Yin Ximeng clenched Yin Lingyue's hand, "Sister, do you think Ximeng is very troublesome." ”

Yin Lingyue shook her head, "How come?" Cherish your dreams are willing to open up to me, it's too late for me to be happy! ”

Yin Ximeng hesitated for a moment and said, "I can ...... Tell your sister about what happened to me in the past? These things have been weighing on my heart for a long time, but I dare not tell anyone, and of course, no one wants to listen to me. ”

"Absolutely."

Hearing Yin Lingyue say yes, Yin Ximeng was obviously very happy, and she knew that her sister would not refuse her.

Yin Lingyue didn't speak again, just looked at Yin Ximeng seriously and listened to her alone.

"Sister, it's not that I haven't taken the initiative to find my father, on the contrary, whether it's me, the nurse or Xiaohong, we have all gone to him countless times, but none of him is willing to see us, and I can't even see Xu Zhong's housekeeper, let alone my father. My father's attitude towards me was very clear, and he left us to fend for ourselves. ”

"I rarely get to see my father, I've grown up and I've only seen him a handful of times. It was only when you came to the villa like the last time my sister came that I had the opportunity to meet him. ”

"But he basically didn't care about me, he always disliked me for dressing up and losing his face. But he never thought that if he hadn't bought me new clothes, would I be so shabby? What girl doesn't want to wear beautiful clothes and fancy hair accessories? ”

"Sister, do you know? In fact, my nurse froze to death, and Yin Xiyun humiliated me that day, and I was so angry that I bit her. She was annoyed, so she took the jujube leather whip that her father had just given her and beat me until the skin was open, and the maid beside her held me so hard that I would not dodge. ”

"When the nurse heard the news, I was dying of her beating, the nurse knelt in front of her, dragging her feet and begging for mercy, but she kicked away, the nurse didn't care about the painful body, immediately crawled back to her side and kept kowtowing to apologize, she turned a deaf ear. At last the nurse accidentally tore her new dress, and she was furious, and instead of whipping me again, she ordered the nurse to be thrown into the lake where the ice had been cut, and then watched me and the nurse being played with by her, until her father sent someone to call her, and she left without being satisfied. ”

"The nurse was not drowned, but she was seriously frozen, infected with the wind cold, lying in the Ximengju with this high fever, at that time there was no firewood in the whole Ximengju, let alone any antipyretic medicine, I was desperate, I had to go to my father's Mo Zhuxuan to ask to see him, knelt in front of his study for a day and a night, did not see him, as a result, it was this day and a night, the nurse left, I hugged her cold body and cried for a long time, she didn't look at me again."

Yin Ximeng indulged in the death of her nurse and couldn't extricate herself, time will not dilute these sad memories, her self-blame and remorse over the years have not dissipated over time, but have intensified, bothering her all the time, she always thinks, if it weren't for her resistance, she wouldn't be a nurse......

However, there is no if.

Yin Lingyue wanted to comfort her, but found that she was short of words, and she didn't know what to say at all, as if any words of comfort seemed pale and powerless at this time.

Yin Ximeng calmed down his emotions for a while, and continued:

"My resistance killed the nurse, but why don't I have a long memory, why do I choose to resist Yin Xiyun?"

"My second rebellion hurt my brother. He was the son of a merchant from out of town, and he followed his father to Dream Back to the mountain village to talk about business. He is kind-hearted and humble, and he is the first person to treat me well in so many years, at that time, he will secretly take me out to play every day, buy me delicious and fun, he is like a warm-hearted big brother, taking care of my ignorant little sister. ”

"Later, once we went out to play and was seen by Yin Xiyun, she couldn't see that I was having a good time, so she added fuel and vinegar to my father, and my father blamed me for being shameless and insulting the lintel, and ordered me to cut off contact with Brother Sheng, no matter how I explained to my father that there was nothing between us, and my father didn't believe it at all."

"I didn't listen to their words and broke off contact with Brother Sheng, which can be regarded as a disguised disobedience to Yin Xiyun's meaning, as a result, Brother Sheng's silk cloth was suppressed by his father, and their family couldn't stay in the city anymore because of offending Menghui Villa, so they could only move their family. Since then, I have never seen Brother Sheng again, no matter how much I inquire, there is no news of him, a living person, there is no news. ”

"And Xiaohong, she is the maid ring left to me by my mother, and she is the only one in the house who does not dislike me and is not favored, she is slightly older than me, she just stole the osmanthus cake made for Yin Xiyun in the kitchen, and was beaten by Yin Xiyun. For Xiaohong, I knelt down to Yin Xiyun for the first time, and for the first time, I was so humble that I crawled at her feet like a dog and wagged my tail and begged for mercy, endured all kinds of humiliation and torture from her, but she still didn't let Xiaohong go. ”

"I once again stupidly chose to ask my father for help, the guard at my father's door ruthlessly stopped me at the door, I knelt at the door of Mo Zhuxuan and cried to my father, probably thinking that I was annoying him, so he sent two guards to send me away."

"When I went back, Yin Xiyun had already led her group of maid servants to leave, but Xiaohong was nowhere to be found, I searched for a whole night, but I didn't find her, until the next morning, Xiaohong's bubbling corpse floated on the lake."

"So it's useless to ask for help, compromise or resist, my father won't care if I live or die, and Yin Xiyun won't be soft-hearted."

"If I was still fantasizing before, one day my father will find out my goodness and will slowly open his heart to accept me, then after these things, I don't have any hope, Yin Ximeng has been without a father and mother for more than ten years, and it doesn't matter if he continues to be fatherless and motherless in the future."

After listening to Yin Ximeng's words, Yin Lingyue didn't come to her senses for a long time, Yin Ximeng's experience was much more tragic than she imagined, Yin Ximeng suffered so many grievances and blows, how could she persuade her like that?

Yin Lingyue suddenly felt extremely happy, she had a master who loved her, a senior brother who doted on her, and Xiao Yuan, who put her first in everything, with these, she already had the whole world.

Yin Lingyue decided to talk to Yin Xiaoyun, and she didn't care about what her senior brother said, so that she should not meddle in her affairs and don't cause trouble.

"Ximeng, let me help you talk to the owner of the uncle, you have to know why he did this, I believe you also want to know, right?"

"Thank you, really...... Thank you. Yin Ximeng was very moved, and tears came out of her eyes again.

"Cherish your dreams, don't cry." Yin Lingyue wiped Yin Ximeng's tears in a panic, why did she make Yin Ximeng cry again?

Yin Ximeng's eyes were red and swollen, obviously she was fine before, but Yin Lingyue came to see her, but it caused her to cry like this.

Yin Lingyue wanted to take out her handkerchief, only to realize that her handkerchief had been completely soaked with tears just now.

Mo Yuan quietly took out a handkerchief and handed it to Yin Lingyue, this handkerchief was used by Yin Lingyue to wipe his sweat the last time Mo Yuan and Yin Lingyue went out to play.

Yin Lingyue looked at Mo Yuan, and then calmly took the handkerchief, but secretly hated herself in her heart, why did she ignore Mo Yuan again?

Yin Lingyue took Mo Yuan's hand and asked, "Xiao Yuan, aren't you tired of standing like this all the time?" ”

Mo Yuan replied honestly: "Tired." ”

Yin Lingyue felt even more guilty when she heard Mo Yuan say that she was tired, it seemed that she was always indebted and guilty to Mo Yuan, and he was always so understanding that it was distressing.

Yin Lingyue handed the handkerchief to Yin Ximeng, "Ximeng, I have been disturbed by Xiao Yuan and I for a long time, it's time to leave, I will come to see you when I have time." As for Xiaobai, don't worry, it's getting much better, and I'll be able to send it back to you soon. ”

"Thank you, thank you very much, my sister has helped Ximeng a lot."

"There is no need to say anything superfluous, you can rest well. Don't worry, what I promised you, it will be done. Yin Lingyue assured Yin Ximeng.

"I know, I believe you." Yin Ximeng showed a bright smile to Yin Lingyue.