Xu Huanxi knew that the ancestors wanted her to become a talent and complete her unfulfilled dream for her.

She worked hard, but in that high school, she had always been an outsider and never wanted to fit in, just like a hermit animal, with no feelings and no sense of belonging.

She hides clumsy and never shows her edge, she just wants to be quiet, without enemies, and ...... No friends.

She didn't have a hard time, holding Qu Huazi's thighs, and no one bullied her, and of course she didn't get close to her.

She knew that everyone pitied her, especially the year when the ancestor had an accident, they trampled her dignity on the ground with their arrogant kindness, and some people are true and some people are fake.

She was grateful and sad at the same time.

The feeling of exposing one's difficulties to begging in the sun is not pleasant at all.

What's more, she has more or less developed a literati style, arrogant and inferior, sensitive and suspicious, that kind of complex mind, no one knows.

She is very well-behaved in front of people, docile and pitiful.

That year, Qu Huazi raised funds for her, stepped on her dignity, and won countless praises.

It's not that she's weird, but she should be grateful.

It deserves, this is the way of life, and she endures it.

If there was anything that made her not so sad that year, it was probably that she handed a rose to Xue Jingyun, and that person also generously gave it back.

Roses, that was originally sold by Qu Huazi, but Qu Huazi only sold it for one day, and then retreated.

The weather is too hot, and the curved flowers are too delicate.

Therefore, the one who sold roses later was Xu Huanxi herself.

Well, there is nothing wrong with selling things to raise money for yourself.

When she was young, although her self-esteem was hurt, that donation really made her feel the warmth between people.

So, be kind.

At the same time, it is also necessary to give kindness a sharp edge.

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The memories are long, but the memories are very short, like a trance, and all the spirit and energy are back on the stage.

Xu Huan quickly got up from the ground, cleaned up the mess, and cooperated with the two clowns.

She glanced at Chu Rusi, and the person was really still looking at her, with a smile and feelings that she couldn't understand.

Her face was hot, and she was so annoyed that she wanted to have a hole, although it was nothing to be a clown, but why was she discovered by Chu Rusi!

How long is his eyes, how can he recognize her with such heavy makeup!

He must be laughing at her stupidity!

She didn't have the heart to play, especially Chu Rusi was looking at her, he was sitting in the front row, not far away, but he could see his expression.

She didn't want to play tricks in front of him and make him laugh, especially when the relationship between the two was still so stiff.

If she is really familiar with it, like Song Ci or Xiao Qiqi, even if it is a subordinate in the studio, she will not be restrained at all!

But...... That person is Chu Rusi!

She was interested in him in her heart, and the two were not familiar to the point of an old husband and wife, how could she show her kind of ...... so unscrupulously Neurotic temperament?

Densely annoyed, it seems to engulf her, and she still has a lot of stupid performances to continue!

I hope Chu Rusi is suddenly blind!

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Audience.

Chu Rusi quietly looked at the woman in the fiery clown suit, her brows furrowed, he knew that she had really fallen just now - she inadvertently met his gaze, and at that moment she was panicked and in a hurry.

And it was planted.

He heard the dull sound of her falling to the ground, and almost got up and left the table, rushing onto the stage with a lunge.

But can he go up and ruin her show? And all this is in the live broadcast, he is afraid that Xu Huanxi will ruin him as soon as he turns around!

Therefore, he could only watch others protect her under him.

She was extremely adaptable, and she slid up to the circle, and looked at him sadly and complainingly.

Very innocent, he said.

He guessed that she was embarrassed, and the performance later began to be unnatural.

He finally lowered his head, forget it, and didn't embarrass her.

He played with his mobile phone, wondering if he should wait for the end of the meeting to send a bouquet of flowers, so he clicked on Ouyang's WeChat: "Three minutes, get a bouquet of flowers." ”

Ouyang: "......" He is working overtime in the president's office to approve documents!! Fortunately, he was not stupid, and in desperation, he contacted the head of the regiment and asked the head of the regiment to arrange it.

The head of the regiment received a call from Ouyang: "......" He is the head of the regiment, is he really not busy?

He easily took away the flowers in the hands of the actors who had just stepped off the stage, and asked Miss Etiquette to send them to Chu Rusi very easily and respectfully.

Chu Rusi said that he was very satisfied, and Ouyang has become more and more flexible recently.

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on stage.

After Xu Huanxi bowed his head in Chu Rusi, his tense muscles finally relaxed, and he forced himself to enter the performance state again, this is a live broadcast, there has been a bug, and there can be no second one.

The feeling in her heart was also a little weird, as long as she looked at her, Chu Rusi knew that she was going to bow her head, it was really ...... It's so well-behaved.

She occasionally glanced at Chu Rusi and found that he really didn't look up again, just lowered his head and played with his mobile phone, really looking so well-behaved.

She was on stage, and she could naturally see the movements off the stage, including Chu Rusi receiving a bouquet of flowers from Miss Manners.

So...... Does Chu Rusi want to send her flowers?

Her heart jumped, and a slight sweetness welled up.

She was still thinking, wouldn't it be embarrassing if the other two professional clowns received flowers after the performance?

Now, don't think about it.

It just so happened that Weiya put it down, and she was going to be hung by Weiya, as if she was hanging, but the safety can be guaranteed, she tried it just now.

However, I don't know if it was wrong there, the collar kept tightening, as if it was really hanging.

She struggled desperately, but everyone only thought that her acting skills were realistic, and she kept applauding and applauding.

Xu Huanxi was really uncomfortable, his breathing seemed to be cut off, his face turned purple, and his fingers pinched into the flesh uncontrollably, but under the heavy clown makeup, he couldn't see it.

She struggled to make a hoarse voice, drowning in applause.

Ahh Because the three original actors who played the clown were all deaf and mute, they ...... None of them deserve wheat!

In the same way, Xu Huanxi did not accompany Mai.

Xu Huanxi's brain began to drowsy, her whole body began to be cold, and she suddenly remembered a Thai horror movie, where there was an actor who was acting in a hanging scene, because of a mechanical failure, he really died, and turned into a ghost and came back to ask for his life.

Mother's, she shouldn't have died like this, right?

She struggled desperately, trying to survive, but ...... No one can see, no one can hear.

They're all partying and entertaining, and she's ...... Die?

It's all said that clowns are used for amusement, no one cares about their mood, their lives and deaths, just like she did back then.

No one heard, under her well-behaved appearance, the scars on her heart.

They all call her the Clown.

It's like a nickname.

It's like a mockery again.