Chapter 145: Confessing the Truth
Xiao Lan was locked in the room by Jiang Hao, sitting on the ground by the bed angrily, crying and scolding him in her heart, she was tired of crying for a long time, and she unconsciously rolled up and fell asleep on the bed. Until he suddenly felt that his body was picked up by a force, and he hurriedly opened his red and swollen eyes, and what caught his eye was Jiang Hao's face.
"Why don't you sleep in bed, what if you catch a cold!" Jiang Hao picked up Xiaolan and put it on the bed, although there was heating in the room, he couldn't just sit on the ground and fall asleep, frowning, with endless tenderness and unconcealable concern and distress in his tone.
Xiao Lan opened her eyes to the gentleness, if it weren't for the pain in her eyes because of the redness and swelling of crying, she would really be bewitched by his tenderness at the moment, and put him on the bed and was reluctant to let go of her embrace, and clearly sniffed out his body odor, the kind of body odor that she had always been obsessed with.
The tears that were finally stopped began to roll in his eyes again, his nose was sour, he really hated the uncontrollable nostalgia for him at the moment, retracted his gaze and pushed his body away and quickly got up and went to the ground. In order not to be swayed by his disguised gentleness, he walked to the box and strode to the door, but before he could touch the door, he was pulled back to the bed by the force.
Jiang Hao snatched the box in her hand and opened it, stuffing her stuffed clothes into the closet, Xiao Lan was really angry with his domineering behavior, he was so unreasonable to find Xiao San outside, he could go through a few rounds, his strength could not compare to him, even lost to him in terms of momentum, he couldn't beat him, he couldn't be reasonable, he couldn't be reasonable, how could he be such a shameless person in the world.
The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, the more I was dissatisfied, the more I felt aggrieved, and stepped forward to bite Jiang Hao's arm hard, biting hard, until Xiao Lan felt a burst of blood in her mouth, she let go of her mouth with relief, because there was heating in the hall downstairs, so Jiang Hao had already taken off his coat when he came back downstairs, and at this moment, he was only wearing a shirt. Xiao Lan looked at the blood-red and dazzling tooth marks on her arm, and even the area of her shirt was dyed red.
And the damn self is still distressed in the bottom of his heart for that piece of blood red. With his arms moving upwards, he stayed on his face, bastard, he must have done it on purpose, and he didn't even dodge.
He raised his hand to wipe away the remaining traces of his blood from the corner of her mouth, "Relieving your anger?" ”
Xiao Lan staggered away from the damn softness of looking at her with an apologetic face, remembering that his body had been touched by other women, and sneered with disdain, "Disgusting, even touching you makes me feel disgusting." ”
Jiang Hao's heart was like the pain of being pierced by ten thousand arrows, he lowered his eyes and didn't dare to look at her disgust for him, took off two changes of clothes and stuffed them into his bag and zipped them up, still didn't dare to look at her eyes again, his eyes stayed on her hands hanging on both sides, slightly clenching the anger that proved that she hadn't dissipated yet, "I'll go to Wang Jun's place for a few days, and wait for you to calm down... I'll come back when you want to see me. ”
Xiao Lan heard that there was no confidence in his tone, and she really hated him, but after all, she was the only man she had ever loved in her life so far, no matter how angry and dead she was with him, and the feelings she couldn't let go of him in her heart, she herself was still very clear, "Do you really love me that much?" Do you still love me as much as you used to? ”
Jiang Hao raised his eyes to her questioning, and said in a firm tone, "Yes, I love you, always, always have loved you." ”
"If you love me so much, why do you want to do something sorry for me? And, not with others, but also with my best friend. ”
Jiang Hao looked at her indignant anger, except for guilt and silent repentance, he was not qualified to defend himself. Because of his fault, he is no longer allowed to excuse himself.
In the face of Jiang Hao's silence, Xiao Lan asked again the question he hadn't answered before, "How did it start?" What started? ”
Jiang Hao knows that if he doesn't confess everything to her now, she will never forgive herself for the rest of her life, no longer run away, and confess all his mistakes.
"At that time, you had to have another child, and you had a problem with me almost every day for the problem of having another one. You say I'm selfish and I don't care about my family, but Xiaolan, do you know? Since you have Xiaofeng, you almost have him in your eyes, and you think of him first, and during that time, I even thought that you didn't love me anymore, and what you loved was this family, not Jiang Hao. We started a cold war, in order to arouse your concern for me, I even deliberately stayed up all night, but when I came back the next day, you didn't even ask where I went, Xiaolan, you simply ignored me. At that time, I was really disappointed, when we first got married, you weren't like this, even if I left for a while, you would pester me to break the casserole and ask me to make it clear what I was doing. At that time, I really miss us when I first met, and your attention almost never left me, but then you gradually lost your eyes only me, you cared about your mother, you cared about Xiaofeng, and you circled around them every day, Xiaolan, you seem to have forgotten that there is still a me, and there is a Jiang Hao by your side, and when you and I are even doing it in bed, what you think about is what to make breakfast for Xiaofeng tomorrow, and whether Xiaofeng's grades are good..."Jiang Hao slowly walked to the head of the bed and looked at their wedding photos"Xiaolan, how much I hate you like that, do you know? That time you mentioned that you wanted to have another child, and you quarreled with me for a long time because of Xiaofeng's problem, I was really in a bad mood, and I went out to find a friend to drink to relieve my worries, but my friends were not there, and finally met Ali, because of your relationship with her, I didn't think much about it, so I complained to her that you didn't care about me, and Ali also talked to me and drank with me, I don't know how long I drank that night, and I don't know how we went from the bar to the hotel. But when I woke up the next day, I looked at Ali sleeping next to me, and I was completely confused. But Ali smiled and said that we are all adults, and I am not responsible for this kind of drunken behavior, and she will not pester me. I can only apologize to Ali for my non-stop writing, I can't even face you when I get home, and I'm even afraid that you will ask me about my behavior of not going back at night. But as a result, Xiaofeng pestered you to tell you stories, and you stayed in his room all night, and you didn't even know if I went back at night. Xiaolan, do you know how I felt at that time? ”
"But you also know how much I care about our family, how much I love my mother and Xiaofeng, because my attention and concern for my family is the reason for you to cheat?" Xiao Lan's complaint to Jiang Hao was simply aggrieved and speechless, she didn't expect her trust in Jiang Hao to be an excuse for him to go out to find a woman, this is too ridiculous, glaring at Jiang Hao angrily, "What happened later?" Don't tell me you're with her just once! ”
A few months later, she called me and said that she had just broken up with her boyfriend and asked me to go out for a drink with her. Because I felt that I had been hating and indebted to her, I met with her, after all, there had been a drunken affair, so I thought it would be good to have a drink with her, but I didn't expect her to keep pouring wine for me, she was in a bad mood, and I couldn't refuse, so..."
"Hmph, did you drink too much again?" Xiao Lan sneered at Jiang Hao's 'remorse' on his face, "It's really a good thing!" And then, every time you're in a bad mood, go have a few drinks with her, and then open a room? ”
Jiang Hao didn't lower his head and accepted his wife's cynicism, it was he who did wrong, there was nothing to quibble, and continued to confess his mistakes to his wife, "I began to realize that Ali and I couldn't be like this anymore, so every time I found various reasons to avoid her, but the more I hid from Ali, the more I had nothing to do with me." Every time I don't know why, my alcohol consumption is obviously not so bad, but every time I am with Ali, I get drunk, and finally I have an uncontrollable desire for her. Hopefully, every time I get a loss from you, I can get satisfaction from her, Ali even told me that I won't let a third person know about my relationship with her, and it won't affect my marriage with you, I won't know why I'm starting to get dizzy, and even... I'm starting to like the thrill of being with her..."
Syllable!!
Hearing this, Xiao Lan, who couldn't bear it, slapped Jiang Hao so hard that she almost used all her strength to slap it, not only did he do that shameless thing with his best sister, but also experienced from other women the wonderful feeling that only between husband and wife and lovers can have.
In the eyes of a woman, a spiritual betrayal is more unforgivable than a physical act!
"Satisfaction in her, too, didn't she?! I'm tired and dissatisfied with me, so I'm getting satisfaction from my best sister, isn't it? Puzzled, he picked up the pillow on the bed and whipped him desperately, "You bastard, you bastard!" ”
Jiang Hao just stood like that, let her beat and blame, as long as she could let her relieve her hatred, even if she pointed a knife at him, he would not hide for a while.
It wasn't until Xiao Lan lost his strength, put the pillow at his feet, turned his back to him and sobbed, Jiang Hao slowly opened his mouth to her again to confess everything, "Later, for the phenomenon that it is always easy to get drunk in front of Ali, I began to pay attention, secretly changed the wine she specially prepared for me every time, and took it to someone to help me test, and found that Ali actually took that kind of drug every time I was drunk, and besides, except for the first time after the accident with her after getting drunk, she deliberately arranged it every time." I realized that all my feelings of infatuation with her when she was drunk were the effect of the medicine she gave me. Knowing this, I broke off all relations with her. ”
Jiang Hao walked up to Xiao Lan's side and hugged her tightly from behind, "Xiao Lan, I really broke off my relationship with her a long time ago, the night you went, she threatened me with you, I was afraid that she would talk nonsense in front of you before I went to see her, Xiao Lan, I swear, I didn't say a word of nonsense just now, do you believe me once." ”