For this thing, I think this kind of thing might pass as soon as possible, because I don't know how this kind of thing is going to happen, of course.

I think a lot of things may make more of a judgment, and there may be some circumstances before this judgment.

So I knew I might ask Anna to do this, but I don't know how far Anna could go.

But it can only be arranged or can give him a suggestion.

"This matter may tell you, I know that this matter is not understood in this way at all, but some things are according to normal terms, I hope that you should be able to help me keep this matter a secret, because I don't know what kind of thing will be in this matter, because after so many days, I have thought about it over and over again, I really have a lot of confusion, you are my friend, I really want to communicate with you, I don't know if you can listen to my explanation, but can you keep these aspects of me a secret?"

Anna nodded, he didn't know what it meant, but he felt that my expression should be very cautious, so she nodded to show her attitude.

"That's right, this matter, cat, you just say it, I don't know what you have to say, if I can help you, I will try to help you."

I swallowed and told him in a very calm way, or that there wouldn't be too much fluctuation in this fluctuation.

"Okay, I didn't think about this matter so much, I just want to discuss it with you, if you follow this understanding, you may do some things, you know I have been wanting to go back to my hometown for this time, I still have a lot of fear about the city here, I still have a lot of fear, a lot of strangeness, I know that I can't adapt to this place at all, although that Jintang is very good to me, really good, I really appreciate his help to me over the years, but I really haven't been able to adapt to my own life, I have a sense of fear in this city, so sometimes when I dream at night, I want to go back to my hometown, my hometown is an orphanage, although it is very poor, but I grew up there, I really want to go back, but I don't know how to tell the Jintang about these things, I know that if I say it, the Jintang will not agree to me going back, so with the gradual passage of this matter, I still have some fear in my heart, I really want to go back as soon as possible, Wouldn't it be too selfish for me to say this at this time? ”

Anna looked at me with a very serious expression, as if she was a little caught off guard by the way I looked.

Or that she may have some understanding of such an action of mine, whether she understands it or not, I just look at her like this.

"Cat, can I tell you the truth?"

"You say!"

"I know I don't know what to say about this matter now, I know that there may be more possibilities for this matter, but I know that the relationship between you should have gone through so many ups and downs, and I have also experienced a rehearsal process for so many years, I hope you will persevere in this study, but everyone has their own ambitions, I don't know why you suddenly want to return to your hometown at this time, don't you insist on it? And now this factory really needs you to go through the training of a while ago, and that Jintang is the only important duty to you, and this factory is named after you, you can imagine how much that Jintang loves you, you leave him at this time, and this project is now in a very critical transition period, you want his whole body and mind to be able to distract at this time, so you may cause a lot of damage to this factory, why don't you think about this matter? ”

I make this very distressed expression, or I make a very resolute expression.

"I know what I'm doing is impulsive, I know I'm being selfish what I'm doing, but I also know that the factory is in a period of transition, and this period is important for everyone, so can I ask you to stay and take care of him, I may want to leave soon, because I really don't want to stay any longer, I feel like I'm here every day, I feel bad every day, I really can't think about my home, I think of the fresh air in our hometown, I really don't feel comfortable in this city at all, I have a deep fear of these interactions, today I deal with these people, I really feel that I am speechless, because I don't know what language to use to look at them, although I see them with a smile, in fact, I feel very painful inside! ”

"Cat, I know that you have your own ideas and plans for this matter, and I won't interfere with you with this kind of heart, but if you think about it, you have experienced so many feelings, so many years of experience, and really said that these things will leave, and I didn't expect that the whole factory is now facing a crisis of more than a year, in these three months, if we don't have a better solution, maybe we can't stop this three months, can't you accompany that Jintang in this most critical and difficult time?!"

Anna's statement, a little bit of a kind of money, some angry feelings, I can certainly understand.

Her current mood is natural, it is impossible for anyone to draw salary at this time, and an action like mine, leaving at this time is completely a move of a special villain.

But I knew I had to do this, I had to make Anna angry, I had to have Anna have to hate me more at this time.

At this time, she will flood with a sympathy that will help that Jintang, and I think it is best to eat it.

I really don't want to have no one to support him after I'm gone, maybe Anna's friendship is crucial.

"Cat, I really think you have to think about this matter, I really think you have to think about this carefully, of course this is your position, this is also your attitude, so I will keep this matter secret for you, because I promised you, but I think this thing is really not easy to do, and it makes people feel that what will everyone think if you abandon that Jintang at this time, and everyone will spit on you, will you take this into account!"

I'm never going downstream, and I seem to make my whole performance feel a little more natural.

I seem to make myself a little more ruthless in this regard, I don't want to be a special person wavering at this time, and I will definitely stick to this matter!

"Anna, I don't know if I say this, you will definitely keep it a secret for me, because I have made up my mind about this matter, I have to leave here anyway, I have to go back to my hometown, I want to be able to breathe freely there, and this time node is very fast, I don't know what will happen to the factory in three months, I have done my best, if this thing collapses in any possibility in the whole three months, it really has nothing to do with me, And I don't have the ability to bear all this, so I just want to leave now, I really want to leave here now, I don't care what kind of action Jintang will have for me, I hope I can leave quietly, I don't want him to have too much to worry about, and I don't have too many expectations, can you promise me? I just have to leave. ”

I looked at Anna sincerely.

I knew that Anna was looking at me in a very strange way now, or the way he looked at me, with a certain expression of disgust, maybe he had an overly old recognition of me.

But I know that this kind of thing is understood by him, well, it will be better to make it according to this understanding, it doesn't matter, it really doesn't matter.

Anyway, as long as you can keep Anna at the last moment, it would be good if Anna didn't leave the country so quickly, and didn't go back so quickly.

Even if she still has a little affection for that Jintang, that is a good thing, and this kind of thing is an excellent thing.

I can do that, maybe I'm really mean, and I'm taking advantage of Anna's feelings to take advantage of my selfishness.

I don't know if I've done this well enough, but I do know if I've made Anna angry enough at this time.

"Miss Cat, I really think that you just said that, I don't know how to give you such an emotion, but I can't help but say that I am disappointed, I am very, very disappointed, I am really disappointed in what you just said, if these are really your decisions, I have no way to stop you, everyone is fair in their position, everyone has their own decision in this position, there is no doubt about this, I don't want to do anything to you in this matter, No one has the right to make a moral judgment that is too high, so I don't care if you make any decisions! ”

I looked at her coldly, and I decided to say something harsh to myself.

"Aren't you the same? Aren't you going back to China soon? Didn't you leave him behind? Aren't the two of us each other? Could it be that these things can only be that you go back to China, you go to live your free life, you live the life you want, you can come when you want, you can go when you want, this is your own decision, no one has anything to do with you, am I not the same, I don't want to have this right? I'm here and I'm gone, don't I have the same rights as you, are we all doing our best like this, why do we have to accuse me in this way and with such an attitude, no one accuses me in this way! ”

Anna stood up suddenly, looking at me with that very regretful look.

"Miss Cat, I really regret what you said, I really didn't know that you would say these words, maybe you said this, I might be able to understand you better, but I just said, we don't need to look at each other from any moral point of view, both sides you go out of your freedom, I go is also my freedom, but I tell you, I am not as selfish as you...... Just like I never knew you! ”

After she said this, she turned and left!

Leaving me alone drinking coffee, I thought to myself that maybe my purpose had been achieved......