Late at night, the lights are still bright in the all-night classroom of a university. Because it is not the peak season for exams, there are not many students in each classroom, and they are distributed in twos and threes, each with a countertop.

I put away the textbooks and dictionaries that I had spread out, and slowly repaired them, looking out the window at the dark night, and a chill slipped through my heart.

It was another moonless night.

I used to be very fond of the moon, because she was as pure as a baby's eyes, and there should not be a grain of scum in the area where she stared. Under her gaze, I can always stretch my arms with peace of mind and embrace my parents in heaven in my imagination.

Tonight is impossible, I sighed inwardly, picked up the book and turned to leave. As I walked down the aisle between the desks to the door, I felt a pair of eyes on my back.

I admit that I am a very beautiful girl, with cloudy hair and a graceful body, and a lot of chasing eyes, but here I am so naked and longing, this is the second time in my life.

The first time happened a year ago, when I was simply intoxicated by the lustful gaze of the suitor, and was conquered by him in one fell swoop. After drinking my lustful beauty, elegant temperament, wanton vanity and infatuation, he threw me a new love and abandoned the ending, leaving me to bear it alone.

I turned around slowly, it was a fairly handsome boy, but unfortunately I couldn't cover up the vulgarity and pretentious coolness of my body, which made me sick to my stomach for a while.

"You're the prettiest girl I've ever seen." He stared at me. So eager to get to the point, it seems that this person has been hungry for a long time.

"Really? Thanks for the compliment, you're handsome too. "I have always made hemp out of hemp when it comes to the words of flesh.

"It's so late, why don't I send you back? You know it's dangerous on campus right now, especially with such stunning cuties. "It's really extraordinary, and the three sentences are not far from the line.

I nodded, and he quickly stood up and walked out with me, and when he came down the steps, he grabbed my waist, and I didn't refuse.

As I walked through the woods, he suddenly stopped, and I looked at him in amazement.

He pretended to be mysterious and said, "I heard that this place has always been haunted. Then he licked his lips and said with a grin: "But you don't have to be afraid, with me, come, rely on me, the ghost will not dare to do anything to you." ”

I stood still, and he reached out to pull me.

Then a gust of wind blew, and the treetops swayed, and there was a whistling sound, as if mixed with a low cry, and I looked at him, his face a little pale, and he looked around uneasily.

"You've seen ghosts, but those are all human rehearsals, not exciting." By this time, he was still trying to be silent, and sure enough, he was a veteran.

"Do you want to see a real ghost?"

"I just want to see a female ghost, and be as beautiful as you," he laughed, "so that I would be merry even if I died." "There is a knife on the head of the color word, but there are still people who are not afraid of death.

I sighed lightly and said quietly, "Yes, I am indeed a ghost. ”

He laughed, "You have a body temperature and a heartbeat, don't bluff people." ”

"If the ghost wants you to believe that she is human, it is not difficult to have a false heartbeat and body temperature for a long time." I turned around and turned my back to him, "As far as I know, you have a girlfriend, and she didn't study today because of the cold, so you started to be so unruly, how can you explain it?" ”

"You...... How do you know? Her voice trembled.

"You swore to her two hours ago, and I'm sure you'll be just as sweet to her when you go back after making out with me. Although both parties were free before marriage, isn't it too much for you to step on two boats like this? What's more, she also judges your relatives and divorces for you. ”

He didn't speak, only the sound of his upper and lower teeth chattering against each other, and under normal circumstances, my words could be true or false, light or heavy, and perhaps I had accidentally made him a little more gloomy, and completely frightened him. I slowly turned around and held out my hand to him, and when he saw my face and hands, he screamed and fell to the ground and died.

The wind was raging, and the leaves covered his body.

I smiled coldly: "I am indeed a ghost, and you are indeed romantic." ”

When I was alive, I didn't think about what it would be like after death, and even if I did, I couldn't verify it. I was talking to my roommate about the ghost stories on the ghost version of the school BBS on weekdays, and I was tired of telling them over and over again that they happened at night, and in the water room, my roommate always asked me with trepidation: "Is there really a ghost in this world?" ”

I pinched her nose and said, "Fool! If there is a ghost, you don't have time to ask me this. ”

Are there really ghosts? Actually, I don't know.,I've lived for more than 20 years and haven't been harassed by ghosts.,It seems that even if there are ghosts, they live in two spaces with people.,Don't interact easily.,Unless it's an abnormal ghost who bumps into an abnormal person.。 I never thought much about it, because it was useless to think about it, and one day I would find the answer, although I could not relay it to the living.

When I looked at the empty medicine bottle in my hand, I knew that that moment was not far away, and I was still a little excited. In terms of choosing what kind of death, I thought about it for a long time, and now in retrospect, I was really not qualified to talk about what to think about others, because suicide itself is a very irresponsible and selfish thing, but the early death of my parents and his betrayal made me think that there is nothing more worthy of my love in this world, and my friends may regret it, but it is also understandable that I went to find my Elysium.

Hang oneself? The trance and unconsciousness after a moment of suffocation, this feeling is too hasty; Jump? The panic of free fall and the dull splash of blood afterwards felt too vague; Cut your wrists? Watching his life drain little by little, I felt my heartbeat weakening a little bit, the red in front of my eyes was expanding, and the red turned black at the end. But I can't, the above method is too cruel to the witnesses. If you have to leave, why bother hurting the innocent.

There are too many pills, and in the end, my mouth is numb, sour and bitter, and it seems that I have to advise them to make sleeping pills sweet in the future, after all, this is the last taste that the suicide person experiences in the world.

And then what? I walked around the dorm and made their beds, and I had the most books on the shelves, and I took them all down and stacked them in a corner, and they must have known what to do with them, and they all knew that books were my favorite, and that I would take them with me wherever I went.

The sun outside was nice. I leaned back on the bed, my usual position, lazily soaking up the sun. My stomach began to ache, one after the other, it was a colic, rubbing the most sensitive nerves in my body, it could barely keep me lying peacefully, and then I couldn't convulse myself, I gritted my teeth, and I didn't forget to wipe the white foam from my mouth - I didn't want to die too ugly. The noise outside the window, far and near, is it time for lunch? It was getting dark suddenly, and it seemed that the late autumn season was really changeable...... In a trance, it seems to be walking alone, the road is so dark and far away, and the place where the glimmer of light is reflected in front seems to be a bridge.

Someone calling me? I sat up with a stirring spirit, damn fake sleeping pills, which made me dream of death. There are roommates around the bed, and there are people in the next bedroom at the door, but fortunately they are not dead, otherwise even the counselor would have been alarmed. I laughed at them and rolled over and got out of bed.

No, it's not right.

Everyone's eyes still fell on the girl on the bed in grief. I was behind them, and I looked at them, and it was a very beautiful and serene body, a face that I had seen countless times in the mirror, but never so close and so vivid. It turns out that the way others see me every day is like this, and it's really funny.

I remembered a lot of ghost films I watched in the past, and I never believed it, but now I have to admire people's well-founded imagination, especially "people and ghosts are not over". Ghosts do exist, but there are not many that can affect people's lives, and I am one of those who have just passed away.

My roommate buried my ashes in the woods of Xi Garden, a place I often come to read books, write poems, and be in a daze, and the nearby school building is also a place I often visit. They burned all my books and buried the ashes with my ashes. I watched silently everything they did for me, and every day at midnight I was at my grave until dawn.

On the seventh day, a great hatred broke out in me, there was no reason, no premonition, I hated him, and people like him, I wanted revenge, I had to take revenge. Hatred burns with hell, and I would rather let the gates of heaven never be open to me again, for the gods and angels in it are too merciful to deal with these lovers, and Satan is the only one who can deal with them.

"Miss? It's so late, do you want me to accompany you? "That's when I realized that when hatred swells, ghosts can manifest. I slowly turned my head, this gentleman seemed to be another scum among the students, I smiled silently and charmingly, and when he couldn't wait to approach, I held out my hand. He let out a scream, and the aftermath echoed over the trees.

He was the first victim, and the leaders of the school and the department were anxious about his disappearance.

Stupid people are like this, blindly greedy, and when they enter temptation, they also approach destruction.

I went back to the dormitory for the last time, kissed goodbye to my roommates one by one, they slept soundly, the timid girl has always had the habit of kicking the quilt, I gently helped her tuck it up, and silently thought in my heart: Little sister, don't worry, there have never been ghosts in the water room of our dormitory, because this is a gathering place for girls, and the yin qi is too heavy, and ordinary ghosts dare not come. If anything, bullied you, I will never let it go.

The love affair that killed me started with his clever tongue in the all-night classroom, and I hated all the clever men in this place, they all deserved to die, and of course he was, and I wouldn't let him go.

I admit that I am perverted, and a woman's heart is very fragile. Moreover, perverted ghosts are more terrible than people.

My name before I was born was Xilu, which is the dew of the morning. I began to try to forget the name, God forgive me, I had to.

This day means a lot to me, it's the day I decided to get revenge.

My death had made him like a rat crossing the street, and he and she were very sad, and all the friends who knew me turned away from them. At the funeral, I watched coldly as he and her were rejected by my roommates, "She's already going, so let her go really happily, count you as a virtue!" He also tried to go inside, because it seemed to be a shame to walk at this time, and I could no longer stand idly by, so I walked forward slowly......

The sudden gust of wind surprised many people until now, because the weather was good in those days, the wind was mild, and the temperature rose, but this gust of wind was too weird, as if it came from an ancient tomb that had been sleeping for thousands of years, with a solemn suffocating coldness and desolation. What's even more peculiar is that the wind gently swept in front of the girls who were leaning against the door, and went straight to the two people, and the whole thing was only a minute, and many people thought they had a dream. Later, in order to prevent him from hypocritically "hanging" me, I set up a barrier in front of the tomb to make him dizzy as soon as he approached, which was my curtain and did not allow him to defile.

Later, it is said that they both fell ill at the same time, and each went home to take leave to recuperate, and the wind was indeed too cold. Today, he is back in school.

I silently wandered around the campus waiting for the night to come, people said that ghosts don't go out during the day because they are afraid of light, but it seems that I feel that something is different, I am no longer human, so day and night can no longer affect me. There were a lot of boys coming and going, and I passed by them, and looking at their vivid faces, I hoped from the bottom of my heart that they would be able to do their best.

Night falls, and every night, whether it is the sun or the underworld, there will be a story, and the night is always a good background for the story. I approached his dormitory, not to wait for him, I knew exactly where he was, but I wanted to let him get away for a while, and wait for him to come back to do it.

Late at night, as I wandered down the boulevard, and occasionally one or two little sisters hurried past me, and I was glad that they did not show up, and they must have been worried about this at this time. The wind gently blew the fallen leaves on the ground, and the fallen leaves danced regularly, and I think my presence added a certain atmosphere of slaughter.

"Wow, wow!" I looked up, and not far away there was an old man wrapped in a black cloak, sweeping the floor with his back to me, his back trembling slightly in the wind. As I approached him, I couldn't help but feel a sense of pity, it was so late, and it was hard for him to be still working. This world is really like this, there are people who ask for a good death, like me; There are people who ask for a living, like him. I waved my sleeves, rolled up a gust of wind, and helped the old man gather the fallen leaves into a pile.

"Girl, it's so late, aren't you going back?" A hoarse voice suddenly sounded.

I hurriedly looked around, and there was no third person except me and the old man, who was still sweeping the floor with his back to me. Did I hear it wrong? I started looking around for the source of the sound.

"Hehe, girl, don't look for it, I'm right in front of you." This time I heard clearly, it was indeed the old man who was speaking to me.

"Can you see me?" I said coldly, "Aren't you afraid? ”

"If you're afraid, you won't see it." The old man turned his back to me and calmly replied, "I can see many things, including your kindness. ”

"Hah! Am I kind? Joke! I laughed, "Do you know I have innocent blood on my hands?" No matter how abominable they are, they will not sin unto death, but I will kill them! ”

"Just now you carried your own pain, and you didn't forget to help an old man, which shows your kindness. When it comes to killing those two people, the first is that the qi is exhausted, and the second is in your hands, which is also the cause and effect of the previous life, because after all, people are humane, and ghosts have ghosts. If you have to talk about sin, it is the greatest sin that you killed yourself, but after all, you are too young, and maybe it is also a catastrophe that you can't avoid in your previous life. But now," the old man turned, and lifted the hat from his cloak, and I saw an old, resolute face, "rein in the precipice, Dawn. ”

I groaned, no one had called me that for too long, and I had been trying to forget it all, but I have to admit that the mention of the name still tingled me. The old man apparently noticed this.

"It's time for you to truly make this your past life."

I stared at the old man, "You're here to persuade me to give up my revenge, aren't you?" ”

The old man smiled.

"I really don't understand why people always stand on the side of the disadvantaged, regardless of right and wrong, and do victims have to be silent in order to be eligible for sympathy and support? He was the one who started it all! If it weren't for him, neither I nor those two would have died, and he was so sinful, why should he persuade me to let him go? "I was so angry that I couldn't help myself.

"You misunderstood, I persuaded you to give up revenge not for him." The old man said slowly, "He is indeed guilty, but he has been or is about to be punished, and you know best what he has done, obviously he is no longer worthy of your love, so why should he be worthy of your revenge?" ”

I was silent.

"It's no longer worth it for you to kill yourself for him, is it worth delaying your reincarnation for him now? Ghosts are the same as people, there is not much time to consume, you have missed once, how can you make a mistake again and again? ”

I remained silent, waiting for him to continue.

"Good will be rewarded, evil will be rewarded, it is not that it will not be rewarded, the hour has not yet come. You must have heard this old saying many times, and some people say that it is not accurate, thinking that many wicked people can live a lifetime, but in fact they all know one and do not know the other. ”

"The person who is most qualified to comment on this is me, I have seen the lives of all kinds of people, the dance does not conform to this ancient precept, there are too many wicked people, others can see his surface of fine clothes and food, how can he know that his heart is terrified all day long? I can see his voice and horses during the day, how can I know his nightmares at night? Finally, one day, when he was crying and mourning, others could see the magnificence of the coffin, how could they see the cold sweat remaining on his corpse? Even if a petty adulterer is a petty evildoer, he will be punished with the same punishment as his sins, or even worse, because these people will instigate them to commit adultery in their minds, and they will also instigate them to destroy to varying degrees, this is the will of God, it is the destiny of heaven, why should you get involved in it? ”

"So, as soon as I got involved, it seemed to be cheapening him." I basically understood what the old man meant.

"You can say that, but that's not what I'm here for." The old man replied in the affirmative.

The wind blew in bursts, and it seemed to be getting stronger, and I probed the old man's eyes to find out what his intentions were, and I felt that the old man was also studying me. I confronted him like this, and the wind blew his cloak and my trench coat, black and white, and fluttered in the wind.

After some time, I sensed that he was coming back, and he was coming this way. The old man obviously felt it too, and looked at me with a meaningful smile.

"I know you must not be willing to leave like this, and you still want to meet him."

I nodded. "But I can keep him from seeing me, I just want to see what he looks like now."

The old man was silent.

He approached, the cold wind made him hunch his neck and hunch his back forward, and his face looked puffy after many days of staying up all night, and I suddenly felt that this person was really disgusting and obscene, and I really didn't understand how I could end my young and beautiful life for this man.

Suddenly, I understood the old man's intentions. It's too stupid to waste my time and skills for such a person, if you are already stupid in life, and if you are still obsessed with it after death, then you can be described as a lonely ghost who died unjustly.

Watching him slowly disappear into the door, I turned to look at the old man with tears in my eyes.

The old man was still smiling, "You get it, it's good." I believe that you will be excellent in the next life. ”

"But I still have things that I can't rest assured about."

"Are you worried that the disappearance of those two men is pending at the school? Although rest assured, I usually do all the aftermath. The old man straightened up, and the broom in his hand returned to his usual long-handled scythe.

For the first time, I smiled at the old man, "Yes," I said, "I should go, my parents are still waiting for me in the next life." ”

I smiled goodbye to the old man in the wind, he was really kind and kind, I really don't understand why people are afraid of him so much.

The moon came out, and I looked up greedily to bask in her radiance. Gradually, I felt that I was getting lighter and lighter, and my body was fluttering in all directions, and then suddenly I was sucked in by a very powerful force, and I was falling in one direction at an astonishing speed, and the speed of the fall became faster and faster, beyond all limits, and all consciousness was eliminated little by little, and all consciousness was eliminated and eliminated little by little...... It was blank, and the extreme suffocation and pressure pressed against me, and I desperately resisted and struggled, trying my best to stick my head out to breathe in the fresh air......

At the same time, Xilu's roommate had a dream that night, and he dreamed that Xilu was peacefully reciting a familiar scripture to them: "All love will be impermanent for a long time." There are many fears in life, and life is in danger of morning dew. From love to worry, from love to fear, if separated from the lover, worry-free and fearless. ”

On this day, in the hospital near the school, a beautiful baby girl was born, she was different in that she only cried a few times, and then looked at the happy relatives around her with watery eyes, and her white face seemed to show a relieved expression.

The school received a notice from the Public Security Bureau the next day, saying that your students XX and XX died unexpectedly while going out to play, and the bodies have been escorted back. Since then, rumors about the murder of female ghosts in the all-night classroom have become a few huge pits on the ghost version of the school's BBS, and then they are accepted into the essence area by the moderator, and no one cares about them anymore.