When I was about to get off work, my daughter-in-law took the child to play in the community, and the child fell down while playing on a scooter, lying on the curb of the road, with a broken nose and mouth, and a mouth full of blood.

When he got home, the child's mouth was swollen, his nose was swollen, and his eyes were swollen from crying, as if he had changed from a different person.

I held the child for a long time, and I was very worried.

Working during the day and writing manuscripts at night, a family of three is under one roof but gathers less and leaves more, and basically doesn't care much about them.

My parents didn't have time to take care of the children, and my daughter-in-law quit her job and stayed at home.

I used to work in the Political and Legal Committee, and I could write manuscripts during working hours, and it was not a matter of four or five shifts, but I was transferred to the Public Security Bureau in July, and the office intranet computer could not code the manuscript, and the work of the unit was too busy to be taken home, and both watches were trembling.

There is really very little time, and when I get home, I want to spend more time with my family, basically after eating at seven o'clock, washing dishes or something, and grinding and grinding at eight o'clock.

This is still the case of normal off-duty, and when the public security bureau gets off work on time, it is rare.

I once picked up chopsticks when I got home, and I was called back without eating a mouthful of food, and I was busy until nine o'clock before I went home. I haven't mixed up with overtime yet.

I also used to accompany the leaders in the city, I acted as a temporary driver, waiting to send the leaders, and they drank and I finished writing the update on my mobile phone in the next room.

And many more.

In short, I lived as I once hated, wasting my time and life on meaningless trivial things.

Seriously, I've always been very derelict in my duties, and in writing, even more so in my family.

I don't have much time to spend with my daughter-in-law, I don't have much time to spend with my children.

Today is not an accident, even if there is no today, there will be tomorrow.

Many times I wonder if it's worth it to be so busy all day, and is the effort and the gain really equal.

In the past, I checked for typos in every chapter, revised and polished them, and replied carefully to every book review and this chapter.

Later, it gradually stopped being like this.

There will always be discordant voices in the comments, and most of them, so I don't want to add to myself.

There are enough troubles in life, and I don't want to abuse my body in this spiritual pure land anymore.

After putting the child to sleep, I sat in front of the computer for a long time, but my mind was always chaotic and I couldn't calm down.

I don't know what I'm thinking.

When I looked up and saw that it was half past ten, I guess I couldn't write it anymore.

So, I'm going to take a leave of absence again today.

I'm really sorry everyone.