92. Between love and pain

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Gu Xing said with a smile: "Let's engrave the agreement on this pear blossom tree, this is also one of the hundred romantic things that couples must do!" ”

He took out a Swiss Army knife and carved a heart on the trunk of the pear blossom tree, and engraved the Chinese pinyin abbreviations of Mu Fengmian and Gu Xing's names on the heart.

Mu Fengmian smiled: "Why do you keep thinking about those hundred things?" It's not romantic to always bring it up so deliberately! ”

Gu Xing smiled: "Because you promised me, don't break your promise!" ”

Mu Fengmian raised his forehead and smiled: "I never break my word about what I said!" ”

She once promised Gu Xing that she would give him the first time if she had done all the previous ninety-nine romantic things (the hundredth thing was to grow old together), so Gu Xing was particularly active in this regard!

Gu Xing collected the painting in his bedroom and hung it on the head of the bed.

After dinner, Gu Xing took two hoes and dug out a dark brown ceramic jar from under the pear blossom tree in the back garden with Mu Fengmian.

There was a piece of red paper pasted on the can, on which there were three calligraphy words with iron paintings and silver hooks written by Gu Xing himself: pear blossom white.

It was the sake he made last year, and the pear blossoms he used were the pear petals of this 10-year-old pear blossom tree.

Gu Xing opened the wine jar and saw a few pear blossom petals floating quietly on the light yellow and crystal liquid.

Aromatic!

"Wow! It smells so good! Gu Xing's eyes were shining with dazzling light, and with his prosperous beauty, he was particularly dazzling.

Mu Fengmian forgot to breathe for a moment and stared at him.

There was a swing frame under the pear blossom tree, and Gu Xing pulled Mu Fengmian to sit on the swing frame.

The warmth of the bodies snuggling up to each other is mixed with the fresh scent of pear blossoms.

Drunk! Wine is not drunk, everyone is drunk!

Gu Xing conjured two jade wine glasses like magic, and poured the glowing liquid on them, the wine in one wine glass was almost full, and the wine in the other wine glass was only half a glass.

"Here, cheers!" Gu Xing smiled and clinked glasses with Mu Fengmian.

Mu Fengmian smiled: "Do you want to drink here?" What if I'm drunk? ”

"It's okay, this wine is very low, in case you get drunk, I'll carry you back to the room!" Gu Xing said with a smile.

"But aren't we going to get drunk together? I'm getting drunk so soon, and you're not drunk, is that funny? Mu Fengmian tilted his head and asked.

"Well, I'll drink half of it first, and then you drink it again!" Gu Xing drank it all and said with a smile: "Good wine!" My winemaking skills are good, I learned them from Uncle Li Yang! ”

He drank more than a dozen glasses in a row, but his face and ears were not red at all, which showed that the amount of alcohol was really good.

Mu Fengmian smiled, her cherry lips leaned against the edge of the cup, and she took a sip.

A slight aroma of pear blossom mixed with the aroma of glutinous rice liqueur slowly invaded her taste buds, and then rippled and sublimated.

It's so delicious! She couldn't help but drain the wine in her glass.

The warm liquid slid down Mu Fengmian's throat, and fragments of fantasy flashed in her mind!

The surrounding environment seemed to be enchanted: the garden was gone, the villa was gone, and even the Gu Xing around him had disappeared.

She felt that she was not in the village, but was sitting in a small boat with Mu Fengmian, wandering in a clear river.

The water is murmuring in the ears, and the pear blossoms of a tree by the river are competing

Open, the spring sun shines on the body, warm.

The boat quietly drifts with the current, and there is a kind of artistic conception of "wild crossing without a boat and self-traversing".

Mu Fengmian was intoxicated and felt a little hot in his body.

She couldn't help but bow down and wash her face with the clear river water

Then, Mu Fengmian found that the river water also had the smell of pear blossom brewing, and it turned out that this was a wine river......

Gu Xing appeared by the river, he took off his shirt, revealing his upper body that can cause male hormones to burst, jumped into the river, and while drinking the river water, he chanted the famous sentences of Cao Cao and the poet immortal Li Bai: "When you sing about wine, life is geometric." For example, the morning dew is bitter in the past...... Life must be happy, don't make the gold bottle empty to the moon! ”

At this time, Gu Xing had already drunk all the remaining pear blossom brew, and he was a little drunk, intoxicated by the charming picture.

The pear blossoms in the sky are like snow in spring!

Mu Fengmian held an oil-paper umbrella and walked towards him in the smoke and rain in the south of the Yangtze River

She sat down under the pear blossom tree, played the yaoqin, and sang "Yangguan Three Stacks" with a smile: "Persuade you to have a glass of wine, and there is no one in Yangguan in the west"

Gu Xing said with a smile: "I made a limerick poem about pear blossom brewing, and I said it for you to laugh at." Ahem, listen, this is the first time I've written a poem in my life! It's this wine that makes me happy! ”

Mu Fengmian smiled like a flower and said, "Listen to me!" ”

Gu Xing cleared his throat and said with a smile: "Thousand-petal pear blossoms make new wine, and the wine relieves your worries." Share joys and sorrows, how many autumns will you spend in paradise? ”

Mu Fengmian smiled affectionately: "The sentence 'wine into the intestines to relieve worries' is not in line with the plain, and it is changed to 'the intestines are cleansed and relieved'." Ah, how many springs and autumns do you want to spend in this paradise? I will accompany you through thick and thin, with joys and sorrows! ”

When the two are in love, they drink together, hug each other and sleep!

The picture in the fantasy is thousands of trees and pear blossoms, and a pear blossom pressing the begonia, but the picture in reality is: Gu Xing suddenly hugged Mu Fengmian in his arms, lowered his head and sniffed at the corner of her mouth, and said with a smile: "Are you drunk?" Half a cup only! ”

"I'm not drunk." Mu Fengmian showed a soft smile and resolutely denied it. Drunk people like to say they're not drunk!

Gu Xing picked her up and walked into the house, smiling as he walked, "Oh, aren't you drunk?" That's a shame. ”

"Huh? What a pity? ”

"A few more drinks!"

Mu Fengmian asked, "Why?" ”

Gu Xing replied with kindness: "Good drunkenness and disorder." ”

Mu Fengmian didn't refute it, he only knew that he was smirking, and that smile seemed to condense all the beauty in the world!

Gu Xing's heart was beating like a beat.

In a panic, his forehead accidentally hit the door frame of the back room, and a small bag suddenly bulged.

"Are you alright?" Although he was drunk, Mu Fengmian still subconsciously reached out and rubbed his forehead.

Gu Xing settled down and continued to walk towards the bedroom on the second floor.

There was a fire burning in his heart! She promised that she would leave the first time to him!

But Mu Fengmian in his arms didn't realize that he was in some kind of danger, and his head instinctively rubbed against his chest, and his chest was itchy and numb.

Holding the warm fragrant nephrite in his arms, and this "nephrite" was still so restless, Gu Xing felt his blood surging upward, and his breathing became even more rapid

Mu Fengmian raised her little head drunkenly and hazy, looked at Gu Xing's handsome and manly face stupidly, and watched his protruding Adam's apple roll rapidly a few times, she smiled and stretched out a hand to pinch his chin mischievously.

She has both the youth and ignorance of a girl, and a little bit of the softness and charm of an adult woman, and has a unique charm between a girl and an adult woman.

The face like a fairy with a little pink, the delicate and smooth skin like satin, the graceful and delicate figure, the unconscious whispering, and the sultry movements all seem to have a fatal attraction to Gu Xing.

Gu Xing's eyes were dark, his Adam's apple rolled a few times rapidly, and he swallowed a mouthful of saliva hurriedly, wanting to pretend that he didn't see anything, pretending that he had self-control.

But Mu Fengmian's body was not honest at all, twisting in his arms, and reaching out to hug his waist, putting his face against his chest, rubbing and rubbing, the cherry mouth was like an orchid, with a little warm wine.

Gu Xing is a normal man with strong blood, and he has never experienced anything between men and women.

Usually, normal men who have not experienced the affairs of men and women are especially looking forward to those things.

If Mu Fengmian continues like this, he can't guarantee whether he can suppress the desire in his body.

So, before things got out of hand, he took a deep breath and sent Mu Fengmian into her bedroom and put her on the bed.

While helping her change her pajamas, his self-control was once again challenged like never before!

Just when he was about to take action, Mu Fengmian suddenly cried.

"Dad, Mom, do you really regret giving birth to me?" Mu Fengmian's eyes were red, and his tears could not be suppressed.

Gu Xing's expression froze. He had never seen Mu Fengmian reveal such a fragile side.

"Mom, Dad, Mom, why did you give birth to me? Since you gave birth to me, why don't you raise me well? Why do I have to be left alone in this earthly world? Mu Fengmian sobbed in a low voice, and whispered something.

Mu Fengmian's heart was empty.

A person without a home is like a kite with a broken string, seemingly free, seemingly flying high, but in fact, the heart will not be steady, and the wandering heart will not find a sense of security and belonging.

For Mu Fengmian now, Gu Xing is her home, but she is still very insecure in her heart, afraid that Gu Xing will change her mind and leave her like Gu Jingheng, so how should she deal with herself?

Gu Xing sighed, gently touched her forehead, and rubbed her hair. He can actually understand her feelings.

Although Mu Fengmian seems to be strong and fearless and doesn't care about anything, in fact, deep down, why doesn't she desire to have normal family affection? The pain given to her by her family of origin will flare up from time to time and torment her.

Over the years, she deliberately hated her parents, because she was afraid that she would be nostalgic for this abnormal family relationship, afraid that this family affection would hurt her again, would make her fall into the abyss of pain, and could not get out, so that she would lose her courage, unable to continue her smiling life, and unable to continue to fight for her dreams! .

But if you don't think about it, you really won't think about it?

Maybe it's because of this that Gu Xing has so much pity for Mu Fengmian.

He knew that to Mu Fengmian, he was not only a lover, but also her dearest.