Chapter 117 [Days with Dad]
An'an fell into the memory, and the days when she stayed with her father could not be described in words what she felt inside.
After Ann's father divorced, he left Lake City and went to Lucheng, which was his favorite city, a metropolis, and he had always longed for a prosperous place. An'an occasionally stays with him for a while on vacation.
Ann's father took An An to the locksmith near his home to grind a key to the door, so that he could easily enter and exit the door on his working days.
The locksmith was grinding, and the two of them were standing and waiting. Suddenly, Ann's father's mobile phone rang, and he answered the phone.
When the locksmith sharpened the key and paid for it, Ann's father was still on the phone, and An An followed him to the vegetable market. Suddenly, Father Ann stopped, and while answering the phone, he spread his hand towards An An, and there was a bunch of keys in his hand. An'an put the original door key in his hand without even thinking about it, and stuffed the newly ground key into his pocket.
Father Ann glared at her, flipped his hands, and continued to talk on the phone. An An didn't react, and looked at him stunned, not understanding what he meant.
At this time, Father An was angry, and directly smashed the bunch of keys in his hand on the road along with the key that An An put in his hand, and continued to walk forward without looking back. Like a frightened bird, An'an didn't know what to do, squatted down to pick up the key, silently kept his distance, and followed him.
"Are you stupid? Yes? A fool, right? Father Ann hung up the phone and turned to yell at An An.
An'an didn't refute, just raised his head, looked at him at a loss, and bit his lips tightly.
"Don't I understand that I spread my hands like this? Put the keychain up! What are you giving me one for? ”
"Put it on, won't you be able to speak?" An An only then understood what he meant, and she panicked in her heart, she thought something had happened.
"Do you need to say that? Well? "Father Ann still doesn't give up.
An An was really angry now, and he didn't speak until he held back. She looked at the man in front of her, it was really disgusting, how nice it would be if he wasn't his father.
When he was at home, Father An couldn't help but dislike An An.
"Look at you, see for yourself, there's your hair all over the ground."
"What's wrong? Say you can't? You're just like your mom dead! Fast! Go and look in the mirror at your own face, it's ugly and dead. ”
"What about college students? You know what? Is this how this is placed? Put it here, just block the road, it's the best to block it, right? ”
For An An, there is no peace for a day, and he has to be counted down by An's father almost every day, and he always looks like he is blowing his beard and staring.
Father Ann threw the divorce certificate in front of An An with a "snap", "Look for yourself, see for yourself, what is this?" ”
An Shore picked up the red notebook on the table and opened it to look at it.
"You're big too, see for yourself, see! What is it? Your mom divorced me, you know? ”
"You won't be my daughter in the future, and you'll be called someone else's father in the future."
"What do you mean?"
"What do I mean? Ask your mom to go, your mom divorced me. ”
"Don't you know why your mother divorced you? Didn't you clamoring for a divorce yourself? ”
"I'm getting a divorce, do you know why?"
"Why?"
"You're still young, I won't tell you, I'll tell you when I graduate from college in the future."
"I can't say why."
"You know a fart, you just help your mother all day long, now it's okay, divorced, you're happy!"
"It's you who want a divorce, why are you blaming me now?"
"Didn't you tell your mom that you should leave?"
"Yes, that's what I said? But why do I say that? Anan roared, tears welling up in his eyes.
"On Chinese New Year's Eve, you're still arguing about divorcing your mother, aren't you? It's rare to have a family reunion, and you don't stop, moving a stool and sitting at the head of our bed, you have to shout divorce, you forgot? Why do you blame me now? Isn't that what you're looking for? I'm doing it for your good. You quarrel like this every day, what's the point of being together? ”
"Is there a daughter like you? Do you still persuade your parents to divorce? Yes? ”
"It's you who want a divorce, and now you're blaming me, what's the matter with me?"
"Do you know why I divorced your mother?"
"Why? You say? What can you say? ”
"I'm not going to tell you that, you'll find out later."
"In the future, if you don't say it, don't say it, don't blame me all day long. Who can stand your temper? ”
"What's wrong with me? Why can't you stand it? ”
"Well, since you asked me, I'll tell you. Once, just because of an argument over a small matter, I had a different opinion from you, and you slapped me twice, do you remember? I didn't say anything at the time, but you were in a bad mood and you slapped me. ”
"What? You still hold a grudge, don't you? Daddy can't hit you, can he? ”
"You have to be reasonable when you hit someone, okay? You can fight if you say it. ”
"Then I'll fight, how are you? Do you want to keep it in mind? ”
"I didn't plan to remember, but I can't forget, such a small thing, you can slap me twice, if it's you, can you forget?"
"Daddy is daddy, what's wrong with a beating? You're still terrible, and you have to hold a grudge, my dad used to beat me with a stick. ”
"I don't want to fight with you, you're unreasonable."
"Whoever is unreasonable, you are unreasonable, you unconscionable thing. Well? Am I bad for you? In the past, when I was in Linjiang, who served you with good food and drink every day, who washed your clothes and cooked, and was I good? ”
"Now that you're divorced, you think your mother is good, and your mother gives you money, so you don't take my father seriously, right?"
"Why don't I take you seriously? It's you who have to quarrel with me all day long, and you don't have a comfortable day for me. You divorced my mom and I didn't cause it, why do you always torture me? ”
"I torture you? You're so incredible, cry! Cry! I know how to cry, look at you like you are dead. ”
Anan turned and entered the room, closing the door. Sitting on the bed, tears flowed desperately, sobbing, and it felt a little difficult to breathe. She was like a desperate little beast, roaring and wailing in the night, but no one could hear her cries and helplessness, and she could only wipe away her tears over and over again with her sleeves, until she was tired of crying, and fell into bed and fell into a deep sleep.
One day when I was at home, I suddenly received a call from my father. "Hurry up downstairs and help move things."
"Moving things?"
"Your Aunt Pei's shop is not open, and the things will be put in our house first."
"Oh, I'll be down right away." An An ran downstairs and looked at it, and he was stunned. With so many things, when will it take to move upstairs?
"What are you doing there, do it."
"Oh."
All kinds of hangers, cabinets, and even gas stoves, a whole bunch of miscellaneous things. An An moved with Father An and Aunt Pei several times before it was completed. An An collapsed on the sofa tiredly.
"I'm tired, An'an."
"It's fine." An'an moved to his feet.
"I don't want to trouble you, our shop has been retreated, the house has also been retreated, and I plan to go back to my hometown, but your uncle and his second uncle are dead, he has to rush back first, so he will leave me here."
"Uncle's second uncle is dead?"
"yes, so I'm going back today. I've been staying at your house for the past two days. ”
"Well, that's okay."
Ann's father was cooking in the kitchen, and An An and Aunt Pei were watching TV in the living room.
"Your dad always says you don't even know you're going home. Do you live with your mom now? ”
"Hmm."
"You still have to come back often, your dad is quite pitiful alone."
An'an didn't speak.
"I heard your dad say that you still support their divorce?"
"They quarrel every day, and it's okay if they're divorced."
"How can you think that? What do you do if you're divorced? ”
"What does it matter to me, I'm so old, as long as they can live well, it's fine, I don't want them to make up for me."
"That's not what you said, you still don't understand, a lot of things are too simple. For example, what would you do if your parents are divorced and they have families? For example, if I married your dad, would you still be able to come here? You're a thorn in my side, you know what I mean? ”
"I know." An An frowned slightly, her eyes swept to the other side, although she didn't understand it too well, but she always felt strange about the relationship between Aunt Pei and her father, but she didn't want to delve into it, and she always pretended to be stupid.
After dinner in the evening, An's father proposed to go for a walk together, and An'an also took the initiative to say, "I'm not going." ”
In the days when Aunt Pei was there, Father An would cook delicious food even if he came home from work late, and when An An was there, he could only enjoy the food early after work, and at other times he had to order takeout by himself.
In the evening, Father An and Aunt Pei chatted, and An An just inadvertently said, "I'm so sleepy, I'm really sleepy." ”
Aunt Pei answered, "What? Got you arguing? ”
"I didn't mean that."
"Usually you don't go to bed early, and we'll make a noise with you."
"I didn't mean that." An An was angered by Ann's father's words.
Aunt Pei saw that An An's attitude was wrong, and she also added fuel and vinegar, "This aunt is going to talk about you, I also rarely come to your house, chat with your father, if you are sleepy, you can go to sleep by yourself first, we can be quiet." ”
An An stopped talking, thinking: That's not what I mean, I have to buckle this hat for me, it seems that I say more is wrong, it's better not to speak. He turned around and went into the room.
"How did this kid become so rude now?"
"It's like her mother, but now it's even worse."
An Shore saw all this, she didn't really know anything, she just pretended to know nothing.
When Aunt Pei's man's cheating happened, she was like a thunderous monster at home, talking on the phone with her man, cursing all kinds of dirty words in her mouth, saying all kinds of vicious cursed words, she was almost hoarse, she just refused to let go, An An looked at her, but smiled coldly in her heart, only two faint words without any feelings, "You deserve it!" ”
She shifted the position of her head, opened her eyes, and saw the side face of the regeneration, although her heart was sullen, but she also felt that she was at least lucky, at least there was someone to rely on.
"What are you thinking?" Regeneration interrupted her thoughts.
She sat up, "Oh, I didn't think about anything, I just squinted for a moment." ”
"Dreaming?"
"Nope."
"Do you think one person can really stay with another person forever?"
"Yes, it's like I'm with you."
An An looked up at the regenerated face, at his eyes that were sometimes dull and sometimes deep, whether what he said was true or not, she hoped it was true.