Chapter Eighty-Seven: They Once Was
"Honey, it seems that your parents like us together."
Mihir snuggled up to Chen Mo who sent her out, she was a little worried about her sudden visit, but judging from the attitude of Chen Mo's parents towards her just now, they were still very satisfied with her.
"However, it's your aunt who keeps staring at me, and it makes people's hearts go straight to the hair." For some reason, Michel's gaze at Chen Zixian was always inexplicably uncomfortable, although she had always smiled politely, but her smile made her feel stunned.
Talking to his girlfriend all the time, Chen Mo moved his arm slightly, as silent before, withdrew the hand that had been dragged by Mihil, helped her open the car door, and said to her in a bad or bad tone, "Next time, don't come over so suddenly, call me first." ”
For Chen Mo's coldness, Mihir has long been accustomed to it, who let her love him more, as long as he is not enthusiastic about other girls, everything about him, she can bear it, reached out to wrap her arms around his neck, stood on tiptoe and pecked his thin lips, and always looked at him not enough, "I don't want to surprise you!" ”
Although Chen Mo and Mihir have determined the relationship between men and women, and all this is still something he has worked hard to get, but every time Mihir is obsessed and enthusiastic about him, he still obviously resists in his heart, and he also tries to cater to and accept her, and in terms of Mihir's figure and appearance, it is definitely crazy for many men, but damn himself, he still can't let her into his heart.
Because it was already occupied by another person!
And that person is no longer inferior to him!!
Chen Mo sighed silently in his heart, nudged away Mihir's enthusiasm again, and took a step back slightly, "It's late, go back quickly." ”
"Chen Mo, don't you even want me?" He kept a step away from her again and again, making her heart suddenly empty, and her confused eyes stared at him.
"Haven't you already returned to China, and there will be many opportunities for us to meet in the future." As Chen Mo spoke, he quietly pushed her into the car and closed the door, "Be careful on the road!" ”
Although Mihir was reluctant to part with him like this, however, what Chen Mo said was also that she had persuaded her parents to let her studies transfer to China, and she and he would be able to meet every day in the future.
Just as Mihir drove away, Gao Xinyue's taxi stopped at Chen's villa, got out of the car and walked to her cousin, who had not had time to return to the house, and followed the direction of the car that passed by her just now, and asked Chen Mo, "Do you really want to be with Mihil?" ”
Chen Mo withdrew his eyes from the direction Mihir left, and did not respond to any words from Gao Xinyue, but turned around and walked towards the villa.
"What about Wu Yutong? You just gave up and let her be with Wu Yulin? No matter how indifferent and perfect Chen Mo pretended to be in front of Wu Yutong, Gao Xinyue still saw the clue from the gloomy sadness when he looked at Wu Yutong's uncontrollable gaze every time he was with Wu Yutong and Wu Yulin.
Some wounds, no matter how well you cover them up, they are perfect, but the wounds revealed from your bones can still be clearly felt.
Because of that kind of pain, that kind of pain that she suppressed and longed for, she also experienced it clearly!
Chen Mo slowly turned to look at his cousin, who lived under the same roof as him, he might have to hide all his emotions to his aunt, but in front of this cousin, he didn't need to make himself work so hard.
Because he knew very well all her pretense of arrogance and strength, she just wanted to separate Wu Yutong and Wu Yulin through him, he was now not only familiar with his aunt's affairs, but his cousin had always been under his control. She has already talked to Wu Yutong, but as a result, her 'warning' and 'intimidation' just made Wu Yutong more determined in her love for Wu Yulin, and the relationship between Wu Yutong and Wu Yulin, once her aunt knows, will end the decision to marry the Wu family at any time, and find someone else, at that time, she will have no bargaining chips with Wu Yulin!
"If you want to separate them through me, then I'm sorry to disappoint you."
"You like Wu Yutong, I know," Gao Xinyue walked in front of Chen Mo, looked into his eyes, and said in a firm tone, "You have always liked Wu Yutong, and you have never given up, don't want to deny this!" ”
"Yes, I like her, I like her, I like her, I like her, I like her, I like her, I like her I never gave up, my love for her," Chen Mo pulled the corners of his mouth, with a sad smile, "But I never wanted to have that love, knowing that there would be no result, knowing that she didn't belong to me..."
"No, she belongs to you."
Gao Xinyue eagerly interrupted Chen Mo's mournful tone, Wu Yutong first fell in love with Chen Mo, this point, not only her, but even Wu Yulin and Chen Mo themselves knew very well, but Chen Mo repeatedly ignored her and snubbed her, and she shifted her attention to Wu Yulin. Gao Xinyue also regretted that she was just blindly making things difficult for Wu Yutong at the beginning, if she was calmer and smarter at that time, she should have helped Wu Yutong catch up with Chen Mo, then she didn't have to work hard now and couldn't let Wu Yutong leave Wu Yulin voluntarily.
"As long as you want to get her, I believe that with your strength, Wu Yulin is not your opponent at all." Now, Gao Xinyue, who is helpless, can only hope that Chen Mo can snatch back Wu Yutong from Wu Yulin's hands, she believes in her cousin's strength, as long as he wants it, there is nothing that he can't get, Chen Mo's usual well-behaved and weak and docile appearance are just his disguise, this, Gao Xinyue can be sure!
"You seem to have forgotten that I already have a girlfriend, and besides, I don't plan to break up with her."
Chen Mo avoided Gao Xinyue's direct gaze, and glanced away in a light tone, he did not deny that this cousin seemed to know far more about him than her mother.
Chen Zixian's understanding of Chen Mo is only through his monitoring, and he has obtained some understanding of his behavior, but at this moment, Gao Xinyue's understanding of him is directly hitting the deepest and truest self in his heart, which makes Chen Mo feel the most repulsed.
"But you don't love Michiel at all, do you, you're just taking advantage of her."
"Love?! Hahaha," Chen Mo couldn't help laughing at himself when he heard this word, and also laughed at Gao Xinyue, "What do you love?" It seems that in the Chen family, there is no such word! ”
"But you have!" Gao Xinyue faced her cousin's 'sarcasm', looked at him straightly, and said in a firm tone, "You are sad because of Wu Yutong, you are eager because of Wu Yutong, don't say you don't understand, haven't you also deeply experienced those?" Hearing that she is in danger and rushing over to protect her desperately, these are all evidence that you love her! ”
In the face of Gao Xinyue's questioning, Chen Mo's silent efforts to hide the churning emotions in his heart because of those words, yes, he loved, rushed to her side desperately for Wu Yutong, looked at her sad and affectionate eyes towards herself, watched her walk towards Wu Yulin step by step and Chen Mo who was helpless... He's so well aware of his energy.
However, so what, in the end, they still became strangers, he is still the dark and dirty Chen Mo who fights with his aunt, he is still the Chen Mo who will do anything to achieve his own goals...
"What can you do if you love it?" Chen Mo looked at Gao Xinyue, as if to himself and Gao Xinyue, "Nothing has changed, you also love Wu Yulin, but what is the result?" What have you gotten besides his pain and heartache? ”
"At least prove that my heart has beaten seriously, whether it is pain or sadness, at least I have really loved, even if that love finally makes me crushed and left with nothing, it is better than living in this home like a walking dead every day."
In the face of Gao Xinyue's persistence, Chen Mo suddenly felt that it was not only himself who was pitiful in the Chen family, but also this cousin who seemed to be loved by thousands of people.
Sighing in his heart, he turned his head to look at the mansion and villa that was still so dazzling at night, in C City, how many people envy them for being born under the halo of glory of the Chen family, but who knows that those are just bringing them endless pain, if they can, if they can choose their own identity and family as soon as they are born, he would rather live in a poor family, even if he works hard for three meals a day every day, it is better than being glamorous on the outside, but deep down he is full of hypocrisy and intrigues!
turned around and looked at the place that made him reject and disgust again and again, but it was ironic that all his life he had to be in this 'dirty' place, continuing to disguise himself, and being the self that made him disgusting...
"Brother."
The slight movement of his steps, because of the sound that sounded behind him again, made Chen Mo pause there, this title, it seems to him is very far away, he can't remember it when he was far away, they used to be when they were children, and they were also playing together like other brothers and sisters!
"Brother, when did we start, it turned out to be like this." Gao Xinyue looked at Chen Mo's back, that back was once upon a time the back that she could always rely on in her heart.
Xinyue, don't be afraid, there is a brother!
Once upon a time, he always cared for her like that, even if her father ignored her, her mother hated her, and her grandfather and aunt also hated her, but at least, she still had her brother by her side to protect her! But now?!
Gao Xinyue glanced at the distant night and smiled sadly, "When did we become only indifferent and hateful now!" “