Chapter Seventy-Eight: Reminiscences of the Past (6)
When Zhang Fan heard this, he hurriedly interjected and asked, "I was trapped for nearly ten months and couldn't leave that forest, how did I finally get out?" ”
Leng Xingyun sighed: "It is undeniable that Liu Ting sacrificed her life to give birth to a child to a great extent irritated me. I've seen this kind of thing a lot for thousands of years, but it's still hard to accept it when it's my turn.
After the sadness, I calmed down and realized that I had been wrong in the first place. I was only thinking about how to get out of the forest, but I didn't think about why the forest would leave us. Later, I found out that the magnetic field energy of that forest was extremely high and extremely abnormal.
No place in the Demon Valley can compare with it, it is a seemingly ordinary and dangerous place, but in fact it is surrounded by magical and powerful energy, causing the brain to intuitively have the illusion that if you can't get out, you can't get out.
But in fact, as long as you close your eyes and follow the feeling that you keep going straight, you can get out. So, it is deceived by illusion and the naked eye. ”
"I see." Zhang Fan thought for a while, and then asked: "You have always kept the dagger with you, why did you leave the dagger in the wooden house that day?" ”
"I see what you mean." Leng Xingyun explained: "Always never leave your body, that's just consistent, and it's only outside, and there, only me and Liu Ting, there is no danger."
The dagger was originally used for self-defense and other things, but when it wasn't, I didn't need to wear it with me. And at that time, I had just put the fish in a stone pot to boil, and then I went into the house to see Liu Ting.
If she asked me if I was fine, she still brought a dagger to cook soup, didn't she panic? I didn't have the heart to think about it, so I just took off the dagger and threw it into the house. Later I realized that she had already thought about doing this, so she made an excuse to deliberately break me apart, and deliberately tricked me into leaving the dagger in the house.
I also wondered if if she wouldn't have died by disemboweling her child if I hadn't left the dagger in the hut. But after thinking about it, if she never gave birth, the final result would be the death of both mother and son. ”
"But don't you know traditional medicine? How could she not be diagnosed in advance with signs of dystocia? Zhang Fan asked.
"Although I know traditional medicine, I am not very good at it." Leng Xingyun lamented again: "Liu Ting's physical foundation is very good, and when I was five months old, I was diagnosed with a male fetus, and the fetal gas was very stable.
But I ignored a very important problem, she was originally tall and slender, and she didn't have any reaction in the early stage of pregnancy, but she was very able to eat in the middle stage, which caused her to be overweight. Excessive obesity in pregnant women can lead to a fetus that is too large and eventually difficult to deliver.
But at the time, I didn't think of that, I just really wanted her to be well fed. And she wakes up and shouts that she is hungry, and wants to sleep when she is full, I often persuade her to move around more, which is beneficial to production, but she always does not listen, and I do not want to force her to do anything she does not want to do.
Therefore, her dystocia was also indirectly caused by my carelessness, but everything was really just out of good intentions and I didn't think too much about it. At that time, my brain was basically useless!
It wasn't until later that I calmed down and sobered up and completely figured it out, hugged you, took Liu Ting's ashes and the items you once used, and left the forest.
And your mother's ashes, the things that were once used, were placed under the slope of the hill more than seventy kilometers north of the valley, where there was a secret and narrow cave. If you're lucky enough to go out, I'll take you to see her. ”
"Okay." Zhang Fan suddenly left tears: "Why didn't you tell me this when we met in the valley, so that I could go and see her in advance?" ”
"You've forgotten me, what else can I say? Moreover, if you don't know, you won't feel sorry for your life experience, which is also what Liu Ting wants.
She had already confessed that she didn't want you to know about those things, so she thought I picked you up. Before she died, she wrote a diary with her last energy and perseverance, if you can go out, I will take you to see it, and you will understand. ”
After being silent for a while, Zhang Fan said, "I think, I already understand the reason." So, what happened later? ”
Later, Leng Xingyun took Zhang Fan to the bustling metropolis, entrusted an old man to help him contact families with good family background, good character, and no children, and finally found Zhang Hua and Su Fang, a senior teacher couple who are over forty years old and have no children.
Leng Xingyun, under the leadership of the client, met with the couple, and gave them 500,000 yuan when he gave the children out, and repeatedly told them to take good care of the children.
Before leaving, Leng Xingyun told the couple that the child's name was Xiaofan, who was born on January 1, and hoped that his life would be ordinary and happy.
"Did you deserve it, or did my mother deserve it?" Zhang Fan asked.
"Liu Ting has always wanted me to name my child, but I have never had it. Until I gave you away, I was a little reluctant, so I temporarily gave you a nickname as a memorial. Unexpectedly, they really used the word 'fan' to make your name. ”
Speaking of this, Leng Xingyun sighed: "Originally, I wanted to completely cut off contact with you, but after all, I have raised you by myself for more than a month, and you will already smile at me." Whether it was because of Liu Ting's relationship or something else, she was reluctant to cut off contact. I've been secretly by your side all the time, and I'll visit you every once in a while.
Until that year, one night, when I came out of your house, I was followed by several people. I lured them to a no-man's land in the suburbs, only to see them take out ***, obviously trying to capture me alive. When I pressed them, they told me that someone wanted to gain my immortality.
But before they could finish speaking, they swallowed poison and killed themselves. I didn't save them, because if I saved them, I wouldn't survive. Their leader will definitely not let them go, and maybe even affect their families. Otherwise, they will not swallow poison and kill themselves.
And, since I've been following your adoptive parents at their home to prove that they already know what I'm doing, I'm afraid it will hurt you. Therefore, I am even more determined to go to the Demon Valley and find a way or material to crack immortality!
But usually, I never had that strong premonition, but that time I felt that I might encounter great danger, and maybe I wouldn't survive again. And that goodbye is a farewell. But I didn't expect that after being so badly injured that I couldn't even supply my extremely fast repair function, I would still survive.
My life is so big and hard! Later, I decided not to see you again, but I still visit you twice a year, either to just glance at you passing by outside your door, or to sneak in and silently watch you sleep. All in all, didn't bother your life anymore.
It wasn't until I entered the valley this time that I officially met again, only to find out that you had lost your memory! Originally, I thought that you resented my departure back then, and chose to forget. Later, I heard you say that it was the illness that caused the amnesia. It's really impermanent, and creation makes people. ”
"You know, why do I get sick and have amnesia?" Zhang Fan shook his head when he saw Leng Xingyun, and said with a wry smile: "After you left so decisively, I sat in the snow and cried sadly for a long time, crying until I was sweating profusely, and finally fainted in the snow.
When I was found by my adoptive parents, I was almost freezing. After being sent to the hospital, I had a high fever of 40 degrees for a week, and the hospital issued a critical illness notice three times! But then, the lovely angels in white snatched me back from the hands of death, but I forgot all the people and things before!
So, my Nebula brother, Leng Nebula God! Your departure almost caused me to die! If I really die of illness because of you, see how you explain to my mother's spirit in the sky! ”