Chapter 132: Zen Machine
"That's not difficult, I'll just arrange a place for you to live, it's much better than this environment anyway." Song Yuanyang said.
"No, really no, Mr. Song, I'm very calm here, you don't understand, I've been through too many turmoil, I'm very tired, and I don't want to go back to the land of right and wrong."
"Then I'll stay here!" Ruikang immediately said.
"How can this work? You stay here, what should Jiaqi do? What to do with Dingbang? What should Daddy do? ”
"Then I'm leaving, what should you do, what should Nian'an do? What should I do? Ruikang asked urgently.
Ruojun shook his head and said, "As long as you come to see the child once in a while." ”
Ruikang got anxious, grabbed her arm, and shook her gently: "Why are you always so generous, always pushing me to others?" I tell you, I won't go back unless you throw me out! ”
Song Yuanyang saw the green tendons on Ruikang's anxious forehead burst out, and hurriedly said: "Ruikang, don't get excited, Ruojun, don't stimulate him, he will have a headache when he is angry." ”
As soon as he heard this, Ruojun quickly shut up and fell silent.
Song Yuanyang looked at the two of them and said, "Ruojun, Ruikang has already had a showdown with Jiaqi, and they have separated." ”
"What?!" Ruojun's eyes widened and looked at Song Yuanyang in a daze: "Is it for me?" How does this work? No, no. ”
The guilt suddenly came to him, Ruojun stood up, Song Yuanyang pressed his hand, and motioned for her to sit down.
"Yes, I have already had a showdown with Jiaqi, she already knew that we were together, she threw the plum blossom cake you gave me, burned the handkerchief you embroidered for me, Ruojun, I know you will say that she did the right thing, you will defend her whatever she does, but Ruojun, please think about me, take pity on me and our children, okay?
I don't love her, this is not a change that only happened today, but as long as I have a trace of affection for her, I will not insist on getting out of the marriage in the first place, she is a good woman, I like her, appreciate her, respect her, but I don't love her, do you understand? You pushed me back, and you only made the three of us continue to sink in the abyss of pain...... Ah......h
He suddenly hugged his head, felt the nerves in his head beat wildly, bursts of sharp pain, his face turned pale from the pain, his whole body trembled, and he gritted his teeth.
Mei Ruojun was frightened, and hurriedly comforted him: "Okay, okay, I don't push, I don't push, God, how I hope to be with you for a long time." She hugged his head tightly and kissed him, she didn't expect his headache to be so intense, so terrible, and tears of distress poured down her face.
Song Yuanyang hurriedly helped Ruikang to lie down on the bed, took out a box of pills from his body, and said: "This is a painkiller, but don't give it to him unless it is absolutely necessary, he will become dependent on the medicine if he eats too much, just like smoking opium." ”
Ruojun was so frightened that he had no idea, just holding Ruikang's pale face, his hands kept shaking, and he hugged Ruikang nervously, wanting to help him relieve his headache: "I'm sorry, Ruikang, I'm sorry, I promise you, we will be together, forever together, even if I want to be small, I don't mind, as long as I can be with you, as long as I can take care of you." ”
Sure enough, Ruikang was in her arms, and gradually quieted down.
Song Yuanyang also put his mind at ease and said: "It seems that my guess is right, Ruojun, you are his panacea, I see that there is nothing wrong with me here." I'll come back in two days. ”
Song Yuanyang smiled, got up and walked to the door, turned back and said: "Ruojun, I have a sentence, maybe I shouldn't say it, but I still have to say that life is short, since you two are happy, cherish every moment." Too much concern in exchange for only regret. After saying that, he sighed and turned to leave.
Only Ruikang and Ruojun were left in the house, Xiao Nian'an was holding on to the railing in the cradle, looking at his father on the bed, and "ba...... ba…… ba......" shouted.
She kissed his forehead, the tip of his nose, and his lips, and he grabbed her arm, pressed her head, and pressed her lips tightly against his own.
He took her into his arms, rolled to the inside of the small wooden bed, and pressed himself on top of her, the more they kissed, the more passionate they became, the more hot they kissed, but Ruikang's headache slowly eased.
He unbuttoned her shirt and she was picked by him. Teasing his breath became short, gently pressed his hand, and said in his ear shyly: "In broad daylight, the child is watching, and what will I do if Mr. Song turns back later?" ”
He restrained the fire in his heart, kissed her ear and smiled: "Okay, then I'll send him away as soon as possible." ”
Ruojun touched his face and shook his head helplessly: "You really, don't your head hurt?" ”
"It doesn't hurt anymore. It seems that you are my best painkiller, I won't take medicine in the future, I will eat you for headaches. He gently bit her cheek.
Ruojun really has no way to deal with him, but she likes his childishness so much and feels so sorry for him.
Sure enough, after a while, Song Yuanyang sent someone to send a lot of food and daily necessities, although he was very grateful for Song Yuanyang's enthusiasm, but Ruikang and Ruojun could not guess his motives.
The moon is hazy, the stars are twinkling, the clouds are faint, the night breeze is light, the autumn insects are murmuring, the flowers are drunk and dreamy, the spring fragrance is permeated in the cabin, love is around, his affection is wrapped in her tenderness, and her infatuation is wrapped around his firmness.
"Ruojun, I can't give you a name, but you are my wife in my heart, the only one, forever." He confessed in her ear in a deep and deep voice.
"I know, I've always known......" her arms were as smooth as white jade in the moonlight, gently clinging to his sturdy shoulders.
"Then are you still marrying indiscriminately?" He suddenly asked a strange question.
Ruojun was stunned for a moment, he couldn't cry or laugh, blinked his eyes, pouted his nose and said, "If you marry a few times, I will marry a few times." ”
"Well, you're getting better and better. I can't do it without teaching you a lesson. He put his hand to his mouth and sighed, grabbing a handful around her waist, and Ruojun giggled in fear of itching...... The sweet laughter was as crisp and pleasant as a pearl falling into a jade plate......
//
Zhou Ruikang and Mei Ruojun have lived a happy life of only envying mandarin ducks and not immortals, as long as they are together, they feel that the world is beautiful.
Ruojun's suppleness and meticulousness made Ruikang very comfortable, and the symptoms of headache gradually decreased, but his vision still did not recover, but Ruikang was already very satisfied with the days of reuniting with Ruojun's mother and son, if blindness was the price and punishment, then he was willing to bear it.
Ruojun re-embroidered a few handkerchiefs for him, including plum blossoms, wild geese, and green bamboo, and embroidered his word "Kang" in various fonts.
"Okay, okay, stop embroidering, be careful of hurting your eyes." He said distressedly, and took her into his arms.
"I'm very happy to embroider something for you."
"I know, but I don't want you to be too tired, I'm a waste person now, I can't help you, you are busy every day, I feel distressed."
"I'm fine, I'll take care of it." She snuggled sweetly up to him.
Ruikang frowned lightly and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, my salary is all collected by Jiaqi, and I am penniless." ”
She put her arms around his neck and said, "Yes, we're so sorry for Jiaqi, don't talk about the salary, even if she wants me to serve her and serve her tea and water, I'm willing." ”
"No, no, no, I won't let you be so wronged. I'll take care of this, don't worry, I'll do my best to compensate Jiaqi. But I can't let you and your children suffer either. ”
She hugged him tighter, squinted her eyes and said, "It's not bitter at all, as long as you are by our side, as long as our family of three is together, it is simply a gift from God, and I can't be happy." You know, I never thought that we could be together, that we would have children, that we would form a family. He bowed his head and kissed her.
After a few days, Song Yuanyang ran to the cabin with great interest, and as soon as he entered the house, he grinned and said, "Hey, I found it, I found it." ”
Ruojun brought him a glass of water, Song Yuanyang drank it all, and said loudly: "Ruikang, your eyes are cured." Haha, it's really nowhere to find the iron shoes, do you know that there is an ancient temple on this Jinyun Mountain, and the 'Dingyun' Zen master in this temple is proficient in medical science, acupuncture, massage, ......"
Song Yuanyang paused, and said excitedly: "Hey, what am I still doing here, let's go now." ”
Mei Ruojun's heart moved, she knew this ancient temple, and she also knew that Ding Xiaohui would often go there to ask the abbot of "Dingyun" for medical skills, and later Ding Xiaohui lived in the temple for a while, yes, why is he so stupid, maybe Xiaohui returned to the temple to live in the temple at this time.
The three of them took their children and walked slowly in the green forest of Cangshan Mountain, where the mist was light, the stone steps were damp, and the bright green leaves on both sides were also covered with a layer of moisture, the air was moist and fresh, and the surroundings were quiet and peaceful.
Walked for a while, looked up, a three-door antique stone workshop in the light mist appeared, there is a stone lion in front of the left and right two doors, the shape is vivid, the demeanor is vivid, a look is the ancient monument, the wall of the stone workshop or because of the wind and rain bleached and dyed for years, has become earthy yellow, the top of the workshop and the pillar are still covered with moss, the four words of "Jiaye Dojo" are thick and powerful in the center of the workshop.
Mist, ancient square, stone lions, moss, and faintly wafting chanting, so that this thousand-year-old temple is full of mystery and sacred atmosphere, the three climbed hundreds of steps, to the temple gate, the sun has slowly risen, a piece of auspicious light on the roof of the temple.
Song Yuanyang explained his intention to the monks in the temple, and after a cup of tea, the monk came back and respectfully saluted: "Uncle Dingyun is meditating in the room, and only let me ask the names of the three to see the fate of the sky." ”
Song Yuanyang wrote the names of the three on a piece of paper and handed them to the monk, who returned to the meditation room. After a while, he walked out again, stepped forward and said, "Uncle Zhou, please talk to Master Zhou's meditation room." He took out two pieces of paper and gave them to Song Yuanyang and Mei Ruojun respectively: "Uncle Shi said that the two of them are also destined people, so I will give you two mantras, and I hope you will have more details and cherish each other." ”
After speaking, the monk helped Zhou Ruikang and left. Song Yuanyang opened the paper curiously, and wrote two lines of poetry on it: "The eyes are bright and the heart is bright, and the heroes of the troubled times cross the ocean." He needs to be careful when he fights dogs, and he retires from his hometown after success. ”
Song Yuanyang read it several times, he was originally a knowledgeable and intelligent person, and he already had a general understanding in his heart.
Mei Ruojun also opened the paper in his hand, and there were also two lines of poetry on it: "There are many plum blossoms and plum blossoms, the fate of the past is determined to have its own cause, and it is the will of heaven that the flowers fall and drift away, and there are two boundless life and death in ten years." ”
Mei Ruojun also read it silently a few times, shook her head, and sighed.
"What's wrong? Have you read the pearls of the poem? Song Yuanyang asked.
Mei Ruojun smiled bitterly: "I think the master means that Ruikang and I will eventually be separated......"
"How so?"
"Nothing...... Maybe I misunderstood the master's poetry, but this time Ruikang returned to the cabin, and I always had a faint feeling in my heart that the two of us would be separated again. ”
"Hey, no, Ruikang is obsessed with you, you have been through so much, I don't believe God would be so cruel to you. I believe in man-made. Besides, if you really don't have a chance, how can you have such a cute child? Don't think about it and cherish every day between the two of you. Song Yuanyang said and teased Xiao Nian'an, who was sleeping on Ruojun's back.
Mei Ruojun smiled at him gratefully: "You're right, if you really don't know when you want to separate, it's better to cherish the moment." I want to cherish every moment and every second I have with him. ”
Ruojun looked up helplessly at the * Buddha statue in the hall, remembered the broken temple behind the Zhou family's compound, and was in a daze.
"I went outside and smoked a cigarette. I'll be there later. Song Yuanyang turned around and left.
Ruojun looked at the Buddha statue, slowly stepped forward and knelt down sincerely to bow, hoping that the Buddha would bless Ruikang's regain of light, made a wish, rejoiced with some money in the merit box, and was about to turn around, in the back garden behind the Buddha statue, a familiar figure was shown in the distance, the person stood in the sun, far away, could not see his face, a monk's robe, a bare head, as if looking at this side, when Mei Ruojun looked up at him, he had already fallen on his shoulders, turned around and strode towards the inner hall.
She had some doubts in her heart, was that person Ding Xiaohui? She wanted to catch up, but there was a fear in her heart, no, it couldn't be, she didn't want to believe that Xiaohui would escape into the empty door and shake her head, no, she must have recognized the wrong person, she must have too deep regret in her heart, so she would have this thought. Thinking about it carefully, that person was thinner than Ding Xiaohui and a little shorter, ah, sure enough, she was wrong, she comforted herself.
"What's wrong, Ruojun?" Song Yuanyang was too addicted to cigarettes and came back.
"Oh, nothing." Ruojun shook his head and smiled.
The two walked around the temple for an hour, and the little monk helped Zhou Ruikang out.
The three of them slowly returned to the cabin, and Song Yuanyang hurriedly left because he still had something to do.
Entering the wooden house, Ruojun began to be busy making lunch, and Ruikang hugged Xiao Nianan to play on the bed.
"By the way, what kind of person is the 'Dingyun' Zen master? How did he cure you? Does it hurt? Ruojun asked
Ruikang smiled and said: "I think ah, the 'Dingyun' Zen master is a high-ranking monk, he put a few needles in my head, and my eyes can see a lot more clearly, but I thought my head should be similar to a hedgehog at the time." It's good you're not here, otherwise you'd have laughed at me. ”
Ruojun laughed "poof", Ruikang hugged Nian'an on the bed and laughed: "Nian'an, Dad's head is like a hedgehog, if you see it, you will definitely laugh at Dad." As he spoke, he gently tickled him with his fingers on Nian'an's little belly, and Xiao Nian'an giggled.
Hearing the laughter of their father and son, Ruojun's heart was completely clouded, just thinking of the two poems given to her by the "Dingyun" Zen master, she was still a little scared in her heart, she was afraid that the joy of family in front of her would be as the poem said, "It is God's will that the flowers fall and drift away, and ten years of life and death are boundless." ”