Seeing Jiang Lanzhou yelling at himself, Ou Du was not so strong, and his language softened: "But after all, it's your first day of reporting, and it's not good to leave the boss with the impression of being slacking off for the first time." What's more, it was Shentu who introduced it to you leisurely, and you have to behave well. After all, you can't discredit your friends. ”

As soon as Jiang Lanzhou wanted to say something, Ou Du preemptively said: "Of course, if you come to work at Ou Clan, I will never punish you for slacking off." "Smiling and energetic, but still a little pale.

"If I go to work at Oo's, how do other employees perceive me? And if we are together for a long time, the possibility of exposure will be greater, so ah, it is better to be separated. Are you sure it's okay, though? Jiang Lanzhou still asked worriedly.

"I'll be half discharged early tomorrow morning, and then I'll go home and sleep. The doctors all said that there was no big problem, just need to rest. ”

"But you're sick ......"

took out a small white medicine bottle without words from his pocket and shook it: "I carry the medicine with me, and I will take it on time." The reason why I got sick last night was because I hadn't taken my medication on time for the past few days. This time I'm smart. ”

Staring at Ou Du, Jiang Lanzhou finally confessed: "Ou Du, in fact, you are a very good person. Except, of course, at the time of onset. By the way, I have something to tell you. ”

"What's the matter?" Ou Du crossed his arms around his chest, and he looked like he was listening.

"That...... I couldn't find the one I painted before, so I searched the whole ......."

"I'll take it and have someone frame it."

Jiang Lanzhou blinked his eyes, was stunned for a moment, and then reacted and said loudly: "You took away the frame?" ”

Ou Du nodded.

"When?"

"I'll be home at four or five o'clock. When I saw it on the table, I rolled it up and put it in the car. I didn't expect to get sick later. When I went to the company this afternoon, I had already asked Sun Sheng to send it for framing. ”

Jiang Lanzhou lowered his shoulders and complained: "Big brother, can you make a noise in the future, I thought I lost it." ”

"Okay, it's my problem, I'll pay attention next time."

"I have one more thing to confess."

"What's the matter, this is a sudden change of mind?"

"No, didn't you ask me to draw two paintings, and I really couldn't draw the other one. As far as my current perception of art is concerned, I can't draw good works. I don't want to scribble a painting to fool others, it's disrespectful to art, and it's disrespectful to the other person. ”

After speaking, he lowered his head, like a child apologizing and admitting his mistakes.

As Ou Du was silent for a long time, the more apprehensive Jiang Lanzhou became, and the more he didn't dare to look up at him. It seemed that he could feel his fierce gaze overhead.

But this is not the case at all.

"Well, let's just send that pair. When the time comes, explain to Mr. Prosper, and he should understand that you sent him a Chinese painting. ”

Hearing him speak, Jiang Lanzhou raised his head and saw that he had been staring at his mobile phone to send a message, only to realize that he had been silent for a long time because he was replying to the message.

"The doctor said you need to rest well and stop looking at your phone."

"Well, right away, I'll get back to this."

"Good, obedient."

As soon as Jiang Lanzhou said this, Ou Du really stopped, looked at her and said with a smile: "I think you have a different brilliance." ”

"Humanitarian brilliance?" The corners of Jiang Lanzhou's mouth rose and said proudly, "After all, it is love to fight evil." You've treated me so badly, and I care so much about you. ”

Ou Du shook his head and said sincerely: "No, it's the brilliance of motherhood." ”

The corners of Jiang Lanzhou's mouth instantly drooped, and he said expressionlessly: "Call Mom!" ”

“……”

"Seriously, you didn't think about it, if something really happened to you last night, you were kidnapped by the bad guys, or you froze to death in the wilderness, or you were so frozen that you needed to amputate your limb......"

"Can you stop talking-" Jiang Lanzhou's voice suddenly raised, startling Ou Du.

But when he saw her clenched fists trembling slightly, Ou Du understood. It's not that she's not afraid, but she doesn't show it and pretends to be strong.

The pale face was obviously palpitating. It's not that she doesn't have hatred for herself, but she just hides it, so she can still talk and laugh with herself on the surface.

"You can scold me or hit me if you want, I was sick at the time, and I did too much. I ......"

Jiang Lanzhou's eyes were a little red, and he opened his gaze slightly, not looking at Ou Du: "Even if you kill me when you are sick, what can you do?" When the time comes, your family will issue a mental disorder certificate to prove that you have a mental illness and that you did everything in a delirious situation, then ......" Suddenly, she stopped, realizing that there was something wrong with her words.

Jiang Lanzhou reached out and ruffled his hair and pursed his trembling lips: "I'm sorry, maybe I also have mental illness, I don't know what I want to express." With that, he turned and walked towards the couch, lay down, closed his eyes, and said no more.

But in the quiet room, I could hear her trembling breathing.

Ou Du also regretted a little, just now it was clear that the atmosphere was so good, he shouldn't have opened Pandora's box. However, this hurdle must be faced after all.

Reaching out to turn off the lights in the room with the remote control, Ou Du turned his head to look outside, the dark night, he couldn't even see the moon, he could only see the neon flashes of the city, and he felt a little dazzling for a while.

Manic depression is more likely to be inherited, and his grandfather is suffering from this disease, but his father is lucky not to have the disease. But in his generation, the situation seems to be even more serious than that of his grandfather.

Everyone thought that he had been studying abroad, but in fact he had been studying abroad while receiving treatment in a psychiatric hospital. When my mental state is good, I study, and when I am not good, I am locked up in the hospital all day long.

This disease has appeared since the second year of high school. In the cafeteria, he talked about the illness of the disease, and a boy in charge of the foreman ridiculed him, Ou Du did not control it, and fought with the boy in the cafeteria, and his face was also painted at that time, which alarmed the school leaders and parents.

After that, he had another episode of depression, and his parents took him to the hospital for treatment, only to find out that it was manic depression.

Ou Du closed his eyes and frowned, feeling deep self-blame, guilt, and even some hatred for the harm he caused to Jiang Lanzhou when he was sick.

After hearing Jiang Lanzhou's breathing gradually stabilize, he picked up the thick blanket, tiptoed towards the sofa, knelt in front of Jiang Lanzhou, opened the blanket, and gently covered her. Stretching out his index finger, he wiped the tears from the bridge of her nose and whispered, "I'm sorry, it's my fault." ”