Narrator: Yin Piaoxu

It's like when I was a child, I wanted to grow up quickly every day, but when my eighteenth birthday passed, I realized that growing up was too fast, and I didn't even prepare it for it.

Just like now, I yearn for the third year of high school every day, and finally ascended to the third year of high school, and the sudden arrival made me scramble.

I'm about to start my senior year of high school, but my sister I'm not in the state, I'm not in the state!

I just feel very tired, unprovoked, tired for no reason. The body is tired, and the heart is tired!

I raised my eyes to the sky, and blocked the strong sun with my hands, and the sunlight penetrated through my fingers, burrowed into my eyes, and burned my heart.

My dad and I used to play like this a lot. Dad said, "Face the sun, life is warm!" ”

He also said, "There is a shadow in front of you, and there will be sunshine behind you!" ”

I know what he means.

Don't you want me to have a sunny heart?

Doesn't it mean that no matter what kind of life I face, I believe that there will always be sunshine to accompany me?

In the past, I understood, but I didn't have a personal experience and couldn't understand the true meaning of the words. Now, I am savoring the taste of those words bit by bit, feeling the warmth of the sun.

Then, I sat by the garden and looked at the flowers in bloom, trying to get the true meaning of life out of their bloom......

The flowers are bright, sweet and beautiful...... Am I going to be as beautiful as they are, and my mood is going to be?

The students who came and went on the campus, one by one, their faces were full of joy brought by the start of school.

They were in twos and threes, chattering as if there was something to say.

I'm the only one who sits by the garden and enjoys my solitude.

I long for someone's understanding and companionship, but I'm afraid of someone's understanding and companionship.

I think of myself as a combination of contradictions.

Well, when I get out of school, I urgently need to quickly adjust my mentality, and then, devote myself to the life of the third year of high school, and then ...... Fulfill Dad's Will: Study hard and be a happy person!

Passing by the school gate, my eyes seemed to see a familiar person, and I took a closer look, oh, it was him, that "two hundred and five" guy!!

I shook my head.

It's really "two hundred and five", and he actually yelled and yelled at his father's attitude......

No polite guys! How can you do that to your father? What a luxury it was for me to have a dad, but he ......

What a nice person!!

Also, is he a student of our school?

Haven't seen it before. Isn't it a first-year high school junior?

How can it be!

If you don't check it, how can you be a junior like a puppy in the first grade of high school?

Sophomores in high school? No, haven't seen it!

Senior in high school? I've never seen it either!

Ha, transfer student! Definitely!

Generally, transfer students are bad people who can't get along in their original school and are almost expelled or dissuaded...... Looking at his rude appearance, it must be what I guessed.

Hey, although our school is only a third-rate high school, it is not a place to collect scum!

"Drifting". Someone was calling me, and when I turned around, it turned out to be Wang Yang.

"Did you report your name? I'm looking for you everywhere......" Wang Yang came over and asked with concern.

"I didn't report it...... Too many classmates...... I don't want to stand in line. I turned to him and said to him.

"Your face is very bad, if you are tired, go back to the dormitory first. I'll go with you tomorrow to sign up. Wang Yang looked at me and said that he was always very caring about people and had always taken care of me, just like a big brother conniving at an ignorant sister.

Oh, it's my luck to have such an older brother. If it's a brother, so much the better!

It's just that people like me can't be reciprocated for caring because I don't care about people.

It's not that I don't want to, but I really won't.

"If you're busy, go first. I walked around casually by myself...... "I walked out of my legs and towards the campus. It seems that "two hundred and five" has affected my mood for shopping.

"Two hundred and five", for him, very appropriate!

Wang Yang didn't leave, but followed me and said with concern, "I'll send you to the dormitory...... Don't overthink it and take a good rest! ”

“…… Well! ”

Well, I'll go back to the dorm.

Well, I wouldn't think too much.

Well, I'll get some rest.

I know that Wang Yang really cares about me, and he is worried that I have not yet come out of my father's death...... In fact, I really didn't come out of it.

A good person disappeared from this world and disappeared...... And that person is my father, how could I come out of the shadow of his death all at once!

It's just that I don't want others to see and see my vulnerability!

If even I am not strong, who will be strong for me?!

The person who loves me the most is gone...... I'm going to ...... for him Live well, so I have to be strong.

I pretended to be strong in front of Wang Yang, but I didn't want to be strong. So, what he says, I usually listen. Who called him my buddy, or buddy who grew up together.

Besides, with so many people coming and going, it's not good for us to stand here. Some people are waiting to gossip about others......

"Actually, you...... Cry when you want to. You don't have to be strong in front of me! Wang Yang looked at me and said with an unnatural expression.

Me: "??? ”

"I ......" no need to cry, no matter who is in front of you! Because, a few days ago, the tears had dried up!

I was touched by Wang Yang's understanding of me.

He's always been good to me like this.

It's just that......

"I'm fine, you don't have to worry!" I shrugged and squeezed out a smile.

He rubbed my head: "Okay, laughing is uglier than crying!" ”

His movements, his tone......

I was stunned. How do you think it's weird, it's just that I can't catch it.

On the way back to the dormitory, he revealed: "There is a new student in our class. ”

"Oh!" I wasn't interested, but, in order to repay his good intentions, I asked in response, "Boys and girls?" ”

"Boy!"

"Is it handsome?"

"......" was obvious, Wang Yang paused, "I haven't seen ...... yet"

"Oh!" I was absent-minded in response.

"You...... Like handsome guys? Wang Yang asked cautiously, unlike his usual ones.

"Oh...... Haven't I always liked handsome guys? I asked rhetorically, "Who doesn't like handsome guys, just like you boys, who doesn't like beautiful women?" ”

There's nothing wrong with that, I feel like I'm doing it.

Wang Yang was silent.

He's so strange today, and in normal times, he will definitely give me a long lesson.

What is "people should not be good-looking", or "inner beauty is more important than gorgeous appearance", or "a girl should be reserved, don't say what you like at every turn"...... Anyway, he's going to have a lot of rhetoric to educate me.

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