Take off his glasses, her lips kissed his hair, pinna, cheeks, slender fingers along his arm, touched his shoulder, and slowly unbuttoned him, her thoughts and waiting for so many years converged into a hot lust **, probing into his clothes.

He didn't want to refuse her ruthlessly, but subconsciously gently put his head to the side, pulled her hand up from his chest, looked at her calmly, shook his head a little apologetically, he couldn't overcome the alienation in his heart, stood up, walked to the bar, poured himself a glass of water, took a sip, frowned lightly, and said lightly: "I sleep in a small room." ”

The blood in her whole body began to clot and freeze, what kind of reunion is this after a long absence, a reunion between husband and wife?

Her hands stopped in the air, tears welled up in her eyes, he ignored her, insulted her, trampled on her, no, she couldn't let him despise herself so much, why? Why? She couldn't believe that Zhou Ruikang would be so ruthless to her.

"Why? Why? ......" she asked repeatedly, slowly stood up, tears crackling down: "After so many years, you still can't forget her?" ”

"It's none of her business." He shook his head and sighed, "You and I have known each other first. ”

"Really? You're saying that you wouldn't love me without her? Jiaqi asked sharply.

"I can't answer the hypothetical question. You know very well my past, you are one of the witnesses, and I don't need to explain more. He still said calmly.

"Huh." She sneered heartbrokenly twice, and slowly walked towards him: "Yes, I have witnessed the unruly love of your uncle and sister-in-law, I have witnessed your unforgettable heart, I have witnessed your vows, I have witnessed your cheating and betrayal, and I have witnessed you give birth to an unseemly evil seed!" Her voice is getting louder and louder, and she wants to vent the pain, dissatisfaction, and grievances that have accumulated in her heart for a long time, and in the end she is almost yelling at him.

"Jiaqi, I know I'm sorry for you, you can scold me, but please don't scold my child." Ruikang's brows were twisted, evil seed, and his mind came to mind when Master Zhou called Nian An in the small cabin of Jinyun Mountain, evil seed, his cherished son was repeatedly described by this word, which made his heart twist like a knife.

And Jiaqi's evil seed also reminded Ruikang of their last break, she burned his plum blossom handkerchief, she is no longer the bright, tolerant and gentle Cheng Jiaqi on campus back then.

"Your child? Are you sure that's your child? Cheng Jiaqi quickly wiped the tears from her face with her fingers.

"What do you mean?" He turned to look at her.

At this time, Jiaqi was disheartened, full of only sadness and anger, her love was shattered, her hopes were shattered, her marriage was shattered, what else did she have to scruple about, since he ruined her life, then why couldn't she ruin his dreams?

She sneered twice and said, "It seems that you were not the only man in the Jinyun Mountain hut back then." She slowly paced to the edge of the couch and sat down.

Zhou Ruikang's heart sank, but he didn't believe it, he knew that Ruojun would not lie.

"Back then, your eyes were not good, and you couldn't see the child's appearance clearly, indeed, that child had clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes, but you know, Ding Xiaohui is also a beautiful man, I think that child is more like him." Jiaqi began to distort the facts, she just wanted to hurt him, and only by seeing him in pain could she relieve the resentment in her heart.

Yes, Zhou Ruikang really didn't really see Nian'an's appearance clearly, he just saw a hazy outline, but most of the little babies were round and chubby, and there was no way to tell the difference. Ding Xiaohui, he was silent, this name made his heart like a thorn, this is a man who is enough to shake his position in Ruojun's heart, a powerful rival, a man who once married Ruojun.

He knew that if it wasn't for Ding Xiaohui to leave by himself, he might not be able to let Ruojun return to him, after all, Ruojun really married Ding Xiaohui, this matter has indeed been Ruikang's heart disease, he was jealous, but he couldn't object, so he chose to ignore it.

No, he didn't believe it, and kept shaking his head: "You talk nonsense, Ruojun won't lie to me." ”

Cheng Jiaqi originally wanted to take out the life history clarification written by Ruojun himself to show him, but after thinking about it, if he took it out at this time, he would definitely ask Ruojun's whereabouts and why there was this clarification book, then everything would not be hidden, so she dispelled this idea, gritted her teeth and said, "Believe it or not." ”

"Jiaqi, I'm sorry, I know you hate me, I hate Ruojun, I don't know how to compensate you. You can ask for anything, as long as I can do it, I will definitely meet you. But please don't make a fuss about Nian'an anymore. I believe he's my child, and even if he's not, he's just a poor kid, so let him go, okay? Ruikang restrained himself and tried to speak to her in a gentle tone.

Cheng Jiaqi heard him say this, but she was even more angry, and stood up from the sofa with a bang: "Child, child, child!" Yes, you have children, more than one, and me? What about my child? Who took away my power to be a mother? Why? Why can't I have children of my own? As soon as she said this, Jiaqi was in pain, her heart ached, she cried again, walked up to Ruikang step by step, untied her pajamas, revealing her plump, bewitching body, and pulled her panties down, a long, deep, indelible scar, like a dark red centipede, slightly undulating on her lower abdomen.

This scar has always been a shocking mark for Zhou Ruikang, it records that cruel, bloody, and terrifying history, it records Jiaqi's deep love for herself, and it records her commitment to Jiaqi before her hospital bed. This scar is the deepest, deepest debt in his heart.

His heart shook, the tip of his nose was sour, and he was speechless, but he called softly: "Jiaqi......"

Jiaqi buttoned up her pajamas and sneered: "I never forced you to marry me, and I didn't threaten you with this scar, let alone force you to make that lifelong vow to me." ”

Ruikang pinched the corners of his eyes, inhaled painfully, his head began to hurt again, waved his hand to her, took the water glass, staggered to the room, took out the painkiller from the suitcase, and swallowed a tablet.

He had a splitting headache, and he didn't know why he was talking about it all the time. Layer upon layer, over and over again, endlessly, forever in circles.

After taking the medicine, he lay down on the bed and rested for a while, and when he opened his eyes again, he found her leaning against the door and looking at him.

"I'm sorry, Jiaqi, I have a headache. Shall we talk another day? He stood up and walked out the door.

Jiaqi hugged him again and choked up to call him: "Ruikang ......"

Before the drug could take effect, Ruikang's head seemed to crack, and he pressed his forehead with his thumb and middle finger, bared his teeth, shook his head, and supported the door frame with one hand.

Jiaqi wanted to help him sit down, Ruikang waved his hand, bit his lower lip, and gasped violently, after a while, the effect of the medicine slowly took effect, and the pain eased slightly, Ruikang opened his eyes and glanced at Jiaqi, and asked himself bitterly, what is the meaning of such a marriage?

Ruikang shook his head with difficulty, and said softly: "Jiaqi, after many years, we are already middle-aged, perhaps, we should face our future rationally, instead of endlessly reckoning with the past." I have never argued anything for my faults, because it is true that I am sorry for you and ready to make amends for you. But if we keep dwelling on the past, we will get nothing but endless pain and torment with each other. ”

"Compensate me? Then love me and be my husband....." She said stubbornly, her eyes fixed on him.

Ruikang sighed lightly, hung his head weakly, he felt so tired, and said listlessly: "Jiaqi, maybe you should think about your own life." I'm not a good husband. I can't give you what you want. ”

"What do you mean? Do you want a divorce? Jiaqi looked at him nervously.

Ruikang shook his head: "I just hope you can get true happiness." And I'm not the one who can give you happiness. ”

He looked at her with pity, looked at her helplessly, reached out and gently brushed her curls behind her head, held her face, they looked at each other rarely, he lightly imprinted a kiss on her forehead, and turned to walk to the small bedroom opposite.

Cheng Jiaqi leaned coldly against the door, her forehead still had his warm lip prints, but this kiss had no love, just a kind of pity. Looking at his bedroom door, opening and closing, I felt that my relationship with him seemed to be like this door, closed, without a trace of light......

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After a night's sleep, Ruikang recovered his strength and his mind was much clearer, standing in front of the bedroom window, watching the busy people on the street, the double-decker trams on the street tinkling past, and there were many food stalls on the street.

He suddenly figured out a lot of things, and his heart no longer wavered, he could no longer ignore or escape the great pain that this marriage had brought to him and Jiaqi. Especially for Jiaqi, he has delayed her youth too much, he must free himself and Jiaqi from this marriage, since he can't give her happiness, why not let her find happiness that belongs to her?

He walked out the door, and Jiaqi was sitting on the sofa in the living room, she looked haggard and didn't seem to have slept all night. Ruikang shook his head, feeling even more sad.

"Early." He said hello.

"Early." She didn't look up at him: "Uncle, aunt called, let's go have morning tea together." ”

"Go ahead, I'll just have something to eat in the hotel's restaurant."

"I rejected my uncle, saying that I would eat with you. I've ordered the delivery service and they'll bring breakfast later. ”

"Okay, I'd like to have a good talk with you too."

"If you want to talk about divorce, then you don't have to talk about it, I won't agree."

"Jiaqi, in fact, I don't have the so-called divorce, because I don't plan to marry again at all, unless I find Ruojun's mother and son...... And this hope now seems to be slim," he said, with a wry smile on his lips, as he picked up his heather pipe, stuffed the tobacco into his pipe, lit a match, and lit the tobacco, and the smell of tobacco suddenly filled the air.

"You are blatantly talking to me about Mei Ruojun?"

Ruikang smiled faintly and walked to the window to look at the blue sky and Victoria Harbour: "Do you think we need to hide and deceive ourselves?" Jiaqi, you are a smart person, and you are also my confidant, you know me like you, maybe you know me better than myself, don't you? ”

"I used to know you, but now, no. You've changed a lot. Jiaqi frowned at his still tall and handsome figure.

"The same goes for you. But I don't want to look back, I'm going to look forward, to the present, to the future. ”

"I don't understand."

"I have no plans to remarry, unless that person is Ruojun, so I am not in a hurry to divorce you, but I can't deceive myself and force myself to fulfill my husband's duties, Jiaqi, we can't be husband and wife anymore. My love for you can only be friendship in this life, and I regard you as my dear friend and will not fail you. ”

He turned his head to look at her, with a soft smile in his eyes: "Divorce, you can find your happiness again, Jiaqi, I delayed you for too long, it's not good for me." If you don't want to, and I respect your wishes, then we will continue to be a husband and wife. Financially, I will do my best to meet all the needs of you and Dingbang. My words have been finished, I have done a lot of wrong things in my life, I have failed many people, and I have also received the most severe punishment, which is to let me lose Ruojun's mother and son. And your marriage to me is the biggest regret in my life, I'm sorry Jiaqi. ”

"No ......" Jiaqi's face was pale, and her mouth kept repeating, after seven years, although the last time they broke up, Ruikang was furious and almost wanted to do it to himself, but this time his calmness and politeness made her shudder even more.

"No, it's not what I want, it's not what I want." Her lips trembled, and she repeated.

There was no anger in his eyes, no sadness, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was calm and warm, but it made her tremble, and she deeply realized that everything was irretrievable, he had been reborn, and now he was not what it used to be, he had been freed from all kinds of shackles, all kinds of shackles, all kinds of psychological pressure. Perhaps this is the so-called realm of "people have no desire, they are strong".

Ruikang smiled and said, "Don't worry, on my parents' side, I will try my best to cover it up." ”

With this, there was a knock at the door, and the waiter came in with a breakfast cart and placed the food on the table.

Ruikang smiled and said, "Come on, let's eat a little together, and when we're done, we'll go to your uncle's house, I want to talk to my father." ”

Saying that, he pulled Jiaqi to the table, pulled out a chair for her very gentlemanly, asked her to sit down, poured a cup of tea for her and himself, and the two had breakfast together.

Ruikang opened the newspaper and read leisurely, her relaxed and calm demeanor seemed to be without sadness, Jiaqi drank tea, looked at his calm face, and felt sad in her heart, but she didn't know what to do...... Maybe their marriage has really come to an end?