Narrator: Yin Piaoxu

I wondered, if I compromised a little, would I always have a place called "home"?

However, I am a stinky stone that does not enter oil and salt. So, I don't have a home now...... Nothing.

Gong Jingyang said: "You live with me first." ”

I looked at him and finally nodded, I really didn't have anywhere to go.

Xiaoyu is there, it's impossible, her relationship with her family has just eased, I don't want to get involved in her life, not to mention Qin Guotai. When I think of Qin Guotai, I am angry, if it weren't for his own initiative and what kind of engagement he proposed, I wouldn't have what happened to me today.

Brother Wang Yang, it's also impossible. I don't want people to misunderstand my relationship with him. He walked with a girl with a bad reputation like me, how will he find a girlfriend in the future.

After thinking about it, I was still taken in by Gong Jingyang, anyway, we are the boyfriend and girlfriend that everyone knows.

Finally, there is a place to shelter from the wind and rain.

"I sleep on the couch!" At this point, I still have self-knowledge, this is someone's house, I can't occupy the bed.

His eyelashes flickered, and he smiled wickedly: "Otherwise, let's all sleep in bed!" ”

"Get out!" I kicked him.

"Anyway, I hugged all the hugs, kissed and kissed, and it was nothing to sleep in the same bed!"

Having said that, there are some things that still have to be principled, and besides, we are still in our third year of high school, and besides, in a bed, it is a dangerous thing...... I don't have immunity to handsome guys, in case I ....... Ahem!!

He tapped me on the head: "Hey, Yin Piaoxu, what kind of inappropriate picture is your head thinking?" ”

My face instantly turned red and hot, and I quibbled: "Who wants a picture that is not suitable for children, you ...... Rogue! ”

"You have ...... written on your face Hongcheng is like that, is it because he has spilled the ketchup? ”

I'm speechless.

Turned away from him.

In fact, as soon as I left his sight, all my disguises were gone, and all that was left was infinite sourness.

I want my own home. There, although there is pain, after all, it is where I grew up, and there are countless joys and warm scenes that remain in my blood and bones.

I still want to own it – my home!

I thought, my mother must still love me. Anyway, I was raised by her since I was a child. She should have feelings for me. People usually have a kitten and a puppy, and after a long time, they will have feelings.

The reason why she treated me like that was only because now that my father is gone, the family is even more difficult, and it is really not easy for her to pull a few of us alone, and there is a lot of psychological pressure......

Isn't that so?

A person can calm down and think about it, and I can understand him.

I can forgive what she has done, and I hope that I can return to that home again, so that I can have a harbor, no matter how dilapidated and rotten, it is my home for me, and I still want to return to its embrace.

People are often crazy to get after not getting or losing, so I am crazy to get a home. I longed for the warmth and security that home brought me, the sense of belonging.

However, I really didn't dare to go back, I didn't even dare to think about going back.

Days passed, and days passed, and I curled up in Gong Jingyang's house, not daring to take a step.

Sunlight, birdsong, whistle, vocals...... It has nothing to do with me.

Gong Jingyang was by my side, telling jokes and making me happy. I was smiling joyfully, but there were tears in the corners of my eyes.

Seeing that the Spring Festival was getting closer and closer, Gong Jingyang's home calls came one after another, urging him to return to the imperial capital.

"I've got something to do!" He said on the phone.

I'm grateful to him.

"You go back." I say.

"That's all for the New Year, besides, I want to be by your side." He took my hand.

Looking at the hands holding together, my heart was full. In the past twenty days, you can see him when you open your eyes, and you can dream about him when you close your eyes. It feels like I'm really in love.

But I can't always be like this, everyone else has to be with their families.

On the twenty-second day of the lunar month, I came alone to visit my father's grave, and I had a lot to say, but I remained silent in front of him. He loved me so much when he was alive, and his only hope was for me to live a healthy and happy life, and now, I don't want him to know that I am lonely, sad, and sad.

"Dad, everything will be fine......" I touched his picture and said with a smile, "Don't worry, I'm fine and will be better in the future." ”

The streets, as well as the smell of the New Year, are full of joy.

Everyone started to be reunited, but I couldn't be reunited with my family.

I called He Xiaoyu, and it was her husband who answered the phone: "Xiaoyu is in the fitting room."

I think she must be happy now, and I don't want to disturb her. Also, I didn't want to have any contact with the people of the Qin family (except for Xiaoyu), so I hung up the phone decisively.

I know that Xiaoyu has her own home now, and I can't trouble her all the time.

Now, it seems that it is really just me, I want to have someone who will meet the wind and rain with me, and Gong Jingyang is standing by my side.

"You still have me." Is this his promise to me?

Yes, I want to be with him, but I also want a home with my dad, mom, siblings.

I ran into Qin Guotai, I turned around and left, I didn't want to see him.

In the past 20 days, I have avoided him and felt much cleaner.

"Are you with him, do you live in his house?" He stepped forward and grabbed my arm and questioned me.

"Qin Guotai, you don't have to worry about my affairs." Yes, I live with Gong Jingyang, what does this have to do with him, and the reason why I am so desperate is not because of him!

"I've got you in charge. Yin Piaoxu, let me tell you, we have to get engaged. "He has a bad face and a scruffy beard, which is not like his usual life.

"You're really insane!" I was so angry that I was engaged to him!

His grip on me tightened, and I felt like my arm was going to be snapped.

His blood-red eyes widened and looked directly at me: "Whether I'm neurotic or not, anyway, I'm pestering you in this life." ”

I'm really speechless about this person! There are so many girls in the world, why is he looking for me? Really, I'm not good at anything, I'm not pretty, I don't have a good figure, I'm very bad at school, and I have a worse temper...... I'm just a good-for-nothing person.

"Don't think I'm going to compromise that way. Qin Guotai, if you persecute me like this, it will only make me hate you more and more. I shook off his arm and said coldly. I can't give him any hope, or I'll hurt him.

"It's better to hate than to leave." He lowered his head and muttered. I almost didn't hear clearly.