When you are tired and fold your wings (1)
When Fang Chuchu just turned twenty-two, she was a senior in college, and she was busy with internships and job hunting all day long, when suddenly there was a phone call, and her mother told her that her grandmother was sick.
At that time, my mother's career was in crisis and she couldn't get out. So the responsibility of taking care of her grandmother fell on Fang Chuchu's shoulders, and it was her normal life to run at both ends of the hospital and school every day.
In fact, Fang Chuchu and her grandmother are not very close, but her parents have not divorced yet, and they will leave her at her grandmother's house when they quarrel. But Fang Chuchu never liked to go to his grandmother's house, because he didn't have a grandfather - he was divorced like his mother, and his grandmother was always alone at home.
And Fang Chuchu also thinks that her grandmother is very weird, and she always likes to tell her about things she can't figure out, such as a woman wearing red clothes and combing black hair and sitting on a tombstone, such as a well where no one fetches water, the amount of water will automatically drop and there is a singing, such as the moon will cut off her ears, and grandpa on the stove wants to beat people...... Fang Chuchu often had a chill in his back when he heard such a story, and then he couldn't sleep at night.
When her grandmother was sick, Fang Chuchu accompanied her day and night, and she liked to tell some strange things.
"Recently, I've been dreaming that I'm in the sky, I can't go up or down, so I'm hanging there, panicking."
Such moments will always happen, but Fang Chuchu is no longer like when he was a child and asked "why" stupidly, but said calmly, "Grandma, you are tired, it's time to sleep." ”
Every time Fang Chuchu said this, Grandma would obediently close her wrinkled eyelids and pretend to be sleeping.
When he finally got free time, Fang Chuchu would turn on the computer and submit his resume, but after a while, his grandmother would always come up with a few words "Your computer is too noisy", "You should go back", "Call your mother!" ”
Fang Chuchu would always be so frightened that every time she would look up to make sure if her grandmother was sleeping, but every time she checked her eyes were closed, then she would say, "Although my eyes can't see, my heart is still open." ”
Fang Chuchu couldn't figure it out again.
Also now, she can't figure out Lu Yan.
"I'll give you a job."
The man sat on Fang Chuchu's left and swore an oath. But Fang Chuchu was wondering why he was doing this-"I don't need to." Before figuring out why he was, Fang Chuchu still rejected him as usual. The man looked back at her and suddenly curled the corners of his mouth, "Yes, you really don't need to. ”
Of course, Fang Chuchu knew what this next sentence was, but he didn't say it, he just hastily ended the conversation and continued to look through the email on his tablet. Fang Chuchu didn't speak, she turned her head out the window, the world was as lively and noisy as ever.
Yes, you don't. You'll have enough of me.
Get off at the designated place, and before leaving, Lu Yan called back, "Do you need me to pick you up at night?" ”
This is just the first "battlefield" today, and even Fang Chuchu himself doesn't know where the next stop is, where can he go to pick it up? "No, I don't." Fang Chuchu replied, then turned around.
"Fang Chuchu," Lu Yan stopped her again, "Your sister's name is Li Xuan?" ”
"We are not related by blood, only legally, so please don't call her my sister in the future, I don't have a sister." Fang Chuchu explained. Recently, Li Xuan has been staying at Fang Chuchu's house, which has deepened her hatred for this "sister".
Lu Yan smiled, "It's okay." When you get home in the evening, remember to call me. The window rolled up, and Fang Chuchu watched him leave.
She has never been clear about what the relationship between her and Lu Yan is - a couple? Except for the physical contact during the hospitalization, there was no more after being discharged, to be precise, Fang Chuchu deliberately resisted. Friend? There was no pure friendship between men and women before, Fang Chuchu firmly believed it, and she hated Lu Yan and wished she had cut off contact with him earlier.
Stranger? It is not established at all, although Fang Chuchu himself does not know what the definition of a stranger is, but if he is, then "stranger" will definitely be redefined. So it's —
"New favorite."
This is the explanation given by Grain Xuan -
"You are Lu Yan's new favorite recently, unlike his girlfriend and mistress, this relationship is more dangerous but also more exciting. People like Lu Yan will never lack a girlfriend, what they lack is only a woman on the façade, and you are not. Xiao San is even more unlikely, according to my investigation, he has no wife and no fiancée, since the girlfriend is fake, then Xiao San will also be fake, there is no practical meaning. Therefore, you are now such an identity, just like the favored concubine in the emperor's harem, everything is up to you to follow the good and expensive things you give you, as long as you serve him happily......"
"I didn't 'serve' him!" Fang Chuchu was clear in his words, for fear that Li Xuan would not know her anger.
"Look at it, this is the most annoying thing about the favored concubine." Li Xuan smiled again, "But don't worry, the emperor is amorous, after a while, he will forget that you are in love with someone else, and you will be happy!" Right? ”
Will it be happy? Fang Chuchu had been standing like this for a while, she really shouldn't have thought of this question at this time. The soreness in her ankles was faint, she still wasn't fit to wear high heels, and she wouldn't take them off even if she couldn't walk today. Turning, she walked towards the building. Whether you're happy or not, at least make yourself happy for now.
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In the building, in the elevator that was descending, Brother Da Fei said hurriedly: "Can you listen to my opinion first next time, don't be so reckless and impulsive!" It's much more useful for you to talk less than to laugh more than you to laugh more, you know? ”
Sure enough, Lin Sen, who was standing in the corner of the elevator, squeezed out a fake smile at him, and Da Fei was so angry that he couldn't find a rebuttal for a while, but Fang Hui's snickering reminded him, "What are you laughing at?" You just say that this kid is much more handsome than him with a calm face when he laughs, and how many girly customers can he bring us. ”
The last sentence was for Lin Sen, but he had headphones in his ears - he didn't care at all.
"Honestly?" Fang Hui wanted to tell the truth at this moment, "He really doesn't look better when he laughs than when he doesn't, especially when he squacks." "The rare truth is matched with a sincere smile - Da Fei Ge can't wait to beat the fake skin that is not repaired.
"Ding-" Fortunately, the elevator door opened, and a group of men and women in formal clothes poured in, Da Fei and Fang Hui hurriedly put away the presumptuous posture they had just had, and Da Fei also kicked Lin Sen in the corner by the way, signaling him not to stand so casually.
"Shall we go up or down?" When Lin Sen reacted, he noticed an important fact - the elevator was rising. Lin Sen gave the two dumb melons beside him a disgusted look, and the two stupid melons shut up and didn't explain.
"Stop, stop here!" Lin Sen's hand had reached for the button, but he still couldn't reach it in the innermost part. But fortunately, someone helped him and pressed the nearest floor.
"Xie ......" Lin Sen regretted it before he finished speaking, because this floor was the floor where they had just made trouble, "It's not this floor!" "It's too late," Ding-" The elevator doors opened again, and almost everyone turned around and waited for the three of them to walk out.
"Let's go up! Hehe! Big Fei smirked and wanted to break the deadlock, but they remained indifferent.
"Ding-" Someone finally walked out, but it was someone else. But—"Wait a minute! "It's Lin Sen again. The moment the elevator door was about to close, Da Fei pulled Lin Sen back and leaned against the corner of the elevator, "What do you want!" Without waiting for Lin Sen to respond, he turned his head and apologized to the others in the elevator, "My brother is a little rushed!" ”
Lin Sen shook off Da Fei's hand holding the collar, and then said nothing. This feeling was so wonderful, inexplicably burning in his heart, as if he was about to burn the last bit of his delusional thoughts - he saw her again, and on the other side of the elevator door slowly closed, he saw her and looked over.