "Are you saying that it's not far to go to your house or not far to my house?" "It's far away from her house, and Li Xuan knows it very well, but it's not far from Xiao Jun's residence, so she doesn't know. So there is only one path to choose, and there is little hope, "Is it okay to go to your house?" ”

"My home is far away." Xiao Jun replied simply. But the harder the other party is, the more hard Li Xuan can resist, "I'm going to your house." Without emotion, Xiao Jun asked, "Is there something wrong?" Go to my house. "Can't you go if you're fine?" "You're not my girlfriend, why don't you go to my house at every turn!" This is indeed a good question, and after thinking about it, he asked, "Then can I be your girlfriend now?" ”

Xiao Jun looked at her and finally smiled.

"Who's that man who brought you tonight?" Xiao Jun asked her.

Li Xuan thought that he would never ask about her, but today he would actually ask Ou Yutian, this is a kind of progress - the progress of the relationship between the two is also an opportunity - her opportunity. "You don't care who he is, he doesn't matter at all compared to you."

"He's your new love." Xiao Jun helped her redraw the answer, "The fact that he can accompany you today shows that he is not bad to you." "What do you want to say?" "It's better to find a suitable place to rest than to look around. It's time for you to settle down. ”

When he wanted to persuade her like this, Li Xuan almost wanted to laugh, "I can do whatever I want, and you have known him for one night, how do you know that he is my true destiny?" ”

"I didn't say he was your true son, but the one who belonged to you must be waiting for you, at least I'm sure that person is not me." Li Xuan's hands slid down from the other party's palms and looked at the other party in disappointment, "You can't be so sure. "Do useless redemption. With his free hand, Xiao Jun used it to sweep the contours of the woman's cheeks, "I know what you want, you want me to accompany you tonight, I can." If you want me to be with you tomorrow night, I can too. But if you just want to hold my hand and walk down this path, then I'm very sorry that I can't accompany you. ”

The fingers slid to the other party's delicate chin, and Xiao Jun used an index finger to gently hook it. "So, Li Xuan, you can choose what you want, and what I can give you will definitely satisfy you. Don't blame me if you can't give it. She knew it would come to this, but she had to ask, "Why?" Why exactly? Why can't we be together. Xiao Jun, can you give me an accurate answer? ”

Putting down his hand, Xiao Jun's eyes were empty to despair, "Why, you must know the reason for this?" Because I can tell you that even knowing it can't be remedied. With such a cover, Li Xuan could roughly guess who it was, "Because of Fang Chuchu?" The other party was silent, "Because you love her." This time, he almost rushed up and cupped the woman's face, "Remember, I love you." ”

"Then why!" Li Xuan also shouted almost frantically.

Xiao Jun was frightened by the other party's momentum, holding her face and not letting go, he comforted softly, "I love you, so you are more important than anyone else, so I don't allow anyone or even myself to come to you - I can't do that, I'd rather die than be with you." ”

The pain can't be covered by sweet words, not to mention that it's not sweet words at all, in the eyes of Li Xuan, it's just an excuse. She looked at each other, and the emotions in her eyes finally lit up, but she thought it was still not enough, "What about Fang Chuchu?" She asked, "She's your own sister." She stressed.

"Did you know that feelings for a person can sometimes be different from each other? I liked that girl, but hated her because she was Fang Qiyu's daughter. I love you, but hate you because of what you used to do to her. I hated Fang Qiyu, but I have to admit that I was so happy when I learned that it was his child. I would even loathe myself on the one hand, and sympathize with myself on the other. Do you know this complex emotion? When Xiao Jun looked at her, there seemed to be a pair of hands struggling to climb up, how hard it worked and how fearless, but how cruel and desperate the environment was.

Li Xuan felt sorry for him, and she experienced the serious illness three years ago. rushed up to hug him, she just wanted the other party to relax for a moment. "Ajun, don't think about those things, don't think about those annoying things. If you love me, you just love me, and I promise to get rid of those shortcomings that you don't love, okay? ”

Xiao Jun hugged her, gently put his head on the other party's shoulder, and gently agreed: "Okay." ”

Then the next morning, Li Xuan found Xiao Jun, who was playing peek-a-boo early in the morning and fainted at the moment, in the bathtub of the bathroom. Taken to the hospital, he learned that he had swallowed half a bottle of sleeping pills.

Coincidentally, the hospital Xiao Jun was sent to was the same hospital where Fang Chuchu was admitted. So the drip was hung on the hanger, Fang Chuchu pushed the hanger and came over, listening to Lixuan crying and chattering in her ear, until the doctor reminded them, "The patient is awake." ”

Li Xuan simply bounced up from the bench and wanted to go in to see Xiao Jun, but Fang Chuchu asked Lin Sen to stop her. "Why don't you let me in." Li Xuan asked Fang Chuchu. Fang Chuchu stood up, pushing the hanger on which she was hanging dripping, and pushing open the door of the ward, "Because I want to go in." Lin Sen was about to follow, but Fang Chuchu said next: "No one is allowed to come in." Before Lin Sen could react, Fang Chuchu dodged in and locked the door of the ward.

Outside the door, a man and a woman were a little confused by each other's series of operations. Li Xuan reacted and asked, "If you knew that she wanted to go in alone, wouldn't you stop me?" "Is it useful to say this now? Lin Sen turned his head and asked the other party, "What will happen if you lock up two neuropaths inside?" "—Something big! Needless to say? But it's useless to talk about it now. And this truth, both of them know, but what can be done at the moment is only waiting.

In the ward, Xiao Jun on the hospital bed was awake, he could feel that someone was approaching him, and he didn't need to guess who it was, "Li Xuan, you shouldn't save me." ”

"Do I just watch you die?" As soon as he heard that the voice was wrong, Xiao Jun raised his neck with difficulty, it turned out to be Fang Chuchu, but he couldn't understand her condition at this time, "Are you sick?" He asked with concern. Fang Chuchu chuckled, dragged over a stool and sat on the edge of the bed, "Haven't I always been sick?" "This book is right, Xiao Jun can't refute it." Why are you here? "He's more concerned about this at the moment," Ryogen told you? ”

"What can you lift?" Fang Chuchu's several consecutive answers were rhetorical questions, as if to say that these answers were obvious, but you, a big fool, didn't know. "Who else in the world cares so much about your life and death? If you reluctantly add Fang Qiyu, there will only be two of them. But Fang Qiyu called me, and I will definitely not come. ”

Xiao Jun smiled, his lips as pale as his face curled just right, "It's very gratifying to hear your words." "People who have died once can still be so humorous, Fang Chuchu admires him." But I'm not dead, aren't you disappointed? After speaking, I don't know why, the temperature in the air plummeted, and Fang Chuchu felt that he could exhale white air by opening his mouth. Be. She replied, "However, if you still want to die, I will provide you with a plan, find a place where no one is around, especially the kind of place where no one comes for two or three days, and then you can die as much as you like, and absolutely no one cares about you." ”

Xiao Jun felt that the other party was angry, but he didn't know why he was angry. "Fang Chuchu, I disappointed you." Fang Chuchu sneered, "Disappointed? I've never had hope for you, so why be disappointed? ”