Chapter 187: Simple Happiness
Meng Shuzhi took Ruojun and Nian'an back to his hometown, a small township more than ten kilometers away from Shenyang.
Ruojun and Nian'an didn't expect the Meng family's mansion to be so magnificent, but at this time the mansion had been taken over by the government, and after the local government verified Meng Shuzhi's identity, they provided a small side courtyard of the Meng family for them to live in, and also found two surviving old servants, and when they saw Meng Shuzhi come back, they were all excited and tearful.
Sure enough, Meng Shuzhi's family background is also quite prominent, and he is a local gentry, but these are no longer important, Shu Zhi took Ruojun and Nian'an to temporarily settle down in the Meng family.
This place is empty and quiet, which is very suitable for Ruojun to recuperate and recover. Because Shu Zhi was a top student at Peking University, he was soon assigned to work in a machinery factory, and Nian An also entered the local school to continue his studies.
A few months later, Ruojun's language ability gradually recovered with the patient help of Shu Zhi and Nian'an, and at least he was able to express his meaning, but the poetry of the past no longer existed, and he could never find it back. Under Shu Zhi's care, and because of the relaxation of the mood, Ruojun gradually plumped up, like a plum blossom about to bloom, which is lovely.
Under the lamp, Meng Shuzhi stood in front of the window and looked at the night outside the window, the moonlight sprinkled a silver light in the courtyard, quiet and peaceful, but he frowned thoughtfully.
Ruojun settled Nian'an in the next room, walked in, closed the door, saw him alone in front of the window in a daze, stepped forward and pulled him, and asked softly, "What's wrong?" ”
Shu Zhi turned his head to look at her, his brows furrowed even tighter, and Ruojun looked at him with wide eyes.
"Ruojun, I'm ...... I want to marry you. ”
Ruojun breathed a sigh of relief, lowered his head and smiled a little shyly: "I promised a long time ago." ”
Shu Zhi shook his head and said, "It's been three or four months since we came back to the Northeast, and we should have gotten married a long time ago, but I haven't mentioned it, don't you think it's strange?" ”
Ruojun sighed and said in a low voice: "I thought you didn't want me, I don't have a good brain, and I don't look good." ”
He wrapped her in his arms, held her face and kissed her deeply, staring at her with a pair of dark jewel-like eyes: "What nonsense are you talking about, I kiss you hundreds of times a day, do you think I don't want you?" ”
She snuggled into his arms submissively.
Shu Zhi pressed her head and said, "I don't want you, I'm afraid of you." ”
"Afraid of me?" She looked up at him.
Shu Zhi frowned at the two thick black sword eyebrows, looked at her deeply, and asked very seriously: "Ruojun, if one day...... Someday...... He reappeared...... Will you leave me behind? ”
Ruojun didn't understand what he was talking about, because she hadn't remembered her "Hell Alliance" yet, and looked at him a little confused.
"I know you haven't remembered yet, maybe one day you remember, you will leave me and go to him, maybe one day he will come back, and you will go with him. Ruojun, I'm not a cowardly person, but I'm afraid you'll abandon me, you've already abandoned me once for him, you know? In this world, only he can take you away from me, Ruojun, do you love me? Meng Shuzhi looked at her nervously.
Ruojun looked at him in confusion, she didn't know if the person he was talking about really had such a great charm that he could make herself so confused that she abandoned an outstanding man like Meng Shuzhi.
"You mean Nian's father?" She asked.
"Yes! Ruojun, I must explain to you tonight, I must know whether you love me or not? I promised him to take care of you mother and son, and I swore that unless you were truly in love with me, I would not touch you or take you over. So, I want to know if you love me or not. He shook her gently, and his heart was so anxious, so flustered, how frightened.
But his question was so difficult to answer, Ruojun couldn't remember what had happened to him and that person, how could he answer a hypothetical question?
Her mind began to mess up again, and she shook her head helplessly: "Shu Zhi, I don't know what happened to my past?" But now there are only you and Nian'an in my world. ”
"Since I have Nian'an, then I think I must have loved Nian's father once." She muttered to herself, "But that's ..... in the past."
Shu Zhi pushed her away, turned around painfully and pinched his forehead: "No, you didn't just love, you loved your heart and lungs, unforgettable, you didn't even want your life, you died for him several times, you know?" Including you falling off the cliff this time and losing your memory, it's also for him. Your love will not pass, so I'm afraid. He raised his head, sighed, and said helplessly, "God, why can't I lose my memory?" ”
Ruojun was confused and didn't know how to appease him.
Shu Zhi sat on the edge of the bed in frustration: "I'm not jealous that you once loved him, or how much you loved him, I'm afraid that you don't want me." ”
Ruojun sat down beside him, took his hand, put it to his lips and kissed it, and said, "Have I died for him several times?" How can this kind of love be endured? Shu Zhi, do you want me to die for you several times? ”
"Nope! I don't want you to suffer for me, worry about me, die for me, I want you to be happy, happy. He said, "I'm afraid that one day he will appear and you will abandon me." You don't remember him now, and you don't remember the past of the two of you, so you're going to love me, you don't know how handsome and handsome he is, and he's rich, lots and lots of money, and I can't compare to him for anything. He said with low self-esteem and sadness.
Seeing him like this, she felt very sad in her heart, looked at him squarely at herself, and shook her head firmly: "No matter how good he is, how vigorous my past with him is, it is over, and fate has handed me over to you." I love you right when you gave me that red cardigan. My heart is already beating for you. ”
His heart settled down a little, and he looked at her stupidly: "Really? As he spoke, he punched himself in the thigh and said indignantly: "I really hate myself like this, I hate that I suffer from gains and losses, I hate that I am inferior and stingy, and I hate that I always have to compare myself with him." ”
Ruojun kissed him on the cheek and comforted him: "I won't leave you, I won't." The fate of the two of us has been firmly tied together as early as when you were nine years old, even if Nian'an's father comes back, even if he is very, very good, but you are the one who has loved me, protected me, and protected Nian'an by my side for so many years. ”
After a pause, she said, "Shu Zhi, I just want a simple and peaceful life. Although I can't remember many things from the past, I have a feeling that my past life was tired and unhappy. Shu Zhi, if you love me, give me a simple and happy life. ”
Meng Shuzhi looked at her seriously, still a little worried, but he loved her so much and was infatuated with her, yes, he wanted to give her a simple and happy life. He looked at it for a long time, took out a small red box from his pocket, and gently opened it, and inside was a small gold ring.
He hung his head and whispered, "It's a little smaller, it's a little smaller, I don't know if you will dislike it." I bought it many years ago with my first month's part-time salary, and you hadn't returned to Beijing yet. ”
"You wanted to marry me then...... Ruojun looked at him in surprise.
He scratched his head and laughed: "Hehe, earlier, when I knew that he was marrying someone else, I made up my mind to marry you, but I was too young at that time." Isn't it stupid? ”
Ruojun put his head against his head in distress, sighed, and shed tears with emotion: "It's me who is stupid." She stretched out her left hand and whispered, "Put it on me." ”
He solemnly put this small, shining golden ring on her ring finger, it was just right, he raised his eyelashes to look at her, his cheeks were flushed, handsome and beautiful, but also a little cute.
She took the initiative to lean over and kiss him on the lips, took the initiative to entangle with him, unbuttoned his clothes, a pair of tears full of tears, blurred eyes, looked at him tenderly, and gently opened his belt buckle. He quickly reverted to the initiative, clasped her tightly in his arms, and the two rolled onto the bed......
The next day, Meng Shuzhi and Mei Ruojun officially registered their marriage, they did not hold a wedding, but a family of three had a sumptuous dinner at home.
Nian An was as happy as a bird, chirping non-stop. Although he has recognized Ruikang as his father, he has followed Shu Zhi since he was a child, and in his upbringing, Shu Zhi is the one who played the role of his father. In his small heart, he has always regarded Shu Zhi as his real father, and Ruikang seems to be only a nominal father. So seeing that Shu Zhi and his mother finally got married, Nian An was sincerely happy and blessed.
Their life is peaceful, tranquil and simple, Shu Zhi introduced Ruojun to find a job in the canteen of the factory, the two went to work together, got off work together, bought vegetables together, cooked together, ate together, and slept together.
During the holidays, the two took Nian'an to the woods, in the wilderness, by the river for a walk, outing, picnic, life is simple and beautiful, quiet and far-reaching.
Strangely, Ruojun's memories of his past with Ruikang seem to be gone......
On Sunday morning, she pillowed his arm and slowly woke up, he was still asleep, she looked at his young and handsome face with her eyes, she didn't expect that her final destination would be with him...... A child who used to call out his sister.
His eyelids fluttered slightly, his eyelashes fluttered cutely, and she slipped into his arms, leaning her face against his firm and broad chest, and he took her into his arms, but she didn't wake up yet.
Her hand gently caressed his back, down to his waist and then to his hips, and she couldn't help but blush and heartbeat as his body reacted again, reminding her of his power, sensuality, and passion every night.
The corners of his mouth smiled slightly, his eyes were still closed, his big hands had already begun to search her body, and he asked sleepily: "Ruojun, do you love me?" ”
He had to ask her this question seven or eight times almost every day, yes, although they had been married for more than three months, but his heart was still scared, afraid, he was afraid that one day she remembered the past, she would regret it, he was afraid that one day that person would appear again, she would abandon him and leave him.
"Yes, I love you." She answered him without hesitation.
"I don't want you to love me like you love my brother, I want you to love me like you love a man."
She couldn't laugh or cry, touched his handsome face, ears, and neck, and said, "I won't marry my brother, I won't sleep with my brother, and I won't have children with my brother." ”
He opened his eyes and looked at her in a daze, he seemed to hear something, and looked at her in a daze.
She tapped the tip of his nose with her finger, and said shyly and happily: "I went to the hospital yesterday to check it out, and I think by the end of the year, you will be a father." ”
"What?!" Shu Zhimeng bounced up from the bed, and looked at Ruojun with a look of surprise, he was so surprised and happy: "God, baby Ruojun, why didn't you tell me earlier, why didn't you call me to accompany you to the examination?" You, you, you're mad at me. ”
He leaned down and hugged her tightly, excitedly and passionately kissed her all over the body, all the way to Ruojun's lower abdomen, and kept kissing and caressing gently.
"What did the doctor say?" He rested his head on her stomach and listened sideways.
Ruojun touched his face with a smile and said, "The doctor said that I was seriously injured, and it is not suitable for me to get pregnant so soon, so I should be extra careful, and he said...... For the first three months, it is best to ...... Don't have sex. Also, because I'm older, it may be difficult to give birth. ”
Shu Zhi was stunned for a moment, and said anxiously: "Then you didn't tell me yesterday, did I hurt him last night?" Will it be okay? ”
Ruojun looked nervous and said softly, "It's okay." Let's be careful in the future. ”
"No, no, I'd better move to the hut." Shu Zhi was happy and excited, worried and flustered.
"No, I can't bear you." Ruojun pulled him coquettishly and said.
Shu Zhi looked at her delicate little woman, and suddenly settled down in his heart, she was no longer his sister, she was his wife, his woman, his little woman, and this little woman was about to give birth to a child for him, he knew that she really belonged to him.
He took her into his arms and said, "Ruojun, I love you, I love you, I love you very much." Rest assured, I will protect you and our children. ”
Nian'an knew that her mother was pregnant, and clapped her hands happily, Meng Shuzhi took Ruojun and Nian'an to the graves of his parents and Xunmei to worship, and officially introduced Ruojun and Nian'an to them.
"Dad, mother, this is my wife, Mei Ruojun, this is my son, Mei Nian'an, Ruojun already has the blood of our Meng family in her belly, I hope you will bless their mother and son safely."
Ruojun gave incense to Meng Shuzhi's parents, and walked to Xunmei's small grave, just sighed, her memory has begun to slowly return, she remembers Xunmei, and even remembers Ruian, remembers Master Zhou, Mrs. Zhou, and the Zhou family compound, but she just can't remember Zhou Ruikang......