Chapter 284: Unspeakable

(88106 .) Jin Yanchen's face eased, turned around, leaned over the side of the boat, and said, "You want to be free, out of the Ning family, do you have the ability to survive?" ”

Women like Ning Weishuang have been raised in captivity since they were young, trained in color arts, and learned how to please men.

Except for this body, there is no capital to survive. They cling to men, like silk flowers that cling to the trunk of a tree and draw nutrients, and once they lose their source of livelihood, they will wither to death.

"I can tailor clothes." Ning Weishuang said: "I secretly learned the craft from the embroidery lady who came to the house, I can make clothes, and do a little simple embroidery." I also saved some gold so that I could open a small shop and support myself. ”

Jin Yanchen's heart shook slightly.

When I first saw Ning Weishuang, she was trained to be as docile as a cat and dog, just like those glamorous singers. Do your best to unleash your charm and please him.

Even under the instruction of Ning Yunfeng, he did not hesitate to give up his innocence and did everything possible to seduce him.

Who could have found that under her docile and effeminate exterior, there was such a firm determination.

In order to escape from the Ning family, she began to learn the skills of survival early, accumulated business, and hibernated patiently, just waiting for the right opportunity to appear.

The tenacity of the heart is so impressive.

"That's good. What clothes will you make? He said lightly.

"I can make robes, robes, skirts, long and short undergarments, and I can also draw my own patterns and make new styles of clothes." Ning Weishuang said a little excitedly, and said, "Look, I made this dress myself." Changed from the way I looked—"

She stopped abruptly, her face was slightly pale, and she looked at Jin Yanchen with nervous eyes.

Unexpectedly, Jin Yanchen turned his head, glanced at her, and said in a rambling voice: "It's a little interesting, it's well cut." ”

After speaking, he turned his head and looked silently at the Qinhuai River in the sound of oars and lights, the night wind blew from the river, lifting his long hair and slapping it on his face, there was a sad and cruel taste.

There was silence at the stern of the boat, and the air was frozen like a boulder pressing down on his chest.

"The saint is not disgusted, I can also help you cut a garment." Ning Weishuang plucked up her courage and whispered.

Jin Yanchen did not answer.

After a while, he said, "You're a lot like a person. ”

With a woman's intuition, Ning Weishuang felt that the person Jin Yanchen said should be a woman, and a woman who likes to wear black clothes.

Just now, that man saved her life.

"It's... Do you like someone? ”

Ning Weishuang regretted it after speaking, I don't know if this sentence will stimulate Jin Yanchen again.

Fortunately, Jin Yanchen didn't react, he looked into the depths of the night, silent as a stone statue looking at it for eternity.

After a long time, he spoke again: "Not really. She's a very stubborn person, with a very bad temper, not as gentle as you. The hands are also very clumsy, and the needlework is not done well. She once gave me a purse, which was pink, and the purse was embroidered with a pattern of mandarin ducks playing in the water. ”

He laughed a little and said, "But everyone who has seen it laughs and says it's a wild duck bathing."

When she found out later, she was so angry that she wouldn't let me wear that purse again. ”【1】

Ning Weishuang couldn't see Jin Yanchen's expression, but she could feel the tenderness in his tone.

It is a tenderness that naturally flows from the depths of the heart, full of affection and pampering.

However, it is full of frustration and pain.

The woman who gave him the mandarin duck purse later left him. Ning Weishuang thought in her heart.

A strange feeling suddenly arose in her heart, wanting to open her arms and hug this frustrated man, like a mother holding her own child, soothing him and giving him warmth.

What kind of woman would be willing not to love him? Ning Weishuang thought, as long as he was willing, I was afraid that no woman could escape his gentle eyes.

Men and women are the same. Some women are born with a thousand charms and make men crazy. And some men are born to be women's lovers.

Sure enough, Jin Yanchen continued to speak.

“…… She kept trying to run away from me. The first time I took her back and locked her up. Then she ran away again, so I killed the people around her and forced her to come back on her own.

She still wanted to escape.

The last time, she was caught in a hurricane in the desert and lost her trace.

I rode a horse and looked for her in the desert for two days and one night, and there was no shadow of her anywhere in the reckless sand piles and the Gobi desert. That kind of despair was only experienced once when I was fourteen years old, when the Jin family was destroyed.

I said to myself, if God forbid, I can find her, she is still alive, I will let her go.

Later, she followed a caravan... Let's go.

There is a very high mound three miles away from the Ming Palace, and you can see it far away from there. She used to sit on that mound and look south in a daze. Forty-seven days after she had gone, I suddenly saw her there again.

I know she didn't stay for me.

She'll be gone sooner or later.

……

On one mission, she bought a house and a field in a small mountain village and planted two mulberry trees in front of the house. Under a tree there was a pot of gold buried. She thought I didn't know ......" [2]

This kind of Jin Yanchen made Ning Weishuang no longer feel scared, and even felt a little sorry for him.

She asked softly: "Then did you tell her that if you didn't let her go, you were actually reluctant to let her go." ”

"Nope." Jin Yanchen said: "I can't say it, and she won't believe it." ”

He hung his head tiredly, let the night wind blow his hair, lost his eyes, and said, "You go." While I don't want to kill you right now. ”

Ning Weishuang Bingxue was smart and immediately understood what Jin Yanchen meant.

She happened to be in time for such a moment, when Jin Yanchen was at its lowest. It just so happened that she was wearing a similar dress again, and she acted a little like the person in his heart, so he was willing to tell her this.

The most secret wounds and pains in his heart were probably never told to anyone. Only at a certain moment, he has the ** to talk to someone, but maybe he regrets it after speaking.

She said sincerely: "Don't worry, what you said to me today will never enter the ears of a third person. I don't remember anything when I left here. ”

Jin Yanchen did not speak.

Ning Weishuang stood silently behind him for a moment and quietly left.

The movement of the three-story cabin did not stop all night.

Jin Yanchen leaned on the side of the boat and blew the wind all night.

The next day, he bathed and changed clothes and went downstairs, and Ning Yun was still in a deep sleep.

The guards went in to pass the word, Ning Yunfeng lazily moved around, and the maid waited for the washing and wide clothes, and went out of the door, seeing that the door of the next cabin was also opened at this time, Su Jingxuan patted and yawned and walked out, the same sluggish, and the wine was not exhausted.

In contrast to the two compartments, Jin Yanchen, who is more and more steep in the bow of the boat, has straight shoulders and straight backs, standing tall and shaking like green pines and poplars.

The two were surprised and envious. I want to talk about "Yishinuo" with more like-minded people; Talk about life and find a confidant~

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