Chapter 632: Low self-esteem
Cheng Jiayi was angry.
She knew she was angry for no reason, but she was angry.
Qin Feng obviously knew that she was not allowed to be on the stage, but he pushed her to meet that General Li, and he was arrogant enough to come forward as a boss to win respect.
Fart!
She's just a little kid who doesn't know anything and doesn't know anything, and she takes the initiative to send herself over to be looked down upon.
Cheng Jiayi knew that she shouldn't have this kind of mentality, but she couldn't control herself at all.
Leaving General Li's camp, Cheng Jiayi suddenly quickened her pace, she was in a bad mood and only wanted to leave Qin Feng far away, she didn't want Qin Feng to understand her mood, but also wanted Qin Feng to understand.
Cheng Jiayi hated herself at this time, and she was also very angry.
It's all people, when is it, and a general who leads four or five thousand people is not a powerful general. I'm still the boss, I'm still the boss of mutants, and there used to be tens of thousands of people under my hands.
But Cheng Jiayi still couldn't hide the deep inferiority complex in her bones. She is just an ordinary high school student, with no special family background and no knowledge.
She, the boss, is a disgrace to Qin Feng outside.
This realization made Cheng Jiayi sad while being angry with herself. What made her even more sad was that she couldn't let Qin Feng understand this, and she couldn't explain it to Qin Feng.
"Jiayi." Du Yiyi was standing outside General Li's camp, and when he saw Cheng Jiayi and Qin Feng coming out, he hurriedly greeted him, and at a glance he could see that Cheng Jiayi's face was wrong.
"It's fine." Cheng Jiayi said, but her expression was clearly something. "Brother Qin, you can decide about the training."
Cheng Jiayi said, almost running away with Du Yiyi first, leaving Qin Feng looking at the backs of the two of them inexplicably.
"What's wrong?" Estimating that he had escaped Qin Feng's ear power, Du Yiyi asked in a low voice.
Cheng Jiayi pursed her lips and walked forward, until she walked to the beach and stood down.
"What's wrong?" Du asked again and again, "General Li is angry with you?" ”
Cheng Jiayi looked at the undulating waves, watching the waves lap on the shore layer by layer, and her mood was as undulating as the waves.
"In his opinion, it shouldn't be angry, it's normal for a general to look down on me." Cheng Jiayi is still in a bad mood and is overdoing extreme badness.
"Because of Qin Feng?" Du Yiyi immediately guessed the reason.
"Nope." Although Cheng Jiayi didn't want to admit it, she was going crazy if she didn't say it again, "because of myself." I ......"
Cheng Jiayi raised his hand and drew a meaningless circle in front of him. "I ......"
Du Yiyi said suspiciously: "You feel pressure in front of General Li?" What did he say? ”
Cheng Jiayi ignored the previous question and said: "He wants to talk to Qin Feng about training, Qin Feng said that he wants to listen to me, he is very incredible, and thinks I don't understand anything." Roughly speaking, I understand that's what it means. ”
"What about Qin Feng's attitude?" Du Yiyi asked.
"Naturally, listen to me." Cheng Jiayi snorted, "Outside, we are our own people." I'm not angry with General Li, I'm angry with myself. I didn't know how to face General Li at all, but I didn't know how to go with my might. I ......"
Cheng Jiayi suddenly squatted down and grabbed a stone and threw it hard. The stone drew a long curve and landed in the distant sea.
"I understand your feelings." Du Yiyi sighed one by one, "The ducks were driven to the shelves, and they were put on the shelves." Alas. ”
Du Yiyi let out a long sigh.
"I'd rather fight mutants than at gunpoint. I felt like a clown who thought I was good. Cheng Jiayi kicked the sand again anxiously.
"I just thought, I don't need a black pot now, why am I still dominating the position of the boss? Why so unconscious. But now it's a bit inappropriate to give the boss position to Qin Feng. ”
The team doctor was taken aback and said, "Of course it's not suitable." You have been the boss for so long, and everyone is still convinced of you, and suddenly you gave the boss position to Qin Feng, what does everyone think? Qin Feng crossed the river and demolished the bridge? ”
"But I'm ...... I won't say a word in front of General Lee. I'm not going to be the boss. Cheng Jiayi said impatiently, "Won't I see General Li in the future?" I ......"
Cheng Jiayi suddenly had a terrible thought in her heart, would she be angry and kill General Li?
Intellectually, Cheng Jiayi knew that she wouldn't do that, and she wouldn't really lose control. But emotionally she knows that as long as she still feels that she is not a qualified boss, this idea will not go away.
She may never lose control, and she may not know what she will do one day. After all, she now has the strength and possibility to go crazy.
"You're a high school student, and it's impossible to be a mature boss all of a sudden. Who didn't come from this age? If you are someone else, you have not done a good job, or you will be recommended to be the boss. Du Yiyi comforted Cheng Jiayi and said.
It's just that this comfort is very pale and doesn't play a comforting role.
On the other end, Qin Feng shook his head, hesitated, and still stood outside waiting for Cheng Jiayi and Du Yiyi. Although there are still a lot of things to do, and he can completely deal with these things himself, but thinking of Cheng Jiayi's previous face, Qin Feng decided to wait for Cheng Jiayi to be together.
You can also think about the future arrangements when you are waiting.
But before he could think about it, he saw Fang Tao poke his head out, and after a look, he jumped out of the window.
"Brother Qin, you're back. What about the boss? Fang Tao looked around and didn't see Cheng Jiayi.
Qin Feng frowned and said, "I'm on the beach with Du Yiyi." After a few words of General Li's loss, I couldn't stand it. ”
Fang Tao shrugged, "How normal, people are generals, and they are all officials." Seriously, Brother Qin, you also know that the boss is uncomfortable in front of General Li, why do you have to make the boss uncomfortable? ”
"She's the boss, she has to come forward when she comes, just get used to it." Qin Feng said so, thinking of Cheng Jiayi's annoyed appearance, he felt uncomfortable.
Cheng Jiayi's psychological endurance may not be as strong as he thinks. Qin Feng hesitated for a moment in his heart, but he couldn't help it.
In the future, there will be no less friction with General Li, and with Cheng Jiayi in the middle, it will be much more convenient for him to act. And Cheng Jiayi's personality is very suitable for blackface, and her temper is also suitable.
"Brother Qin, have you ever thought that you would simply be our boss. Actually, you're no different from the boss now. Fang Tao endured it, but he still didn't hold back.
Qin Feng shook his head, "Now we haven't even stood firm on our heels, it's too early to think about this." We still train people as early as possible and improve their strength first. It's time for us to figure it out. ”
Qin Feng had the same idea, but quickly gave up. It doesn't matter who is the boss, the most important thing at the moment is to improve the strength and find a way to break through.