"Sister Xiaoxiao, you must help me explain things to Su Nian, who am I doing this for? I've also spent a lot of money, why did it end up being my fault? ”

"You stupid, why didn't you tell me in advance? Since you didn't call them, shouldn't you tell me in advance, you're embarrassing me. ”

"I just deliberately didn't tell you." The girl standing next to her said, "An An should have given her a little color to see, so that she would know where her position was." ”

"You think you're going to win? It's great to be rich, but Qianqian, have you forgotten what you're here for? ”

Tao Qianqian wiped her tears and looked at Yan Xiaoxiao.

"As far as I say, your methods are really low-level and boring, what do you want to explain? An'an doesn't have money without you, so what can it do? Is it because of money that Su Nian likes An'an? Fool, the more you slander An An and embarrass her like this, Su Nian will only have a grudge against you. ”

"So what should I do?"

"Don't mess with An'an anymore, listen to me. Although Su Nian likes An'an very much, it is also a grape that cannot be seen and eaten, and you can also see that she has a good relationship with Rebirth, so Su Nian is hopeless. ”

"However, I can't be with her every day, I'm afraid that when he is away, Su Nian will often go to her and fall in love with her over time?"

"No one can stop this matter of falling in love for a long time, if you think so, there is no solution. You have to focus on Su Nian, not his other girls, even if it's not An'an, if it's other girls, do you want to do the same? Aren't you going to die of exhaustion? The target person is the most important, don't put too much thought into the rest. ”

"I used to be quite close to Su Nian, but since I returned to China, I feel that he has changed a lot, and we have less contact, and I am unfamiliar, I don't know how to get along with him. I felt like he was becoming a stranger. ”

"That's because he has grown, you haven't grown, you are still the same Tao Qianqian as before. Don't you think Yan Sunian has grown up and become sensible in the past two years? When you're fine, talk less about right and wrong with others, or learn more things, I know, girls, there are more right and wrong. ”

"Su Nian is mature now, but it has also become difficult to figure out, really, I don't even know what he is thinking."

"It's definitely not so easy for him to do this game project now, he has to solve a lot of problems and face a lot of difficulties, although he has never mentioned this, but I can imagine it. Because my father always said that starting a company is not a child's house, and it is too difficult for people of our age. All I know is that he often has to work late into the night because of a problem with a data display. ”

"Really? I've never heard him talk about that. ”

"How could he tell you? He wouldn't tell me because he didn't think it was useful to tell us, and we couldn't help him out. Even if there is any problem in the company, the most I can do is ask my father for experience. ”

"Then he must be working hard."

"Yes, it's good if you have time to spend more time with him, don't make trouble for him."

"I see."

"As you know, my relationship with Su Nian was not good before, but now it is because of An An that it has eased. Instead of always rejecting her, you should try to look at her strengths and see what attracts Su Nian. ”

"Does she still have merit?"

"Do you suspect that there is something wrong with Su Nian's vision?"

Tao Qianqian pursed her lips and thought with a frown.

"If Su Nian's vision is problematic, then do you also have a problem with your eye? Although there is no reason to say that you like someone, you can still see some clues, look at the girls Su Nian dated before, and compare it with An An, or you will understand the changes Su Nian has made over the years. ”

"Sister Xiaoxiao, what you said is too profound."

"Not at all, you'll understand one day. People always have to grow up. If you worry too much, you will lose more. ”

People always have to grow up. If you worry too much, you will lose more!

Although Yan Xiaoxiao is also a young lady, her young lady is different from Tao Qianqian, who was born with a golden spoon and is a princess in her bones. How can a person who has always been high above understand the real cold, warmth and suffering in the world. If Tao Qianqian was purely jealous that Su Nian liked An'an, Yan Xiaoxiao's emotions towards An'an were much more complicated.

When I first knew about An'an, because of the selection of the school flower, she was better than her, and she was not convinced, it was not only her arrogance, but also a little inferiority. She thinks she is a child of a rich family, but in fact, she has always known that her roots are there, so Yan Sunian's post on the school forum completely shattered her self-esteem, and she has never dared to face her true self, so she stood naked in front of her.

Sometimes she can't help but wonder, where are her parents? Isn't it looking for yourself? But she can only not think about this, like a huge black hole, once she is trapped in it, she can't extricate herself, she constantly hypnotizes herself Yan Sunian's mother is her own mother, Yan Sunian's father is her own father, otherwise in this world, for her, there is only one relative.

That day, a message came from afar that made her have mixed feelings, she opened the envelope, and it was a letter from Yanjia Village:

Xiaoxiao, grandpa is sick, grandpa misses you very much and wants to see you. I know that your mother in the late Qing Dynasty gave you to someone else, you must hate her very much, grandpa doesn't ask you to forgive her, but I hope that if you still remember grandpa's words, you can come to Yanjia Village to see me. Wanqing and her mother had already left, and after Wanqing left, her mother also followed.

If you hadn't left this home at that time, you don't know what life would have been now. Whether you are my granddaughter or not, grandpa has always treated you as if you were my own. You have been growing up here since you were a child with the late Qing Dynasty, and your grandfather always remembers that you love to eat the braised pork made by your grandfather. Grandpa hopes to make it for you if he has the chance. I'm glad to hear that you're doing well.

What do you look like now? Isn't it a big beauty? If I don't have time to come back, I'd like you to send me a picture back so that I can at least remember what my granddaughter looks like now. Are your parents okay with you? You're so well-behaved and sensible, they must love you very much.

This family is sorry for you, and grandpa is sorry for you.

Yan Xiaoxiao took the letter, her body began to twitch, and tears poured out like a break. So the late Qing is really gone? Mom is gone too? And she didn't know it at all. No one told her the news, and she didn't even see them for the last time. She didn't hate her at all, although when she was about to send her away, she yelled at her, swearing never to see her again in this life, but she didn't expect that it was really a lifetime. For the rest of her life, she will never see her again.

She hated herself for why she cut off contact with Wanqing like this, because she hated her mother for only treating Wanqing as her daughter, but pushed her out of the house, if that's the case, shouldn't they be doing well? should live well, at least better than her, at least it seems that the two of them are going to live happily without her, how did they become like this?

She was in the dance studio, and she started dancing slowly with a slow step. She used all her strength, every inch of muscle, every cell, in the empty room, spinning, jumping, she didn't think about anything, like a machine doll that had lost her heart and brain, lost her soul, put on red dancing shoes that would not stop, and just wanted to die buried in the melody of music.

Until she was sweating profusely and her clothes were soaked, until she was exhausted and dizzy, she sat heavily on the ground, panting, like a puppy abandoned on the street, drenched in the pouring rain, looking at the surging crowd, but no one could take her home.

The desolation was blown down the spine by the wind through the sweat on his back, and his arms hung down as the energy of his body dissipated from the feeling of nothingness. In an instant, she realized that she had lost two of the closest people in the world.

Some things can't be hidden, some emotions can't be hidden, and some tears will still stay, no matter how reluctant you try to swallow them back in your stomach.

That night she had a dream, in which she carefully pushed open a wooden door, and was greeted by a dark brown wooden single bed covered with old clean striped sheets, and the small window was covered with floor-to-ceiling lace curtains, and a ray of light shone in, shining on the mottled floor, and fine dust could be seen floating in the air, and there was a desk next to the bed, covered with broken cloth, and piled with all kinds of books and dolls.

It was Xue Wanqing's room, although she had her own room, but every time she couldn't sleep at night because she was scared, she would run to her room to find her, clamoring to sleep with her. The small bed was just enough to squeeze the two of them.

She walked around the room, shouting, "Sister! Sister! It's out! It's game over! Now I'm hiding. She walked into the bed, bent down and looked under the bed, there was no one. She turned around and walked under the desk again, looked down and saw that there was still no one, she searched every corner of the room, and then ran out of the room, ran downstairs and kept shouting, still no one. "Mom! Sister! Where have you been? Then he began to cry.

Yan Xiaoxiao woke up in shock, her chest was very stuffy, she got up, turned on the lamp, and watched her roommates fall asleep before she came to her senses.