That night, Xu Meifeng walked along the road of the lumber mill to the back mountain, sat in the back mountain and blew the cold wind for half a night, her brain was messy, she thought a lot, and she wanted to divorce in anger, but the reality of life made her have to bow her head.

She thought that if she ran out, Lin Rongwei would chase after her, but there was no one behind her, which made her disappointed again, completely disappointed.

Xu Meifeng pulled the grass on the side of the road, if she said how deep her love was before, how big the disappointment is now, and the hatred began to germinate, and the grievances seemed to be soaked and swallowed by the boundless seawater, she cried to the end, she couldn't shed tears, she could pout silently, maintain her crying expression and emotion, but the tears could no longer flow.

The hatred also grew little by little, "Lin Rongwei, how have I treated you for so many years, I have poured out my heart and lungs, and even regarded you as more important than my own life, I can't see you suffer a little grievance for so many years, I always try to give you the best, give you my true heart, you actually beat me, woo woo." ”

Touching her cheek, Xu Meifeng seemed to still feel the pain and heat caused by taking a slap, "Lin Rongwei, I won't love you in the future, it's all your own fault, it's you who broke my heart." ”

Xu Meifeng wiped away the tears on her face, returned home alone, washed her face in the fire room, returned to the bedroom, and looked at Lin Rongwei, who was already asleep, she suddenly felt that she was really ridiculous in the first twenty years.

How could he spend twenty years of youth and hard work for such a man, and even killed a person in order not to be disturbed by others for the future of himself and him, and carried a huge mental burden.

Xu Meifeng had a cold face, pushed open Lin Yuejiao's door, and lay on the side of her daughter's bed.

Early in the morning, Lin Rongwei saw Xu Meifeng and wanted to say a few words to his daughter-in-law, but his daughter-in-law's cold eyes and attitude of ignoring him at all made him feel a sense of humiliation in his heart.

Lin Rongwei had a cold face, and he didn't pay attention to Xu Meifeng, and went out to work in the morning.

After Xu Meifeng waited for Lin Yuejiao to wash her face and comb her hair, she took out five yuan, "Jiaojiao, my mother is not at home at noon today, you go to your second aunt's house for dinner, you can buy breakfast with this money, and your second aunt will send you dinner, study hard." ”

"Mom, you and my dad?"

Although Lin Yuejiao is domineering, she feels most sorry for her mother, she heard the movement of her parents quarreling yesterday, and she was a little scared when she saw the coldness between her parents just now.

"It's okay, I'll be fine with your dad in two days, don't worry, go to school."

Lin Yuejiao left, Xu Meifeng glanced at An Xia, she didn't give a penny, she didn't cook breakfast, An Xia smiled and left.

Xu Meifeng has changed, she is very happy that Xu Meifeng has changed, in fact, she will not ask for Xu Meifeng to give her money, she will not ask for the money of the person who killed her mother, Xu Meifeng and Lin Rongwei's love is completely broken.

After entrusting the child to the second sister, Xu Meifeng ran out to find a job, in fact, it was easy for her to find a job in the unit, as long as she asked the second brother-in-law to say hello to the director of the industrial company and arrange a temporary worker position, it would not be a problem, but she didn't want them to help, he was afraid that his mother and second sister would know that she was looking for a job and guessed what happened between herself and Lin Rongwei, fortunately, the timber mill was surrounded by small factories and other state-owned enterprises.

Xu Meifeng found a job in a machinery factory, helping the kitchen in the kitchen, doing some dirty work, including two meals for 150 yuan a month, Xu Meifeng gritted her teeth and agreed.

If you are tired, you will be tired, she will no longer have to ask Lin Rongwei for money, and she will no longer care about Lin Rongwei's life.

Xu Meifeng started to work that day, there is a master chef for stir-frying, she is the same as other women who help the cook, when the goods come, she will carry the rice and noodles to help unload the goods, wash the vegetables, cut the vegetables and steam the rice, and then after the workers finish eating, they will clean up the dishes and chopsticks, wipe the table and wash the dishes, including the hygiene of the entire canteen after work at night.

There are five people in the canteen, and the machinery factory is not big with only about 200 employees, but for the five of them, more than 200 people are enough for them to be busy non-stop.

After working for a day, Xu Meifeng almost couldn't go back, she only felt that her legs couldn't be dragged as if they were filled with lead, and they were swollen and painful, and her two arms couldn't lift them because of a day's meal.

And on this day, after Lin Rongwei went home at noon, he found that Xu Meifeng was not at home, and went to his mother-in-law's house to look around but didn't see anyone, and he was so anxious that he didn't dare to say anything.

After school at noon, An Xia ate a bowl of beef noodles directly in the small noodle restaurant at the school gate, Xu Meifeng didn't come back, she wouldn't go back to cook for Lin Rongwei stupidly, it was still the same at night, she saw Lin Yuejiao eating the food sent by Xu Meili, and the provocative eyes of the two.

As if she hadn't seen it, Anxia went to the school cafeteria to buy a meal of rice and half a portion of fish-flavored shredded pork, which only cost five cents a piece, and a bowl of free soup.

After Lin Rongwei came home from work in the afternoon, he found that there was no one at home, and he was so angry that Xu Meifeng was playing with him and disappeared, and he went to his mother-in-law's house to look around, but there was still no one.

And because she learned that her son-in-law quarreled with her daughter yesterday, Mrs. Xu didn't even leave dinner, and Lin Rongwei couldn't stay anymore with a cold look, so she left immediately.

He originally thought that when Anxia came back and asked Anxia to cook something to eat, who knew that it was dark, Anxia didn't come back, and Xu Meifeng came back then.

"Where have you been? I didn't say a word when I went out, I didn't even eat. ”

Hearing this before, Xu Meifeng may immediately feel guilty and distressed, at that time she loved Lin Rongwei, how could she bear that he was hungry.

But now, love is gone, hearing this kind of words again, Xu Meifeng only feels particularly harsh, he has worked for a day, he didn't care about himself in his first sentence, and actually accused himself of making him hungry.

Xu Meifeng showed a mocking smile, but her eyes were full of heartache, she felt heartache for herself, why was she so stupid at the beginning, why did she find such a person, she didn't feel sorry for herself at all, she would only consider a selfish man for herself.

"I found a job, I will also go to work to make money in the future, I will never let you raise you in the future, as for you, I will not serve, you are hungry and thirsty to figure out your own way, let's go our own way."

"Xu Meifeng, when are you going to make trouble? Yesterday was my fault, but why don't you want to think about it, it's you who are not right first, the Mid-Autumn Festival is such an important festival, you don't go to see my mother on weekdays, and yesterday suddenly shook your face, it's normal for me to be unhappy.

Yes, I'm not right, I shouldn't have hit you, but haven't I already apologized to you? Why are you still endless, each of you, how long are you going to toss!

You haven't been going to work all these years, it's me who makes money to support you, I'm also very tired, and the pressure at work is very high, you are also considerate and considerate of me, don't make trouble, okay, I'm wrong, okay, let's go to your mother's house for dinner in the Mid-Autumn Festival the day after tomorrow, okay. ”

Lin Rongwei's voice was impatient.