"Nine?" Xia Yuan's pupils dilated and snatched the box from Xun Ran's hand.

Indeed, it turned out that the only vacancy had been placed, and the nine cube crystal cherry blossom specimens were placed in the box upright, almost without any gaps from the edge of the golden box inside, which looked extremely comfortable, and the extra crystal specimen, Xia Yuan recognized it at a glance.

Because it's just too perfect.

Xia Yuan has never seen such a beautiful cherry blossom, the pink stamens slightly exploded from the middle, like the color of dotted ink rippled from the middle, from dark to light, like a drop of ink into the water, in an extremely comfortable way, the five petals have their own merits, regardless of the high and low in the competition, the edge seems to have been cut, with a curve like a crescent.

Therefore, Xun Ran stared at it for a long, long time.

"Good...... It's so beautiful. After coming back to his senses, Xun Ran remembered to praise him.

"Really ......" Xia Yuan frowned, this is definitely not something that he and Xun Ran's craftsmanship can make, no matter how serious he is.

"Thank you." Xun Ran pecked Xia Yuan's face.

"Me?" Xia Yuan covered his face, thinking that he didn't deserve such a reward, "I didn't do it." ”

"Not you? How so? ”

"But......" Xia Yuan nodded and held up the box slightly, "In this place, apart from the two of us, there should be only one person who knows." ”

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Su Xin stared at the sheets for a while, pouted and shook her head, she found that she really didn't match blue, and after thinking about it, she still felt that white was suitable for her. Fortunately, it turned out that most of the things at home were brought by themselves.

She felt a chill and walked over to the window and closed it.

Looking down, Su Xin had never lived in such a tall building, and the surrounding scenery did look unobstructed, but he always felt uncomfortable. She wasn't sure she wasn't afraid of heights, but she felt a little flustered.

But she thought she would get used to it sooner or later.

When the mobile phone rang, Su Xin was startled, and there was a lot less fireworks on the high-rise building, so no matter how much movement there was, it seemed to alarm God.

It's Xia Yuan's message.

Su Xin, who had roughly guessed the content, still clicked on the message interface.

"To be honest, the crystal specimens you made dwarfed my other specimens, but thank you so much for the gift you gave us."

Su Xin clutched his chest, and his hanging heart finally let go.

She replied: "It's good to like it, and it's rare that you can think of me doing it at the first time." ”

"I'm not that stupid."

"You give me a good deal of it, do you hear it! Otherwise, I'll make another big crystal specimen and smash your head hard!" Su Xin also added a threatening expression to the back.

"Why are you the same as the girl...... I've spent ten years with her, and it's my duty to plan for the remaining seventy years! ”

Su Xin lowered his eyes, and the smile on the corner of his mouth gradually dissipated.

The surroundings were indeed too quiet, and there was no erhu sound from the courtyard; There is no smell of wine that fills the alleys; Sparrows were not seen jumping on the ground occasionally. So everything seemed lonely and lonely, it was a great hazy loneliness, rising out of nowhere, out of sight, unable to grasp, foggy and surrounded her, the fear that seeped through every pore, cold and piercing.

Su Xin wanted to cry inexplicably, and relieved all these discomforts with tears.

However, the grief was like a reservoir sealed by a dam, piled up, and it rolled so that her heart ached.

To shake off the feeling, she stepped over to her desk. Pulling out her journal from the dark layer of the table, she hadn't taken it out in a long time.

Taking a deep breath, she flipped through the journal.

The first part of this diary is dated September 17.

The first sentence at the beginning is: I like the first day of Xia Yuan.

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One

Loved the first day of Xia Yuan.

September 17, 2016.

In fact, I made up this diary on October 4th.

Because I denied the fact that I liked Xia Yuan's classmates before, it was not safe, I tried to suppress this heart with my friendship with Xun Ran, but I found that I couldn't do it, it was not something I could control.

I admit that I have always been a person who has always been rational and emotional, and that I have achieved a balance. That's something I'm proud of.

But this self-confidence actually collapsed on September 17.

That day, with the help of Xia Yuan's classmates, I found my former best friend, Snoopy. (Chapter 27)

Now that I think about it carefully, I did have a good impression of Xia Yuan at that time. He's a big boy, but I call this more sunshine, although it feels rough, but no matter how Xun Ran fixes him, he will accept it all, this hidden tenderness is like the night when the glowing moon is actually reflected by the light of the sun.

As I was concentrating on fishing Snoopy, he suddenly appeared next to me and told me in a confident gesture that he could help me.

I still don't understand why I handed those two coins, but I can still recall the unparalleled peace of mind I felt when I held them in the palm of his hand.

Funny is vividly expressed in him, he is like a character who came out of a comic, making exaggerated movements that make me laugh, and at the same time inexplicably dependent. I hugged Snoopy, felt the touch of him pushing my back, and began to run with all my might to avoid the boss.

I really felt the joy that I hadn't felt in a long time.

So an idea popped into my head: with this boy, the rest of my life must be very interesting.

Two

I love the 18th day of summer source.

October 4, 2016.

It's a bit strange to write two journals on the same day, but I try to be as precise and unapologetic as possible.

Today, I was crying in the alley, (Chapter 62) to vent my emotions in a lonely gesture as usual. But the world is too small, or ...... It was fate, Xia Yuan appeared in front of me, and I didn't have time to wipe away my tears at that time.

He's a fool who doesn't comfort anyone!

However...... He always looks free and easy, which makes me envious. This is also reflected today. However, I also learned a truth: there is nothing to worry about when there is a plan to be done and the big picture is decided, I just need to focus on doing it, and that is enough.

He really ...... It's a bit windy.

Three

I like the 126th day of Xia Yuan. (Chapter 105)

January 20, 2017

I never dreamed that Xia Yuan would get out of Snoopy's doll, and I was still wondering how stupid it was to be a fool to get stuck in a doll suit.

But when his head popped out, I was no stranger.

Oh my God, I didn't expect Xia Yuan to have a smart and witty side, he can think of such an idea as acting, I have to say that he is a ghost, and Xu Xuanyue has a fight.

He was rolling on the floor, not looking like a child, and for a while he was so cute that I wanted to pat him on the head, and I struggled to resist the urge. Still, a smile came out of my mouth.

Because of this, I completed a turnover that exceeded my imagination today, and the aunt who sold melon seeds next to me had a black face, and Xia Yuan and I were so happy in the background that we couldn't keep our mouths together.

Why? Why do the corners of my mouth always go up every moment I spend with him? The sun is always shining on you? The feeling of dependence is like an unreasonable child making an itch to me.

Four

May 27, 2017

I like the 253rd day of Xia Yuan.

Xia Yuan is really handsome playing basketball! So handsome! (Chapter 135)

Five

September 17, 2017

I like the 365th day of Xia Yuan, a whole year.......

Zheng Mu's appearance (Chapter 181) is like a bucket of cold water poured from beginning to end. I was terrified, how would I describe it...... I was afraid that my breathing would pause in the next second.

Zheng Mu is very smart and sees through my plan to get rid of him. I had a fever and felt his ghost-like gaze behind me, and at this time, Xia Yuan appeared.

His arms and back were so warm that I was desperate to stick them at the time.

I thought it was him who changed my clothes, and it was the most embarrassing moment of my life, and I was ashamed to feel a little happy when I was curled up in the quilt.

(Chapter 186)

Six

October 23, 2017.

I like the 401st day of Xia Yuan.

To put it simply, Xia Yuan saved my life. (Chapter 213)

I don't know where the sense of dependence and courage came from, and I don't know when, I already believed in Xia Yuan unconditionally, and I actually told him all the secrets in my heart.

And yet he said I ran away from ......

I was angry at first, but when I thought about it, everything he said made sense.

In fact, every time I do it, I put the problem on hold again and again, and never really solve them. Xia Yuan really knows this much better than me.

What kind of boy is he...... I always feel that when I think I know him, he can always surprise me enough to keep me going.

Seven

February 27, 2018.

I like the 517th day of Xia Yuan.

Today I unexpectedly learned a news, Xia Yuan also likes me.

On the contrary, my fear was greater than my joy.

Now the relationship between several of our friends is broken, especially Xun Ran and Xia Yuan, friends who have played since childhood, and suddenly become strangers, even I can't accept it.

I saw Xia Yuan looking at Chen Haoyu with a murderous look on his face, and I suddenly understood one thing: between them, it was like building a bridge.

A bridge that must never break.

What Xia Yuan likes, not me. This cruel fact is hidden in Xia Yuan's stubbornness and machismo, which is so strange, it is obvious that he taught me to face it. Why is he running away from his feelings now?

I decided to check the truth, it was 1 a.m., in fact, it was already the next day, but I had just returned from the red mailbox at Lushan Lake. In that mailbox that was in disrepair, there was a big spider, which really scared me!

And yet the truth lies quietly there.

I decided to take it all as a big gamble.

Eight

March 1, 2018.

I like the 520th day of Xia Yuan.

I lost the bet.

Xia Yuan, what you like is Xun Ran.

What about me...... That's all for this diary, I don't have the courage to write it again.

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Su Xin looked through the above eight diaries, and his heart was like water.

Outside the window, there was a difficult bird's call, as if it was a unique ethereal sound in the silence.

After wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes, Su Xin picked up the pen and opened the diary again.

wrote the following one:

Su Xin, Xiao Su, this is the letter I wrote to myself when I was 18 years old. I hope you can seal it away, please throw it in a place and treat it as if it were a key that you often lose, and at some point in the future, you will be pleasantly surprised to find it.

At that time, please open this memory.

Please read the following passage carefully.

Like is a light that illuminates your life at the same time, it can pass away at any time, and when it leaves, it just goes to illuminate another person's world. But the light that cannot be extinguished will always shine in your own heart. Those days of joy, sadness, pain and madness in secret love are the beacons of memories that cannot be taken away.

It is a medium that you can take out whenever you encounter despair and predicament, and remind yourself that there are still such bright and beautiful experiences in the world.

Remember the boy you liked, he will always shine in the memories of your youth.

At this point, please go on with gratitude and hope.

Live yourself as a beacon.

And keep walking......