Chapter 9: Beauty from Distance

Every morning, An'an walked through the school gate, passed the dormitory, and looked at her from the window. Watch her walk across the playground into the classroom. Before she appeared, he would go to the classroom early, and now he waits in the dormitory stupidly, just hoping that every day starts with meeting her.

Once, the roommate had breakfast and turned back, and just saw An'an standing at the window looking out the window and smirking, so he shouted out, "An'an, I'm looking for you!" ”

An'an followed the sound and really saw regeneration. snickered and moved on.

Every morning that followed, as she passed, she couldn't help but look towards that window. That clean face, crimson lips, and bright smile always make people's blood boil faster. The morning begins like this, and every day is full of anticipation and caution.

But it had been many days, and when I passed through that window, my heart was empty. She hadn't seen him for days.

The calm and beauty of the lake was broken by some gravel, causing large and small ripples, and inexplicable little thoughts plagued An'an. What was she expecting? Is it just a simple smile that makes her so unforgettable?

She wondered if it was because the school was spreading about them that he was a little bored, so he avoided her.

Scandals are always confusing, even when the protagonist is at the center of the incident. The girl in the prime of her life, like the thin ice that still floats on the surface of the lake after the beginning of spring, is so fragile and sensitive, a breeze, a drizzle, can make it crack. One action, one expression, will make her think too much.

In fact, in the past few days, he has taken leave to go home, because of a severe cold, he didn't tell An'an about it, when his mother came to pick him up, he was still in class, and he was in a hurry, so he didn't have a chance to tell her at all. An'an had never been to the regeneration class to look for him, and if she did, she would have known the truth of the matter.

Until today, regeneration does not come to school. At the end of the morning exercise, An An was just behind him, only a meter away. The girl next to him seemed to be talking to Reborn. Suddenly, when he turned his head back to the girl's words, Yu Guang saw An An. I haven't seen him for many days, and the look of missing is shining not far behind me.

An An's face was flushed with laughter when he saw that he could talk to that girl, and he thought that it was not only himself, but other girls would also blush.

She couldn't help but wonder, is all this going on just her own delusions and self-righteousness? Is it actually a normal reaction to blush when I see her? Thinking like this, I suddenly felt as uncomfortable as being stuffed in a can. There are a lot of doubts, and the scenes of the past are repeated in my mind, and I am trying to use a bystander to see the facts, I am afraid that it is a self-inflicted farce.

And that orange warm sunny smile was obviously just because he saw her shadow in his eyes. It's just a few days, as if a few seasons have passed. How could he blush like an ordinary girl in the class, she was obviously so special in his heart.

At night, An'an sat quietly in front of the window alone, and the table lamp standing on the bedside table shone on her and warmed her. There was a deep black silence all around her, and it was a good time to think about it.

Time flies like a white horse, graduation is approaching in the form of a countdown, whether there is really nothing between her and Rebirth, maybe it is not even possible to know each other, she decided to leave some memories, even if it is a dream that will eventually wake up, she is reluctant to forget, if a good dream cannot be drawn, leave a trace in words or other forms.

The stupidest thing she ever did was to ask a boy in her class to bring two forms from her classmates to fill out.

One is from the classmates who filled in the classmates there because they were leaving Linjiang City, and the other is from the classmates who just bought it and planned to use it before graduation. Obviously, she did it so willfully. Confused, thinking that someone was pretending to be her to let her fill in the information. But he would rather be wrong than miss it, and still fill in every column carefully and write down what he wanted to say to her.

In An An's heart, the appearance of rebirth makes it a special meaning for her to come here, no matter what she encounters, it is better to meet him, she hopes to have him in her past, present and future. She would pretend to stuff him into the time she had already passed, all because the parting was imminent, she was afraid that she would go their separate ways with him, she hated to meet too late!

Seeing the words written by Regeneration, those pen styles that are far from his appearance, An'an thinks they are cute, which makes her feel down-to-earth. Reading between the lines, I read his truth and knew that he also wanted to meet her after graduation. The ideal column was filled with the words "hold your hand", and a heavy exclamation mark was drawn in An An's heart, which was the most moving sentence she had ever seen, as Zhang Xiaoxian said, "The heavyweight love words should be as light as a feather, inadvertently falling on the other party's heart, but it just scratched her itch." ”

She didn't ask him to promise, she knew that all promises would fade and die with the passage of time, but it was a beautiful vision he had given. It's like a rainbow after a torrential rain, not every time you can see it, but if you can see it once in this life, it's beautiful. She knows his birthday, and Jay, the same singer she likes.

The volunteer book is distributed and filled in the volunteer before the exam, which is like a gamble of life for all students, if they lose the bet, they will regret betting too much before, and if they win, they will regret betting too little. No one knows anything about their hole cards. Regarding the issue of volunteering, the reborn mother has already talked to him about it, asking him to go to Shengyue High School, which is not bad, and there is an acquaintance in it, so he can take care of him. Regeneration knows that An Shore will fill Tianhe High School, and he also wants to fill Tianhe High School. But I couldn't go against my mother's wishes, I struggled for a long time, and finally filled in Shengyue High School in the first choice column.

Regeneration wrote a note to An'an. In the note, he apologized to An'an, saying that he did not fill in the same school as agreed because of his family. But I will still find a chance to meet in the future, and comfort her that the distance is beautiful.

Distance produces beauty, that is the most beautiful word, physical distance will eventually cause psychological estrangement, the distance is too long, it will really make people accidentally forget the cinnabar mole in the center of the eyebrows.

When An An saw the note, her heart suddenly felt like a dumped black coffee, the bitter smell filled the air, she knew that these were all words to comfort her, they had nothing to do with each other, even strangers, at most they had met a few times, written a few notes, and nothing else. She was afraid that her encounter with him was only a short season, and that it was just a dream of her own.

The day the glaze on the painting was air-dried, he would have forgotten all about it.

An'an didn't force it, let alone blame him. On the note she replied to, she just said lightly that she wouldn't blame him, if the meeting was an accident, if the countdown had already entered between them, there was no need to insist on it, whether there was a future or not, she would cherish the present.

An An wrote like this, but it was not exactly her own mind, but more helpless, she knew that she couldn't control all this, she could only wait for a miracle to appear, and wait for regeneration to change his decision.

An An looked up at the sunset on the playground, such a beautiful scenery, but the chill was everywhere. The remnant sun is like blood, his thoughts are like weeds in the ruins, when he looks down, because the light is too strong, his eyes are a little blurry, and when he sees him not far away, he can't see his expression clearly, but he still can't help but smile.