Finally arrived at the train station, Meng Shuzhi held Simei in one hand and pulled Ruojun out of the car with the other, the driver led the way in front and came to a small waiting room with independent isolation, opened the door and let their family in, and said: "There are still 35 minutes, let's talk." With that, he turned and left.

Meng Shuzhi put his daughter on the ground, pulled Ruojun, who was still a little angry, into his arms, and said excitedly: "Ruojun, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I owe him." I know you don't want to go. But I can't let him die with such great regret. I owe him my life, and I must repay him for it. ”

Ruojun pushed him away, she was bewildered and confused by him, and she was angry, and she couldn't understand what he was saying.

She frowned and said, "What the hell are you talking about?" I want to go home. ”

Shu Zhi pulled her and said: "No, you can't go home, you have to take the train to Shanghai now, Cheng Jiawei will get on the train in Beijing to find you, escort you all the way south, Xu Ziyan will pick you up in Shanghai, and then send you to Guangzhou, and then go to Hong Kong, Cheng Jiaqi will pick you up in Hong Kong and send you to the UK to meet him." ”

Mei Ruojun was like being blown up by a thunderbolt, her head rumbled, she looked at him in a daze, did he take the wrong medicine? Or is it crazy? A week ago, he was still jealous and angry about that passport, and he almost lifted the roof, but now he is personally sending himself to Zhou Ruikang, is the world crazy? Or are you dreaming?

"Shu Zhi, do you know what you're talking about? I'm your wife, and you're going to send me to England, to another man's side? She stared at him incredulously.

"You should have been his wife, if it weren't for this chaotic world, you would have been happy and happy, and you wouldn't be with me at all......"

"What's the use of talking about that now? Now the fact is, I'm your wife! Shu Zhi, I don't understand, I don't understand! She asked sadly, "Are you testing me?" Testing me? Or are you disgusting me? ”

"No, no, no, you listen to me." Shu Zhi hugged her tightly into his arms again: "I love you, I know that you are reluctant to leave me, reluctant to leave Simei, I am not tempting, testing, disliking you, I want you to go and see him, he is very sick." I owe him too much, he rescued me from the street, this great favor has not been repaid, and he also possessed his wife and son, to be honest, I have always felt guilty, I am taking revenge, I have been thinking about this problem every day for the past few days, what I have is the happiness that originally belonged to him.

If it weren't for his two buns, if he hadn't saved my sister to the hospital, if he hadn't taken us back to Zhou's house, where would I be now? You may be a thief or a robber on the streets, you may become a thug, you may starve to death, you may freeze to death, you may be beaten to death in the street. Ruojun, instead of repaying him for such a great favor, I also possessed you and Nian'an. Am I still human? ”

Ruojun kept shaking her head, she had a splitting headache, sat down on the bench, hid her face and cried: "But I am your wife now, and the person I love now is you." We still have Simei, how can you ask me to leave our relationship for so many years and return to him? ”

Shu Zhi squatted beside her, stroked her hair, and kissed her cheek.

"I know, Ruojun, this may also be a test of our feelings. He needs you now. If the two of us really have a fate and a firm relationship, we will definitely be reunited. Ruojun, if you love me and you want me, I will wait for you to come back. ”

She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him, and the two kissed each other inseparably.

After a long time, she looked at him with tears in her eyes and asked, "This is ridiculous, ridiculous." How do you know about jeeps, trains, transfers? Have you been arranging it for a long time? ”

His tears kept pouring out: "The day after I knew about the passport, I called Cheng Jiawei, and he told me about his situation, this matter can be big or small, confidentiality is very important, don't ask for details, in short, Ruojun, they will help you meet Brother Ruikang smoothly." By the way, you have to remember that from now on your name is Hu Xiaofen, you are British-Chinese, and you came to China to visit relatives before, don't make a mistake, otherwise not only you, everyone will be implicated, especially Ziyan. ”

As he spoke, Shu Zhi took out an envelope from his jacket pocket and handed it to Ruojun.

Ruojun glanced at the envelope, needless to say, she could guess what it was, and said weakly, shaking her head helplessly. "Passport, yes? I thought you burned, threw away, ruined. ”

"I was afraid that you would burn, throw it away, and destroy it, so I put it away. There's still a ticket in the envelope, so don't lose it. ”

She smiled bitterly, he really understood her.

"You are my husband, say, what do you want me to do?" She's lost her opinion.

"You go over and see him first, I don't want him to die, I called him big brother for so many years, he is my life-saving benefactor and my relative, if you can save him, wouldn't it be a good thing?"

Ruojun only felt that his head was swollen, and Shu Zhi continued: "As for ...... You two ......" he frowned.

Ruojun touched his face, shook his head and said, "Aren't you afraid that my old relationship with him will rekindle?" ”

"Afraid! But if the two of you really reunite, I will admit it. ”

Ruojun shook her head painfully, she only had Shu Zhi and this family in her heart now, but she knew that Ruikang's charm was hard to resist, she felt that she was about to fall into hell again, she was very scared, very scared, she knew that Ruikang was her curse, there was an inexplicable tacit understanding and attraction between him and her, this was a huge test, she didn't know why Shu Zhi pushed herself into such a difficult test, and she didn't know if she could pass this test.

"Ruojun, if I didn't know the past of the two of you, if I didn't have such antecedents with him, I would never let you go, and no man would let his wife accompany her old lover. But...... His kindness to me and his love for you are shocking. ”

Xiao Simei ran to her parents, looked at her mother with a pair of beautiful big eyes, and said in a whisper, "Mother, mother, hug." ”

Ruojun wanted to be shot through by an arrow, but he couldn't stand up in pain, so he picked up his daughter, tightly, firmly, and kept kissing her beautiful little face.

"Simei, my mother loves you, I love you so much, my mother can't do without you."

Shu Zhi stepped forward and hugged her mother and daughter tightly, and the three of them snuggled together tightly and cried together.

"Shu Zhi, you're really going to kill me." Ruojun cried bitterly, sobbed and said, "Does Nian'an know? ”

"I had already told Nian An the night before that I wanted you to go to England to see his father, and he was silent and just nodded. Nian An is your child, so naturally he will not object. ”

"Okay." Ruojun wiped his tears with the back of his hand: "Then I'll go and come back quickly, and once he gets better, I'll rush back." I'm not going to stay there for long. ”

Shu Zhi frowned and nodded: "Don't worry, the children and I will wait for you to come back." Of course...... If you don't want to come back...... Just write to me...... I would ......."

Ruojun hurriedly covered his lips, shook his head and said, "Don't say it, I don't want to hear it." Ryan gave me a divorce certificate, and Ding Xiaohui gave me a divorce certificate, which is enough. Since you all want me to see him, I'll go. Maybe I should have made a break with him. ”

Shu Zhi nodded.

"Shu Zhi, you take care of the children and wait for me to come back. I will definitely be back soon. As she spoke, she kissed Simei's little face and kissed Shu Zhi deeply.

Shu Zhi smiled and said, "Okay, you have to be careful on your own road." ”

The family of three snuggled together for a long, long time, until the train whined and whined ~~~~~~~ came from afar......

The scene of separation is always embarrassing and emotional, like a lotus root that has been cut alive, they let go of each other's hands with difficulty, and once again rise and fall in the tide of fate.

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Ruojun sat on the train in a daze and sadness, watching Shu Zhi and Simei's figures getting smaller and smaller, and couldn't stop crying......

She felt that everything was like a dream, not just now, since the day she was eighteen years old and saw Ruikang, she had been having a long dream, a dream that she couldn't wake up, she couldn't tell the difference between reality and dreams, between reality and illusion.

She was in a daze all the way, she was arranged in the first-class carriage, and arrived at Beijing Railway Station more than ten hours later, and it didn't take long for Cheng Jiawei to come to the carriage with two boxes, one large and one small.

The two nodded and smiled slightly when they met, they were old friends, although they had some grievances, they didn't need to be polite, because everyone understood the purpose of Ruojun's trip south.

patting the box on his hand, Jiawei said: "This box was packed by Yafen for you, it contains a change of clothes and some daily necessities, what toothbrushes, towels." There was enough money in this little box, as well as some pastries. I'll send you to Shanghai, then change cars, Ziyan will wait for you in Shanghai. He was too eye-catching in Beijing, so he arrived in Shanghai first. ”

Ruojun nodded, smiled lightly, and said thank you.

Cheng Jiawei shook his head: "Hey, they're all old friends, don't thank you, I owe Zhou Ruikang in my last life, and I have been tossing around with him all day long in this life." ”

Ruojun smiled, her heart was still thinking of Shu Zhi and Simei, as well as Nian'an, and her heart was fluctuating.

Cheng Jiawei looked at her with a sad face, sighed and said: "Ruojun, I know that you are not feeling good now, in fact, the original matter is over, people always have to move forward, so it is indeed a very unreasonable thing to insist that you go back." But you have to know that Ruikang is really in love with you, for so many years, he has lived a very hard life, his mood has been very low, and his illness is caused by a bad mood for many years. You're his heart disease. ”

Ruojun raised his eyes and asked, "What kind of disease does he have?" Is it serious? ”

Cheng Jiawei frowned tightly, took out an envelope from his pocket, took out a report paper full of English from it, and handed it to Ruojun: "This is sent by Song Yuanyang two months ago. ”

Ruojun took it but couldn't understand it, Jiawei said in a sad voice: "It's lung cancer." ”

Her blood coagulated instantly, there was a roar in her ears, and she couldn't hear anything anymore, although Cheng Jiawei was still saying something, but she couldn't hear it anymore, the letter paper fell on the small table, her eyes widened, like a deflated ball, slumped on the seat.

Her mind was blank, like she was stupid, stupid, stupid, no matter what Cheng Jiawei said, she couldn't hear it, and she didn't seem to be able to see it.

Jiawei was startled, thinking that she was in shock, so he quickly sat down next to her and pulled her arm, shook her shoulder, and kept calling her name.

"Ruojun, Ruojun, what's wrong with you, what's wrong? Wake up, wake up! ”

After a long time, she blinked her eyes, hid her face and began to cry.

"I want to see him, I want to see him, I want to be with him." She cried.

"Yes, don't worry, we'll send you to be reunited with him."

Ruojun raised his head violently, grabbed Jiawei's sleeve and said, "He can't die, he can't!" He is not yet forty years old, how can he die? No! No, you cannot. ”

Jia Wei's eyes were also red, and he bit his lip tightly: "The doctor is helpless, and he himself does not cooperate with the treatment, we are too anxious, so we can only hope for you." If it weren't for the life and death situation, we wouldn't have disturbed your peaceful life. ”

"What did the doctor say?" Ruojun wiped the tears from his face with a trembling hand.

"The doctor said that it is estimated that there will be half a year, and if he can cooperate with the treatment and keep a happy mood, he may be able to delay it a little longer." Jiawei couldn't hold back his male tears, although he had quarreled, quarreled, and been angry with Ruikang, but he always regarded him as his best friend.

He choked up and said, "But his heart is all on you and Nian'an, where does he get his happiness?" Even if the mountains and seas are delicious every day, it is better for him to get together with your mother and son for a moment. ”

Half...... Half...... Ruikang's life is only half a year...... Mei Ruojun held her head in pain and kept shaking, she didn't believe it, she didn't believe it.

……

The night on the train was very noisy, the sound of "click" wheels kept crushing Mei Ruojun's nerves, she couldn't sleep at all, sitting in front of the window, looking at the half moon outside the window, the memories of nearly twenty years came to her heart bit by bit, and her memory had never been so clear.

And she deliberately fixed the picture of memory when they met for the first time, he and Cheng Jiawei secretly lay on the wall of Mei's house to peep at themselves, and then they fell to the ground, after a period of embarrassment, she saw him, he also saw her, she saw his eyes wide, he stared at himself, and a spark of love had ignited in his eyes.

With the heart of a sensitive girl, she knows that he likes herself, and she likes him like that, his slender and straight figure, wearing a straight school uniform, sunny and handsome, as if coming from a dream.

What a beautiful afternoon it was, what a beautiful memory it was, if he could, if Jun really wanted to live these twenty years all over again, if he had agreed that day when he persuaded her not to marry at the stone mill, if she refused to marry Ryan at that time, maybe he would have taken her away and fly away, no, not perhaps, yes, he would definitely take her away from all her troubles and stay with her for a long time, so that they would not hurt so many people, and they would not be hurt themselves, they would be very happy, very happy to live together and grow old...... But...... Fate is like a game of chess, one wrong step, one wrong step, Ruikang's fate should not be like this, he is so enthusiastic and sunny, strong and upright, how can it be? How can it be? Ending your life at such a young age?

No, you can't! No! Her heart was frantically shouting his name, she was going to save him!