Narrator: Yin Piaoxu

Last semester, I made up math for a third-grade child by a teacher, and I was able to get one or two hundred dollars a month.

This semester has not yet started make-up classes. So, there is no other source of income.

Dad did leave me a sum of money.

Occasionally, I know that it was left to me by my cruel mother when she left me. Count her still a little bit of conscience!

It's just that the money will be able to be withdrawn and spent when I become an adult.

Now, I have passed my eighteenth birthday, but my father said that he had blessed me in advance and wanted me to be admitted to university before I could spend it.

I know he's on the lookout for someone.

Yin Piaohua is 500 yuan for one mouth. I'm not a money-printing machine. There are three things that people cannot hide, cough, poverty and love.

What I can't hide is poverty!

I ignored her. She must have her eye on some laundry or cosmetics......

I spent money for food, she spent it like that, such a thing will never happen again!

Only, five minutes later, she called again.

"You person, hurry up and call me, I have an urgent need." She has a very bad tone, and if I were in front of her at the moment, she would definitely beat me or rob me like before!

"I only have two hundred dollars. I'll give you a drink of the Northwest Wind! "I know her monthly living expenses, and my mother gives him 1,000 yuan.

And me? It's only 500 yuan, and I plan to use it so that I don't go hungry one day.

"Yin Piaoxu, count you ruthless!" After saying that, he hung up the phone fiercely.

I closed my eyes.

There are some things I don't think about.

I just live my day.

But the voices still echoed in my ears.

Mother: "Piaofu, you will go to the nineteenth middle school." The tuition fee at that school is relatively low. Let the floating flowers go to the second middle school ......"

Me: "Why?" My grades are obviously better than hers. ”

Mom was dissatisfied and said, "Nothing, why? If you want to go to 19th middle school, you can go to 19th middle school, and if you don't want to, don't go to it. There are more places to spend money at home...... There's nothing you waste! ”

"Also, you can't get higher than your sister in the future, you know!"

I sneered, "How can I not get enough of her?" ”

Mom was impatient: "Isn't the bottom of the exam just not higher than her?" ”

I couldn't figure it out: "In the same way, you are my mother, our mother, why are you so eccentric?" ”

Mom pushed me: "You always have so many whys?" Who's your mom? Who wants to be your mom? ”

It was when I graduated from junior high school.

……

Before, I really couldn't understand. is also a daughter, and her partiality is too obvious. Until one day, I discovered a secret.

So, everything can be explained. I can understand why they are so biased.

Obviously, when I took the high school exam, I didn't have any problems with my grades in the second middle school. But they forced me to go to the nineteenth middle school.

At that time, they were not allowed to enter the second class of the 19th middle school, and directly entered the 19th class. The worst class in the same year group.

My mother warned me, "If your grades are higher than those of Piaohua, you won't go to high school." Go to a technical school, come out to find a job, or arrange a family affair for you and start a family......"

That kind of threat is naked, naked, naked.

So, I could only take the last in the exam.

For the next two years, his academic performance was a mess.

In terms of the results of the high school entrance examination, the teachers were optimistic about me, but after that, I became their disappointment.

On that day, the students discussed the topic of studying. I was serious about my future by myself.

For more than two years, I have given up on myself, if I try harder, will I be able to keep up?

Our family is just a middle class.

My father, Mr. Yin Wenlong, used to be in the rice and noodle business, and his income was very good. Let our brothers and sisters have a comfortable time.

Also, he loves me so much.

Because of his love, the other sisters and brothers embarrassed me and isolated me at every turn. It is also because of his love that I feel that there is still warmth at this time.

My current mother, Huang Jingyan, has been my mother for as long as I can remember.

So there is no word stepmother in my concept. Moreover, I am not her biological child, she has never said that. So, until now, she didn't know that I had learned that I wasn't her biological thing.

She didn't really like me though. However, she did not abandon me like my biological mother. Compared to my biological mother, my mother is much kinder now.

I don't know what my biological mother looks like and what her last name is?

Knowing that I'm not my mother's biological daughter. It was after the high school entrance examination that she and Piaohua secretly talked about it, and I heard it.

Her words still warmed me.

"Actually, she's a poor child too, and you don't want her to know about it. I didn't like her, but I watched her grow up day by day......"

At that time, I decided that she was just my mom, my only mom! What's more, I know that my biological mother abandoned me and left me shortly after I was born.

I don't know if it's life or death.

She had forgotten that I existed in this world. Therefore, I have no resentment, no hatred, and no expectation for her.

Only Dad is the boy in my heart.

Unfortunately, he had a myocardial infarction. On the way home, he had a seizure. It took a long time to rescue and come back to life, just to see me for the last time.

"To ...... Good...... Alive! ”

He told me to live well, and he left me forever after saying this.

In this way, the person who loved me the most in the world left me.

No wonder, he often told me to be a strong person.

Yes, I have always felt that I am strong, and I have always done strong things, and I believe that I will always be strong.

No matter what the future holds, I will live strongly.

Before my father died, I believed that there were ghosts and gods in the world, and they would still appear in our lives.

However, my father passed away, and I used to pray that even if he was a ghost, he would be back in my life. However, he didn't!

I like to watch the time travel, rebirth...... I wish my dad had traveled back in time and returned to me, or, reborn, by my side......

Everything, not materialized.

It turned out to be, and now it's a reality. However, I firmly believe in my heart that my father will watch me from somewhere I can't see, and I must be strong to live!

Now my mother is four years older than my father, and she married my father after the divorce. The reason for the divorce seems to be that her ex-husband cheated on her when she was pregnant.

That man is really a scumbag!

She and her ex-husband Tian Fudong have a daughter named Tian Yuanyuan, who is the same age as me, and went to work after graduating from junior high school, and I met her once two years ago.