Chapter 164 [Youth Memorial Book]

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Three months later, in the school auditorium.

Walking through the narrow aisles, the walls are hung with portraits of various celebrities with their classic quotes written on them, and An'an did not pay attention to them once. Until this time, she carefully read the words on each one. She has walked back and forth many times on this road of time, and this time is probably the last time for her.

An'an walked into the auditorium with his roommates, and the auditorium was bustling with the students, all busy decorating the auditorium, sitting in one place in twos and threes, some stepping on ladders, pulling streamers from the front of the auditorium to the back, some tidying up the tables and chairs, and some adjusting the lights and testing the sound on the stage. Just like the Chinese New Year in the TV series, the family is busy, which seems messy but is actually orderly.

A song suddenly sounded in the stereo: Look at us yesterday / Gone far away / In the middle of Destiny Square / Waiting for the blurry / Shoulders / The more you run / The smaller you become / Once side by side Partners/After raising a glass of blessings/Scattered/Just that/Night/I am deeply/Hidden in my heart/When I grow up/I can only run/How scared/Fall in the dark/Hello tomorrow/Smile with tears/The more beautiful/The more afraid you get/Every time you cry/Laugh again/Run/Hello tomorrow/How small the voice is/But it reminds me/What is bravery/When I go in the opposite direction/In the corner of the stairs/Find courage/Shake my shoulders/Cry/Ask yourself/Where is the tearful smile while searching…..

There is an inexplicable sadness in such a scene and such music, and if the song can be adapted to the situation, it will always bring people into their hearts. For An'an, this is the last summer, and every summer after that, there is no such thing as summer vacation. In the days that followed, she was no longer a student.

An An and Xiaoxiao sat down in the back of the room, and saw the screen in the auditorium read: "Congratulations to the 12th class of students on their successful graduation!" These big words are like a ticket to the void after watching the movie, no matter how wonderful the movie is, crying and laughing, it should be over, and it can only be said that it is the alma mater in the future, it is in the past. New people will join and then leave. The school is a big theater, and every year the same parting is staged.

At this time of the year, some people leave actively, some people leave passively, and some people are unwilling to leave, they will become teachers and staff of this school, and then continue to live the life of the campus, these people have a deep complex for the campus.

"We're early." Xiaoxiao said.

"yes, we haven't started yet." Reiko said.

"I knew I would watch another episode of TV and come back." Yiyi said.

"Not early, it started soon." An'an wants to come early, this feeling is like waiting for the sunset, waiting for the morning sun to rise, waiting for the rainbow after the heavy rain, the beginning means the end immediately, waiting early, in order to get a glimpse of the whole process. What's more, this is the last time we get together on this campus, and so many unfamiliar faces are still strange in the past few years.

Some people walk the same road, eat the same meal, and attend classes in the same classroom every day, but after all, they are two parallel lines that cannot intersect, and they do not ask each other questions or know each other.

Regeneration called, "Where are you?" Didn't see you. ”

"Seventh row."

"Oh, I see!"

The crowded auditorium, colorful tie flowers, and various banners are dazzling.

"Haven't you started yet?" Regeneration asked.

"Nope."

"You're graduating today."

"yes."

"I've graduated too."

Anan smiled.

"Your school owes me a diploma, and I took the classes I should have taken, and I took the exams."

"yes, I owe you a diploma."

After a busy time, the students all returned to their places, and the graduation ceremony officially began. When the leader delivered a speech above, no one was too long-winded, and they all listened to it, although they still said those old-fashioned words, but the feeling of farewell was real and profound.

An An was a little distracted, she didn't expect that four years of time would be like a fleeting meteor, in the blink of an eye, she was already about to say goodbye to this campus, but when she stepped into this door on the first day, the mood at that time, everything at that time seemed to be still vivid, how it was as clear as yesterday.

The mood of graduation is responsible, and it cannot be described as happy or unhappy, lost or not lost, sad or not difficult, just like a mother watching her adult child stay away from herself, reluctance and reluctance are contradictory, like a small boat stuck on the reef in a dilemma, wanting to stay or not, wanting to go but reluctant to go.

If there is a difference between graduating from high school and graduating from college, it is like a ship leaving the port and sailing on the vast sea, knowing that you are about to see more beautiful scenery, so even if you part, you may not look back, because there is a better one ahead, and college graduation is a sail that has lost its direction for many people, and parting makes people confused and overwhelmed.

Breaking up after graduation is like a curse spreading on campus, this summer is destined to be a rainy season, and those are all tears.

After the graduation ceremony, a song "Youth Memorial Book" was played: Give you my heart as a memorial / This love is fresh at any moment you open / With me by your side, no matter how bitter it is, it becomes sweet / Open your eyes and see forever / Give me your heart as a memorial / My dream can be complete with your blessing / No matter how big the wind and waves are, I will move forward bravely/ Our love is embedded in the commemorative book of youth / Last summer counting the seaside with shells and waves / We pray for next year today / We can still maintain such a carefree smile / You are the blue sky with the sea breeze blowing through the palm in summer / Let me forget how salty my tears are / As soon as you appear, it is a sunny day/ I still want to hear your willful words / Take me around the world / Even if the whole world changes / It will not change to your brave self……

An An couldn't help but hum along all the time. Regeneration suddenly shook A'an's hand and gave her a firm smile. He could understand how she felt.

"Gather in front of the school building to take pictures, right now!" The squad leader shouted.

"Can I go back and change my clothes?" Xiaoxiao asked, "I came out in a hurry without changing my clothes." ”

"Why don't you change your clothes?" The squad leader was puzzled.

"I overslept and didn't have time to change."

"Go ahead, hurry."

"You see, those girls are gone, I guess they will all go to the dormitory to put on makeup, or just make an appointment later and give everyone a little time to dress up." Reiko said.

"Okay, then you guys will go to the dormitory first, and I'll notify you in the group."

The group returned to the dormitory, but An'an did not return, and stayed in the lobby of the hotel with Regeneration and waited.

"Aren't you going back to the dorm to clean up?"

"Do I still have to clean up?" An An raised his eyebrows at Regeneration, "Don't you see that I'm wearing makeup?" ”

"I don't see it."

"Well, that's a sign that I'm not good at makeup. But I'm pretty light. ”

"Anyway, you look good with or without makeup."

"I know I'm going to take a picture today, so I deliberately put on makeup seriously, I'm a prepared person, and I don't like to be in a hurry."

Xiaoxiao hurriedly changed her clothes in the dormitory, and asked while fiddling with her hat, "Has it been notified?" Notified? When to go? ”

The squad leader was notified in the group, and they gathered in 20 minutes. It's been ten minutes. ”

"Look at me, look at me! Am I going to do that? Is the hat on? ”

"Very good! OK. ”

"Then I'll rub some powder, anyway, there is still time." Xiaoxiao said, facing the mirror and began to apply foundation to her face, and then turned her mouth red and melted her lips.

"No, Xiaoxiao, I feel that your lipstick is a little too bright, the sun is so strong today, how scary it will shine on your lips when the time comes."

"Huh? Will it? So what to do? ”

"Wipe off a little, don't wipe it so hard, use your hands to blur, lighten it a little more naturally." Reiko said.

"Oh! Good. ”

"Your face is not so white, and your lips are too red, which is strange."

"Hahaha!" Xiaoxiao smiled, "I'm not happy to sharpen the gun, it's definitely better to be casual than to have no color on my face." ”

"Let's go, it's too late later."

Xiaoxiao, Lingzi and Yiyi went downstairs and called Shang'an to go with Regeneration.

When taking pictures, Regeneration stood not far away to take pictures of An'an.

"Here, the last one! I'll count 123, and you guys throw your hats together! Throw it away! The photographer said, bent his waist, looked at his SLR with one eye closed, and said loudly: "1, 2, 3!" ”

The black degree cap flew in the air, and the moment before the fall was frozen in the picture, like a flock of birds spreading their wings and flying high, and the students raised their heads, and their faces full of smiles and expectations in the sun, like sunflowers blooming.

"Regeneration, come here, let's take a picture!" Xiao Xiao beckoned to Regeneration, and Regeneration ran over.

"I'll take a picture of you!" Anan said.

"No, we have to take pictures together. I'm looking for someone. Xiaoxiao said and found a boy in the class, "Help us take a picture." ”

"Okay."

"Yiyi, let's come together!" Anan said.

"Click"! The images of the five people were left in Xiaoxiao's mobile phone.

"Take another photo with a recycled phone, the recycled phone has high pixels!" Reiko said.

So he took out his mobile phone and gave it to the boy and took another photo.

"It must be sent to our dormitory group." Reiko said to Rebirth.

"I'll pass it to you directly." Regeneration said.

"Yes, yes!" So the four of them began to turn on the Bluetooth of their mobile phones, and they were busy there, and An An stood aside and watched them smirk.

"When are you going to go back?"

"I'll go back today, and I've bought all my tickets." Yiyi said.

"Why are you in such a hurry?" An Ann asked puzzled.

"My boyfriend has to go to work and doesn't have time to spend with me, so I'm going to go back with him early."

"That's right."

"Then I'll go back to the dormitory to get my stuff first. Bye! ”

"Bye-bye!"

"Bye bye again!"

"Bye-bye!"

Watching Yiyi turn around and leave, An An suddenly realized that this goodbye is likely to be never seen again, although the relationship between her and Yiyi on weekdays is average, but if you want to live in the future, maybe this person who is opposite day and night will disappear into her life, and there is an indescribable indifference.

"I don't plan to leave that fast yet, I want to stay a few more days." Xiaoxiao said.

"Me too, I may not go home, I plan to look for a job here, if the dormitory can accommodate me, I will continue to live until I can't live in a position."

"Great, then we can get together."

"Yes, An'an, I can't bear you, Lingzi, I'm really reluctant to leave you!" Xiaoxiao said.

"It's okay, I'll stay here, you'll be back when you're free, and we'll be able to play together."

"Okay, then we'll see you again!"

"Of course, An'an must call us and Xijiu when he gets married, no matter who gets married first, we have to be there."

"Yes, you can rest assured, if I want to get married, I will notify you as soon as possible."

"That's a must, after all, regeneration is also a member of our dormitory."

"yes, I'm your roommate too!" Regeneration said with a smile.

"Except that you haven't stayed in our dormitory at night, you haven't slept less in our dormitory during the day, I'm used to hearing your snoring."

"Huh? Have it? I snore a lot? Regeneration smiled awkwardly.

"You don't know yet, do you? Every time you snore, we laughed with An'an. An'an sometimes secretly filmed you. ”

"And this kind of thing?" Regeneration looked at An An in surprise, "You didn't even tell me!" Laugh at me behind your back, right? ”

"See if you're having fun."