You and I are mortals, born in the world (6)
"Really, let's go!" The boy who was squatting on the ground looked up and said, but the girl standing against the wall ignored him. The boy stood up, walked up to the girl, and asked, "You're really not leaving?" β
The girls were silent. "Okay, if you don't go, I'll go." Turning around, the corner of his clothes was pulled by the girl.
The girl never raised her head, just silently grabbed him, not wanting him to leave.
The boy knew that this would be the case, so he silently approached the girl, bent down and said to her, "Look, the headmaster is almost asleep inside, let's go!" β
The girl looked up, the eyes of the two were close at hand, and the boy looked at her and gave her a determined gaze.
However, after a while, the girl bowed her head again, and the boy saw that his previous efforts were wasted, and immediately said: "I know where that girl is now, do you want to go to Fang Chuchu You give a word." "Later, they really sneaked away.
The headmaster in the office, the voice has long since crossed the ceiling.
That night, eighteen-year-old Fang Chuchu was detained for the first time until after ten o'clock, which was later than the first time because of the fight with Lin Sen.
When they ran out of the office building, they did not dare to alarm the doorman from the big walk, so they had to find a low place in the school wall and climb out.
The night was dark, and there were branches and shrubs, Fang Chuchu stepped on Lin Sen's back and finally climbed the wall, but suddenly stopped. Lin Sen felt that the weight on his back had not changed, and immediately asked, "Fang Chuchu, what the hell are you doing!" β
The reason why Fang Chuchu stopped was that it suddenly occurred to her that even if she turned out, she seemed to have nowhere to return.
"I flipped out and beat her up, and then what? She won't leave me to sleep. She asked blankly.
Lin Sen was on the verge of exhaustion, "Don't you want to do anything, you go up first, or don't come down, I really can't hold on-"
Fang Chuchu picked up this wall and was about to come down, when the useless Lin Sen fell down at this moment.
In an instant, there was nowhere to rely on his feet, and after looking down at the height, Fang Chuchu immediately climbed up fiercely. Maybe it was too hard to climb up and not sit down, because of inertia she immediately fell to the other side of the wall - she flipped out, but the screams were heard.
When Lin Sen heard this, he shouted out worriedly, "Fang Chuchu!" Reaching out and jumping to grab the wall, one foot hooked and one pedal, and jumped to this side of the wall.
Then I saw Fang Chuchu sitting on the ground hugging her legs and crying, and when she walked in, she found that she had a knee injury, which must have just fallen down and touched it.
Lin Sen thought so, and cautiously reached out and touched her head, "I'm sorry, it's useless to blame me." But don't sit on the ground and cry, it's cold on the ground, I'll take you to the hospital to treat the wound. β
Fang Chuchu raised his head when he heard the voice, and there was not a single tear on his face-dare love is not crying, Lin Sen was suddenly cheerful - it was good that he didn't cry, but he immediately turned into a contradiction, "What's wrong with you?" β
Fang Chuchu looked at him and didn't speak, Lin Sen knew that this question was not easy to answer, so he had to ask again, "Do you still want to find that girl?" β
Shaking her head in distraction, the girl focused on him again when she raised her eyes, "Lin Sen, am I particularly annoying?" β
"Of course not!" Lin Sen replied almost in seconds, in his case, this proposition did not exist at all, because at that time, he didn't know how much he liked her.
"Isn't that a nuisance, you say?" Today, she asked him again. Fang Chuchu told what happened tonight from beginning to end, and asked this sentence as the end.
Lin Sen looked at her, then looked away, "I don't think so." β
Without the firmness and unthinking at the beginning, the answer at this time is more perfunctory and has no real feelings. It may be that he is too good at learning and does not dare to inject too much emotion into some things, because too much sincerity will always cause more harm than happiness.
Fang Chuchu leaned over with the wine bottle in his arms, "You must think there is." β
Lin Sen looked at her sideways, smiled nonchalantly, and changed the subject, "You're drunk!" β
Outside the 711 convenience store, on a white bench, two people sat side by side, each with a bottle of Tsingtao beer, looking at the growing wind and snow.
Fang Chuchu struggled to get up, and sat down on the window glass behind him, "My alcohol consumption is better than yours." She laughed.
Lin Sen took advantage of this moment, when the girl was not paying attention, turned all her eyes away, her side face was smiling, how he wished she could keep laughing like this.
"Have you heard?" When the voice sounded, Lin Sen immediately opened his gaze, and when Fang Chuchu looked over, he was drinking leisurely.
"Li Zongsheng's "Mortal Song." Lin Sen didn't know why she suddenly mentioned this, but said, "That's already a very old song." β
"yes, it's very old, the song of the year I was born. But I don't know why, I've been liking old songs lately, and I still think that only old songs can sing that kind of atmosphere and emotion. β
Lin Sen looked at her intoxicated expression and did not interrupt.
"'You and I are mortals, born in the world, and we are all day long, and we have no time to spare.' Do you think the lyrics are singing about us? β
When she turned around, Lin Sen found that the girl's eyes were red, and she knew that it was not beneficial to make a statement now, so she still changed the topic, "I'll take you home, you're drunk." β
"It's all said, no!" Fang Chuchu shook off Lin Sen's hand that wanted to pull her up, looked up, she looked at the man standing in front of her, "Lin Sen, aren't you tired of living?" β
The hand that just wanted to pull Fang Chuchu up silently clenched his fist, and where Fang Chuchu couldn't see, he withdrew his pocket, dried the last drop of wine, he put the empty wine bottle at the girl's feet, and squatted down to look at her, "Who isn't tired?" β
This is the standard answer, but Fang Chuchu doesn't want to hear this.
"Just like the lyrics say, we are all mortals, and we are not immortals who don't know pain and don't ask about suffering, so how can we not be tired?"
Fang Chuchu looked at him, still didn't speak, leaning against the window glass at the back, her whole person seemed to have lost her soul, empty and tired.
Lin Sen knew she wouldn't give anything in response, so he took the bottle in her hand, drank the rest, and then picked up the empty bottle at her feet and walked into the convenience store.
Returning the two wine bottles to the cashier, Lin Sen was about to leave when the cashier stopped him, "Handsome guy, this is yours." "A pack of mint gum.
Lin Sen didn't know why, "I didn't buy this." β
The cashier smiled and said, "I'll give it to you." β
Hearing the word "send", Lin Sen didn't believe it, "Why do you want to give it to me?" β
The cashier gestured to the two empty wine bottles, "Because you gave this back." β
Lin Sen frowned, he only didn't understand, "But-" As if he didn't want to say anything more to him, the cashier threw out the gum.
Lin Sen immediately subconsciously caught it, and was about to say something, but the cashier had already lowered his head and told him, "If you don't go out again, your girlfriend will leave." β
Fang Chuchu! Lin Sen immediately thought of her, and immediately rushed out of the door, the snow was falling heavier and heavier, faintly, he saw the back in front of him, "Fang Chuchu!" He yelled and chased out.
I watched her walk into a park, into a meadow, and then there was no one to be seenβto be exact, to see the figure fall. Lin Sen was afraid of following her, so he immediately quickened his pace, only to catch up and find that she was lying on the grass.
Lin Sen was relieved, but he immediately became worried, because the grass was covered with snow, so the girl was really lying on the cold snow. Lin Sen was afraid that something would happen to her, so he knelt beside her and called carefully, "Fang Chuchu? β
Fang Chuchu turned his head to look at him - thank goodness, Lin Sen was like having experienced a roller coaster. "Are you alright? Aren't you cold? He asked anxiously.
Fang Chuchu looked at him, but said, "Are you okay?" You're not cold, are you? Lin Sen was stunned, was she joking with him?
"How can it be okay? My game was ruined by my dearest friend and TM was beaten. How is it not cold? I don't have a coat to accompany you in this snowy day. β
His teeth were so cold that he was fighting, and he paused, "Fang Chuchu, have you made enough trouble this night?" Everybody's got their worries and they're all fucking tired, and you're not the only one. Everyone lives very hard, but it can't be eliminated by torturing others, and I like you and I don't just let you do whatever you want! β
Kneeling in the snow his knees have been wet with ice and snow, Lin Sen doesn't care, he just wants to go now, "Now you are free, I won't accompany you!" β
The cold air had already invaded the bones, and it was very difficult for Lin Sen to stand up again, not to mention the girl who suddenly pounced at this time, and the result was conceivable, Lin Sen was completely knocked down.
Fang Chuchu pressed on his body, Lin Sen couldn't get up for a while, and then the ice and snow seeped into the pores of various fibers in his clothes, and soon he was so cold that he couldn't speak for a while.
At this time, Fang Chuchu, who was lying on his chest, told him, "Every time I feel irritable, helpless, angry, and desperate, I think-" The girl finally cared about the man, but did not say the word, and then continued vaguely,
I always have to use some external objects to stimulate myself, so that the body can bear some pain, and maybe it will reduce the psychological pain. I don't know if this method will work for you? She asked, and he listened.
Lin Sen was almost about to cry coldly, but when he thought about it carefully, he was so cold that he really didn't have time to care about those things, and the information transmitted to the brain by countless cells in his body was telling him that it was too cold.
Fang Chuchu moved away from Lin Sen's chest, returned to his position in the lying meeting, and then quietly hummed the "Mortal Song": "You and I are mortals, born in the world, running around all day long, not waiting for a moment to ......"
Lin Sen had to say that Fang Chuchu's singing was difficult to listen to, it was better to read it than to rap, and read the lyrics in a slow tone.
But what was surprising was that Lin Sen had completed such a mental activity, and he was still lying in the same place, and the girl had already left him, but he didn't get up. He began to admire himself a little.
It was as if the layer of snow that came into contact with his skin had the best balance with the temperature of his skin, not too low and not too high, so he got used to that temperature.
Lying in a snow pit and watching the snow fly from the sky, it really has a healing function.
"Do you know my favorite lyrics of this song? It's that sentence - how many men, angry and red-faced. Ten simple words haunt me, don't they? β
Fang Chuchu also opened his eyes and greeted the white elves from the sky, "But whoever becomes an immortal has to go through inhuman tempering. But all immortals are also mortals, and they have seven emotions and six desires: birth, old age, sickness and death. It's better to be a mortal, it's hard enough to be bitter enough and don't want to be bitter anymore, and it's not a bad thing to be worldly occasionally. Rightβ"
Before the last syllable could be spoken, Lin Sen suddenly pounced on her lips and sealed her lips, so she was cold and hot on both sides.