Chapter Ninety-Three: I'm Tired
At this time, Gao Xinyue, although she finally got her wish and established a relationship with Wu Yulin, her life was not much better than Wu Yutong. As far as she made things difficult for Wu Yutong at Wu Yulin's banquet, Chen Zixian had already questioned the relationship between her and Wu Yulin, why did she trouble that girl if she had nothing to do, and as far as Wu Yulin's reaction at the time was concerned, although Chen Zixian was standing far away from them at the time, Chen Zixian still clearly saw that Wu Yulin was favoring that girl!
Who looks at the face of a domestic helper and the face of the soon-to-be-be-fiancée, unless the girl is very important to him, at least, it seems to be much more important than the person who is going to be his fiancée!
"What's the matter with that girl?" Chen Zixian glared at Gao Xinyue angrily, she really suspected that her daughter had been lying to her all along, as far as Wu Yulin's birthday banquet was concerned, Wu Yulin did not have any 'good' relationship with her, and even ignored her directly.
"She... It's just a subordinate, so what's there... What's going on. Gao Xinyue faced her mother's questioning, and dodged left and right with a weak heart, and now she regretted very much why she was so impulsive to find Wu Yutong's stubble at that time, not only did she not get any benefits, but even her mother aroused suspicion.
"Didn't you say that Wu Yulin didn't have a favorite person, and he had a good relationship with you? Then why did Wu Yulin ignore you all the time during the whole banquet and didn't have any communication with you or classmates! ”
"I... He... His personality is like that, no... Dislike... People quarrel with him. ”
Mother's constant questioning made Gao Xinyue, who had no ability to resist her mother, start to panic a little, and her calm appearance began to slowly disintegrate, and the lies she made up casually stammered and didn't dare to look like her mother.
"Really? Then why is he so enthusiastic about that subordinate and favors her everywhere? Chen Zixian had been monitoring Wu Yulin later, but unexpectedly found that Wu Yulin's mind for almost the entire banquet was on that girl, and scolded Gao Xinyue and asked, "You, have you been lying to me all along, Wu Yulin has already had someone he likes, hasn't he?" ”
"She won't be with Wu Yutong, even if he likes her, the Wu family won't agree to them."
Her mother's repeated questioning made Gao Xinyue completely lose her mind, especially when even her mother felt that Wu Yulin loved Wu Yutong, which made her so emotional that she couldn't calm down, arguing with her mother, "Didn't Grandpa Wu also announce it, soon, Wu Yulin and I will be engaged, and in the end, it must be me who is with Wu Yulin..."
Syllable!!
Gao Xinyue's words had not yet fallen, but she met her mother's hard slap, she covered her cheek that was hit by her mother, obviously she was so wronged, the person who was about to become her fiancé was so partial to other girls in front of her, she was wronged, she was the victim, but why, no one saw her grievances? Why didn't anyone come to her aid and comfort her?
Even her family, her own biological mother, did this to her?!!
Wu Yulin is hurt by his mother and grandfather, Chen Mo is loved by his uncle and Mihir, and even Wu Yutong, who is nothing, is spoiled by Wu Yulin, but why is she like a superfluous person, and she can't get any care?!
What a grievance!
It's really aggrieved, aggrieved and thoughtful, and she lets herself cry, but the tears are just rolling in her eyes, and she can't fall down, because her grievances, her tears, can't play any role in front of her mother, it will only make her mother disgusted and despise her even more!
Chen Zixian glared angrily at Gao Xinyue, who was looking directly at her, the relationship between her and Wu Yulin was not what she said at all, she had been deceiving her, and what she hated the most and could not forgive her the most was to deceive her!
But why does her family, the people she loves and love the most, only cheat on her?!
The father said that he would always love her and be loyal to her mother, but as a result, her mother and other women had children, so that the mother ended her life in despair, and then let that woman and that evil seed take her and her mother's place in a grand manner!
Mother is like this, saying that she will always protect her and stay with her, and when she is asleep, she jumps from the high roof of the villa, completely abandons her, and leaves her!
And her favorite husband, she loved her husband with her whole life, promised her that she would never see her previous lover again, and said that she would give up his previous relationship, but as a result, she still helped the woman again and again, and even after the woman died, he quietly funded the child born to that woman and others!!
Now this only daughter who should be loyal to her, who should stand with her, is actually cheating on her!!
Damn it!
All damn it!!
Why didn't anyone satisfy her, why didn't one thing go her way!
"What I want is not the engagement between you and Wu Yulin on the surface, what I want is that you can make Wu Yulin obediently listen to you, and be able to use it for me in the future, if he can't do this, then there is no need for your relationship with him to exist."
Chen Zixian said to Gao Xinyue in a non-negotiable tone, turned around and walked out of her room, she fancied the power of the Wu family, but if Wu Yulin didn't like Gao Xinyue, and couldn't obediently listen to Gao Xinyue's words for her use in the future, then she had to look for one immediately!
"No, don't!"
Hearing her mother's resolute voice, Gao Xinyue quickly caught up with her mother and grabbed her, no, she finally waited until now, and waited until the moment when she could confirm the relationship with Wu Yulin, this was her only chance to snatch him back, she couldn't let her mother ruin her only chance like this!
"Mom, don't, please," Gao Xinyue grabbed her mother's sleeve and begged, "This is my only chance, this is my only chance to get him, Mom, please, don't even give me this only chance." I'm going to try to make him fall in love with me, I'm going to try to make him listen to you, and I'm going to do it, so, Mom, help me, please, I really love him, I really love him..."
But her daughter's bitter pleading, but she didn't exchange any softness from Chen Zixian, she just looked at Gao Xinyue coldly and sneered, "Love? Hmph, you're mistaken, I let you be with Wu Yulin because I want him to be used by me in the future, not to make you love him! ”
"Mom can't..."Gao Xinyue looked at the arrogant mother, this mother like an iceberg, this mother who has no feelings at all, "Can't you pity the poor daughter?" You are my mother, don't you want me to be happy, all parents, don't they all want their children to be happy? Wu Yulin is my happiness, the person I want to be with even if I die, Mom, please, even if you don't help me, at least, you can't ruin the happiness I want! ”
"Happiness? Huh..."
Chen Zixian sneered indulgently, the word happiness seems to be not in her dictionary, what is happiness? What is happiness? Her father excluded her at every turn, her mother abandoned her, her husband betrayed her...
And in her life, who cares about her happiness or not?!
So...
"I, I only want what I want, I don't care about the rest, no matter what your feelings for Wu Yulin are, if he likes other girls, if he can't be used by me in the future, I will never let you be with him." Chen Zixian resolutely shook off her daughter's hand that grabbed her sleeve and walked out of her room resolutely.
Gao Xinyue looked at her mother's cold back, that was her mother, who gave her life, but never loved her mother, and tried her best to bring her to this world, but never cared about her mother!
She slowly pulled the corners of her mouth, how ridiculous she was, looking at this luxurious and beautiful room, her lofty life, but it was a humble and pitiful situation, it was really ridiculous!
"Huh... Ha... Ahh
Laughing and laughing, it turned into a hysterical roar, she slowly walked out of the room, there was no one around, there was never anyone, why was she always alone!!
I'm tired, I'm really tired!
It's really tiring to be alive!!
It's always a person like this, she is about to be unable to hold on, she really can't hold on, she is so tired, tired as if the sky and the earth are spinning, she stretches out her hand, trying to find a fulcrum that can support her to go on, but it is empty, and she can't hold anything.
Gao Xinyue's eyes slowly blurred her vision with tears, no one would help her, no one would ever care about her...
Chen Zixian is flipping through the family list of all the celebrity societies in C City in the room, she can't hang herself from a tree, in case Wu Yulin can't be used by her, she has to pick a second candidate who is beneficial to her, and the war with her father, she must not lose, everything in the Chen family belongs to her and her mother, she will never allow anyone to take away anything that belongs to her!!
"Miss, Miss."
The hurried knock on the door made her frown unhappily, and her voice was extremely impatient, "What's the matter?" ”
"Miss Sun fainted, come out and take a look."
The anxious voice of the subordinate made Chen Zixian ignore everything all the time, paused, for some reason, Gao Xinyue's sad roar just now kept beating in her head.
She knows very well that her daughter has always hated her, she hates her, she has always cared about this, she doesn't need her liking, she doesn't need any liking, she just belongs to her, she only cares about what she wants, everything else, it doesn't matter, it has nothing to do with her...
However, every time she faced Gao Xinyue's grievances in her heart, she was always uncontrollably affected by her in the face of becoming more and more like her father.
No one will understand her, and they want to look at her, but they can always cause the hatred of her father that is integrated into the bone marrow, which torments her so much!