Lu Yan likes to take the initiative, and he has always believed in this. But he likes to be passive, which seems to be subject to research, but he has to admit that the woman in front of him who walked towards him in pajamas and a casual coat is the most passive woman he has ever seen.

"You've been drinking?" Before she could get closer, the woman blurted out.

"So what?" After drinking a lot, she was still dizzy when she drove all the way, and Lu Yan felt that she should really go home and lie down, instead of driving to the bottom of her building to see how indifferent she was.

"Stay away from me."

"Fang Chuchu!" Before she turned around, the woman was pulled back by Lu Yan, her body was close to her body, and the smell of wine became stronger.

Fang Chuchu also realized her bad attitude, it could be today's encounter or the phone call at night, anyway, now she is very unhappy when she sees Lu Yan.

But Fang Chuchu knew what it meant to be "suitable" - it was really inappropriate to play a little temper in front of Lu Yan, who was drunk and in a bad mood, at this time.

So, she slowed down her tone slightly, "I'm going to a lot of places tomorrow, and I'm going to bed early tonight." Don't hold on to me, it's uncomfortable. ”

"Are you giving in?" Lu Yan smiled at the corner of his mouth, and suddenly felt that it was worth coming tonight.

Of course, Fang Chuchu didn't know what kind of brain circuit the drunk Lu Yan was, but she didn't want to argue, "Can you let me go first?" —they're too close now.

"Are you afraid of what I'll do to you?" As he spoke, Lu Yan tightened his arms behind Fang Chuchu's back.

Fang Chuchu put his hands on Lu Yan's chest, tried his best to keep his distance from him, and said viciously, "You're not afraid of what I will do to you?" ”

Lu Yan smiled in his eyes, and didn't seem to care at all, "I hope you can do something to me!" Fang Chuchu took a deep breath - it seems that the only way to deal with drunkards is to use a drunkard's method.

"What did you do to him?" When Fang Chuchu returned home, Li Xuan hurriedly asked, seemingly a little excited.

"Not really." Fang Chuchu coped with it and went straight into the quilt.

"I've heard him all over here, didn't I really do anything?" Li Xuan chased after him, "That kid's car is still there!" You shouldn't have disabled him and won't be able to drive! ”

Fang Chuchu pretended to be dead and did not respond.

"Hey! Don't blame me for not reminding you, he's the 'Emperor's old man', you him off, be careful that he sends you into the cold." The more he talked, the more outrageous it became, Fang Chu jumped up from the sheet, "If you don't shut up, you will sleep on the streets tonight!" "The 10 square meter room was immediately quiet.

Downstairs, Lu Yan finally climbed into the car, and the place began to hurt madly again.

That woman was really ruthless, and she was so accurate. However, it's good that she kicked it, otherwise Lu Yan might have done something that he couldn't control himself with his intention to drink - if that was the case, would the woman kill me.

Thinking of this, Lu Yan actually smiled even more - if that's the case, it would be fine.

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Fang Chuchu dreamed again, only this time there was no shadow of the past in the dream, only herself.

In the vast white dream, there was only a white mist that could not be caught by reaching out, and there was nothing physical that could be touched, as if she was in a fog, completely suspended in the air without any support.

Fang Chuchu was very nervous, so nervous that she seemed to feel the soreness of her muscles - she didn't dare to move, for fear that if she moved, she would break this piece of etherealness. For the unknown, she prefers to be content with the status quo, so she just stiffens her body and doesn't react in any way.

This dream is too real, but she can't wake up, the time is so long, it is so difficult, Fang Chuchu is on the verge of collapse, she can clearly feel the friction between her arm and her body when it slowly sinks.

"Don't move, don't move, don't ...... Don't don't don't ......" There seemed to be tears in the corners of her eyes, but Fang Chuchu still kept telling herself, "Don't don't ......" But in the end, her arm slipped - she moved!

It was still a white mist, and nothing had changed, Fang Chuchu subconsciously raised her arm, but the part of her body that she thought was "that is an arm" was covered with feathers at this time, like a wing.

She didn't have time to explain, and suddenly, for no reason, she fell.

"Don't!" I woke up from a dream.

Fang Chuchu sat up in a panic, his pillow and the sheets under it were all ironed, and his face was covered with tears. The sky outside the window was a pale water blue, but it wasn't bright enough, and the grains on the floor rose and fell gently with even breathing—fortunately, it didn't wake her up.

Wiping away her tears, Fang Chuchu lay back again, but she didn't dare to fall asleep, for fear of falling asleep again, and she thought of her grandmother in a daze.

As the sky got brighter, Fang Chuchu walked out of the residential building and realized that Lu Yan hadn't gone back last night - the car was parked in the place where he had been last night, and he was sleeping soundly in it.

She still has palpitations when she thinks of the dream in the early morning, she is afraid of becoming the big bird in the dream, but she is even more afraid of Lu Yan's unpredictable clouds.

Since she was discharged from the hospital, her comfort has come from him, and her hesitation has also come from him, which makes people rely on and feel insecure. Fang Chuchu felt that it was time to make a decision, even if the future was uncertain, she was destined to be alone.

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Five years ago, her grandmother fell from high school and shattered in front of her eyes.

Fang Chuchu didn't understand why her grandmother ushered in her death like this—she was a dying person—she could have slept peacefully on the hospital bed, holding her mother and her hand. But she had to climb to the top of the building, climb over the guardrail with difficulty, and then fall without hesitation, into the eyes of her mother and her—in the most bloody and tragic way.

I remember my grandmother once told her that she wanted to be a little bird and fly freely in the sky, not to fly too high, just to fly.

Fang Chuchu replied to her with a smile, "What nonsense are you talking about, you are afraid of heights!" But he forgot to say to her, "You don't have wings!" ”

You must have a pair of wings so that you can fly; You have to wave your wings so that you will be as close to the sky as a bird; You have to keep waving your wings so you can keep flying. Although you are in the abyss, you can see the blue sea and blue sky as long as you look up.