Chapter 52: Wild Seeds

"You're a wild seed!"

Since the day Zhao Tiezhu was sensible, this sentence seems to have become his own positioning, he has never seen his mother, but his father always humiliates him with this sentence, which makes him full of inferiority complex since he was a child, and he doesn't even dare to play with the children in the village easily, perhaps subconsciously, he has regarded himself as a 'wild seed'.

When Zhao Tiezhu grew up, he gradually understood what 'wild seed' meant, he didn't understand why his father had been speaking ill of him since he was a child, and asked several times, but his father didn't give Zhao Tiezhu a good face, until one day, Zhao Tiezhu took advantage of his father's drunkenness to find out this secret that his father had buried in his heart for many years.

Zhao Tiezhu's father has lived in Black Mountain Village since he was a child, and when he reaches a certain age, he should get married, but Zhao Tiezhu's father's family is very poor, and no girl has ever taken a fancy to him, and finally when Zhao Tiezhu's father was almost thirty years old, finally a girl from a neighboring village fell in love with Zhao Tiezhu and his father was honest, and the two fell in love, and soon held a wedding.

The wedding in the countryside is actually to worship heaven and earth and drink wine, generally speaking, it is relatively simple, of course, in addition to these, there is also an uncivilized habit in the countryside that has been retained so far, that is, the hole room.

In rural areas, everyone thinks that if you don't make a hole in the house, you won't be married, and you will definitely not be happy after marriage, so there are more and more tricks in the hole house, and the behavior is getting worse and worse.

Zhao Tiezhu and his father got married that day, although the family was poor, but he still pooled money to make the wedding very lively, and the happy Zhao Tiezhu and his father kept toasting everyone at the table, and soon became drunk and unconscious.

After the banquet, the people who came to congratulate left one after another, leaving only Zhao Tiezhu's father's friends who were preparing to make a hole in the cave room, these friends were a total of four people, who were considered to have played with Zhao Tiezhu and his father since childhood, respectively, the village head, Liu Datou (Liu Zhenren), Li Jianmin and Zhang Guozhong.

Because Zhao Tiezhu and his father were already drunk and unconscious, these four people shifted the target of the haunted cave room to Zhao Tiezhu and his mother, perhaps by being drunk, these people's demands became more and more excessive, from helping Zhao Tiezhu and his father to take off their essence at the beginning, to being threatened in the end, even she herself was stripped naked.

The aggrieved Zhao Tiezhu and his mother panicked, but she didn't dare to sweep the interest of her husband and friends, so she had to do it with tears, but she never thought that her husband would treat these people as friends, but these people completely regarded their husbands as a joke and an object of bullying.

In the dead of night, no matter how Zhao Tiezhu and his mother called for help, no one showed up, after Li Jianmin and the four of them finished their work, they didn't think of apologizing for their behavior at all, and left Zhao Tiezhu's house with a swagger, and waited until Zhao Tiezhu and his father woke up the next morning, only to know what happened last night.

Rather than saying that Zhao Tiezhu's father is an honest man, it is better to say that he is a cowardly person, after knowing that his wife was ruined by others, he did not go to those friends to theorize, but vented all his anger on his wife, feeling that his wife was unfaithful to him on the wedding night, and his fists and feet were combined, and he almost killed himself, and in the next two months, Zhao Tiezhu and his father got a news that made him feel humiliated, that is, his wife was pregnant!

Although they have also had sex in the past two months, Zhao Tiezhu and his father didn't want to believe that this was their own child, and coerced and enticed to kill the child, but Zhao Tiezhu and his mother were unwilling, just like that, the two would quarrel about this matter every day, but the strong Zhao Tiezhu's mother still persevered in this harsh environment, and finally survived until Zhao Tiezhu was born.

Perhaps because he saw that the child was still young, Zhao Tiezhu's father, who had become violent, finally accepted the child, but the psychological mustard did not dissipate, he didn't look like a father to Zhao Tiezhu at all, more like a pet owner.

More than a year of mental torture has already made Zhao Tiezhu's mother on the verge of mental collapse, and finally when Zhao Tiezhu was half a year old, his mother chose to commit suicide to end her miserable life.

At that time, after Zhao Tiezhu's mother committed suicide, the village chief Li Jianmin and other four people guessed why she committed suicide, but they remained silent and never mentioned the incident of the cave house at the beginning, and the cowardly Zhao Tiezhu and his father chose to be silent, but since then, Zhao Tiezhu and his father have almost cut off contact with four friends, and his personality has become more and more silent, and he will never show his emotions in front of the villagers, but he can go home and vent the anger he usually accumulates to his son Zhao Tiezhu. made Zhao Tiezhu's personality become more and more cowardly like his father.

After learning about his life experience, although Zhao Tiezhu was often influenced by his father and said that his mother was a shameless woman, Zhao Tiezhu felt in his heart that his mother was actually a poor and strong woman, otherwise he would not have endured the humiliation and weight before choosing to commit suicide after giving birth to himself. At the same time, he also longs for his mother's love to soothe his heart that he has never even felt father's love.

Soon, Zhao Tiezhu grew up, like rural children in some places, Zhao Tiezhu dropped out of school very early and went home to help with farming, and often walked out of Black Mountain Village with his friends to play in the city, gradually, Zhao Tiezhu felt that he could not stay in Black Mountain Village all his life, and wanted to go to the big city to have a good break.

Zhao Tiezhu, who was strong in blood, told his father his thoughts, and sure enough, he was scolded by his father in front of him, so scared that Zhao Tiezhu never dared to mention this matter again.

After another two years, Zhao Tiezhu and his childhood friend Pan Jinlian confirmed their relationship, the two developed very rapidly, and soon reached the point of talking about marriage, according to Zhao Tiezhu's idea, he wanted to hold a banquet in the village first, and then took his girlfriend to go out to work to make more money, but who knows, it has come to this point, his father still refuses to let him go.

"It's okay to get married, you can live here after marriage, but I tell you, you don't want to leave me for the rest of your life! I worked hard to raise you as a wild seed, and now I am seriously ill, do you want to leave so simply? Tell you, if you dare to leave secretly, I will tell everyone about your life experience, so that you will be a wild seed who can't hold your head up for the rest of your life! ”

Since he was a child, no matter how his father insulted and insulted him, Zhao Tiezhu didn't care too much, thinking that his father was just angry about what happened back then, which is understandable. But now he heard such words from his father, which undoubtedly made Zhao Tiezhu heartbroken, and at the same time, he gradually began to hate his father.

The hatred accumulated in his heart over the years gradually broke out, making the relationship between Zhao Tiezhu and his father worse and worse, and finally Zhao Tiezhu rarely went home to sleep, most of the time outside, thinking about how to convince his father, after all, Zhao Tiezhu also inherited the fact that his father valued the name, in his worldview, if the news of his 'wild seed' is known by outsiders, then he will definitely be looked down upon by everyone, including his girlfriend.

Maybe it's because of his age, Zhao Tiezhu's father's physical condition is getting worse and worse, and he must rely on drugs every day to maintain his heart attack, Zhao Tiezhu also has to return home and take care of his father's diet and daily life every day, but deep in Zhao Tiezhu's heart, he is very eager for his father to die early, so that the shackles on his body can be completely untied.

When Zhao Tiezhu said this, he actually showed a relieved smile on his face, and all the villagers present were silent, perhaps they were very surprised in their hearts, this Zhao Tiezhu, who lived in Black Mountain Village since he was a child, had such an experience when he was a child, and they also didn't expect that Zhao Tiezhu's father was actually such a beastly person.

There were already several police officers who isolated Zhao Tiezhu from the crowd, and Zhao Tiezhu didn't care and continued to tell his story.

The reason for all this happened was about a month ago, when Zhao Tiezhu was once again asked by his girlfriend about the suitability to get married, and Zhao Tiezhu, who was in a bad mood, got angry with his girlfriend for the first time, and came to an Internet café in the city to play games online, wanting to relax.

Due to the bad mood, after playing for a while, Zhao Tiezhu also felt bored, and was about to watch a movie to pass the time, but found that the camera next to him was sitting a tight weirdo wearing a black windbreaker, a mask, a hat and sunglasses.

Although this person was dressed strangely, Zhao Tiezhu only glanced at it, and then continued to watch the movie, but who knew that the strange man actually took the initiative to talk to Zhao Tiezhu and said: "Brother, I don't have the heart to see you playing games, you must have encountered something on your mind, right?" If there is something that can't be solved, it's better to say it, let me enlighten you, and promise to give you a satisfactory answer. ”

I don't know why, Zhao Tiezhu was completely defenseless at that time, so he told the stranger in front of him about the troubles he had encountered since he was a child.

After hearing this, the strange man pondered for a moment, and then asked, "I have a general understanding of your experience, so do you know who is the culprit who caused you to become like this?" ”

Since he chose to tell this person what was on his mind, Zhao Tiezhu also regarded him as a friend, and thought about it: "It's the four people who made trouble in the cave room back then!" ”

The strange man nodded with satisfaction and said, "To be exact, there are five people, and one more, your father!" If you feel that the flames of anger have long taken root in you, then play a game with me and let you experience the thrill of avenging yourself with your own hands! ”