Chapter 106 [Last Time I Say I Love You]
On Christmas Eve, the LED lights on the street are dazzling, pedestrians come and go, crowded, roadside vendors selling all kinds of Christmas gifts, the sound of hawking, the sound of car engines, the festive atmosphere is depicted obviously, couples hold each other's hands, whisper softly, this is a city that never sleeps.
The stronger the atmosphere of the festival, the happier the happy people feel, while the unfortunate people feel more lonely and sad from it. Holidays are cruel to some people.
Xi Mu hung up Liang Cheng's phone and put the phone in his pocket, in such a cold weather, just saying a word, his fingers were already stiff. didn't want to say more, so he directly rejected his invitation. It could have been a sweet date for two people to spend together, a delicious meal, a midnight movie, all good. It's just one person's rejection, and in the end it becomes the loneliness of two people.
Xi Mu walked aimlessly on the street, no matter how lively everything around her, she didn't pay attention, her scarf was wrapped high, covering half of her face and ears, even if she couldn't see her expression, but her figure was still extremely lonely, like a dark cloud above her head, her air pressure was obviously much lower than that of other passers-by.
walked like this for a long time, until the soles of her feet began to heat up and the warm current rose, she suddenly remembered a person she hadn't seen for a long time, a bubble tea shop that she hadn't stepped into for a long time, he should be there. Thinking so, she walked in that direction.
She knew that she was no longer her former self, and she no longer had any illusions about him, he was like an old friend from a long time ago, and she felt pressure in the face of Liang Cheng, and she might be able to face him easily with this person. If she can't get a bottle of beer at this time, maybe she wants to find someone to talk to.
Not far from the entrance of the store, I saw a familiar figure, busy. She subconsciously walked over and stood in front of him.
"Himume?" Apparently he was surprised by her arrival.
"Regeneration! Long time no see. She said meaningfully, it's been a long time, since Lin Jinyu left, every day has been like a year, so it will probably be a hundred years away.
"Drink something?" Looking at her hair, which had been blown messy by the wind, she felt a chill, and she probably needed a hot drink to ward off the cold.
"What's better here for you?"
"Mandarin Duck Milk Tea!" Regeneration blurted out, this is the drink with the highest order rate among customers, but suddenly felt that something was wrong, and quickly added: "Red bean pudding milk, I think it's delicious, and the hot taste will not be bad." ”
"How do you know I'm going to be hot?"
"I want ice."
"Ice?" Reborn couldn't believe his ears, "Don't you think it's cold enough?" ”
"Teasing you, it's going to be hot."
"Oh, good." Regeneration began to be made.
Nozomi walked into the store and sat down at the bar. "Busy?"
"Hmm. It's Christmas Eve, and business is good. It's a lot less late now. Why are you still out so late? ”
"Just walk around and see the excitement if you have nothing to do. What time do you close? ”
"Usually at ten o'clock, if there are guests, I don't look at the time."
"Oh."
"How much sugar?"
"Give me a little more sugar."
"Okay."
"I've been in need of something sweet lately." Nozomi smiled.
"Why isn't Liang Cheng with you?"
"Why does he have to be with me?"
Regeneration was asked by Ximu so rhetorically, and he didn't know how to answer for a while.
"Are you okay with An'an?"
"Okay, we're fine."
"Okay, that's fine. Previous......"
"The past is gone."
"Actually, I feel quite guilty, I used to be bad."
"It's okay, why are you mentioning it after it's gone?"
"Actually, now that I think about it, the days I used to have with you were quite good."
"yes, I didn't understand anything at the time."
"If it weren't for me, An'an and I would still be very good friends by now."
"How so? An'an also treats you as a friend now. ”
"In the past two years, I have suddenly understood a lot of things, and I also know that I have done a lot of wrong things before. It's a pity that it's too late to say anything now. ”
"How can it be too late, everything is still in time. You don't think too much, let some things pass and it will always get better. "Regeneration knows that Lin Jinyu's matter must be a big blow to Ximu, just like Su Jingyi, how difficult it is to get out of the pain of loss.
"I sometimes wonder if I'm just a person who doesn't deserve to be good to me, An'an used to be so good to me, but I hurt her like that, you are good to me, I also provoke your relationship with An'an like this, even Lin Jinyu left me."
"Don't think so, it's none of your business, some things are predestined, so don't think about it."
"I'm sorry, I'm talking a little too much today."
"No, it's a pity that An An is not here, otherwise she can chat with you, you don't seem to be in very good shape."
"Me? I myself know that I have always wondered why he ended up like this when he answered my call, if he didn't answer my call, then nothing would have happened, how could he be such a cautious person, how could he not dodge the floor slab on the construction site. ”
"It's definitely not what you think, it's an accident, and no one wants it to happen."
"Was it really an accident?" Ximu's eyes were unusually melancholy, and Lin Jinyu was like a huge dark cloud, shrouding Ximu's heart, "Originally, we were all going to get married, and I originally thought that I wanted to ask you and An An to come and drink our wedding wine." ”
Reborn didn't say anything, just listened to her quietly. When a guest wanted to buy milk tea, he interrupted her, and he was busy, he didn't want to see a person talking to himself, which was not only chilling, but also a little scary.
Ximu sat at the bar, his state was empty, and his mind fell into memory.
"When will you marry me?" Xi Mu tilted his head and smiled at Lin Jinyu.
"Who said I had to marry you?" Lin Jinyu hooked the corners of her mouth with a wicked smile.
"Okay, forget it, I still have to go beforehand." Ximu pretended to be angry and turned around.
Lin Jinyu took Ximu's hand and said: "It's not that I don't want to marry you, I should have opened my mouth about this matter, I want to prepare a grand marriage proposal ceremony, and then buy you a big diamond ring, but I don't have anything now, what can I marry you?" I have neither a house nor a car. ”
"Isn't a house a house? You are a future engineer, what are you afraid of, there will definitely be a future in the future, I know you are a potential stock. ”
"Thank you for thinking so highly of me."
"So what are you waiting for? Aren't you afraid that others will snatch me away? ”
"But your parents won't approve of that."
"You don't need to care about my parents, in their eyes, they only have a younger brother, without me, marrying a rich man is also troublesome, it's still so simple and good, I don't want me to be annoyed by them all the time when I get married, I have long wanted to get rid of them."
"But they're your parents after all."
"Don't mention them, what the hell do you mean, I spoke first." Ximu is a little anxious, does this mean to be disliked? Could it be that because she was too active, Lin Jinyu was afraid?
"Don't you really regret it?"
"What I want to do, although there are many regrets about it, but marrying you Lin Jinyu, I promise that I will not regret it for the rest of my life, I believe in my own vision."
"Well, as long as you don't regret it, I won't regret it! Let's pick a good day and get engaged first. ”
"What kind of engagement? It's too troublesome, just get married. ”
"Are you in such a hurry?" Lin Jinyu said with a smile.
"I'm afraid of trouble, I'm tired enough to get married, and I need an engagement, forget it, let's cut down the complicated and simplify."
"Oops! What kind of good fortune am I to get such a good woman as you. ”
"That is, you have to use all your life's good fortune to marry me so well." Ximu said proudly, and suddenly felt that something was wrong, so he "bah" twice, "I'm talking nonsense, you are going to meet me and your luck will get better and better." Actually, I was the luckiest person I ever met you. ”
"I've completed the project at hand, and we'll get married, okay?"
"Okay, then I can start looking for a venue first, choose a wedding dress, you can work with peace of mind, and I will handle the marriage matters."
"Let's be together, marriage is a matter of two people."
Ximu remembered that the day before Lin Jinyu's accident, she came to his place and cooked him a delicious meal.
After dinner, the two of them watched a movie together, and Ximu leaned on his shoulder and said with a smile, "It would be nice to do this every day in the future." ”
"I want to be with you every day."
"Then I'll come and cook for you every day from now on, okay?"
"No, it's too hard."
"What do you want to eat? I'll do it for you tomorrow. ”
"I don't want to eat anything, I just want to stay with you. Don't leave today, stay with me, okay? ”
"Then tell me what you want to eat tomorrow?"
"Well, I'll think about it and tell you tomorrow."
The next morning, when Ximu woke up, there was a piece of paper at the head of the bed:
Dear Xiaomu, I'm going to the construction site first, I've set a time for you, I'm going to try on the wedding dress in the afternoon, I'll pick you up when I'm done with the work at hand. Today you are my bride! I will always love you!
Jinyu loves you
If Nozomi knew that night was the last time they would see each other, she would say that she would not let him go, that she would not fall asleep. Many nights, she wished to go back to that night, even if she knew that he would leave like this, she was willing to hug Lin Jinyu and say everything she needed to say, and say goodbye well, at least she would not be so regretful as now.
She suddenly remembered something, stood up, and said to Regeneration, "Regeneration, I still have something to do, go first!" She hurriedly left the bubble tea shop. Reborn didn't even have time to say goodbye to her.