Quit Smoking, Quit Others and Quit Love (6)
Sure enough, the previous paragraph was all a dream, and the current cold wind is real.
It's like looking at Fang Chuchu's back, it's called real, and everything else is impossible to realize. Suddenly reminded of his memories, Lin Sen remembered that he had been ignored by such a back too many times when he was a student.
"Fang Chuchu, why did you enter the police station today?" didn't want to endure that back any longer, Lin Sen hurriedly walked a few steps, side by side with the woman, and chatted diligently.
Fang Chuchu squinted, glanced at him, and said, "You can go." ”
This woman is simply a topic terminator, Lin Sen reassures himself that if he is not angry, he will lose if he is angry. "I'll take you home and I'll go."
"Not necessarily!"
Lin Sen kept inhaling cold air, "I'm worried about you like this." ”
"I'm fine." Fang Chuchu said lightly and skillfully, and then glanced at him obliquely, "I see you looking for trouble!" ”
Suddenly hot, Lin Sen laughed embarrassedly, "Why don't I have nothing to do!" ”
"yes, why don't you have anything to do?" Fang Chuchu asked him with his eyes open. Lin Sen couldn't answer for a while, as if he had taken a brick and knocked it on his head.
Fang Chuchu saw that he was successfully forced to have nothing to say by himself, and smiled lightly, "Lin Sen, you have liked to have nothing to do since you were a child, don't you know?" ”
Is this forcing him to reminisce about the past?
"I've always liked to have nothing to do with you since I was a child." Lin Sen finally found the words to pay tribute to her.
The smile on Fang Chuchu's face froze instantly, she didn't quite understand the meaning behind the other party's words.
"Fang Chuchu, I'll tell you clearly now, I only have nothing to do with you, and I don't care about the others." Lin Sen looked at her with determination in his eyes.
A series of events that have happened since they met seem to be enough to prove the truth of Lin Sen's words. This time, it was Fang Chuchu's turn to be silent.
Lin Sen saw that she was distracted, and immediately asked a question to pull her back, "What medicine will you take besides cold medicine?" "He's always been concerned about that. Fang Chuchu turned his head and stopped looking at him, "A lot of medicine." ”
"For example?"
"It's none of your business."
"Are you not even giving me a chance to care about you now?" Fang Chuchu is an indifferent ice cellar, seven years have passed, she has frozen many of her exits, and Lin Sen has no chance.
"What if you give it? Can you help me quit the drug? ”
"Why not?"
"I can't quit myself, can you?" Fang Chuchu turned around and questioned him, she felt that the man was naïve and stupid at this time.
"If you can, let's quit my addiction first!" Fang Chuchu could smell it all the time, and the sometimes light and sometimes strong smell of smoke on his body was the biggest difference from him seven years ago.
Lin Sen was ashamed, he had sworn in front of Mu Yao. It's just that just now, he solved a package out of control. "I quit smoking," he said, "but you also have to quit medicine." ”
"You don't come, you can quit if you want, it has nothing to do with me." Fang Chuchu hated any agreement that treated her as a condition. She turned around angrily, but Lin Sen grabbed her wrist, "Fang Chuchu, I'm serious, if you quit medicine, I will quit smoking." ”
"Then I'll tell you seriously - I won't do it."
"Then I'll increase the weight, you say, how can I get you to quit drugs?" didn't let go, Lin Sen asked her sincerely.
Fang Chuchu felt that she had said it very clearly, she didn't understand why men were obsessed. She snapped her fingers one by one and shouted angrily, "Let go! Didn't you hear? I told you to let ......"
As soon as Lin Sen exerted his strength, Fang Chuchu was brought to him, and the distance between the two of them was palpable.
The more flustered, the better Fang Chuchu's acting skills became, the corners of her mouth were slightly hooked, and she whispered, "When you were in the hotel, did you want to do the same?" ”
Lin Sen's face was expressionless, "You can laugh at me as much as you want, but I want to tell you, I'm a man, not a pervert." ”
"Yes, you're a man, a man who stands up to the sky - a man who stands up to the sky and the earth does this to a woman?" Fang Chuchu raised his wrist, and on top of it was his tightly clamped hand, because of the force, his fingertips were already white.
It was also at this time that Lin Sen saw the white bandage covering the back of her sweater sleeve, and he let go in fear, "How did you get this?" He was about to care, before Fang Chuchu, who was out of control, immediately wrapped his arms behind his back and vigilantly: "You should go back." ”
Lin Sen didn't dare to imagine what this woman had done behind his back, anyway, it must not be as simple as taking medicine indiscriminately. Silently, his heart is changing dramatically.
"You haven't answered my question yet."
"I said, I won't do it!"
"I'll mention one, you'll do it!"
Fang Chuchu looked at it suspiciously, not because he was curious about what the conditions were, but because he wondered why he was so sure.
"I vowed not to smoke again...... Not near you, but I want you to promise me that in the future - live well. ”
This...... Is it a condition?
This condition, when Lin Sen asked Fang Chuchu, he had already thought of it in his heart - he was afraid that she would say it. But now, he's saying it himself.
However, Fang Chuchu's silence made him see the contradiction:
Will she say yes? If he agreed, he should be glad that she could live well; If you don't agree, is it because the "weight" is too heavy, or is it something else?
Expectant, contradictory, humble, Lin Sen waited for Fang Chuchu to answer.
With the hands behind his back, he was slowly clenching his fists, Fang Chuchu didn't know how much he could hold on. "Joke!" She just said.
Lin Sen looked at her, "Fang Chuchu, is it a joke or don't you dare?" ”
He's pushing her.
Taking a step closer, Lin Sen breathed into contact with her again, "Haven't you always hated me and don't want to deal with me?" This is an opportunity. This time, Lin Sen is also pushing himself against the precipice.
"If I say yes, you'll be able to promise it?" Fang Chuchu asked.
Lin Sen's eyes were loose, but he still gritted his teeth and said, "Do what you say." As the words fell, he grabbed the hand hidden by her from behind the girl's waist and raised it between the two, "You have to promise me too." ”
"What you said about living a good life is too broad, I don't understand." Fang Chuchu exploited the language loopholes.
After a pause, he said, "Don't hurt your body." He lowered his raised arm, but he didn't let go, and gently wrapped it around her wrist.
Fang Chuchu took a step back, and the hand that was originally around her wrist immediately slid towards her palm and held her. Fang Chuchu saw it and looked away, "Okay, I promise you." She bowed her head, "It's time for you to let go." ”
Let go.
"Now, you can go!" Fang Chuchu said that it was time to fulfill the agreement.
"You go first, I'll watch you go." Lin Sen put his hands in his pockets and put on a relieved posture.
Fang Chuchu didn't hesitate, turned around and left. Lin Sen's footsteps stopped, staying in place, watching her get farther and farther away, but he didn't dare to catch up, he wanted to keep the promise-
Quit smoking, quit people, quit love.
It turns out that there is a kind of back, not that she never looks back at you after you, but that you clearly see that she is out of sight but can't catch up.
Both are uncomfortable, but the level of the latter is multiplied by the former.
The back finally disappeared into the corner of the street, and the pace of following came to an abrupt end, and Lin Sen had no reason to catch up, maybe he really had to say goodbye.
If the camera centered on Lin Sen's lonely expression at this time continues to pull back, and keep pulling until the field of vision expands to the entire street, Lin Sen on the side of the road gradually blurs, but Fang Chuchu at the corner of the street gradually appears—she slid down against the wall, and the tears on her face were clearly visible.
When she turned around, she cried.
Such an agreement is a kind of bravery for Lin Sen, but it is a kind of torture for her. Every step she took away from him was like stepping on the tip of a knife, and she lost—the last thing she could quit was him.
Seven years ago, his amorous nature made her leave him.
Seven years later, his affection forced her to leave him.
was already uncomfortable all over, but as soon as the tears came out at this time, her internal organs immediately twisted together, and it hurt so much that she couldn't breathe. It wasn't until she cried until her whole consciousness was dazed, and she was pulled up by someone and held in her arms, that she stopped her tears and asked, "Lin Sen?" ”
"Fang Chuchu, how many things do I have to do before you remember me?" The familiar tone and familiar anger, Fang Chuchu suddenly knew it, and in the next second, her feet left the ground and she was beaten and picked up.
Leaning on the man's chest and pulling the tie he hung down, Fang Chuchu raised his head from his arms and chuckled: "Lu Yan, I know it's you." ”
Lu Yan pursed his lips tightly, he didn't respond, he was angry.
The assistant pulled the car door open, and he carried the woman into the passenger seat, the tie still in her hand, and she smiled softly at him as she had just done.
Lu Yan propped herself on either side of her seat, her gaze from the hands on her tie to the woman's eyes—she had just cried, as bright and clean as if she had been drenched in the rain.
"Is it okay for me to call you Ayan in the future?" She asked softly.
However, the more gentle she was at this time, the deeper the two words pierced her heart just now. Lu Yan restrained his feelings, looked at her and asked coldly, "Fang Chuchu, haven't woken up yet?" ”
The words were like a cold basin of ice water poured up, and the hot whole body dropped a few degrees because of these words, and Fang Chuchu found some reason at the same time. Her eyes flickered, and her lips opened slightly.
Lu Yan suddenly tightened his throat, swooped down, and could no longer control it, kissing her and blocking her voice.
This is Lu Yan.
After a second of docility, Fang Chuchu immediately came back to her senses and resisted, but to no avail, because soon, the hands pressing on her sides easily clasped her mess.
She was pressed against the chair by him, and her whole body was hot again.
"Fang Chuchu, who am I?" Above her, Lu Yan asked.
"Bastard!" Fang Chuchu scolded.
Lu Yan smiled, "Very good." Remember, I don't feel the same way I give you that man, and don't treat me the way you treat him, I can't stand it! ”
Getting up, Lu Yan fastened his seat belt for Fang Chuchu and tied his hands.
"What are you doing?" Fang Chuchu was frightened.
"As I said, you are mine, and your life is mine. I won't allow you to go on like this. With that, close the door on her side. Fang Chuchu immediately scolded, "Lu Yan, you super bastard, you ......"
The latter words did not come out, and Fang Chuchu lay back in his seat heavily. She found that scolding was also a force job, and she was now paralyzed, without a trace of strength.
Lu Yan sat in the driver's seat at this moment, and Fang Chuchu looked back at him, "What are you going to do to me?" ”
"Fang Chuchu, you're sick."
"I know."
Lu Yan turned his head to look at her, serious and firm, "I want to cure you." ”