Chapter 456: So Be It
The key to the door was kept by Lin Maode himself, and he stepped forward and opened the door.
Xiao Shihe stood in front of the door, watching the door being slowly pushed open, this day was a rare sunny day in winter, the sky was blue, cloudless, Xiao Shihe saw that under the pure sky blue, there was a young woman in her twenties standing beautifully.
Her jet-black hair was tucked back behind her head, some fine bangs on her forehead, and her ears were adorned with gold pearl earrings that gave her a gentle and lovely look.
The moment he saw her face clearly, Xiao Shihe's eyes inexplicably shed tears, and he couldn't stop it.
His heart was beating very fast, like joy, pain, and regret......
All kinds of tastes come to my heart, and it is difficult to express them in words.
Lin Jing has already cried into a tearful person, and the man in front of him is very different from the one in his memory.
At that time, he was a little thin, and his complexion was not very good, but the smile on his face was always very sunny and hearty, and his eyebrows were always flying upward, as if he had endless energy.
Now, he has grown stronger, and he no longer has that sunny, hearty, and flying temperament, but instead has the stability that has been precipitated over the years and the momentum of being in a high position.
The person in front of him is already a stranger, can they go back to everything they once had?
Just when the two looked at each other and cried, Lin Qinghe had already checked out with his own means that her father, was indeed in a state of amnesia!
[Tut-tut, no wonder it's been ten years, and I haven't recovered my memory yet, host, your father didn't die back then, and he didn't become a vegetative person, which is already a great luck. He still has a blood clot in his brain that is compressing some of his cranial nerves, which is an important reason why he has not recovered his memory until now. 】
[And the location of the blood clot is also very coincidental, just surrounded by two skulls, and if you don't hit the position of the two skulls weekdays, the blood clot will be difficult to pass, if the blood clot is replaced elsewhere, your father is afraid that he would have died a long time ago. 】
[Can your rune solve the threat of this blood clot?] 】
[Of course, if only a few blood clots can't be resolved, how can we solve the problem of amnesia? ] You must know that physical problems are easy to solve, but mental problems are the most difficult to solve. 】
Lin Qinghe said curiously: [Then if he recovers his previous memories, will his memories be up to the moment he was injured, or will the memories of the next ten years also exist? ] 】
[Of course, it's all there.] But if you want to make his memory stop at the moment when he was injured, and if you want him to forget the memories of the next ten years, you can do it with a mighty and domineering tease. Host, how do you want to choose? 】
Lin Qinghe looked up at her mother who was crying, and wanted Xiao Shihe's memory to stop ten years ago, but after thinking about it, she still gave up.
There are some things that it is useless to deceive yourself.
Even if Xiao Shihe has no memory of these ten years, his later wife and the daughter they gave birth to are real and cannot be erased.
It's better to let him have all the memories to see if he chooses his first love mother, or his wife and daughter who have been with him for ten years.
Mom had been in pain for ten years, and it was time for him to taste that kind of torture.
She believes that no matter who he chooses, he will live in pain for the rest of his life, which can be regarded as a punishment for him.
After a long time, Lin Jing and Xiao Shihe's emotions calmed down, Lin Jing looked at Xiao Shihe's unfamiliar eyes, her heart was empty, she bowed her head and said to her daughter, "Lotus, let's go home." ”
"Mom?"
Lin Jing closed his eyes and said, "He is no longer the person I know, even if he recovers his memory, I am no longer the me in his memory, since this is the case, why force it?" Just let everything sit as it is. ”
Lin Qinghe blinked, never expecting that in the end, it was her mother who gave up.
However, if mom doesn't want to renew her relationship with him, then forget it.
Lin Qinghe helped his mother to go home.
"Wait......"
Xiao Shihe caught up and stopped in front of Lin Jing.
Lin Jing hugged her daughter and lowered her head not to look at him, she was afraid that she would want to cry when she saw his strange eyes.
Xiao Shihe looked down at Lin Jing and opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say, as if it was not right to say anything.
Lin Qinghe raised his head and said, "What are you stopping us from doing?" ”
Xiao Shihe looked at his daughter, his heart was so soft, this kid almost gathered all the advantages of him and Lin Jing, there were some shadows of him and some shadows of Lin Jing on his face, but when combined, they looked better than both of them.
This is his daughter!
It was Lin Jing's daughter who gave birth to him!
In the past ten years, he has not been by their side, and I don't know how much they have suffered.
That's what he owes them!
Xiao Shihe said softly: "Child, are you called Lin Qinghe?" Clear lotus, clear water out of hibiscus, natural carving ......"
Xiao Shihe muttered this line of poetry, and a picture suddenly appeared in his mind: among the lotus leaves in the pond, a woman in a white floral dress sat in a wooden basin, paddled in the pool, plucked a lotus pod, occasionally turned back, and looked at him with a smile......
Xiao Shihe muttered: "This poem...... I taught you this poem, and you said that you liked this poem the most, so, you used this poem to name your child, right? ”
"Do you remember?" Lin Jing looked up at him eagerly.
However, Xiao Shihe's expression was in a trance, and he blinked: "What do I remember?" ”
The memory he had just recalled seemed to be buried in the depths of his memory.
Lin Jing said disappointedly: "Lotus, let's go." ”
Xiao Shihe didn't stop her this time, but followed behind the mother and walked with them to a beautiful house.
Lin Jing turned around and said, "You...... Go back, we've been here for the past ten years, and we don't want anything to change, now like this...... Pretty good. ”
"You're lying!"
Inexplicably, Xiao Shihe just knew that Lin Jing was talking, and some of her small movements made him understand at a glance that her words were insincere.
Lin Qinghe stood up again: "If you don't leave, then let me ask you, what are you going to do?" Are you going to divorce your current wife and be with my mom? ”
Xiao Shihe was slightly stunned, and his face showed a tangled look.
There's nothing wrong with Yuhua and Weiwei, can he abandon them?
But Lin Jing and Lotus Hua'er are even more innocent and pitiful, can he hurt them again?
Lin Qinghe sneered: "Since you can't give my mother an explanation, then what are you still doing here?" Does it make my mom sad to look at you? ”
For such a negative man, even if he didn't mean it, Lin Qinghe was unwilling to give him a good face.
When he opened the door and went home, Lin Qinghe said to Jin An: "Jin Xiaoan, close the door and don't let irrelevant people in." ”
Xiao Shihe stood at the door and smiled bitterly, watching Lin Qinghe help Lin Jing upstairs.
Jin An closed the two doors in the middle, revealing only one face, and said with a smile: "Then Uncle Xiao, I'll close the door." ”
Xiao Shihe then focused his attention on Jin An.
Looking at the clothes on Jin An's body and the temperament around him, Xiao Shihe raised his eyebrows slightly: "Young man, who are you?" ”
Jin An smiled: "My name is Jin An, and I am a good friend of Little Lotus. ”
"Lotus's best friend?"
Xiao Shihe looked at Jin An with a cautious and critical look, looking like a father-in-law picking a son-in-law.
Jin An was not afraid, and said with a smile: "Yes, I have known Little Lotus for three or four years, and we have a very good relationship, I often come to Aunt Lin's house to live, and Little Lotus often goes to my house to live, and my parents like Little Lotus very much." ”
Xiao Shihe was inexplicably unhappy in his heart, he didn't know why he was in a bad mood, obviously Lotus was still young, and the boy in front of him didn't look very old, but there was always a feeling that his daughter was going to be snatched away by this young man.
Jin An grinned: "Uncle Xiao, I'm closed." ”
Jin Ancai doesn't care what Xiao Shihe thinks in his heart, as long as the little lotus is happy.
closed the door, and he also followed upstairs, upstairs, Lin Qinghe and his mother were talking.
"Mom, why don't you let me help him recover his memory?"
"Forget it, why bother him? That's good now. ”
"Mom, why don't you think about yourself when you think about others? I wish you could be a little selfish sometimes. ”
Lin Jing smiled and touched her daughter's head: "Actually, when I saw him today, I realized that what I had been thinking about was him ten years ago, and he who only had me in his heart." Instead of this strange him now, he already has other women in his heart. ”
Lin Jing shook her head: "You are still young, and you don't understand what you said." ”
Lin Qinghe pouted, what did she not understand? She's not a ten-year-old!
"That'...... Just let him go back like that? Don't give him back his memory? ”
"No, so be it."
Comparing hearts to hearts, if it was her, her husband who had been married for ten years suddenly told herself that she had a wife and a daughter before, I am afraid she would not be able to stand it.
He had already done harm to himself, so why bother hurting another woman?
When Jin An heard this, he said, "Aunt Jing, you are too kind, kind people always suffer." ”
Lin Jing smiled: "It's a blessing to suffer." She got up, patted her daughter, and said, "I'm tired after a day's car ride today, so go and rest for a while, and don't call me to dinner in the evening." ”
Lin Jing locked herself in the room, leaving Jin An and Lin Qinghe looking at each other.
Jin An ran to Lin Qinghe and sat down, and bit her ear in a low voice: "Miss Lotus, what should I do now?" ”
Lin Qinghe glared at him, rubbing his ears, itching.
She said: "Mom said that he didn't need to help him recover his memory, so let's not recover." After all, life is hers, and she decides. ”
Lin Qinghe believes that everyone should be responsible for their own lives, so she will not interfere too much in her mother's life.
If she wants Xiao Shihe to recover his memory and be with him, she also supports it.
If she doesn't want Xiao Shihe to recover his memory and be single, she also supports it.
If she falls in love with other men in the future, she is equally supportive.
She has no feelings for Xiao Shihe, she is only responsible for her mother's happiness.
"Then what if Uncle Xiao doesn't leave? I see that Aunt Jing obviously still has affection for him, otherwise she wouldn't have cried so much. ”
"It's impossible for him not to leave, and at a glance, I know that he is in a high position, and I'm afraid he will have to go back to work on the seventh day of junior high school. Besides, he still has a wife and daughter, did he leave them all behind and guard my mother here? If he really wanted to leave them behind, he wouldn't have hesitated when I asked him just now. ”
For Xiao Shihe, she and her mother are just strangers, how can they compete for his wife who has been with him for ten years and his daughter who has grown up by his side since childhood?
Perhaps, my mother also thought of this, so she didn't want him to recover her memory.
When his memory was not restored, he chose his current wife and daughter, and he could still have a reason to convince herself. If his memory is restored and he still chooses his current wife and daughter, his mother may not be able to withstand such a blow.
Thinking of this, Lin Qinghe's heart also became transparent.
Downstairs, Xiao Shihe's phone rang suddenly, and he picked it up: "Hey......"
"Second brother, did you go to Shanghe Village? Corundum called me and said that you were not at home, and I couldn't get through to your phone all the time, and I also called for a long time to get through. Second, tell your mother honestly, did you go to Shanghe Village to find Lin Jing? ”
Xiao Shihe glanced upstairs and let out a soft "um".
Mr. Zhao said in a loud voice: "You kid, why are you always disobedient? Is a good home really going to be happy if it is torn apart? ”
Xiao Shihe puffed out his cheeks and said, "Mom, who made my family fall apart?" ”
If it weren't for his mother, how could he marry Wen Yuhua, and how could he be in such a dilemma?
"Mom is all for your good!"
Every time it's like this, Mom always likes to make decisions for him by herself, and in the end, a sentence of "it's all for your good" can put all her responsibilities aside, and he's really fed up!
Xiao Shihe hung up the phone with a snap, and didn't want to say a word to her.
Moments later, however, the call came in again.
Xiao Shihe endured it, but in the end he still picked it up, he didn't speak, just listened to the voice on the other end of the phone.
"Second brother, let me tell you, what I just told Yuhua is that you went to your third uncle's grandfather's house, anyway, he doesn't have a phone at home, and Yuhua can't ask, you hurry up and come back to me, don't say that you leaked your mouth when the time comes."
"Lin Jing, if you really don't want to go, just give her some money, but don't give too much, don't let Yuhua notice it."
"You're not a big man now, and you can't be as headstrong as you were when you were younger. You are now at a critical time, the factory is about to elect a deputy director, if you expose Lin Jing's affairs at this time, do you still want to be the deputy director? ”
"If you really want to recognize the two of them, then wait for your in-laws to retire and you will talk about it when you become the secretary of the factory."
Xiao Shihe's face changed inexplicably, there is a right sentence, he is not young now, he thinks about more things, and he can't do the willful things he did when he was young.
He took a deep look at the upstairs window and turned to leave.