(Chapter 299) Innocent
Hu Ye said: "She will give him whatever he wants." She didn't know what she meant to him. She thought he loved her, but she was wrong. Completely wrong. Because that night, she asked him, who am I? He didn't open his eyes, he just said to her in a daze, you, partner~ She muttered to herself, partner, right...... She thought, as if it really was, that he had never said "I love you" to her after living with him for so long. She thought that if I really loved him, I would have to satisfy him.
That night, she was so stubborn that she refused to shed tears.
He didn't have a job and spent his days idle. In order to support their lives, she had to give up her studies and go out to work.
She went to work as a waitress in a bar, and soon, she became a prey in the eyes of a rich boss. That day, the boss of the company asked her, "Would you like to spend the night with me, and I will pay you richly." She decisively rejected the boss. But after a few days, because the family couldn't afford his endless profligacy, she had to agree to the boss's request. Before leaving, she cooked for him and left a note. She hoped he could forgive her. The boss didn't break his promise, and left a check for her early the next morning. 200,000 yuan. She looked at the check, tears pouring down her eyes like water. She came home with the check, ready to surprise him, only to find no one at home, and when she was about to go out to find him, she suddenly heard footsteps outside the door. She opened the door and saw him holding a seductive girl. The girl was the person in the photo in his wallet. When he saw her, he was stunned for a moment, and then quickly loosened the girl's waist. And he said unto her, Are you back? I thought you weren't coming back today. She looked at him with a blank face, and she asked him, what are you doing. He said, you are free of yours, I am free of mine, and the two of us are even. She smiled at him and said, well, then you come in, and I'll greet our guests by the way. Come in. The girl, sensing the embarrassment between the three of them, politely rejected her and ran away. He looked at her and yelled at her, what the hell are you crazy about!? She didn't answer, just asked him softly, have you eaten? He replied to her angrily, what you make is also called rice!? It's almost good to feed the dog! Then he turned and walked back to his bedroom, slamming the door shut.
She shook her head, sighed, and pushed the check for $200,000 through the crack in the bedroom door. She knew she couldn't be angry with him. Because she loved him, she had to endure him. That night, she cried all night in front of her bedroom door and thought about it all night. She wished he could come out in the middle of the night to see her. But he didn't. She was disappointed.
The next day, he woke up complaining about why she hadn't made him breakfast. He suddenly noticed that she was missing. There was only a check for two hundred thousand, and a note soaked in tears. She said to him, sorry, I did my best, but I really can't be the role you need, I have to leave. I don't want you to do anything for me, I just want you to live well. The 200,000 left to you, and I will take it as my last heart. He just took the note as a joke, rubbed it, and threw it in the trash.
Almost at the same time, he heard the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground. This was followed by exclamations. He ran over to look, only to see her lying in a pool of blood. He didn't know, in fact, it was the sound of a broken heart.
Her funeral seemed lonely. She is an orphan, and she has not been hurt since she was a child, and she has no friends. She was buried in the cemetery. Some people say she's a silly girl. She still won't refute, only the smile on the black and white photo tells everyone that she has no regrets about everything she has done. She's a silly girl.
Suddenly there was a sense of ease that I had never felt before. Entangled for so long. I can finally let myself go. I feel a little sorry for myself. I've tried so hard for so long, and in the end I'm still making such a mess of myself. Knowing from the beginning that nothing good would come of it. But he didn't give up. Just give it a try. I don't want anything. I just want to be happy. You're always going to come back and pull me back when I'm about to give up. But this time I don't want to turn around and look at you. I've hit you again and again against this south wall. I don't want to go any further. I always naively thought that I was very good to you, very good, very loving, very much love for you. One day you will love me with your heart too. But you made me understand. There are many things in this world that can be won by the hard fight. Only love is not. I lost a mess. I'll remember you for a long time. But I'm the only one in your heart so unimportant. Growing up, no one made me so reluctant to give up. No one hurt me again and again. No one is hot or cold to me, but I still can't let go. No one made me sob. While laying down these words. I'm not sure how long it will take you to forget. I can't guarantee that I forgot you. There may be no intersection for the rest of your life. Maybe one day, I will let go of your reluctance and attachment and live a new life with regret and unwillingness. In the end, I finally understood that not everything you persevered to have results. I won't have a good time with the rest of my life after I really use up my life in this life. It's like because I like you so I take everything you say as the truth. Actually, I can't say how much I like you. Just thinking that I can see you makes a good mood. If you can't see you, you'll be a little less lost. But now you're letting me down. Dispensable in your eyes. I can only let you go
wrote: Dear husband, when you received this letter, I was already watching you from heaven, you have extorted me too much, I can only give you back this in this life, I can only occupy the place of your heart, you give birth to me, you die and I die, let us live and die together. I went to you that day, but I was watching you somewhere else, and I just wanted to watch you quietly. I made a decision for your sake, please don't blame me, the driver is innocent, I walked up on my own. Because I love you, I choose to strangle you between you and the baby, and I will have children for you in the next life. You said that if one day you let me down and tell me to kill you with a knife, you have to know that I love you more than myself, I will only use my life to continue your life, that is the best reward I can give you, husband, you didn't feel sorry for me that night... No I'm sorry, I willingly, I know you didn't want me to be hurt all the time. I understand, it's really comfortable to sleep next to your pillow, husband... I'm going to sleep next to your pillow for the rest of my life...............
The boy hugged the cold corpse and said softly, "Wife, I will protect you well in the next life...... I love you."
But it's too late. The girl will never wake up again...
In fact, there are many kinds of love in the world, just like a boy, he resolutely broke up with a girl despite his illness, but he didn't want to drag the girl. I don't want her to suffer with myself.
Girl, she uses her life to continue the life of love for love. This is love.