Chapter 186 [Loneliness]

This is a room of less than 30 square meters, but although the sparrow is small, it has a separate bathroom and kitchen. The bathroom is small enough to have only one squatting position, which is convenient to squat, and if you stand a little off, you may hit your head into the cylindrical water heater. So when you take a shower, it's like taking a bathroom.

As soon as the bathroom door is opened, there is the kitchen, so the bathroom door must be closed when not in use on weekdays. The so-called kitchen is only a long counter distance, and it can only stand one person, so in the long and narrow space, the three walls cannot escape the fate of the shelves, full of cutting boards, knives, spatulas and the like.

The bedroom can only fit a bed and a wardrobe, at the end of the bed there is a foldable table and a chair, on which is placed a notebook, a microphone with reverberation effect, a high-definition camera, a very complete set of equipment, not used to play games or sing, or to chat with strangers on social software, that is when Wang Zijing is at home, most of the time in this small area, there is a window, when there is sun, it will shine in.

In such a small space, there is an air conditioner, a refrigerator, a vacuum cleaner, everything that should be. The bedroom is covered with a soft carpet of velvet, and his skincare products fill the bedside table. Wang Zijing sometimes grinds a pot of soy milk with a soy milk machine, and sometimes uses a glass pot to make lavender tea with a candle. The two of them sat on the carpet, and the fragrance of flowers calmed down the restless heart.

"Do you do that when you're alone?" It's a bit unbelievable that a big boy should live such a life.

"Yes, drinking soy milk is good for your body, isn't it? And this lavender flower tea can help you sleep. ”

"You also drink soy milk at night?"

"yes, there's no time in the morning."

There is really no time for Wang Zijing in the morning. Because regeneration is around 10 o'clock every day, I wash and go to bed. But Wang Zijing still had to sit in front of his computer and chat with all kinds of strange women until one or two o'clock in the night, and then slowly go to wash his face and apply a mask before going to sleep.

Every time he went to bed, Rebirth was already asleep.

In the morning, when Regeneration was still asleep, he had already gotten up first, washed his hair and bathed to clean himself, and when Regeneration got up and washed, he hadn't finished taking care of it, so he waited anxiously next to him every time.

When going out, two people ran away, caught the bus and ran desperately, so as not to be late, to the company to hit the card before going downstairs to buy breakfast, every time at this time, regeneration was relieved.

"You know what? The two of us were fighting like a war in the morning, which is really not an exaggeration, I was running with him at a speed of 100 meters in a sprint, and I got stuck at the company every day. He abandoned it really quickly. Regeneration said to An'an on the phone.

"Can't you leave early?" An Ann asked puzzled.

"yes, I don't understand. I like to get out and have plenty of time, but he doesn't seem to be able to, obviously getting up earlier than me every day, but until the last minute, he just likes to touch around. ”

"Hahaha, what are you rubbing a big man."

"Wash his hair, he has to wash his hair every day, and he is still as stinky and beautiful as before, and he has to take a bath to make himself fragrant."

"I never thought he was an ordinary person."

"Yes, it's really not ordinary, the next time you come to see his room, you'll know. I have everything, and I can take care of myself better than a girl. It's just that there's a bad habit. ”

"What's wrong?"

"Stay up late, I go to bed at ten o'clock every day, he may be close to two o'clock, three o'clock at the latest, and he gets up so early in the morning."

"What does he do?"

"Talk to beautiful women."

"He's got a girlfriend?"

"What kind of girlfriend? Every day, the object is different, and that is online video chat. ”

"You can talk like this for so long?"

"yes, it's like something that must be done, every day. The rest day is even more excessive, I don't go to bed until five or six o'clock in the morning, and I don't get up until four or five o'clock in the afternoon. ”

"My God, aren't you taking a single day off, he doesn't have a day off like this. So he made it so late, can you sleep? ”

"I'm fine, just get used to it. On days off, I always get up by myself, and he sleeps all the time, and then when he gets up, we go out to dinner together, and sometimes he goes to meet female netizens. ”

"Really meet, huh? How does it look good? ”

"What a ghost, last time I saw a scared to death, with acne on his face, he also invited people to dinner, if I turned around and left."

"People are gentlemen, how can they be like you. You're too disgusted, aren't you? ”

"No, you didn't see it, the photo is too far from the person, this is a deception, you know? He's so deceitful. ”

"He's probably just a hobby, he likes to chat online. I think it's good for him to be an anchor, so I can say that he will never be cold. ”

"yes, you can talk to anyone."

"How's the work? Still adapting? ”

"Normally, I just feel tired."

"Are you tired?"

"Maybe the little prince doesn't think it, he likes that kind of noise, I think it's too noisy, really, you imagine the same, the scene of twenty or thirty people talking on the phone at the same time in an office area, it's not the kind of customer service that speaks softly, some of them are as loud as a quarrel, I feel like my brain is going to explode. It's just in a chat software with him.,A lot of people are saying one by one.,If it's me, I'm really going to be annoyed.。 ”

"If you really can't get used to it, don't do it."

"Well, I want to change my job and find out for myself, and besides, it's not a way for me to always squeeze in with him, he's also very small here, and it's too crowded to live alone."

"Then you can find a job first, and then find a house after you have found it."

"Hmm."

When An'an had a weekend break, he went to Iwacheng to help regeneration find a house together, although the job has not yet been determined, but regeneration checked it on the Internet, there is an area where all office buildings are located, many companies are recruiting, and the requirements are not high, it should not be difficult to find a suitable job, regeneration thought.

After renting a suitable house, Zai took a taxi with An An to Wang Zijing's luggage.

"Wow, you're so cozy." An An sighed with emotion, "No wonder I said that even girls are not as good as you." ”

"Where, it's too small, just play with it." Wang Zijing said with a smile.

"You also pasted the painting on this wall?"

"yes."

An An looked around, walked into the kitchen, picked up the cutting board on the counter and said, "Oh my God, panda cutting board, little prince, you are too girly, and this bowl of chopsticks is so cute." ”

"Oh, it was sent by a netizen."

"Okay." If it weren't for the fact that Wang Zijing likes to chat with beautiful women, An An couldn't help but worry about his sexual orientation based on these alone, Wang Zijing is really a very strange person.

"Sit down, it's too small here, just sit on the bed."

"It's okay, let's sit on the carpet."

"Do you want to drink soy milk, I'll make a pot."

"No need, you're welcome, we'll leave in a while."

"Okay, let's have a cup of flower tea." Wang Zijing took out his set of tools as he spoke, and sat on the floor with An'an, a pot of lavender was boiling hot on the candle, and the fragrance wafted in every corner of the room as the temperature rose, floating between the snorts of the three people, warm and stable. After chatting like this for a long time, Regeneration and An'an left with their luggage.

An'an bought you daily necessities, cleaned the room with him, and stayed for one night, because he had to go to work the next day, although An'an was reluctant to stay alone, she was also a little worried, but more helpless. She had been silently praying in her heart on the car back, hoping that he would be strong enough to adapt. Because she knew that he was different from her, she was used to it alone, and he had never been alone in a strange place, she remembered what it was like to be scared alone when she was a child, and she couldn't help but regenerate her mentality, that feeling of loneliness was difficult to bear, but she learned it now, and it was too difficult for her to regenerate.

Leaving only Zai alone, it made Zai feel more lonely than ever, although he was no stranger to Iwajo, but the place where he was now, he had never been to once, and even this house made him feel even more strange.

Lying alone in an empty room, as if lying outside this world, does not feel accommodated. Loneliness was like a heavy quilt that weighed him down. But he knew very well in his heart that this step would have to be taken sooner or later. The loneliness of the night is a bottomless pit, it will swallow and suffocate people, like the helplessness of five fingers that cannot be reached, and only when the sun shines through this window again can this feeling be dispelled. So Regeneration likes the day and fears the night.

So he began to work hard to adapt, going to different companies for interviews during the day, just wanting to find a job as soon as possible. But it backfired, either people didn't want him, or the job was not what he wanted. In fact, his requirements for work are really not high, but everyone has a certain preference for things, just like Wang Zijing thinks that good actions are torture for regeneration.

Then, every once in a while, he began to run to Lake City, sometimes staying at An'an's house for two days and then coming back, not daring to go back to his home, not wanting his family to know that he had not found a job yet. When Reborn's mother called Reborn, he would lie to them and say that he was at work and that the work was going well. Fortunately, An'an's mother is also more open-minded and vacates the small room for re-sleeping.

But An'an's mother also talked to An'an alone, and felt that it would definitely not work to go on like this again.